"Hmm. The man's chin was against her head, Eleven couldn't tell what it was like, warm?

Probably yes, this is the norm for them after marriage.

"Actually, Luo Zhi is a powerful person, in fact, others are very good, when I was alone abroad, many things were isolated, and he gave me the best advice and comfort as the attending doctor. ”

Speaking of those days, Shen Nanyan couldn't suppress the guilt in his heart.

"I'm sorry, Eleven, if I had answered your call, there wouldn't have been any of these things that followed. ”

Eleven didn't think so: "You think a little too much, no matter what, it's an established fact that I'm like this now, we should all look forward, and we shouldn't dwell on those things in the past." ”

Shen Nanyan lowered her head, and her deep gaze fell on her.

After a long time, he sighed lightly: "We are eleven, it's just too good." ”

Good temperament, good to him.

……

The next day, I went to check my body, and it was still the previous hospital, Shen Nanyan, Ye Xingchen, Xia Shi and Xie Qianen all came.

After the inspection, when the group sat on the chairs, Eleven couldn't help but laugh.

"I'm just here for a routine check-up, why are there so many people here? ”

Xia Shi replied with a smile: "You are more than five months pregnant, and the condition of your eyes is still like this, how can you rest assured if we don't follow?"

Ye Xingchen also said: "Luo Zhi is here, I want to hear what he says now." ”

Eleven: "It's just a check, you're so nervous." ”

You're so nervous.

Ye Xingchen shook his head with a smile when he heard this: "Yiyi, where are we too nervous, you don't know the one next to you, that's really nervous." ”

Eleven was stunned, knowing that Ye Xingchen was talking about Shen Nanyan.

She lowered her head again and smiled.

Shen Nanyan has always been worried about her eyes, and she knows it.

It is precisely because she knows that she has asked Luo Zhi a lot about her eyes in private for a long time.

The results of the examination came out quickly, and when Luo Zhi got the results of the examination, Shen Nanyan immediately greeted him.

"How?"

Luo Zhi lowered his head and didn't speak.

Eleven grabbed Shen Nanyan's hand and patted it gently.

Signal him not to be in a hurry.

Shen Nanyan also realized that his attitude just now was a little too anxious.

He steadied his mind and waited for Luo Zhi.

After looking at it for a long time, Luo Zhi finally spoke.

"Good news, bad news. ”

Everyone present frowned: "What do you mean?"

"The block in her brain is slowly moving, and if the surgery is performed in the current position, the success rate of the operation can reach more than 60%. ”

"Is this good news or bad news?" Ye Xingchen asked.

Luo Zhi said: "This is good news, the bad news is that without surgery, her memory nerves will be compressed, and her memory will be confused." ”

"Memory nerve compression? What about her eyes?"

"It's hard to say what the eye is doing, it may recover, or it may continue to maintain the status quo. ”

Eleven understood.

After so much discussion with Luo Zhi about his condition, she can basically understand some of the meaning of his words by now.

"You mean, suggesting that I have surgery now?"

"Not now, but five months later, you give birth to the baby without a hitch, and then proceed. ”

Eleven didn't have time to speak, and Shen Nanyan's voice sounded beside him.

"No, I can't. His voice was a little cold.

"With only a sixty percent success rate, how can I let her take the risk. ”

Luo Zhi frowned, raised his eyes for a moment, and his gaze fell on Shen Nanyan: "I don't think you understand, compared to before, the success rate of her surgery has increased a lot, and it is the best decision to have surgery after giving birth to a child." And if she hadn't had surgery, something might have happened to her head. Will you bear the consequences then?"

Shen Nanyan pursed his lips and didn't speak.

Luo Zhi looked at him, and after a short silence, he continued: "I know you care about her, and I know what you're worried about, but as a doctor, I can't give you a 100% success rate, but as her attending doctor, I will do my best." ”

Shen Nanyan said goodbye, he took Eleven's hand: "Let's go." ”

The words fell, ignoring everyone present, and led Eleven away.

None of the present spoke.

For a long time, Xie Qianen, who had not spoken, said: "It is normal for him to worry about accidents during the operation, let Eleven tell him, maybe only Eleven's words can move him." ”

Xia Shi turned her eyes to look at him.

Xie Qianen didn't say anything, and took a step to leave.

Xia Shi looked at his back, and felt a sense of loneliness for no reason.

After saying hello to Ye Xingchen, she took a step in the direction of Xie Qianen.

Soon caught up with the migrin and slapped him in the back.

"What's the matter, it doesn't feel like you're in a very high mood. ”

Xie Qianen glanced at her lightly: "Why did you come with you?"

"Don't worry about you. ”

Xie Qianen said without being salty or light: "I have something you don't worry about." ”

Xia Shi looked at him and thought about it: "Xie Qianen." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Do you still love Eleven?

The man's steps paused, and then returned to normal: "Why did you think of asking this?"

"No, I'm just watching you have normal contact with them, and you pretend to be nothing, I just want to ask you, if you really can't let go, why do you have to do this, isn't it nice to keep them far away?"

Xia Shi didn't feel anything wrong after speaking, but Xie Qianen lowered his head: "Are you sure, the last time I cried outside the bar and said, "Isn't you the one who asked me not to have sex with Nanyan?"

Xia Shi: "......"

Well, this man really doesn't show any mercy when he speaks.

"Although that's the case, but you have to take everything to heart in Eleven, and their husband and wife are so affectionate, I'm not worried about Nanyan, it's you. ”

"As I said, I don't have anything to worry about. ”

"But don't you feel bitter in your heart?"

Is it bitter?

Xie Qianen asked himself in his heart.

It doesn't seem to be.

"Okay, Xia Shi, I will let go, and I will always know what my identity is, you don't have to worry about what will happen to me. ”

"I'm not worried about what will happen to you, but Xie Qian'en, are you sure you want to live like this for the rest of your life? Sometimes, you don't have to. ”

Xie Qianen didn't speak for a while.

"I know what you're thinking, no, I'll talk about it later. ”

Xia Shihong's lips moved, and she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say a word when she saw Xie Qianen's expression.

"Forget it, anyway, you haven't listened to what I've said for so many years, so let it be. ”

Xie Qianen did not answer.

The two walked side by side, and Xia Shi couldn't help but think of Eleven's situation.

Nanyan's attitude seemed to not want her to have surgery, and I don't know how they were talking now. ”

At the mention of eleven, Xie Qianen's eyes darkened.

He didn't feel at ease, for him, letting Eleven operate on it was to block Eleven's life, and if something went wrong, he couldn't bear it. ”

"I know this, but Dr. Na Luozhi recommended surgery, and he is probably a little sure. ”

"The doctor doesn't look the same as he sees. ”

Xia Shi didn't answer.

Also, Eleven is important to Shen Nanyan, how can he easily answer Eleven into such a big danger.

"What do you think, do you want her to have surgery?"

Xie Qianen raised his head, looked at Xia Shiliang for a long time, and when he looked away, he said, "It doesn't matter what I think, what matters is what Nanyan thinks, what Eleven thinks?"

Xia Shi felt that Xie Qianen was too tactful.

She glanced at him with a smile: "I said, what is our relationship, do you still need to be careful? No, we have known each other for so many years anyway." ”

Xie Qianen completely stopped this time.

His gaze was still in the distance, and his vision was obscure.

"I hope she gets better and goes on so happily with Nanyan, even if this happiness has nothing to do with me. ”

……

Outside the hospital.

Eleven followed behind Shen Nanyan, and since he left the hospital, he had remained silent. Don't say anything.

She knew in her heart what he was thinking.

Nanyan. She spoke softly, in a very low tone.

Shen Nanyan didn't react, giving people the illusion that he hadn't heard, but Eleven knew it wasn't.

"Nanyan, I know you're worried, worried that the success rate of the operation is not so high, worried that something will happen to me. ”

Shen Nanyan stopped and looked at her with deep eyes.

For a long time: "Eleven, I don't want you to have surgery, and I can't convince myself to let you have this surgery, for me, you are everything." ”

"I know, I know. Eleven took his hand and never let go.

"I know what you think, Nanyan, can we talk about what is in our hearts?"

"You say. ”

"When I first came to the Hidden Country, in fact, many things could have been avoided, and I just went out with a normal heart, but something like that happened. I was in a car accident, hospitalized for so long, had eye problems, etc. Now that I think about it, I always ask myself, if I had backed down and I hadn't gone up to save that child, what would have happened later, and what would have become of that little girl's life. ”

Shen Nanyan held her hand tightly and didn't say a word.

Eleven knew that he was listening, and she continued: "After remarrying you, I have lived very well, you have been extremely gentle with me, no matter what is good and you can't make mistakes, it stands to reason that I should be satisfied with this situation, after all, my life seems to be all right, isn't it." But I still have regrets, whether it's when we're living together or when we're doing other things together, I feel a little uncomfortable. I can't see what our home looks like, I can't see kissing, you see my affection, if I have a child in the future, it will be even more regrettable, I don't even know what my child looks like, think about it, it's not a kind of sadness. Nanyan, I don't say anything about work, because I don't want you to think that I am sad to live now, but Nanyan, that is how many years I have loved it, and I can't do this job, this is the regret of my life. ”

"But this operation is very risky, what if something happens to you, you let me, let the child, what should we do?"

"You also said that it is very risky, but every step in life is actually very risky, and we cannot give up moving forward because we are afraid of the unknown. ”

"It's different. ”

Eleven said slowly: "No, it's the same, it's just because the person who is going to have the operation is me that you think it's different." ”

Shen Nanyan still couldn't open his mouth to say what he promised.

He had heard everything Eleven had just said, and if she didn't say it, he could know what she was thinking.

He knew that she was eager to heal her eyes, he knew that the current situation made her feel that it was not good enough, and he knew that after Luo Zhi's words, she wanted surgery.

However, how could he agree to the operation, if he agreed, it would be equivalent to putting her in danger.

"Eleven, don't embarrass me, okay? I really can't get you to do this. ”

Eleven pillowed one of his arms, his tone soft, reassuring.

"How could I be willing to force you, Nanyan, I just expressed what I meant, you know, as for what you think in the end, that's your decision, but I believe that whether you agree or not agree in the end, it's for my good. ”

Shen Nanyan lowered her eyes, and her dark gaze fell on her.

All her attitudes were not reluctant, and even when she said these words, she only smiled faintly and expressed them in the gentlest tone.

But he knew that she really wanted to have this operation.

Suddenly, he used a force in his hand and pulled her whole body into his arms

"Give me a little time, give me some time to think about it, and I'll tell you when I've figured it out, okay?"

Warm embrace, where did Eleven come from, and the reason is not good.

"It's okay, you can think about it and think about it, anyway, I'm only five months pregnant now, and my physical condition has changed a lot later, even if I really have to have surgery, it will be a long time." ”

Shen Nanyan still hugged her tightly: "Eleven, I hope you can understand me, in your opinion at this moment, I may be a little selfish, but for me, this is more frightening than deciding to let me operate on my own, I don't want to, do you know?"

Eleven patted him lightly on the back: "I know, how could I not know." ”

It was because she knew that she didn't dare to say anything, and she didn't want to say anything, for fear of putting more pressure on him.

……

Back at home, Eleven was already a little tired, he had done a lot of inspections, big and small, and talked to Shen Nanyan so much.

Shen Nanyan knew that she was tired, so he took care of her to sleep after going home for dinner.

Eleven originally wanted to say that it was not necessary, but Shen Nanyan was firm.

"You're five months pregnant now, so you should be careful in everything. ”

Eleven sat on the bed, and Shen Nanyan helped her rub her shoulders.

"You're so nice to me, I'm addicted. ”

Her soft voice was like a fire that warmed Shen Nanyan's heart.

"It's good to be addicted, so you can't live without me for the rest of your life. ”

Eleven smiled lightly: "But that's not good." ”

Shen Nanyan stopped what she was doing and took her whole person into her arms.

"Why not?"

"It's just not good, people should be independent individuals, when I love you the most, I also try to restrain myself, so that I can be fully rational when thinking about your problems, Nanyan, complete dependence is actually not good. ”

Shen Nanyan lowered his head and pressed his forehead against her: "Is it because of the past that you have these thoughts?"

In Shen Nanyan's heart, those who were sorry for Eleven's past were the regrets in his heart.

Eleven was slightly stunned, then shook his head with a smile: "No, whether you were good or bad to me in the past, these thoughts were born in my heart, which is not a good phenomenon in itself." ”

Shen Nanyan stared at her face and repeatedly confirmed that she said these words without any small emotions.

"Eleven. He took her in his arms and whispered her name.

"Hmm. ”

"Being good to you is what I should do, you are my wife, the person I have to protect all my life, I can't protect you every day, how can I do other things. ”

Eleven was moved.

The person also shrank into Shen Nanyan's arms.

Eleven fell asleep, Shen Nanyan wanted to go to the study to continue to deal with work, but as soon as he got up, he received a phone call.

In order to avoid making noise to Eleven, who was still asleep, Shen Nanyan picked up the phone when he left the bedroom.

"Hey. ”

"Hello, we are here at Jiangcheng First People's Hospital, Ms. Wen Wanrong is hospitalized here, please come and go. ”

The male voice on the phone was polite and polite.

Shen Nanyan held the phone in one hand and said softly: "What did you say, my mother is hospitalized?"

"Well, Ms. Wen Wanrong said that you are her son, and there is no one else around her, so you can come and visit. ”

Shen Nanyan frowned, this is not a trivial matter.

"Okay, I'll go to the hospital right away. ”

Hanging up the phone, Shen Nanyan immediately went back to the bedroom to change his clothes.

Even though he moved very lightly, when he was about to go out, he still heard Eleven's hazy and sleepy voice.

Nanyan. ”

Shen Nanyan walked over and imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

"Got you?"

"It's okay, I've been sleeping a little lightly lately, I hear you're getting dressed, are you going out?"

"Well, the People's Hospital called and said that my mother was hospitalized, and there was no one around her, so I had to go and see. ”

Eleven was surprised.

"Why are you hospitalized?

"I don't know yet, but I'll have to go and see it. ”

I was a little bit old, but I had already begun to lift the quilt on my hands.

"You wait for me to change my clothes, and I'll go with you. ”

Wen Wanrong is sick, and as a daughter-in-law, she should go no matter what.

The eleventh general sat up, and Shen Nanyan asked her to lie down again.

"No, you can't go, it's so late, it's not appropriate. ”

"It's not appropriate for me not to go, it's my mother, I'm hospitalized and I have to go to the hospital. ”

Shen Nanyan put his hand on her shoulder.

"I know, but your situation is special, you went with me, I'm more worried about you, you're pregnant with a child, it's not too early, eleven, I'm afraid I'm too busy taking care of my mother and not taking care of you. ”

Shen Nan's words were gentle, but there was no doubt.

Eleven knew that his attitude really didn't want her to follow.

She thought about it carefully, and she didn't cling to it anymore.

"Then I won't go, if you go, remember to call me and tell me about my mother's situation. ”

Shen Nanyan looked at her serious appearance, and couldn't help but kiss her on the forehead.

"Okay, you can sleep peacefully, the hospital has me. ”

A little bit of eleven.

"Well, you go quickly, pay attention to safety on the road, and drive slowly. ”

"Good. ”

……

Hospital.

When Shen Nanyan arrived, Wen Wanrong's situation had stabilized.

In the huge ward, there was only one nurse, and when she saw Shen Nanyan coming, the little nurse immediately stood up from her position.

"You are a family member of this lady?"

Shen Nanyan nodded lightly.

"The patient has just fallen asleep. ”

"Where's the doctor?"

"I'm going to call you a doctor. ”

The little nurse said, already taking her things and preparing to leave.

Shen Nanyan did not speak.

He walked to the hospital bed and sat down, Wen Wanrong slept deeply, but her brows were still furrowed.

Shen Nanyan's eyes changed unconsciously.

After a long time, the door of the ward was pushed open from the outside, and the doctor walked in.

"It's Mr. Shen. ”

Shen Nanyan stood up from his position.

"It's me, hello. ”

"Hello Mr. Shen, I asked you to come over in the middle of the night, there is really no way. ”

Shen Nanyan's dark eyes fell on the doctor's face: "What do you mean?"

Seeing the worried look on his face, the doctor hurriedly said, "Don't get me wrong, Mr. Shen, I'm not talking about your mother's condition, but I want to tell you about her own emotions." ”

Shen Nanyan didn't speak, his eyes were deep.

The doctor continued.

"Your mother was called by herself in an ambulance, her condition was an indirect headache caused by stagnation, and when our paramedics arrived, it was your mother who was lying on the ground with a broken saucer next to her. After coming to the hospital, we treated your mother, which was not a big problem in itself, but your mother's mood seemed to be a little unstable. She's been making trouble since she came to her senses. ”

Every time the doctor said a word, Shen Nanyan's face became a little solemn.

"So, she also asked you to call my number, and she asked me to come?"

"Hmm. The doctor admitted.

Secretly looked at Shen Nanyan's expression, and added: "Your mother's depression seems to be very serious, and her mental state is also very bad. ”

At this point, it is actually obvious what the doctor wants to express.

Shen Nanyan's emotions were unclear, and after saying thank you, there was nothing else.

The doctor is a judge of the situation, and he will not say much when he sees this.

"Mr. Shen is here to watch, and if there is any problem, come back to us. ”

"Hmm. ”

After the doctor went out, Shen Nanyan stayed in the ward until the next morning.

The next day, Wen Wanrong woke up at nine o'clock in the morning.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a slender and tall figure at the floor-to-ceiling window, holding a phone in his hand.

"Ah Yan?"

Shen Nanyan turned his head, his gaze fell on Wen Wanrong, and he stayed for about a second, and he withdrew his gaze.

The call went on for a while before it ended.

During this period, Wen Wanrong's eyes kept falling on him.

In that box, Shen Nanyan put away his mobile phone and walked towards the hospital bed.

"Mom, you're awake. ”

His voice was on the low side, and his tone didn't fluctuate too much.

Wen Wanrong just looked at him like that, and after a while, she lifted her lips, and her pale face brought out a lot of sickness.

"When did you come?"

"Yesterday night. ”

"You came here last night?" Wen Wanrong then asked, with obvious surprise in her words.

Shen Nanyan looked down, paused for a long time, and said: Mom, what you want to express, just say it directly, you don't need to be so tactful. ”

Wen Wanrong smiled: "I know, you care about my mother, you will come when I am hospitalized, Ah Yan, my mother has a lot of helplessness, you have to understand me." ”

Shen Nanyan's dark eyes were dark: "What my mother said is helpless, does it mean that you are embarrassed by Eleven, or are you hiding my life experience for so many years and deceiving my father?"

Wen Wanrong's face turned pale, but she still had her previous opinion on the matter of Eleven.

"Ye Shiyi, I'm not embarrassed, I'm at least thinking about you, Ah Yan, you are so good, you shouldn't be stumped by Ye Shiyi. ”

Shen Nanyan shook his head again and again: "She has never been to me what my mother said." ”

"That's because you're still young, and you haven't thought through a lot of things yet. ”

"I know very well, Mom, you say that every time, but in fact, is it really like this? It's always been you who impose your subjective opinion on me, and you always feel that what you think is good is good for me, and what you want is what I want. ”

Wen Wanrong's eyes were eager: "But Ah Yan, isn't it?"

"Yes or no, it's never been Mom, you have the final say. ”

"Ah Yan ......"

Wen Wanrong wanted to say something. But before the words could be spoken, Shen Nanyan interrupted in a cold voice.

"Okay, Mom, we have a disagreement on this topic, and there is no need to continue talking. ”

"I've already asked the doctor about your condition, most of it is due to emotions, you just need to regulate your emotions. ”

"Emotionally, I am alone, and my life is extremely lonely to the psyche, how can I get better in such a situation. ”

"Mom, who is to blame for this?"

Wen Wanrong understood Shen Nanyan, and there was accusation in her eyes: "So you also think that everything I am doing now is to blame, but who am I for, I am not doing so much for you." ”

"For me?" Shen Nanyan smiled coldly.

"There are still a few problems going around, Mom, your point of view has been wrong from the beginning, and even your original intention has been wrong from the beginning, and the person you are most sorry for is Dad. ”

"I'm most sorry for him? Hehe, over the years, haven't I treated him well, I have worked hard to maintain the image of the Shen family's housewife, help him manage this family, even when it was the most difficult, when your grandfather didn't let us enter the Shen family, I didn't give up on him, except for hiding from him Your life experience, what else have I done, but what about him, divorce. This is the result of my efforts over the years? In his eyes, what do you think of me, we have so many feelings, as soon as I know your background, he will divorce me, in his heart, I really have no place. ”

Shen Nanyan frowned, and Wen Wanrong's words made his expression grow cold.

"Mom, have you ever thought that if you didn't choose to deceive at the beginning, but told Dad everything truthfully, would there be so many things now?"

"If I tell him that I was with someone else's child, if I told him that I had been with another man, would he still marry me? I'm afraid I won't even have a chance to enter the Shen family. ”

Shen Nanyan was silent.

Regarding Wen Wanrong's question, he is not Shen Yunshan, so he can't give an exact answer.

However, according to his understanding of Shen Yunshan, one thing can be determined.

"He is not a heartless person, I don't know what happened in the past, but now, if you are really divorced, he will not treat you badly. ”

Wen Wanrong suddenly raised her voice: "I won't get a divorce, I won't divorce anyway, why, I have worked hard in the Shen family for so many years, and your grandfather has rarely given me any good face, all these years have passed, and I finally came to this point, why should I give up?"

Wen Wanrong was stubborn, Shen Yunshan asked Shen Nanyan to persuade her, but when she said this, there was still no result, Rao is Shen Nanyan, and she also knew that it was useless to say more.

"Okay, I have to go to the company, Mom has a good rest. ”

He was not prepared to stay long, and as he said this, he had already gotten up and prepared to leave.

Where could Wen Wanrong let him go like this.

"Ah Yan, can you help me talk to your father and ask him not to divorce me?"

Shen Nanyan's footsteps paused as he turned around.

In half a second, he said sentence by sentence: "Mom, I have always been able to do very little, you think that what I say can change his mind, that is what you think wrong." ”

After saying that, he took a step and did not stop any longer.

"I'm leaving, Mom, if you have anything important, call me again, let the hospital staff handle the small things for you, I have explained, they will take good care of you." ”

……

Villa, eleven got up and had breakfast, and was just about to listen to the book, when he received a call from Shen Nanyan.

"Eleven. ”

"Well, I'm here, what's the matter, mother is okay. She asked worriedly.

On the phone, Shen Nanyan's voice carried a hint of reassurance.

"Don't worry, Mom is fine. ”

Eleven's hanging heart was relieved.

"It's okay, it's okay, then are you still in the hospital? Do you need me to ask Aunt Zhang to make something to eat for you?"

Shen Nanyan said softly: "I'm not in the hospital, I'm on the way to the company." ”

"Ah, you're not in the hospital, is there anyone to take care of your mother?"

"I informed Minglan that she would take care of her mother. ”

Eleven sighed clearly, and thought of Wen Wanrong's temperament again.

"Is it really okay that you're not in the hospital? ”

"No, it won't. ”

At this point, Eleven knew that Shen Nanyan knew everything in his heart.

"How do you go to the company for lunch, do you need me to ask Aunt Zhang to make you something to eat and send it to the company?"

Shen Nanyan didn't want to trouble, and she didn't want to worry about it: "It's okay, I'll just let Xin Meng order takeout." ”

"Is that okay?"

"Yes. ”

He said so, and Eleven didn't force it.

"Take good care of yourself at home and get more sleep when you're tired. ”

Eleven replied with a smile: "I know, you can work with peace of mind, and I have Aunt Zhang to take care of me at home." ”

"Okay, wait until I get back. ”

"Hmm. ”

The phone hung up, and Eleven sat on the couch for a long time.

At this time, Aunt Zhang walked in from outside.

"Madam, Miss Ye is here. ”

Eleven had a look of surprise on his face.

"Sister is here?"

Ye Xingchen stood behind Aunt Zhang and said thank you to Aunt Zhang before walking to Eleven's side.

"Have you had breakfast?"

Eleven nodded: "Eat, why did my sister come over, and she didn't call me in advance." ”