Chapter 113 Warm Sight

On a summer afternoon in 2018, the anchor "Little Sun" walked into the live broadcast room. She wore a high double ponytail, a white T-shirt and a suspender denim skirt, and her youthful vibes were on her face. She's beautiful enough to be a beauty streamer, but she's a serious game streamer, with a voice as sweet as her looks, and she's very heroic when she plays, so she's very popular on the Internet.

In the live broadcast room, gifts flew all over the sky, and messages jumped up one by one. In between breaks, "Little Sun" stared at his big round eyes and looked through the fans' messages. Her eyes suddenly lit up, and she read out a message: "You are very much like the code goddess on the campus Internet before, you really have a first love face!"

Little Sun asked curiously, "Campus Net, what is that, is it very popular?"

As soon as this statement came out, the message rose again. The eighteen-year-old "Little Sun" didn't even know what the campus network was, but it was the memory of all the students in the late 80s and early 90s! As one of the first real-name social platforms in China, the popularity of the year was no less than that of a certain letter and a certain sound today. It is not only a link to connect classmates, but also has given birth to a large number of Internet celebrities.

In its heyday, no one could have predicted its decline. And it has fallen so quickly that post-00s like Little Sun have hardly heard of this once-popular website.

Back in 2007, the campus network was very popular at that time. Maybe it's really out of touch with society for too long, Qiao Nan is not very interested in these social platforms. But he was still a young man after all, so he also followed the trend and registered. But just registered, he didn't leave a status, let alone write an article or upload a photo.

In the profile column, only his high school and college are displayed. His avatar is not a photo of himself, but his armband "Lightning Sword". Although it is so simple that there is no information, those who understand him will be in awe when they see his avatar and think of the name of his university.

Maybe in the eyes of others, using the armband of the special forces as an avatar is an invisible act of pretending to be Γ—, but Comrade Qiao Nan didn't have any other ideas when he uploaded the avatar, anyway, he couldn't upload a photo of himself, and it happened that the armband was very cool, so he simply used it as an avatar.

During a short period of time online, he would check the status of his classmates on the campus website. Approaching the graduation season, there are people who work, go to graduate school, go abroad and even get married, anyway, on social platforms, everyone is quite beautiful. Jin Jinzi belongs to the best of them, she graduated from the communication major and joined a large communication company, often traveling all over the world, going to various places to check in. She has a slender figure, a good face, the most fashionable big wavy curls, and wears a smart professional suit...... In short, she is an out-and-out goddess in the photo, and she has endless private messages every day.

Qiao Nan would occasionally leave her a message, and Huang Jinzi always replied as soon as possible, but it usually took a long time to wait for his reply again. Sometimes, the two of them will talk on the phone, Qiao Nan is becoming more and more silent, and Huang Jinzi tries to avoid those sad topics, so almost half of the call time is spent in silence.

Huang Jinzi has a new boyfriend, a colleague in the same company, and occasionally shows affection on the Internet or something. Qiao Nan was happy for her, and Huang Jinzi persuaded him: "When Dongmei leaves, I am most afraid that you will die alone, although it is not appropriate to say these things now, but I still want to persuade you for her, if you meet a good girl, don't miss it." ”

"Maybe tomorrow I will die on the battlefield, and I won't harm other girls. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ If you say something like this again, I'll break up with you!"

Qiao Nan immediately smiled and said, "Just kidding, I still cherish life very much." ”

In fact, when on the phone, Qiao Nan would think of her classmates who were active on the campus network, and she was far away in heaven. If she were still around, what would she be active online?

Will she still use her spiritual words to guide the country and talk about the past and the present?

Will she use her expertise to build a public account for the benefit of everyone?

Will she ...... Already living with yourself and becoming your closest pillow person?

Will she post some mountain scenery, or photos of her business life?

She has a blue heart, and she will definitely turn her life into poetry. Songhua brewing, spring water sencha, and watching snow around the fireplace in winter. It's all beautiful, and what's even more beautiful is that they did it together. For them who they were, there was nothing better than being "together".

Thinking about it, Qiao Nan will be distracted. He couldn't hear Jinzi's words, and he couldn't feel the cigarette butt burning his fingers. And the only thing that could interrupt his fantasy was the whistle of the assembly.

Oh, by the way, as my dad expected, he did learn to smoke in the shortest possible time, and he smoked every day, and he drank so much that he could often suffocate a can of beer in one sip. He looks very normal, only Zhao Yu, Huang Jinzi and other classmates who know will persuade him, go out for a walk! Go to other places to relax! It's easy to get depression after holding it for a long time!

And Qiao Nan's answer is consistent, I don't have a vacation, let's talk about it when I have a holiday. He smiled as much as he could, but there was a hint of banter or cynicism in his smile that he didn't even notice.

One of his passions is writing letters. He specially bought a notebook with the words "Letter to Heaven", and by the beginning of June, there must have been hundreds of letters!

When many artists create, they often look at the disadvantaged with a "warm gaze". Since the death of his girlfriend, Qiao Nan has felt this "warm sight" countless times, and he is very repulsed by it. He stubbornly thought that he didn't need sympathy, that he could get out of the situation, it just took time.

Therefore, he tried to reduce his sense of existence as much as possible, and he never showed his sadness and vulnerability. All the things he wanted to say, he wrote in the "Letter to Heaven." His friends knew what he was thinking, and they cared about him in moderation. But someone has to show strong care for him, and this person is none other than Min Rou.

Min Rou has always been cold, but after Brother Qiao Nan lost her lover, she suddenly became active on the campus Internet. At that time, the conditions for selfies were not yet mature, and she often went to great lengths to find some beautiful photos, and uploaded them to the Internet three times in the morning, noon and evening, with very philosophical words (which she felt herself).

A campus goddess like her, she can receive dozens of "so beautiful" by posting a picture casually, not to mention that she also sent some chicken soup for the soul, which made her little fans mistakenly think that she was not in a good mood, and they rushed to leave messages for her, hoping that she could get out of the haze as soon as possible.

When Min Rou read the message, she basically sneered impatiently, and with a sense of urgent anticipation, because she hoped to turn to Qiao Nan's message. However, the reality disappointed her again and again, because Qiao Nan never commented on her. Every time she reads a message, Min Rou has an urge to smash the computer.

However, she still didn't give up, she even reasoned (smartly), thinking that Qiao Nan had a lot of classmates, but he couldn't often surf the Internet, so it was normal not to see his state, and the most direct thing was to send him a message!

"Brother, when you're in a bad mood, listen to Mozart more, his music has a good healing effect. If you can't find it, I'll send you the CD. ”

A few days after it was posted, Qiao Nan would reply dryly: "Oh, thank you." ”

Min Rou was so anxious that he couldn't do itβ€”did he let him send it, or didn't he let him send it? If she sent it, she didn't know the address, and every time she asked, Qiao Nan said that his address was a military secret, which was really a big head!

While Qiao Nan replied, Min Rou said again: "Brother, I'm going to have a concert next month, do you want to see it?"

"Oh, study hard. ”

Min Rou flipped through the information irritably, and almost all the conversations with Qiao Nan were uniform, "Oh, study hard". Min Rou was angry, could it be that Qiao Nan was a robot?

She didn't give up and continued to send: "If you are on vacation, come and see me perform! When you grow up, you don't hear me play the piano once!"

"I can't go to Beijing, be careful when you dance, don't get hurt. ”

Qiao Nan finally sent a normal sentence, but Min Rou almost vomited out a mouthful of old blood - she repeatedly emphasized that she wanted to hold a piano recital, Qiao Nan actually thought that she was learning to dance? Min Rou was extremely irritable, slammed the bed and screamed, which scared the nanny a lot.

Qiao Nan didn't mean to treat Min Rou like this, he really didn't take it to heart. He originally felt sluggish, and after his girlfriend left, he even ripped off a piece of his heart. So, how could he possibly consider what the twins of his aunt's family do?

What's more, Min Rou often posted some words on the Internet such as "There is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, people must learn to forget", which added to his heart. If she wasn't her aunt's cousin, Qiao Nan wouldn't want to talk to her.

After the death of his girlfriend, Qiao Nan's QQ was basically in a state of abandonment. One day on a whim, he boarded QQ to take a look, and the prompt sound exploded. There is no doubt that many of them condoled him with "warm eyes", and he had to politely reply "thank you". But there was a piece of information that made him stare at it for a long time.

It was a watercolor painting of a young warrior standing guard in the middle of winter, with a crescent moon above his head and deep snow under his feet. The soldier held a steel gun in his hand, and his resolute eyes revealed a deep loneliness. But he didn't notice that on his red epaulets, there was a pink plum blossom, small and exquisite, but bright and moving.

At the bottom of the painting, a line is written in small block letters: "Although you can't see me, I will always be with you."

This painting was sent by Zhao Linlin, and she did not write any additional language except for this painting. Therefore, Qiao Nan didn't know how much effort she had spent on painting this painting, let alone how long she had been entangled before she hesitated to send this painting to herself.

Qiao Nan rubbed her cheeks and typed her a line: "Little sister, thank you so much, I like your paintings very much." ”

After a while, Zhao Linlin replied: "It's good if you like it, I hope it can give you a little comfort." ”

Through the screen, Qiao Nan could also feel her caution. In his mind, the little girl who was slightly chubby, inconspicuous, and held MP4 to watch idol dramas all day long. He sighed slightly and said to her, "You have a good drawing, give it to me! ”

Qiao Nan didn't know how much strength his words would bring to that girl with low self-esteem. He didn't talk any more, because it was time to assemble again. His epaulettes were no longer red, but became a thin bar, two stars. He smiled and stroked the epaulettes, as if ...... A delicate pink plum blossom is faintly blooming between two stars.