And the yellowed diary almost recorded my father's mental journey for more than ten years, both emotionally and careerly. She flipped through the pages one by one, and when she finished reading it, she understood why Wen Jian said those words when she was on the island. Why do you say the difference between them and concubines, why do you say that you are envious and jealous of her.

This is the first time Shu Tinglan has really walked into her father's heart, she has the impression that her father and mother are very strict with her, there is no red face and white face in their family, even if she is wrong, she will be punished, but she will not be praised if she does a good job.

However, now I know that her father's love for her and her mother's love are all written in the diary.

Since her father's death, the question that has been surrounding her heart has been answered, which is both liberation and redemption. However, she had a little doubt in her heart, is such a father a good father? Why does he clearly love her and her mother in his heart, but there are Wen Lan and Wen Jian? So is his love love? Perhaps this is what Lin Zhiyu often tells her, the adult world is not black and white, not good or evil, and most of them are in a gray area and self-consistent.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door outside the study.

"Tinglan, are you okay?" Zhuo Yu'an's gentle and concerned voice came.

She got up to open the door and threw herself into Zhuo Yu'an's arms in the darkness.

"Why don't you open the curtains?

"It's okay, it's my father's letter to me and my mother. She said sullenly in his arms, and then she felt Zhuo Yu'an visibly stiffen when she heard her mention the word father.

In the diary, Dad mentioned that his father Zhuo Hong had come to Qining, and his father also had a premonition that his good fortune was coming to an end. I thought it was two families that had nothing to do with each other, but it turned out that they had been implicated many years ago. And her fate with Zhuo Yu'an seems to have been destined to be a bad fate many years ago.

"How much do you know about my father?" she asked calmly. Dad has always portrayed an image of integrity in front of her and Mom, as Wen Jian said, every month he takes home the basic salary, his cleanest part of the money. Later, he committed suicide, and the top investigated their family and didn't find out any of them, so Shu Tinglan really didn't know anything about his father.

"Know some. He also obtained information from intercepting the person his mother sent to Qi Ning to investigate. The case of her father Shu Minghai, because of his suicide, has not yet been decided, he committed suicide to protect his comrades, so that his father Zhuo Hong was transferred to Qi Ning that year, but he did not find out why, it was the Waterloo of his career, and it was also the reason why he could not be transferred back to Beijing.

The relationship between the two families had been planted many years ago, which he had never expected, and now that it had come to this, all he could do was protect her.

"My dad really died because of your dad?" If that's the case, then fate played a big joke on her. If my mother knew this fact, I don't know how she would deal with herself. She said to her mother that it was simple to hear good, and it was stupid to say that it was not good, because of the matter of Wen Jian's mother and daughter, she wanted to separate and break off the past, so she left Qi Ning in a hurry, and many things were not understood thoroughly.

"Listen to Lan, this is a more complicated issue, I can't say who died because of whom, I can only say that this is their job and responsibility. He didn't want to shy away from the question.

"Yes, I know that he is innocent, and I also know that your father is his duty, and I can't blame him. "The truth is clear, but after all, there are some difficulties to accept, and she needs to be given time to digest it slowly.

"Tinglan, do you remember what I told you before, as long as the two of us are together, it doesn't matter. We can't change what has happened, so can we look forward?"

Shu Tinglan was silent.

Now that things are developing, it is not for them to look forward, she can't imagine what kind of tsunami and earthquake will be caused if Cheng Zhimin knows that she is Shu Minghai's daughter.

She ended her honeymoon early and went to work in the law firm, Director Xiao and Zhou Ming were very surprised to see her, coupled with her tiredness and low air pressure, where did she look like she came back from a honeymoon trip?

Zhou Ming's mouth was cheap: "Divorced?"

Just joking, I thought that Shu Tinglan would be angry and retorted, but I saw that her face was just dark, and she turned on the computer silently to work.

This is very unusual, it seems that it is a quarrel, and it should not be a trivial matter to be able to go to the honeymoon quarrel and quarrel until the holiday ends early. Zhou Ming didn't dare to say more, so he only asked her to have dinner together at noon and enlighten her.

Director Xiao is rarely in the law firm, so she naturally goes together at noon, she and Zhou Ming are not good at comforting people.

"It's still a child, and it's rare to have a vacation wasted. ”

"There is nothing that husband and wife don't quarrel about, don't take it too seriously, the most important thing is to be happy. ”

Shu Tinglan explained: "There was no quarrel, it was because there was something at home, so I came back early." ”

"Need help?" asked Director Xiao.

"Not yet. "I'm afraid others won't be able to help with her business.

"You're welcome, Director Xiao and I are by your side at any time. Zhou Ming said from the bottom of his heart.

"Well, thank you, I'm really fine. ”

After the three of them finished eating, on the way back to the law firm, Shu Tinglan suddenly received a text message from Cheng Zhimin:

"Who are you Shu Minghai?"

She was stunned, paused and kept looking at these words, and slowly replied

"It's my father. "What should come will come.

"Listen to Lan, hurry up. ”

Director Xiao and Zhou Ming saw that she hadn't followed, and turned around to call her, but they saw that her face was pale and she was replying to the message, and she seemed to be weak and trembling.

Zhou Ming hurriedly ran over

"What's going on?"

Shu Tinglan turned a deaf ear, because Cheng Zhimin's message was sent again.

"Shu Tinglan, no matter where you are now, come over to me immediately, if you don't come, I will die with your mother. ”

As soon as she mentioned her mother, she panicked and yelled into her phone

"Don't go to my mother, I'll go right now." ”

Mom can't be stimulated anymore, she couldn't breathe after reading Dad's suicide note and diary yesterday, if she knew again about the relationship between Dad and the Zhuo family, she might not be able to live.

She ran to the garage and was grabbed

"Tinglan, where are you going? I'll send you. Zhou Ming saw that she couldn't drive at all, so he forcibly pulled her into his car and took her to the hospital.

Shu Tinglan kept sending voice requests to Cheng Zhimin along the way, and the video requests were all hung up by her, but the other party just didn't answer. She burst into tears, her voice trembling

"Auntie, my mother doesn't know anything, wait until I go over, please don't hurt her." ”

She knew that with Cheng Zhimin's status and temper, the doctors, nurses, and nurses in the hospital couldn't stop her at all.

Why am I so good, it's so exciting!

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