Chapter 4 Encounter is fate
Until Zhao Qing slowly closed his eyes, the eyelashes of his eyes were trembling slightly, and his lips moved slightly. Li Yingcai reflected from his own thinking, his current posture was really a bit ambiguous, and he quickly got up and stood to the side.
Feeling Li Ying get up, Zhao Qing left a drop of crystal in the corner of his eyes. Sure enough, it was a joke in his heart, he was always self-righteous, and he had been his own fantasy for the past three years, but he was so reluctant to let go, the shadow in the moonlight was so clear, but when she saw him turn away, the elongated shadow was so heartbreaking, and when she wanted to hug him tightly, she found that he had disappeared into the night, and even the shadow disappeared in her memory, and she was self-inflicted.
"Zhao Qing, what's wrong with you? Is it hurting you? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Are you okay. Li Ying got up and said carefully.
"Oh no, it's my own discomfort. Zhao Qing got up and sat up, staring at the man in front of him. "Sit down, I still have something to be sure, and when it's done, I'll go." “
Watching Li Ying do the opposite of himself. Zhao Qingcai asked slowly, "What's the matter with you and Song Ling? Is it really as you said, there is no emotion at all?" Song Ling is my very good friend, I don't believe that she will fall in love with you for no reason, or is she so desperate and heartbroken. “
"Song Ling, I can only say that it was just an accident. She likes me, loves me, I don't feel it at all. Maybe I didn't understand what liking and love were at that time, just like now, I still don't know what liking is, what love is, being together forever is liking?
"Then you mean that you can have love even if you are not together? Then now that you know, Song Ling also loves you, and even I like you very much, so you don't feel a little bit?" Zhao Qing asked
"Can you tell me why? What do you like about me?"
"Where do you like?。。。。。 Zhao Qing muttered to herself, and then Zhao Qing suddenly realized that this was really an important question, every day, just to see him, he was not the best, nor the most suitable for himself, why did she even think about the man in front of her every day with herself and Song Ling, until now she realized that she didn't understand the man in front of her at all, she just liked it, impulsively, without the slightest reason, without the slightest reason. "I 。。。。。。 ”
"You and Song Ling are good friends, you should know about me and Song Ling in college, once I also asked Song Ling, just lived together for two years, I am not the most important in her life, the best, why did she fall in love with me? I also asked her the same question, she also did not answer me, that is because we are still young and don't know what love is. So why be together. Encountering is fate, but when fate is exhausted, isn't it better to separate?
Do you really need to say why you love someone, but at least you can't say it, it seems that this question has to go back and ask Song Ling, Zhao Qing thought secretly.
Seeing that Zhao Qing was silent, Li Ying also remained silent. "Silly girl, I know why you like me so much, maybe this is your own ability, the ability to lie, but it is always a lie, even if it comes true, what can it do?" Li Ying thought secretly in her heart.
"Okay, don't be silent, I don't know what you're thinking, but I know I'm hungry now, go, I'll take you out for a bite to eat. Li Ying got up and put on her coat.
"No, something suddenly occurred to me, and I went first. Zhao Qing suddenly got up, took his bag, opened the door and left.
"Alas, damn abilities. Li Ying scolded secretly, got up and went to the kitchen to cook by herself.
Until Zhao Qing sat opposite Song Ling, he was in a trance, looking at his best friend, Song Ling also felt a pain in his heart, "What's wrong? Aren't you going to see him today?"
"Lingling, can you answer me a question? Also, can you explain something for me?" Zhao Qing asked softly,
"What's the matter, tell me/"
"What do you say you like about Li Ying?" and tell me, what do I like about Li Ying?" Zhao Qing continued to ask.
Song Ling's hands trembled, and he put the coffee in his hand on the table, "Alas, here it is again, this is what he asked you?"
"Yes, he said that he asked you this question too, have you figured it out by now?"
"Qingqing, you were also deceived by him. Song Ling said helplessly.
"What do you mean?" Zhao Qing asked in shock?
"Can't you say it? Can't you answer him, what do you love him? And then you're at a loss?" Song Ling asked rhetorically. Seeing Zhao Qing silent, Song Ling continued: "Sure enough, I don't know what I love about him, I only know that I feel that losing him will make me very heartbroken, it is the kind that hurts my heart, in the past three years, his shadow wants to be engraved in my heart, how can it linger, and then I am crazy about his every word and deed, no outstanding performance, no amazing deeds, just such an unknown boy, such an ordinary appearance, it makes me fascinated, you know? You should too, why don't you say it? In the past three years, I can't let go, so I love him, and if I love someone, I must say why? joke. Song Ling said these words firmly.
Yes, don't you love him? In the past three years, he has also been like this, he has nothing better than the people he meets, but often he always doesn't care how others are better than him, and his shadow is engraved in his heart like that. Isn't this love? Do you have to say why you love someone? How can there be so much truth to talk about? As long as you like it, it is enough.
"Qingqing, your confusion now proves that you are not deep, you can also think about it. Song Ling continued
"I want to think about it, but I can't use it, you know? It hurts, it hurts, it hurts. Zhao Qing said,
"Alas, how can we meet this kind of person, two big beauties like this and he still dislikes him, do you say that we did something sorry for him in the last life, let us pay it back in this life. Song Ling said again
"I didn't know in the previous life, but I don't want to give up in this life. Zhao Qing was firm, she wanted to continue to fight for her love, hearing what Song Ling said, she finally knew that it was not only herself who was confused, Song Ling had also experienced the same confusion, but she still persevered, why can't she, she is not half a point less than the feelings paid by her good girlfriend.
"That's right, it looks like our plans are going to change, and you're suddenly disrupting the rhythm. Song Ling is also a lot more cheerful, probably knowing the news of the person he likes, his heart is much more cheerful.
Yes, what do you want to do so much, love is love, how can there be so many truths to talk about. Zhao Qing immediately replied to the image of the witch. Since it's fate, it's fate to run away when you meet my witch? Zhao Qing regained his self-confidence, and then began to plan the next step with Song Ling.
On the other side, Li Ying went to bed after eating and felt bored. Every time Li Ying has nothing to do, Li Ying always sleeps to pass the boring time, because every time he dreams there will be someone who worries him to accompany him.
"Mother, are you alright?"
"Ying, what's wrong? Is there something you can't think of?"
"No, I'm just bored, so I'll come to talk to you. ”
"You are my son, I don't know what you think in your heart? Although we can't be in the same world, you are the fact that no one is my son. Is it because of those two girls?"
"Well, what do you think I should do with them, I think this is a kind of deception, and it is unfair to them. ”
"Unfair? What is fairness in this world? Even the true way of heaven cannot be said to be fair. Your presence is just not fair. I think those two girls are good, or you can accept it. “
"No, I can't. ”
"You, you just admit death, just like your dad back then. Forget it, I won't talk about it, this kind of thing still has to think about it yourself, just follow fate, didn't you also say it? Encounter is fate, fate is unstoppable, you think about it yourself. ”
After saying that, the figure slowly disappeared, Li Ying didn't ask, but was silent, until her mother's figure disappeared completely, she slowly opened her eyes, looked at the time, it was already more than 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and there was nothing to do, so let's go out for a walk. Then put on his coat and went out.
H City is a northern city, and it is still a little cool in autumn. Li Ying is not used to going to shopping malls, bars, entertainment venues, he feels that it is not suitable for him, he is only suitable for coming in obscurity, disappearing in obscurity, going to Silent Park to see the two small pine trees he planted, going to the suburbs to see the starry sky, and finally returning to his apartment to sleep, and then waiting for the arrival of tomorrow.
"How's it going, what did he do today?"
"I went to the park and then I went out into the countryside and nothing else. ”
"That's all, okay, how about we go to the park tomorrow?"
"Okay, it's not going to happen on Sunday anyway. ”
The two women were lying in bed discussing tomorrow's arrangements. It wasn't until late at night that both of them closed their eyes and looked forward to tomorrow.
Fate, encounter is fate, fate comes, can you stop it? The two girls gradually fell asleep with the same thoughts.