October 3, 2004 Overcast

I don't think I'm a qualified boyfriend.

Not now, not before.

Because I found that I had been living in my own world all the time and didn't know enough about my girlfriend.

Shen Sijia didn't say anything, just said Su Qingqing.

I don't know half as much about her as I do.

So I didn't even know she had a brother like that.

The first time I met Su Bo yesterday, I was a little embarrassed.

Chongshu and I were on the verge of being beaten, but we were saved by Su Qingqing's "brother".

But as soon as the misunderstanding was resolved, Su Bo learned that I was Su Qingqing's boyfriend, so he almost beat me up again.

How dare you soak my sister?

Su Bo said to me viciously.

I can't open my mouth.

Because of his tendons and fancy tattoos, it really scared me.

I've seen a lot of these scenes, but when I face this guy in front of me, I always feel like I'm going to be picked up by him at any moment, and then thrown out like a rag.

Fortunately, Su Qingqing was obviously able to suppress her brother.

Brother, if you dare to touch him, I will cut off the brother-sister relationship with you!

Su Qingqing said quite firmly, and suddenly made Su Bo soften.

I said, sister, what's so good about this guy? I also brought you to this kind of place, and it's clear that you're a little gangster.

Although he was still saying bad things about me, in the face of his own sister, Su Bo's tone was obviously much softened.

Do you want to care?

Su Qingqing pouted, and ah, brother, you are a little gangster yourself, how can you still talk about Brother Yang like this?

What Brother Yang...... Cut...... Su Bo had a disapproving expression, and then said to me, where are you kidding?

That one...... Elder brother...... I......

Before I could answer, Chongshu spoke first.

We are with Liu Chuanfeng, Liu Chuanfeng in the west of the city!

What bullshit Liu Chuanfeng, I haven't heard of it. Su Bo still had a disapproving expression, then looked at Su Qingqing and said, That, Qingqing, don't tell your sister-in-law about my coming to the Internet café when you go home. Also, go home early and don't hang out with these little gangsters.

Got it. Alright, you play yours. Su Qingqing said.

After Su Bo finished talking to us, he turned around and beckoned his brother to walk away.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

Haha, why are you so nervous? After sitting down, Su Qingqing leaned on me and asked.

This...... Didn't I see your brother, I smiled embarrassedly, this is your own brother, of course I'm nervous.

Don't be nervous, I'll have to see my parents in the future, you won't be speechless then. Ha ha. Su Qingqing smiled.

I was stunned.

How long will it be before I see my parents?

After this, I suddenly realized that I didn't know enough about Su Qingqing. And her brother looked quite curious, so she asked about her brother's story.

Su Qingqing didn't hide it, and told me about her family's situation.

Her parents are small businesses, and the family conditions are quite good.

Below her parents are her brother and sister. Her brother is more than five years older than her and is 21 years old.

Although he is older, he is an ignorant guy.

Her brother dropped out of junior high school and has been working in society ever since.

When I was a teenager, I caused a lot of trouble for my family, and I couldn't make any money, so I always struggled with my parents.

It wasn't until I found a daughter-in-law last year and got married that I understood. Now that he runs a barbecue night market, he is quite independent.

Don't look at his tattoos, he's bluffing, and he can't compare with Brother Feng and them. Su Qingqing said.

I looked at Su Qingqing and laughed, why don't you protect your brother at all.

He, when he was a child, he was old and ignorant, and he caused a lot of trouble for my parents and my parents. Fortunately, my parents and I have such a well-behaved daughter, otherwise I would not have been angry with him. Su Qingqing said with a smile.

Fortunately, Su Bo is not that kind of social person, otherwise it would be troublesome to face such an uncle in the future. I think.

October 4, 2004 Sunny

Finally sunny, rare good weather.

But I couldn't get out.

Because my dad gave me a difficult task - to take care of my cousin Li Mufeng.

This kid just entered the first year of junior high school, and he gave his parents a worldwide problem - should they care about children's early love?

Although I also have the phenomenon of early love, I will not be like him, who was clamoring to drop out of school and get married when I was in junior high school, and made a private agreement with the woman for life.

Fortunately, my uncle found out in time and arrested the two who were about to elope.

So Li Mufeng was sent to my house to be closely guarded, and my uncle and aunt personally sent the girl home, and had a long talk with the other party's parents.

I said Li Mufeng, you can stand it for a long time. Do you know how old you are?

I couldn't help but admire my brother, so I talked to him.

Cut~ I said brother, do you know what love is? Li Mufeng said disdainfully.

I was stunned by his question, and only replied after a while, I have talked about two girls, will I not understand?

But Li Mufeng still said disdainfully, brother, you don't understand at all. What is love? Love is the first look at her and you can't help but want to look at it a second time. After a second look, I couldn't help but want to look at it more, until my eyes were full of her. Have you ever experienced that kind of happiness?

This kid talks about love in one set, which makes me a little confused.

You're still young......

Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted me again.

You always say I'm small, hehe, that's because you didn't try to find love at all when you were my age. I'm just maturing a little bit earlier than you, but eventually I'm going to grow up and I'm going to have a family of my own. I just can't wait to get it right now, and that's wrong? If love is wrong, you and I shouldn't be born, and all human beings shouldn't be born. The reason why people can become human beings is because we have one more important thing than animals, which is called thought! And thought is for you to judge independently, to judge whether another person will be the true love of your life, whether it will make you truly happy!

Li Mufeng finished speaking in one breath, and his words suddenly made me realize that he was beyond my understanding.

In short, I think he's crazy.

But one thing he said was right, I really don't understand love. At least I can't understand the desperate desire to have each other's love like his.

So I didn't bother to listen to his big reasoning anymore, so I simply closed the door and let him calm down by himself.

When I got out, I suddenly felt a little emotional.

The love of the parents' generation is more forbearance, restraint, tolerance and responsibility. In our generation, it has only been a few decades, and young people's view of love has become unrecognizable. What we worship is passion, the expression of impatience, the impulse to have each other desperately, and even the frustration and helplessness after a breakup.

Our concept of love seems to be disease-free in the eyes of those who have come over**.

But wait, I don't seem to have my porridge yet, and I dare to rise to the concept of love.

I think I'm confused by Li Mufeng.

October 5, 2004 Sunny

The fire of the Li Mufeng incident finally burned on me.

Early this morning, my uncle and aunt finally picked up Li Mufeng's kid. He inevitably had to go home to be reprimanded and scolded by his parents.

And I was also interviewed by my parents and my parents.

Honestly, is there a puppy love?, my dad asked rather seriously.

Don't you see your son getting very close to those girls? My mother gave my dad a blank look, and I asked!

I was silent, with the same calmness as if you could ask.

Seeing that I didn't have anything to say, my mother spoke.

Son. My mother also told you before that the relationship between boys and girls is very delicate, and if you don't grasp it well, you will be like your brother. If that day comes, you say, how do you explain to the girl's parents?

I nodded and said, Mom, I know.

It's good that you know. My mom sighed and said, I didn't plan to care about you before. But after passing the little wind, I feel like I'm a little too indulgent to you. So now I'm going to talk to you about three chapters of the law, do you have any opinions?

I shook my head.

All right. My mom said, pulling out a small notebook.

First, it is forbidden to bring people and girls to the house in the future.

I nodded.

Second, when you come back from a half-day holiday on Saturday, you are not allowed to go out too early, and you can only leave after dinner at home.

I nodded again.

Third, in the future, during the summer vacation, winter vacation, May Day, National Day or something, you can't go home more than 10 o'clock in the evening when you go out to play.

I nodded vigorously.

Fourth...... Fourth......

My mom definitely didn't write the fourth point in her book, but she seemed to think that those three points alone were not enough.

Fourth, you can't ask for too much pocket money, lest your kid go out and spend it on the little girl. My dad added on the side.

As if I wanted you to give it, I thought to myself.

In short, what my parents said, I took it all.

Why?

First, I don't want them to worry about such trivial things like my uncle and aunt, and second, I still have more than half a year to graduate from high school. When I go to college, I'll be free to fall in love, and I need to manage so much.

Speaking of which, Chinese parents are really worried about their lives. When the child is young, he is afraid that early love will affect his learning. When the child is an adult, he is afraid that the child will not be able to find a partner, so he will stare at him and be anxious.

They always want their children to follow their ideal steps step by step, but ignore the child's feelings.

But I kind of understand them.

Because I'm really in love, and I've had more than just a girlfriend......

Okay, just pay attention to it in the future. I think.