January 1, 2004 Sunny

After that day's chest attack, I was embarrassed to go to Scarlett for several days.

I don't know if she's angry with me or not, because she hasn't come to me or written to me these days.

I ran into her at dinner this afternoon and wanted to say hello to her, but I was afraid that she would ignore me.

Scarlett saw me, too.

I was standing in the middle of the line, and she was ready to leave.

I watched as she stopped talking.

But Scarlett came over.

I was nervous.

Husband, I went back to the classroom to eat beforehand, you hurry up and eat obediently. She whispered, then laughed and left.

She still calls me husband, and I'm very pleased.

But she still didn't eat with me, and I was sad.

What's wrong with you two?

Meng San was behind me, and he seemed to see that something was wrong with Scarlett.

Alas...... I sighed and didn't say anything.

The two of you used to be like two pieces of kraft candy stuck together, and you couldn't tear them apart, what's wrong?

I'll turn you into a sister!

I thought it in my heart, but I didn't say it.

After all, Meng San is not Chongshu, if you really go crazy with him, I can't get him, so I can only look at him coldly.

Hahaha, don't stare at me, I'm serious, what's wrong with you two?

Can you not ask? Third brother, take care of your own daughter-in-law.

I stretched out my hand.

Fang Yiran stood in the middle of the crowd not far from us, looking at the long queue of rice and feeling worried.

Daughter-in-law, here!

Meng San really shouted.

Although he is a small leader who follows Liu Chuanfeng to mess around, it stands to reason that he is very arrogant and domineering, but Meng San never does anything to deceive good and fear evil.

So if Fang Yiran wants to cut in line, he must leave the line and line up from the back again.

And how can I bear to tear apart this pair of bitter mandarin ducks?

So I graciously pulled Meng San back.

Forget it, you two rows, I won't eat it. I say.

Hello, didn't your daughter-in-law let you eat obediently just now? Meng San grabbed me and said.

I am beaten of iron, and I will not die of hunger.

I coolly dropped that sentence and turned away.

How can I not die of hunger? Now I am writing in my diary, my whole body is weak with hunger, and my hands are shaking.

But I'm more worried about Scarlett than that.

Was she angry or not?

January 2, 2004 Sunny

Whether Scarlett was angry about that or not I may never know.

Because something happened that made her angrier than that.

I was going to go to her today and ask for clarification.

I don't want this to go on between us forever.

It seems to be scattered but not scattered, and it seems to be combined but not combined.

So I came to their class to look for her at the end of recess.

But it seems that someone arrived earlier than me.

Wu Chinese, who wore thick eyes, stood in front of Scarlett's desk, with a slight smile, pointing to the book and talking to Scarlett.

I've almost forgotten about this man, and I've forgotten that he was in the same class as Scarlett after the placement.

I don't really have a bad impression of him, he's an honest guy and a guy you don't think he's a threat.

But for some reason, I watched him talk and laugh with Scarlett, and suddenly a nameless fire burst onto the ground.

I rushed in and grabbed Wu Chinese by the collar.

I never knew I had that much strength.

I picked him up and threw him onto the desk next to me.

I'm going to Nima! Dare to soak my daughter-in-law?

I yelled.

Then they rushed up and were going to beat him.

Li Muyang!

Scarlett roared behind her.

I was so angry that I didn't pay any attention to what Scarlett was shouting.

I pressed Wu Chinese on the desk and beat him so hard that his eye frames fell apart before stopping.

You are crazy!!!

Scarlett pulled away the panting me and ran to the desk to help Wu Chinese up.

You're a bastard!

Scarlett took Wu Chinese behind her and yelled at me.

I looked at her speechless.

Li Muyang! Look at what you've done? What's the difference between you and Liu Chuanfeng and the other bastards? You're just a bastard who only knows how to bully the weak! Bastard!

Scarlett roared, tears in her eyes.

I could feel her heartache.

Because my heart aches more.

I don't know when I have become the same bastard as Liu Chuanfeng in the eyes of ordinary students, and I have become the person I used to scoff at.

In fact, Liu Chuanfeng never bullied the weak, and neither did Meng San.

But I did what none of them did.

Looking at Wu Chinese, whose nose was broken by me and blood flowed, I seemed to see my former self.

I reached out to pull him, but Scarlett pulled my hand away.

Get out!

She yelled.

10 January 2004 Heavy rain

You roll.

I never thought Scarlett would say those two words to me.

I didn't think I'd be such a jerk one day.

I was not such a person.

This child has a good heart, which is the general evaluation of the adults around me since I was a child.

I try to please everyone, whether he is strong or weak.

I enjoy what people say about me, and I expect everyone to smile at me.

But as I grew up, I found that I couldn't get everyone's heart at all.

So I started looking for a change.

Following Liu Chuanfeng, it wasn't originally my willingness.

But I'm starting to enjoy that feeling of being feared.

That kind of unstoppable satisfaction is not something that a sentence of "kindness" can bring.

People are always in the process of growing up, slowly eroded by vanity and desire, losing and giving up what they originally wanted.

But this can't be blamed on Liu Chuanfeng and Meng San.

They devour those who are stronger than themselves.

I, on the other hand, tried to hide my loss with violence.

I've finally become the person I've ever hated, I think.

January 12, 2004 Overcast

I didn't tell anyone what happened between me and Scarlett.

Meng San asked me, why haven't I seen your daughter-in-law come to you for the past two days?

Two people always have to have a little bit of personal space with each other, I replied.

Meng San raised his eyebrows and looked at me, and my heart was numb.

Something is wrong, you two usually look like something, what's wrong? Tell me about it.

I muttered to myself, you old man knows how to fart.

But he didn't say anything, he just smiled and said, it's okay, it's really okay.

Meng San didn't ask any more questions, but only looked at me suspiciously.

I swear, I didn't know he could be such a thoughtful guy.

In the afternoon, he actually sent Fang Yiran to find Scarlett.

I'll just say that you gangsters don't have a good thing, Fang Yiran looked at me with disdain during dinner in the afternoon and said.

He, that's just him. Meng San pointed at me.

I bowed my head and didn't speak.

I feel like I've embarrassed Meng San and Liu Chuanfeng because they never bully others. And I really beat Wu Chinese.

But Meng San didn't blame me.

People are impulsive. When Fang Yiran finished eating and went back to her own class, Meng San patted me on the shoulder and said.

Third brother, I'm ......

I don't need to explain, I understand. Meng San looked ahead and said.

I frowned at him, and to be honest, I really misjudged him. I thought he was a big boss, but I didn't know that he was actually as delicate as a girl.

January 13, 2004 Cloudy

The delicate Meng San didn't just do what he did yesterday.

He went to find Wu Chinese again.

I'm not worried that he will beat Wu Chinese again, because I beat Wu Chinese, and there is no such thing as revenge. And Meng San didn't need to beat Wu Chinese to show his strength.

But to my surprise, he apologized to Wu Chinese on my behalf.

Third brother, in fact, there is no need to ......

It's very necessary, okay, you guy hit someone without knowing and didn't apologize to anyone, it's not authentic. Meng San said.

I...... I haven't figured out how to deal with it yet.

Okay, I got it. Meng San patted me, brother can only help you get here. I don't want your daughter-in-law to misunderstand that you are so mixed up like us, when you think about it, go and apologize to both of them, it's no big deal, manly man, dare to be!

He patted his chest, and to be honest, he was really MAN.

Meng Yong! I'm hungry!

Fang Yiran stood at the door of the classroom and shouted.

Okay, come on.

It's a dog's face again.

Looking at his back as he left, I smiled helplessly.

Chongshu is gone, Scarlett and I don't know what will happen, and I suddenly become alone.

But fortunately, luck is not bad, I still have friends like Meng San by my side.