Chapter 192: Chu Xiaoxiao's heart knot
On the red stone, the midday sun pierced the clouds, broke the mist, and fell on the two of them, who hugged and kissed.
Chu Xiaoxiao's throat moved slightly, and the medicinal blood had been transfused into Chu Xiaoxiao's body.
"Don't you mind?" Styx looked at the glass beside her with serious hands, if Zhou Zixuan was the person she liked, then now this person is kissing others, although it is because of some special things, but the fact is exactly what it looks like in front of her.
"Don't mind. Liuli shook his head, "I don't care about everything on the surface, I can feel his heart, as long as he cares about me the most in his heart, then I don't care what he does, everyone has their own circle, and there will only be more people he knows." ”
"It's really heart-wrenching. Styx shook his head, remembering that his unlucky love in the past was still stubborn after all.
At this time, Zhou Zixuan and Chu Xiaoxiao, the breath of the two seemed to be completely integrated with each other, and they sank into the deepest subconscious.
In the sea of divine consciousness, it was as if they had become only one person.
"Is this in consciousness?" Zhou Zixuan looked at everything unfamiliar around him, the golden attic, the small green garden, he knew the scene here, and it was somewhat similar to the Chu family compound he had seen.
Zhou Zixuan couldn't feel his body, he could only see these scenes, as if they were a speck of dust in this scene.
"Liuli said that at this stage is the stage of drug refining, whether it is me or Chu Xiaoxiao, we have already lost our main consciousness, and we can only get through everything here in order to truly achieve mutual understanding, real resonance, and let her regain her life. ”
Zhou Zixuan wandered around the room, thinking, "Is this Chu Xiaoxiao's memory, Liuli didn't say that he can still enter the other party's memory, if this is really the case, it is too magical, then I can see here, Chu Xiaoxiao should also be able to see my past, it doesn't matter, anyway, there is nothing unseemly." ’
Zhou Zixuan was a 'wanderer' in the room.
"Woo. ”
"Crying?" Zhou Zixuan heard the sound of crying and drifted in the direction of the sound, the biggest advantage of this state is that there is no obstacle and can penetrate everything.
In the closet, there was a little girl hiding in the closet, crying.
"Chu Xiaoxiao?" Zhou Zixuan recognized, the girl in front of him was a miniature version of Chu Xiaoxiao, it should be said that Chu Xiaoxiao was still in his early tens.
"I heard it, I heard it all, it turned out that my life was only so short, no wonder my family was so used to me, it turned out that I was already a dying person. Chu Xiaoxiao covered her face with tears, she liked to fantasize, and for the first time she knew how desperate it was that everything was unrealizable.
"What should I do, there is no future left. Chu sat in the corner of the wardrobe dejectedly, his eyes empty and blank.
Suddenly, a card slipped from the clothes in the closet, slipping out of her school uniform.
"This is?" Chu Xiaoxiao got it in front of his eyes, and the font on the card was very Juanxiu, "The one called Meng Chenxi gave it to me."
"I won today's competition, and next time we compete in sports, I will win yours. That's what it says.
Meng Chenxi is her tablemate, and she is also the two golden flowers in the class, their relationship is quite good, and they have also made an appointment to compete together and make progress together.
"Competition!?Competition!!It's meaningless, you won, are you very happy!" Chu Xiaoxiao completely crumpled the card, and threw it over angrily, and the bad news she overheard made her young heart collapse directly, and she had inferiority to the extreme.
Chu Xiaoxiao looked at the lump in the corner blankly, and slowly crawled over, spreading it out little by little, looking at the expression of a smiling face behind that line of words, Chu Xiaoxiao cried, "Why, why are you so good, not to mention that you are better than me, even your body is so good, why do you always show off in front of me, and still mock me like this every time you win?"
In fact, she didn't think this way in her heart, but after encountering such twists and turns, her mentality also changed, "I will surpass you!"
Zhou Zixuan looked at all this and understood that this was the beginning of Chu Xiaoxiao, it was this day that she knew her body, and it was also this day that made her and Meng Chenxi have a rift because of some trivial things.
Suddenly, the picture flashed, and what caught Zhou Zixuan's eyes was a classroom, wearing a uniform uniform, full of youthful atmosphere.
"Hey, Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you in the past two days, you haven't laughed much, you look ugly every day. Meng Chenxi asked Chu Xiaoxiao.
"Why should I laugh, it's hard to see what is going on with you, don't think that if you win, you can teach me a lesson!" Chu Xiaoxiao responded in an unkind tone, but as soon as he said this, he already regretted it, she knew in her heart that Meng Chenxi cared about her and didn't do it to her, but because of desperation, she was like a powder keg and refused all kindness.
"You, how can you be so ignorant of good people's hearts. Hmph, the gas volume is so small, then I won't play with you anymore. Meng Chenxi felt bitter in his heart, and he didn't make any compromises, he turned around and left.
Zhou Zixuan looked at it and could feel it, Chu Xiaoxiao's heart was empty at this time, she wanted to wave to stop it, or even apologize, but she was jealous in her heart, jealous of everything about Meng Chenxi, so she stomped her feet and shouted loudly: "Meng Chenxi, I don't need your sympathy, I will surpass you, in the future, we will compare everything, and I will not lose to you in every item!"
"Cut, where can you surpass me, okay, then compare, you won't win anyway!" Meng Chenxi turned his head and said with a wink, the affirmative tone in his tone made Chu Xiaoxiao angry.
"Meng Chenxi!" Chu Xiaoxiao slapped the table, shocking the entire class.
"Chu Xiaoxiao, what are you crazy about!"
Zhou Zixuan looked at the fragments of these memories, as people experience more, they will gradually forget some things they have experienced in the past, but there will always be some things, some hurdles in the past are indelible and have always existed in the heart, also known as the heart knot, this inconspicuous skirmish, so that there was the first rift between the two people, Chu Xiaoxiao has always understood in her heart that it was caused by her, she has never blamed Meng Chenxi, she has always hated her original meanness and ignorance.
Some clips flashed in front of Zhou Zixuan one by one like a movie.
Chu Xiaoxiao has been working hard since that time, she has discovered her magic, that is, no matter what she does, she will not feel tired, she exercises desperately every day, whenever she feels that she is foolproof, she goes to peek at Meng Chenxi, but finds that she is also working hard, even if she is tired and faints, she will not give up.
"Why, why is it already so powerful, and still so desperate. Chu Xiaoxiao felt very sad, why, why, she must win over herself, is she here to show her excellence through comparison.
Zhou Zixuan, as a bystander at this time, can see clearly, Meng Chenxi is to respect Chu Xiaoxiao, for their friendship, because Meng Chenxi is excellent, there are not many people who can match her, Chu Xiaoxiao is serious, so she also has to face their agreement wholeheartedly.
As she grew older, Meng Chenxi became colder and colder, because of her arrogance, it was difficult for many people to get into her eyes, and there were only a few in her eyes. But Chu Xiaoxiao is different, she wants to take the opposite path from her, she is becoming more and more cheerful, whether it is sincere or deliberately disguised, but at least, Chu Xiaoxiao is like a fire in everyone's hearts, and Meng Chenxi is like a piece of ice, and these students also know that ice and fire are incompatible.
"Have you heard, Chu Xiaoxiao seems to have AIDS?"
"What! Isn't that only for filthy women?"
"Who knows, you see that she usually lives so much, and the items she uses are so high-end, maybe she earns money from her body. ”
I don't know when, Chu Xiaoxiao's illness was spread, she is actually not AIDS, she is a problem of innate immunity, and it has nothing to do with AIDS, but for these students, it is an interesting thing to slander an excellent person.
"I'm not!" Chu Xiaoxiao shouted weakly, but no one believed it, and all of them looked at her as if they were looking at some kind of cheap person, Chu Xiaoxiao felt very sad, she just told a very good friend about her problem by chance, but now the whole class knows about it, and not only that, but it is getting more and more outrageous.
"Chu Xiaoxiao, don't hide it, let's talk about it, how do you calculate the money in that business?" someone asked Chu Xiaoxiao as if he were sneering.
"You" Chu Xiaoxiao felt that her heart was about to break, and all the people who had such a good relationship in the past were now ridiculing her. She felt innocent and wronged, and even at that moment, she didn't know what the meaning of her life was.
"She's not sick, it's you who are sick. The cold voice relieved Chu Xiaoxiao, and Meng Chenxi watched every move on this side while looking at the book.
"Hey, Meng Chenxi, why don't you go to the meeting, don't you have a bad relationship with her?" A woman beside Meng Chenxi whispered to Meng Chenxi, after so long, they already have their own circles and new friends.
"I don't have a good relationship with her, but I respect the fact that you don't know how hard she works in her free time, and she is still learning while others are having fun, although she still can't surpass me, but it's not bad, it's not what you think. Meng Chenxi explained coldly, and her arrogance in her words was vividly displayed.
Chu Xiaoxiao was stunned, she didn't expect Meng Chenxi to pay attention to her, but when she heard her tone, she didn't appreciate it in her heart, she had a feeling of loss, she had always regarded Meng Chenxi as an opponent, but the other party only regarded her as an ordinary classmate, and she didn't even enter her reference range.
"Meng Chenxi, I don't need your explanation!" Chu Xiaoxiao is most disgusted with her being so perfect, which makes her feel inferior all the time, and once both of them longed for a better future, but she no longer had a future, so she was deeply jealous of Meng Chenxi.
"Do you need nothing to do with me, I just said it casually, you don't have to be like a hedgehog to see anyone pierced, from tomorrow, I will move to other places, and, because of the different grades, I am already your senior sister. Meng Chenxi said proudly.
"What!" Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Meng Chenxi's appearance, the two people who were originally on the same starting line, but now, Chu Xiaoxiao felt that she had been dumped too far away, and she didn't even have jealousy of her.
Chu Xiaoxiao's struggle against Meng Chenxi, Zhou Zixuan saw it very clearly, she was not for a person, but for a kind of fate, she didn't want to die in her heart, but her countdown was already on the table, which made her want to break the stereotype.
For a long time after that, Chu Xiaoxiao did not contact Meng Chenxi, and the two of them could be regarded as having cut off contact with each other until college.
Chu Xiaoxiao felt sorry for Meng Chenxi, even now, the two of them have reconciled as before, but this is still a knot in her heart, and it is also a hurdle that she has not stepped over for so many years.