Chapter 38: I'm glad I am

In the past few days when Shen Nanyan has been on a business trip, Eleven has been busy with the crew.

The last day I went to the crew was the last day of filming for the crew.

got along for a long time, and the finale banquet eleven was also invited.

The finale banquet was in a very nice hotel, with staff and actors coming and going.

Eleven is a little unaccustomed to such occasions.

After greeting Mu Rong and the others, he found a remote place to sit.

In such an environment, the mood of the eleventh place has finally improved.

She looked at these people with a smile, and for a moment she felt that there were actually many interesting things in life, even if she was separated from Shen Nanyan, even if Shen Nanyan was no longer her husband, she still had her own life, and her own life was not.

But sometimes, some things will always come unexpectedly.

The phone rang suddenly, and Eleven took it out.

It was Mo Xiaojing's call.

Eleven didn't want to take it at first, but the people over there persevered and never hung up.

In the end, Eleven picked up the call.

There was no sound on the other end of the phone for a long time, and her brow furrowed.

Just as he was about to speak, a deep, familiar voice came into his ears.

"My grandfather asked me to marry her, and I had no reason not to agree as a junior. ”

Shen Nanyan's words had no beginning or end, and Eleven held the phone for a long time without moving.

The phone has been cut off, and the call from the person over there seems to be just that.

However, even one sentence made her hands and feet cold, and the smile on her face disappeared completely.

Mo Xiaojing's phone, inside was Shen Nanyan's voice.

If she hadn't guessed wrong, Shen Nanyan hadn't said this to her, and he didn't even know that he would hear it.

Or in other words, this is Mo Xiaojing's method of telling herself this cruel thing in such a form.

They were together, and the topic of conversation was that Shen Nanyan didn't love her.

The corners of Eleven's lips couldn't help but evoke a touch of sarcasm.

It's really well-intentioned.

That Mo Xiaojing really can't wait for them to divorce.

Eleven thought about it, and when Bai Zhi'an came to look for her, she was sitting alone in the corner with a lonely look.

"Eleven, why are you here alone?"

She stood up from her position and spoke with a silent smile on her face.

"It's nothing, over there, I'll sit here for a while. ”

Bai Zhi'an walked over to her and sat down.

"There's a lot of new food over there, it looks pretty good, do you want to go over and have a look?"

Eleven shook his head and thanked politely: "No, I'm not very hungry." ”

Bai Zhian wanted to say something, but before he could speak, Eleven's phone rang again.

Only this time it was a phone call.

"Sorry, I'll answer the phone. ”

She apologized softly and took the phone to the window.

Nanyan. ”

"Have you eaten?" On the other end, Shen Nanyan's voice was mellow.

"Hmm. ”

Maybe it was the voice of the banquet that came to the phone, and Shen Nanyan was puzzled: "Outside?"

"Well, the crew is finished, and a finale banquet will be held. ”

"Is it done so quickly?"

"Is it fast?" Eleven asked rhetorically, with a faint emotion in his tone: "I don't feel that it is going by quickly, maybe because there are more things during this time." ”

Shen Nanyan thought that Eleven was talking about the incident with Ye Xingchen.

"I'm sorry, how is my sister doing?"

I'm sorry?

Hearing these three words, Eleven felt a touch of bitterness in his heart.

This is the current situation between her and Shen Nanyan, she has had enough of such repetition.

Every time she found something, Shen Nanyan would do this, dealing with her with a completely different kind of tenderness.

At first she didn't feel like that, but now, she's getting tired of it.

"My sister is fine, I still have a little thing on my side, let's not talk about it for now. Shen Nanyan didn't speak for a long time, and when he spoke again, his tone was much deeper than just now.

"Well, go back early. ”

Hanging up the phone, clutching the phone, Eleven closed his eyes and tried to ease his emotions.

But just like that, she still felt that her heart was messed up.

She couldn't understand Shen Nanyan, and she never understood it.

Bai Zhian saw that she had been standing in place and did not move, so he stepped forward.

"What's wrong?"

Eleven turned around and saw Bai Zhian looking at her with doubts on his face.

She put away her phone and shook her head at Bai Zhi'an.

"It's okay, it's not early, I'm ready to go back. ”

"So early?"

Bai Zhi'an was surprised.

Eleven smiled and said nothing: "It's not early, after all, I'm a person with a family, and it's not good to go home too late." ”

The expression on Bai Zhi'an's face froze for a moment, because of Eleven's sentence: People with families.

Eleven, however, turned away as if he had not noticed.

Bai Zhian stood in place and watched her back disappear.

There was a tap on the shoulder, and Bai Zhian turned his head to see Mu Rong who didn't know when he appeared behind him.

"Big white handsome guy. ”

Bai Zhi'an retracted his gaze.

"Well, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, it's just calling you, people are far away, and you can't see it anymore. ”

Bai Zhian's face changed slightly, and he subconsciously retorted: "What are you talking nonsense?"

"Did I say that you should know it very well in your heart. ”

Bai Zhi'an's thin lips moved, but Mu Rong took a step ahead of him and spoke: "Do you like Eleven?"

"Nope. ”

Mu Rong smiled: "Denying it so quickly, it seems to be covering up something." ”

Bai Zhi'an: "I don't like her, don't talk nonsense." "Eleven is married, others don't know, he knows.

"Then why are you staring at her so much?" asked Mu Rong.

Bai Zhi'an: "It's nothing, I just think her mood is weird." ”

"You can pay attention to other people's emotions, you can. ”

Bai Zhian smiled: "What's this, I can see it when you're down." ”

Mu Rong: "......"

"Okay, why did Eleven leave so early?"

"I don't know, I answered the phone and left. ”

"Whose phone number?"

"I guess it's her ......" Bai Zhian originally wanted to say Shen Nanyan, but thinking that Mu Rong didn't seem to know, he temporarily changed his words.

"Maybe it's a boyfriend. ”

"That's right, okay. ”

Bai Zhian asked rhetorically: "Do you still have something to tell her?"

"Sort of. ”

"Then you may need to talk to her separately. ”

Mu Rong thought about it.

"yes, okay. ”

……

Eleven did not go back to Clear Water Bay, but went to the Ye family.

When she arrived at home, Ye Xingchen was sitting on the sofa, and the injury on her foot had improved a lot over time.

Seeing Eleven come back, she was a little surprised.

"Why didn't you come back and don't tell me?"

"No, I decided to come back on the last minute. Eleven returned, and sat down beside Ye Xingchen.

"How's my sister recovering?"

"It's a lot better. ”

Eleven uh-huh: "But you still have to rest more, the company's affairs are handled by Assistant Gu, don't be too anxious." ”

Ye Xingchen still has more trust in Gu Shaoyan's ability, and he can handle the company's affairs.

"I know I'll wait until it's almost time before I go to the company. ”

"That's good. Eleven didn't say much, and after saying a few words, only the report of the financial news that Ye Xingchen read was left in the living room.

Ye Xingchen's eyes fell on her, and he struggled a few times, but he still couldn't hold back.

"You're not in a good mood, is something going on?"

Eleven smiled lightly: "Sister, just ask what you want to ask directly." ”

She has always been like this, it is normal for her mood to be not high, and her sister has something to say.

Ye Xingchen sighed lowly: "Why are you so smart at all times, so I don't know what to say." ”

"I'm not smart, my sister is smarter than me, I don't know how much. ”

Ye Xingchen laughed faintly because of this.

"Okay, okay, whatever you say, your crew is finished?"

"Well, I just finished the finale banquet. ”

Ye Xingchen then asked, "Then what are your plans next?"

"I haven't thought about it yet, but I'm going back to school once tomorrow. ”

"Are you going to find Teacher He?"

"Well, Mr. He explained before, let me go to her after the crew is finished, I guess there is something to tell me. ”

"Well, it's okay, Teacher He is your teacher after all, and if you want to go back, you may also want to ask you about your future plans. ”

Eleven knows.

……

Professor's Office of the Department of Directing, Linda University.

Eleven stood at her desk, and across from her sat an elderly woman with eyes and pale hair, and a pair of eyes looking at Eleven's internship materials.

It was He Yunsheng, an old professor at Linda.

After looking at it for a long time, He Yunsheng finally set his eyes on Eleven.

"It's very well written, and it can be seen that a lot of thought has been put into it. ”

Eleven's attitude was very modest: "The teacher praised it." ”

He Yunsheng stroked his eyes: "It's really good, it's not my compliment, you have always been so good, you won't worry me about anything." ”

Speaking of this, the old professor paused: "No, not completely. ”

Eleven stood there and didn't speak, and she could hear what the teacher was saying.

"I told you before that you don't waste all your time on internships, you are so witty, you must understand what I mean, but now, you haven't given me an answer for a long time, I don't understand, why is that?"

"I haven't figured it out yet. ”

"What's there to think about here, you are so talented and have a great interest in this area, it is necessary and necessary to go abroad to study film and television production. ”

Eleven bowed his head.

How could she not know that she wanted to further deepen her abilities, and studying abroad and receiving more different knowledge was the best choice.

However, it was going abroad, leaving Jiangcheng to live in another completely unfamiliar place, and it was also ...... Leave Shen Nanyan.

Although she decided to divorce, the divorce did not happen overnight, and even if she divorced, she still wanted to stay in Jiangcheng.

"Teacher, you know, I have a taciturn personality, and I'm afraid that I won't adapt to life abroad. ”

"You passed the fourth or sixth level in your freshman year, and your speaking level is comparable to that of the English major as the broadcaster, if you can't adapt to life abroad, I'm afraid no one in our school will dare to go abroad. ”

“......”

He Yunsheng looked at her silence, and in the end he couldn't help but continue: "Eleven, why don't you want to go abroad?

"Teacher, I'm ......"

"Okay, okay, I'm not in a hurry to force you, you go back and think about it, I'll send you the relevant requirements for the IELTS test first, if you figure it out, go and take the IELTS first, eleven, don't let me down." ”

Looking at the IELTS-related materials handed to him, he hesitated for a moment, but Eleven still took it.

The teacher was right, she should think about it.

……

The next morning, because it was the weekend, Eleven was late, and she was the only one, so after breakfast, Eleven thought about whether to go out and go to Mu Rong to get together.

Just as she was thinking this, the phone on the living room table suddenly rang.

Eleven picked up his phone and looked at it.

Strange phone calls.

Put your phone back in place.

For strange calls, Eleven generally won't answer them, because the general unfamiliar calls are from those who are engaged in sales.

But after a while, the strange phone called again.

Eleven was a little helpless.

I thought, why are these salesmen starting to be so patient now?

Thinking so, Eleven picked up the phone anyway.

"Hello. ”

"Ma'am. ”

On the phone, Mo Xiaojing's cold voice came, and Ye Shiyi immediately sat up straight from his position.

Since receiving Mo Xiaojing's phone call at the banquet that day, after Shen Nanyan said that sentence, she blocked Mo Xiaojing's phone.

I didn't expect this Mo Xiaojing to be able to toss so much, she blocked her, and she could call her again with different tricks.

"Motesuke, do you have anything to do with me?"

Eleven spoke slowly, his tone was light, and there was not much emotion.

"I'm going to meet with you, do you have time now?"

Because of Mo Xiaojing's words, Eleven subconsciously frowned.

Meet her?

Does it mean that Mo Xiaojing is back?

"I know what's going on in your mind, come and meet, I'll tell you. On the phone, Mo Xiaojing's voice was particularly clear.

Eleven held the phone, and after a second of silence, she spoke slowly, her tone not too turbulent.

"Sorry, I don't think we need to meet. ”

"Why are you in such a hurry to refuse, what are you afraid of?"

Eleven was silent.

"Or does Madame really like the feeling of defending a city?"

Yes, Eleven could roughly guess what Mo Xiaojing was looking for her for, and she had a hunch that this meeting would not be very pleasant.

But even if she knew, when she heard Mo Xiaojing's words, she still felt that Mo Xiaojing seemed to be becoming more and more rude to her.

Thinking about it, Mo Xiaojing said it so clearly, how could Eleven not go.

"Okay, I'll go. ”

"Well, I'll send you the address later. ”

Hanging up the phone, Eleven stood in place, holding the mobile phone in her hand, and hesitated for a while, she didn't know whether to tell Ye Xingchen about Mo Xiaojing's appointment to meet her.

In the end, Eleven still didn't tell Ye Xingchen that it was just a small matter, and there was no need to say it.

……

The place where Eleven made an appointment with Mo Xiaojing was a café, and when Eleven arrived, Mo Xiaojing was already sitting by the window and waiting.

Ye Shiyi walked over slowly.

Sit down opposite Mo Xiaojing.

"Mott Help. ”

Mo Xiaojing retracted her gaze from the window, glanced at Ye Shiyi, only nodded lightly, and did not speak.

Mo Xiaojing's dislike for herself became more and more obvious, and Eleven could see it.

She smiled in her heart, the superficial respect disguise has lasted for all these years, and Mo Xiaojing can't hold on anymore.

As for the fact that she didn't take the initiative to speak, why should she be bored.

Moreover, as far as she knows, since Mo Xiaojing can ask her out, she will definitely speak, she just needs to wait.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for Mo Xiaojing, who was sitting opposite her, to speak.

"You're getting more and more composed. ”

Because of this, the corners of Eleven's lips tugged, and a smile was raised: "Haven't I always been like this?"

Mo Xiaojing's slender fingers rubbed lightly on the coffee cup: "Aren't you sad when he says that?"

"Did you call me just to make me sad?"

Mo Xiaojing put away her hand, put it on her chin, and looked at Eleven.

She was calm, from the moment she appeared to here, from the moment she began to speak.

"We went on a business trip together and came back together. She looked at Eleven fixedly, and added.

Eleven's hand hidden under the seat tightened, but his face was silent.

"So what?"

"Don't you think it's sad to keep such a marriage?"

"Pathetic?" Eleven chewed on those two words, and finally couldn't help but laugh.

"What about you, aren't you sad?"

Mo Xiaojing's face changed instantly.

She looked at Eleven coldly, and her words were frosty: "What do you mean?"

"From beginning to end, it was you who came to me, and now, Mo Xiaojing, I'm not a fool, I know how much of this is true or false. I also understand what your intentions are, you just want to tell me that Shen Nanyan doesn't love me, he loves you, but is that really the case?"

She spoke very slowly, seemingly casual and ordinary, but she was stabbing Mo Xiaojing's heart solidly.

"If he loves you enough, he won't let you say these things, and if he loves you enough, he won't take advantage of the marriage and not divorce. ”

"That's because your marriage was arranged by his grandfather. ”

"Oh, perhaps. But doesn't that mean he doesn't love you enough?"

"He doesn't love me enough, but he doesn't love you at all. ”

"So I think I'm very lucky. ”

"Rejoicing in what?"

"I didn't become calculating, devastated because he didn't love me. ”

Mo Xiaojing was stunned for a moment, and when she reacted, Eleven had already gotten up.

"Motesuke, I also told you last time, it's not that I don't understand, it's just that what I care about is different from what you care about, so I don't care about it. Don't do these careful thoughts in the future, if I don't want to give up, no matter how much you do, I won't be indifferent, if I really want to give up, you don't do anything, I will quickly withdraw. ”

All she cared about was Shen Nanyan and others, and in her eyes, everyone else was just someone else.

She wouldn't say these words to Mo Xiaojing.

Mo Xiaojing watched the back get farther and farther away, her eyes became colder and colder, and other than that, it was embarrassing.

Obviously, she asked Ye Shiyi to come out, and she should be the one who has the advantage.

But Ye Shiyi turned the situation into this with a few simple words.

This woman has never been easy to deal with.

……

Separated from Mo Xiaojing, Eleven took a taxi back to Clear Water Bay.

On the way back, she dialed Shen Nanyan's phone.