Chapter 53: Envy What You Don't Understand
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Perception has always been something that others can't copy, but in a certain environment, there are just one or two sentences that hit the softest corner of your heart, and it just resonates with you.
This is your deepest experience, not forced by others.
After all, life is too long, and you will always meet one or several favorite girls or gentlemen along the way, who will experience all kinds of love and hatred one after another, or old and dead and never get along, or hold the hand of a son, and love each other.
You'll even be working alone far from home. Calling others brothers, or having to compete with others for the future, in the end, either return to their hometowns in high spirits, or want to start all over again with nothing.
But no matter how it ends, this is your own story, and others can't copy it.
Music...... I can only say that it is just enough to bring back those memories for you, and it can be a snack for a drink, but it can easily make people lose their hearts.
In fact, those who understand are sometimes envious of those who don't......
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"So, was this song for me?"
Li Yao's words pulled Chu Bai's thoughts back, he was always like this, and sometimes he always thought a lot under the seemingly out of tune.
And just ...... He suddenly thought of his first love, who had broken up for many years in his previous life, and wondered if she was doing well now?
"This song, not for you. Chu Bai looked at Li Yao and shook his head before he said, "I'm giving you another song." ”
"Okay. Li Yao nodded, and the green silk on her cheeks slid down with the wind at this time, making people can't help but take another look.
Chu Bai hugged the guitar and lowered his head slightly, as if he was thinking about something.
Whether it was Teacher He, Feng Lei, or Li Yao, they didn't bother him at this time, just watched quietly.
After a few seconds of silence, Chu Bai's fingertips finally moved.
The first string is heard, followed by the second and third...... Like a beating elf, extremely cheerful, compared with the lonely and dull song "I Thought the World Was Barren and You" just now, this time the tune inevitably makes people feel a little relieved.
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[Nope.]
There are no candles
You don't have to force yourself to celebrate
not
There is no answer
Just don't look for questions
not
There is no way back
Then I don't want to take a walk
not
No one to admire
Then I'll keep busy.]
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Chu Bai's four consecutive lyrics starting with "no" directly suppressed Mr. He and the three of them.
If they were still a little glad when the strings first sounded—maybe this time they didn't have to be sad for the former so-and-so, but after Chu Bai sang these four lines, they reacted.
It turned out that they were still thinking wrong after all.
But I have to admit that these four sentences are so to the point.
Li Yao's eyes widened, the brilliance of those beautiful eyes at the moment was so similar to the appearance of Yuan Jiayu when he looked at Chu Bai.
Although she has never been in love, this does not prevent her from experiencing the insights brought by Chu Bai's four lyrics in her own way.
[In order to celebrate himself, but found that no one remembered it at all;
I thought about the question for a long, long time, but found that there was no answer at all;
I wanted to find another passage, but I found that there was no way out;
You always make yourself very busy and busy, but at the end of the day, you don't even know what you're busy with......]
Li Yao sighed softly in her heart.
She was glad to be able to get such a good song, but she suddenly felt that it was not a mistake to let Chu Bai sing.
I don't know why, listening to Chu Bai singing, she ...... in her heart It always hurts a little.
Chu Bai's singing voice came again at this time.
[Will be touched like this.]
Write a love letter
Give it to myself
Those who are moved want to cry
I haven't cried for a long time
It's a great happiness
Will be a gift of this
This love letter
Give yourself your blessings
It's okay not to care
to be able to care about others]
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Li Yao looked at Chu Bai, ignoring the green silk on her cheeks that slipped down again, and this time, her gaze couldn't help but speak.
The softest part of the heart...... I felt a little distressed for the man in front of me.
On the side, Feng Lei fell silent.
It is said that the older a man gets, he slowly becomes more and more stable and mature.
But who knows, what is the bitter story behind this maturity and stability?
Teacher He also fell silent, pursing the corners of his mouth slightly, as if he was suppressing a certain emotion, but there was a faint sparkle in the corners of his eyes.
He doesn't have a family background like Feng Lei, so he can give him enough protection and resources in the entertainment industry.
He didn't become famous at a young age like Li Yao, and he won the protection of the company with his talent.
At that time, he also experienced too many ups and downs before he finally became a respected teacher He step by step.
Hearing Chu Bai's lyrics, he was a little emotional, and it wasn't until Chu Bai finished singing that he sighed.
Chu Bai looked at him, the two didn't say anything, but it was so magical, and both of them understood each other's meaning from each other's eyes.
No one spoke, but they all applauded Chu Bai in unison.
Thank you for the touching he brings, and it is also an honor to hear such a good song.
"Thank you for listening...... Chu Bai looked at the three of them, and after being silent, he laughed at himself: "I'm a ...... There's always a bit of pretension. ”
"If this is all hypocrisy, then all my feelings I used to feel were in the absence of illness. Feng Lei knew what Chu Bai was worried about, but he still had to give affirmation.
Because this song really touched him.
"This song...... What's it called?" asked Li Yao in a slumped voice.
Chu Bai looked at her, ""Laughing and Forgetting the Book, I hope you like it." ”
"I loved it, thank you. ”
If "I Thought the World Was Barren and You" was a kind of love entanglement between young people, then this song "Laughing and Forgetting Books" is more like a philosophical truth after experiencing strong winds and waves.
Teacher He and Feng Lei glanced at each other, and they both saw the surprise and affirmation in each other's eyes.
It seems that none of them thought that Chu Bai would be able to write such philosophical lyrics.
It's just that thinking of Chu Bai's ups and downs over the years, or the silence of his official career, has created his enlightenment today.
But although Teacher He and Feng Lei both found reasons for Chu Bai like this, it is still undeniable that this song "Laughing and Forgetting Book" really surprised them.
Teacher He said with emotion at this time: "When I was young, I read a few stories and had a little experience, so I wrote a love letter with enthusiasm, thinking that I had moved the whole world, and I cried a lot. But later, when I calmly read the love letter again, I found out...... I just can't stand the loneliness. When I grow up, I understand ...... Loneliness is nothing more than not getting along with yourself. ”
Feng Lei nodded in agreement, and Li Yao also nodded.
If no one remembers their birthday, they can bless themselves themselves;
If you can't find the answer to the question, not all questions need answers, so don't worry about the beauty of the solution.
Chu Bai was a rare seriousman, gently put down the guitar, and said: "We will always assume all kinds of ifs, and make up all kinds of good things in our brains, thinking that this will become peaceful, but when we experience more, we will understand: what we want may not come, but pain and accidents are never absent......
I sing this song, in fact, I want to say more that there are some things that don't have to be worried and remembered, even if you encounter any ups and downs, get up and pat your pants, and continue to stride forward, the world is very big, don't let sadness drag you back. ”
Hearing this, no one objected, but all showed thoughtful looks.
Teacher He and Feng Lei glanced at each other, and felt that Chu Bai was not only as calm as in front of him, he was actually better than everyone imagined, but no one was willing to calm down and read his book carefully.
"Hey, old. Feng Lei sighed and sighed, but the appreciation for looking at Chu Bai never disappeared.
Teacher He looked at Chu Bai and said solemnly, "I'm glad to have met you at such a moment, and I'm honored that you taught me a lesson. Chu Bai, I believe that you will definitely be able to soar to the sky. ”
Li Yao looked at Chu Bai, her eyes were black and white, and she said seriously: "You will definitely be hot!"
Chu Bai grinned, "I'm also very happy, after coming here, I can meet everyone and get to know each other again, which is a kind of happiness in the world, thank you." ”
At night, the world turned upside down, as if everything was sunk into his clear and innocent smile.
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