Chapter 360: Anna VS Chu Fang, a hopeless pursuit
"Bang"
The golden light splashed, and the tip of the spear drew a spark on the umbrella surface, shaking the branches and falling leaves.
Anna's agile figure kept flipping, and the gun in her hand was more like having eyes, and everywhere Chu Fang went, it was full of devastation.
Chu Fang was not a weak person either, the steel fan in his hand was spinning like a gear, blocking all the attacks, and threw it hard, swinging towards Anna.
Anna looked at the steel fan flying towards her and dodged it slightly sideways, but before she could counterattack, her pupils suddenly opened wide, and the steel fan burst behind her, divided into countless steel sheets, the fan was a whirl, Anna thought about it, but she didn't expect that it was not the fan that swirled but so many steel pieces.
She lifted her strength, moved sharply to the side, and ran, dodging the knife-sharp pieces of steel that were coming at her.
Fortunately, she was sensitive enough, and she dodged after several simple shuttles, and if she couldn't dodge, she used the gun in her hand to pick it off.
The iron piece swirled and returned to Chu Fang's hand, and Chu Fang held the fan in his hand and pounced towards Anna like a tiger wolf.
Anna held the gun in both hands, the handle of the gun crossed to her chest, and the steel fan collided with the gun again, even more than the last time.
"People like you who have never experienced war, who want to create war, how can you know the pain of war? As she spoke, her aura became even stronger, and she slowly withstood Chu Fang's attack with only one hand holding the gun, while the other hand clenched into a fist.
"You don't know me at all, how do you know I don't. Chu Fang also let go of a hand, and with the same clucking clenching of his fist, he rushed towards Anna with a punch.
The fists collided, the iron intersected, and the breath of the two was even more comparable, so that the two seemed to be wrapped in huge energy, and the wind and clouds were surging.
Suddenly, the balance was broken, there was a loud noise in the air, and the two of them flew in their respective directions like kites with broken strings.
Anna was rolling on the ground, her white knight's uniform stained with dust and her hair scattered, and she had just stopped holding her gun against the ground. At this time, there was blood on the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were still resolute, but despite this, she still had doubts.
Chu Fang is lazy and ruthless, she must have concluded as early as in Northern Europe, but such a person is obviously a prodigal son, why should he serve the red line, and why is he so hard, Chu Fang said that she didn't understand him, Anna asked herself if she really didn't understand, they had just seen less than four sides, but if it was really a person who came from the war, how could he be like him, he should have been tired of killing a long time ago.
Chu Fang's situation was no better than Anna's, he was knocked into the trunk of a tree, and a mouthful of blood spurted out, staining his clothes red.
Another leaf fell, and it reached above his head, and he stretched out his hand, and slowly took it in his hand, it was also very dark, and by the faint light in the distance, he stared at the leaf quietly.
"What hinders you from seeing the world is your own shallowness and ignorance. ”
Chu Fang remembered what an old monk said to her when she was a child. His memories drifted into the distance.
"Then what should be done?" When Chu Fang was a child, he didn't understand what kind of Zen he had when he said this, but he just felt that there was some truth.
"It depends on what you really want to do?"
"What do you want to do? I don't want to do anything, in this war years, people with ideals are all dead, in order to study chemistry and finally get cancer, the scientific researchers who want to fight with the United States end up busy all their lives, hard to die. Or those politicians who think too much are either excluded and die of depression, or have brain tumors, and those scholars who have to study the mysteries of antiquity, which are all things of the past, spend so much thought, and finally don't study anything, how tiring they are. ”
The little Chu Fang leaned on the tree and held a leaf to block his eyes, and said: "A leaf is blind, it is also a kind of happiness, originally a person's life is not long, and there are many changes because of the environment, it is better to live every day, enjoy the morning sunshine, twilight and moonlight." ”
"Yes, that's fine. The old monk nodded approvingly.
"Hey, old man, you actually think I'm right, it's so weird, aren't they all teaching people to work hard, teach people to struggle, and be a useful person to the society and the country?" Hearing that others agreed, Xiao Chufang felt very grotesque.
"Would you like to?"
"I, I don't want to, my parents sacrificed their lives for the country, you see the two of them have taught me since I was a child, saying what is to resist the enemy and resist the enemy, but the enemy ran away, and they were not satisfied with the application to their superiors, and chased to other people's countries to continue to fight, what about those people, other countries are also people, in their opinion, don't we become invaders again? In the end, they still sacrificed their lives in foreign countries, so ah, I don't want to become the person in their mouths, and I don't want to participate in any fighting, I just want to be a beautiful man quietly. Chu Fang yawned and covered up his sadness with laziness.
"If you don't want to, don't do it, just do what you like and what you want. The old monk smiled and agreed.
"Do you want to be a monk, old man?"
"Because I want to. With that, the old monk left. Only Chu Fang, who was still young and still savoring the words, was left.
Chu Fang did the same later, but such an act would not have worked in that radical era.
"Chu Fang, you didn't do well in the exam, you have to know that if you don't study hard, you can't get into the ideal university, you can't learn professional knowledge, so how to be a valuable person. "In class, the teacher kept slapping Chu Fang with a roll, he was the laziest in the class.
Chu Fang didn't defend himself, but he was thinking in his heart, why can he only learn professional knowledge if he does well in the exam, and why can he only be a valuable person if he learns professional knowledge? Isn't learning because he is willing to learn, and he is willing to accept knowledge, and as for value, isn't it true that a person who does not do well in the exam has no value?
Later, in the school where he pursued grades, he was persuaded to quit because he was too poor, he was not disappointed, but he felt that it was not for him, although he dropped out, but he did not stop studying.
Later, because he needed money to make a living, he got a job.
"Chu Fang, look at you, the efficiency is so low, now it is distributed according to work, you look at how much others can take, how much you can take. It's really unenlightening. "The factory director always felt that Chu Fang's mud couldn't support the wall, and everyone in the factory worked hard day and night in order to get more money.
Chu Fang still didn't defend himself, but he was still thinking in his heart, wouldn't it be okay if the money he got was enough to live on his own, and wouldn't it be good to do what he wanted to do when he was free. He still thinks this kind of life is very fulfilling.
Later, some people died of exhaustion for their careers, and those people were recorded on the honor roll and respected, but Chu Fang just felt that no one was there, what was the purpose of doing this kind of thing, so that more people would fight to the death? He left the factory, took his meager money, and walked around.
But he's an outlier everywhere he goes, because he doesn't work hard enough. But at this time, Chu Fang had already learned the guitar, learned martial arts, handicrafts, calligraphy, and read a lot of books.
"What are you pursuing?" many people asked Chu Fang, but he didn't know how to answer.
"What exactly do I want to do?" Chu Fang also asked himself.
In order to pursue the answer, when he grew up, he went to the battlefield alone, wanting to see the ideals of his parents.
There is gunsmoke, fortunately, he knows martial arts and has survived many dangers, but he also found a problem, on the battlefield, it has been demonized, and even injured teammates by mistake in fights, and there are more people who kill teammates by mistake than they kill enemies, and each of these people doesn't think about why they want to kill, just because everyone does it.
Chu Fang was indifferent, and he was even more indifferent to life, this was what his parents were pursuing, and in his opinion, it was nothing more than that.
He walked alone by the river and met a person who was as lonely as he was.
"There is a battlefield not far away, are you fishing here, aren't you afraid of death?" asked Chu Fang.
"Don't be afraid, the battlefield has nothing to do with me, I just want to fish. ”
Hearing what the man said, Chu Fang seemed to find a trace of resonance, so he sat down beside him and sighed, "It seems that you are also a person who has no pursuits." ”
"Pursuit? The big man grinned and said, "I love here, everything here, my country, and this beautiful scenery." ”
"Nonsense, then why don't you go to the battlefield and kill a few more enemies like those soldiers. Chu Fang also lost interest when he heard him say this, feeling that this person was the same as everyone else.
"Because I'm not sure it's the right thing to do. The big man pulled hard, and a fish was hooked, he unhooked the hook, and put the fish back, "It's hurt, it will always get better, if one day, it's sick, I'll do my best." What about you, do you love these?"
Chu Fang thought for a while, nodded and said, "This is where I grew up, and I love it too, my name is Chu Fang, what about you?"
"Oriental evil. ”
Returning to this night again, Chu Fang removed the leaves from his eyes, and the past passed through his mind one by one.
"Little knight, you think you're right, it's because our eyes are different, and the leaves that cover our eyes are different. I don't know if the red line is right, but I am sure that the moon streamer is wrong, Ying Canglong is wrong, and those who destroy the environment on which we live for the sake of development are all wrong. ”
Chu Fang coughed, his steel fan had broken under the impact just now, and he was also exhausted, "I don't care if people live or die, but this is the land I love, and it is also the pursuit that I finally found." In despair, I can't stand up. ”
Anna struggled to stand up, wanted to refute, but she, like Chu Fang, the blow just now made her unable to stand up, and finally sighed faintly: "You slandered my family head so much, I really want to beat you, but unfortunately, I can't stand up either." ”