The stars and the moon are shining, in the Zhouyang Community of Jiangzhen City. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Xu Shuting opened the door, it was pitch black, and she felt the switch with her left hand and turned on the light.

The rooms are bright and decorated in a sleek and simple way, but they feel deserted.

The kitchen was fully equipped with stoves, clean and tidy, white and shiny, not because it had been cleaned, but because it had not been used since it was bought.

There was a stack of money pressed on a note on the coffee table in the living room, and she lowered her mouth, knowing what was written without looking at it, she had long been used to it.

"Working overtime today, the money is here, I buy my own food, and I don't go back at night. ”

And so it was.

Xu Shuting's eyes flashed a trace of loneliness, turned on the TV, and didn't care what was on the TV, just listen to a sound and watch a movie, so as not to feel lonely.

I took out instant food from the refrigerator at random, soaked a bag of instant noodles, and ate it improvised.

Forget it, she's going to vomit after eating.

After eating instant noodles, watching TV, turning off the lights, and returning to her room, it can be seen from the feminine room decoration that she is still a girl.

"Hello Juanjuan"

On the window of the desk, there is a pot of plants, which is a gray ordinary weed-like plant, which is inconspicuous, and belongs to the kind of plants that are disgusted when dropped on the road.

But she was overjoyed, chattering about something, and confiding in the plants what had happened in the day.

In a much happier mood, he clenched his fist and pumped himself up at the plant

"Roll roll, rest assured, I will work hard, I will be strong. ”

"Scroll, tomorrow, tomorrow maybe you'll be able to return to your true master, don't you look forward to it,"

On the windowsill, the gray is not autumn, the plants that have shrunk together seem to open a little slowly, Xu Shuting's eyes are shining, the whole person is full of vitality, and the corners of her mouth are raised.

"Roll up, I'll be strong. ”

Turn off the lights, go to bed, and stay all night without a word.

She has long been accustomed to living alone, there are scrolls, she does not feel lonely, on the bedside table, a photo frame is revealed in the moonlight, and the family of three in the photo is laughing.

In her sleep, she felt as if she had returned to the past.

Xu Shuting's parents are very busy, very busy, working outside all the year round, and naturally care a lot less about Xu Shuting, although in life, material care for her a lot, eat and drink without worry, pocket money is not lacking, but they don't know that childhood children need not only material money, but also spiritual care.

"Sloppy, sloppy, dirty, dirty, dirty,"

"Sloppy, sloppy, stinky, stinky, stinky,"

The classmates on campus surrounded Xu Shuting and laughed and sneered, maybe some people didn't know what to laugh at, watching others bully, and also bullying and laughing, it seemed that there was a kind of pleasure of bullying.

On campus, there has never been only youth and enthusiasm, but also bullying.

Since junior high school, Xu Shuting has been the target of bullying, either because of her good family background and hatred of the rich, or because she is jealous of her studies, or because she is honest and easy to bully, I don't know when she has become the target of bullying in the eyes of many people.

She told the teacher that both sides blamed each other, in exchange for the betrayer of the classmates in the class, who loved to play the nickname of the little report.

She told her parents, but in exchange for her parents running to the school and telling the teacher, the result was still the same, it seemed that only adults were blaming each other, and the situation still did not improve.

Since then, her personality has become more withdrawn and inferior, her parents thought that the child was introverted, and she was busy with work and gave more pocket money, but Xu Shuting was the only one in the empty home, she was afraid, gradually, afraid to go home.

Because she is the only one in the family.

After school, watching other children being picked up by their parents, grandfathers, and grandmothers, running and jumping away, laughing, she was envious, jealous, and every time she looked at the school gate with longing, hoping that her parents could take her home, in exchange for the figure of the nanny and disappointment again and again.

Gradually, she began to become numb and extreme, and even sometimes thought.

"If one day, I die, will my parents not care?"

"What am I living for?"

The years of suicide were buried deep in the young heart, and as time passed, little by little, little by little, the grower, under the fertilization called loneliness and coldness, thrived, and the sun called care never shone, it was a lonely world.

After entering 74 High School, Xu Shuting became a long-haired female high school student, with a withdrawn and introverted personality, but she was bullied less in high school, not because she faced the college entrance examination in high school, but because she gradually found that she had something that she could not be bullied. - Money!

Her parents' business is getting bigger and bigger, and she gives her more and more pocket money, she finds that as long as she pays a little money, she can not be bullied by others, and a group of friends have gathered around her, and slowly, she has become a little cheerful, because, she has made friends.

"What, Xu Shuting, she's so gloomy, she doesn't look good when she laughs,"

"That's right, it's lonely, I don't feel comfortable with her, if it weren't for her giving money every time I went out, we wouldn't play with her."

"That's it, that's it, there aren't many wronged people like her, who made her rich?"

"If she has no money, who wants to play with her, yesterday's cake shop was good, let's go again today, let Xu Shuting buy it!"

"Yes, yes, I agree, although I'm fat now, but I should be fine if I eat a little more. ”

When Xu Shuting, who was excited with the cake, heard these words outside the classroom door, her body was cold, her whole body was cold, the whole world collapsed, the world was dark, looking at the cake in her hand, disgusting and uncomfortable!

She thought she was a friend, but she didn't think that in the eyes of others, she was just an ATM.

What is the purpose of human life?

I'm dead, will anyone feel sorry for me?

The lonely inner world has become even more decayed, and only the uncle named Suicide thrives and occupies the whole heart.

"Do you eat the cake?

Xu Shuting walked into the classroom with a smile, and the classmates who were still talking about it just now immediately rushed over happily, revealing the expression of a friend, Xu Shuting felt pathetic for her cowardice, even if she knew that they were pretending, she was still unwilling to expose it.

She wants friends.

She didn't want to be alone.

Even if it's a fake friend.

She will not forget the day she saw her, the sun was shining, the wind was beautiful, and she was disgusted by her friends because she didn't have enough money, and her only son sat by the river, looking at the clear water, and the urge to jump into the river swelled in her heart.

"Hello, do you want this bottle?

Suddenly, a weak voice came into her ears, and she turned her head, and it looked like an eight- or nine-year-old girl was leading the bag, but her face showed a timid expression, but she still looked seriously at the couple sitting on the leisure stool.

When she took an empty bottle from the hands of her lover, she showed an innocent smile, which was brighter than the sun, more dazzling than the stars, and full of vitality.

Why did she smile like that?

Xu Shuting was jealous.