Qian Xiaoxian updates every night, Li Jing is always the first reader, sometimes she will quietly ask: Is it your personal experience?

"No, artistic processing. ”

In fact, the love in and her love are really very different.

Qian Xiaoxian did not tell Li Jing Gao Jian's identity, but Qian Xiaoxian still asked Li Jing to keep it a secret for her.

Because of this secret, it seems that the distance between the two people has been shortened again, and sometimes Qian Xiaoxian thinks of Gao Jian, and will also talk to Li Jing about the worries in her heart.

Li Jing also said: "Your mother doesn't let you contact, so he really doesn't contact?"

Qian Xiaoxian said: "Recently, I have also been flustered, my mother used to watch, but now that I am in college, he can add me to WeChat and make a phone call." ”

"Didn't you say he was on a business trip abroad?"

"I won't be so busy on a business trip that I don't have time to make a phone call. ”

"If you miss him, you can reach out to him. ”

"No, I promised my mom not to contact him. ”

"Maybe he's struggling to keep his promises. Every time Li Jing heard Qian Xiaoxian talk about Gao Jian, she always said yearningly: "Why don't I have someone I like?

"Didn't your mother let you fall in love?"

"Well, I guess my university is so lonely, I'm the oldest girl in my class, and the boys are two years younger than me. ”

"Isn't that with me? I'm no different from a lonely man!"

Because of knowing Li Jing, Qian Xiaoxian's life seems to have another touch of color.

In the past, she was almost always in a world of one person, but now that she has a classmate roommate, Qian Xiaoxian's life is also fulfilling.

Because they started military training at the beginning of the school year, she was so busy that she barely had time to chat with her mother, and slowly stopped looking forward to Gao Jian's call.

Recently, her new book has also begun to be released, but because she is too tired from military training, she has to use the manuscript.

After ten days of military training, the study began to get on the right track, Qian Xiaoxian began to code words again, and she began to save manuscripts frantically.

This weekend, Li Jing asked Qian Xiaoxian to accompany her to the interview.

"What interview?"

"The new media center of the student union is recruiting new members. Why don't you sign up too? ”

"Join the student government?"

Li Jing said: "Yes, go to the student union to exercise your ability, my mother has set me a lot of goals!"

"What goal?"

"The four-year plan of the university, strive to enter the student union, participate in the club, join the party, take the computer certificate, get the Mandarin certificate, the fourth or sixth level certificate, and the best accounting certificate is also examined, and then ......"

"What are you doing? Why are you not an accounting major with an accounting certificate?"

"In order to find a job in the future, my grandmother said that more skills are not overwhelming. ”

Li Jing's father and mother were both engineers, and they worked in difficult conditions in Xinjiang, so Li Jing has been following her grandmother, who was an editor of a newspaper before she retired.

Recently, Qian Xiaoxian also felt that Li Jing had a wide range of knowledge and advanced views on new things, which must have a lot to do with her highly educated family environment.

Compared with the four little girls in the dormitory who chatted about beauty and beauty, talked about food, and talked about male gods, Li Jing was stable and connotative.

is often with Li Jing, Qian Xiaoxian is also involuntarily influenced and nurtured by her, and they are becoming more and more similar when they have similar views.

Qian Xiaoxian accompanied Li Jing to participate in the three rounds of interviews for the school's new media, and in the afternoon she and Li Jing took a shower and returned to the dormitory, when her mobile phone suddenly rang.

It's a short message: Congratulations on winning the lottery! Welcome to become a pig pig of new media! Love is new media!

Please add QQ group: 789495919

I'll send you a cola at the regular meeting next week!(Don't leak it out of the QQ group)

At this time, Li Jing's mobile phone also rang, she opened it and looked at it, and then, the two looked at each other and smiled.

In this way, Qian Xiaoxian had no intention of inserting willows into the shade, she accompanied Li Jing to the student union for an interview, and she was also hired by the new media center of the school's student union, responsible for the WeChat push of the official account, what made her happy was that she and Li Jing were still in the same group!

After Qian Xiaoxian joined the new media center of the school's student union, there were more things.

In the midst of her hustle and bustle, her thoughts about Gao Jian were not as strong as before.

Although his name and his shadow will still jump to his mind at a certain moment, the pain of not seeing it turns into the expectation of waiting, a little helpless but still sweet.

Sometimes there is a strong impulse, she also wants to tell him her feelings after school, and there are some confusions that she doesn't understand and wants to ask his opinion, once, she couldn't help but say to her mother: "Is it really going to be four years before contacting?"

The mother said, "What? Do you talk and play with me? Isn't college life bad? Isn't it happier than giving him the golden bird? Qian Xiaoxian, let me tell you, if you dare to secretly contact him and meet him secretly in college, you will not have my mother." ”

"You tell me honestly, is he in touch again! Is he looking for you again?"

"No, no, he didn't contact me, maybe people have forgotten about me. ”

"What you can forget is not true feelings! Then I won't let you contact him. ”

Qian Xiaoxian didn't have time to raise the bar with her mother, and she didn't have time to raise the bar in life, she said this to her mother, and she also recognized her mother's approach in her heart.

Mother said: "It is true that Gao Jian is rich, status, and talented, and he is very good, but no matter how high his wisdom and ability are, it is his own and not yours, and no matter how good he is to you now, he cannot guarantee that he will always be good to you in the future." ”

Mother Qian really understands that if a girl wants to have an excellent person, she must become excellent before she meets him, so that you can have a chance to meet him, have a chance to win his heart, and keep his heart.

Otherwise, everything is short-lived.

Therefore, Qian's mother insisted on stubbornly letting Qian Xiaoxian avoid Gao Jian's temporary temptation.

There is never a shortcut to happiness, and the state of life in the future is hidden in the current effort.

In fact, Qian Xiaoxian also agrees with her mother's point of view, but the heart that has already loved often cannot be controlled by reason.

Why didn't she want to confidently stand next to Gao Jian? But she really had no confidence, although Gao Jian said before: "I love you is your greatest confidence!"

Qian Xiaoxian doesn't believe in Gao Jian, she has also seen the love of the people around her, she has also read the love in the book, and she has also seen the love in film and television dramas.

This sentence I love you is sometimes very precious, and sometimes it is fluttering like a wisp of the breeze, these three words have a shelf life.

In order to maintain long-term quality, it takes two people to operate continuously.

She knows that time is ruthless, it will eventually take away the beautiful face and upright body, the charm of never aging, it must be a person's connotation and temperament and value!

Yes, are you worthy? Do you have someone who deserves to spend your life waiting for you?

Therefore, Qian Xiaoxian can only say that Gao Jian's love for her cannot be her eternal confidence, so she has to work hard and strive to find her true confidence.

There is a passage in "Jane Eyre":

"The relationship between people is a game, and we must always be equal and evenly matched with each other in order to rely on each other for a long time. ”

Qian Xiaoxian understands everything, just thinking of Gao Jian, she can't help but downplay these concerns, love is really confusing and confusing, and makes people moths to the fire......