Chapter 469: Despair

Yang Yilin talked about Zheng Xiaowen with his father and mother, and he was so anxious that he didn't know what to do, and his tears flowed down unobediently.

Yang's mother saw that her son kept wiping his tears, and she was timid, and said, "Boy, don't feel bad, as long as you and Xiaowen can live well together, Mom will never say who is older than whom." You hurry up to eat, and hurry back to Huayuan after eating!"

How can Yang Yilin eat, he knows very well that Zheng Xiaowen has always refused to disclose the relationship between the two of them and not to get a marriage certificate, and the knot in his heart is a matter of age!

Now he has to channel Zheng Xiaowen's thoughts, Zheng Xiaowen agreed to go back to his hometown with him, the two are happily coming to Yangjiagou to discuss the May Day marriage with their parents, Zheng Xiaowen She left Yangjiagou and Yang Yilin in this situation, he has realized that he may not be able to catch up with her again in this life!

Zheng Xiaowen returned home, and after telling her father and mother about going to Yangjiagou, she took out the engagement ring, necklace, and heart lock that Yang Yilin gave her and handed them to her mother. She explained some more things, so she hurriedly called Su Chen, but she didn't find Su Chen, she dialed Qiao Xiang's phone.

Zheng Xiaowen went to her aunt's house and told her about going abroad, and then came to Qiao Xiang's house.

When Qiao Xiang saw Zheng Xiaowen's expression, he asked in surprise, "Xiaowen, what's wrong with you?"

At this time, the tears could no longer come out, Zheng Xiaowen didn't shed a single tear, and said that Yang Yilin's third uncle and third aunt were involved, and said that the key to coming to this point is the age difference between her and Yang Yilin.

Zheng Xiaowen also repeatedly told Qiao Xiang, saying that she did not complain about Yang Yilin, saying that she was about to go abroad, and after she went abroad, she asked Qiao Xiang not to get along with Yang Yilin, and hoped that they would be friendly and would always be her good brothers.

Qiao Xiang listened to Zheng Xiaowen's previous words, but those words did not touch the depths of his heart. As soon as Zheng Xiaowen explained about going abroad, he knew what had happened, his heart was churning, he hated himself, he resented himself, he was extremely resentful, he raised his hands and hit his face, he cried and said: "I'm not human! I'm not human......"

Zheng Xiaowen hurriedly stepped forward and pressed Qiao Xiang's arms, her tears fell, and she said, "What are you doing here? I'm gone, you look like this, can I feel at ease!"

Qiao Xiang couldn't control himself and said again: "I fell in love with Lin Jing without waiting for you to get married, what kind of person am I! I have loved you for ten years! I can't let go of Lin Jing in my life, and I can't let go of you in my heart! If I fought for me at the beginning, if I had accepted to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau that time, this kind of thing would not have happened now! I, Qiao Xiang, am too confused!"

Zheng Xiaowen said calmly: "Qiao Xiang, you remember, it's all in the past, it's already in the past, don't think about it again in the future." Gao Peng has been urging me, I'll call him now, and the two of us will leave in a day or two. ”

Qiao Xiang held down the phone and said, "You go to another place to hide for a while, and when this matter calms down, won't it be over, can't you go abroad?"

Zheng Xiaowen said: "It seems that you still don't know me very well, as early as my senior year, I wanted to go to the best and most ideal school to study." It was only because I was afraid that I would be too far away from my father and mother, so I gave up the opportunity and graduated peacefully without taking any further exams. This time, taking advantage of this matter, be ruthless, and both things will be solved. ”

Qiao Xiang said: "Can't you study on your own in China?"

Zheng Xiaowen said: "If it works, how can I still use such a laborious method? You don't know about me and Yang Yilin, if I hide in the country, even if I get into a mouse hole, he Yang Yilin will have to and will find me." Going abroad is different, and many things will stop him.

"Qiao Xiang, after I go out, you persuade Yilin to find Li Xinning. I've seen Li Xinning, and the girl is very beautiful. To tell the truth, Li Xinning's personal conditions and family conditions are very superior. You persuade Yilin to stop thinking about me. ”

When Zheng Xiaowen said this, he suddenly thought of a trick and said: "When I go abroad, I am likely to find a foreign student boyfriend, or a foreign boyfriend, as long as others are good to me, as long as there is fate, I will agree."

"In the past, Zixi was very good to me, but everyone just didn't explain it thoroughly, and I think you can see it. After I went abroad, you and Zixi went to persuade Yilin, the personal experience of the two of you is the most convincing.

"Zixi may not be able to get along with Yilin, Qiao Xiang, Zixi's ideological work will be handed over to you. You, Zixi, Yilin, the three of you are the three brothers of the Zheng family, you should take care of each other and support each other, so I can rest assured. ”

The phone rang, Qiao Xiang picked up the phone and listened, it was Yang Yilin's voice, he said to the phone, "Xiaowen? I don't know, no." Oh, oh, okay, I'll be right away!"

Qiao Xiang put down the phone and said, "Xiaowen, Yilin is looking for you." He said all the places you would go, he ran all over and didn't find you. He's searched all his friends, and there's no news from you. He said he called me and got through. He said he couldn't walk now, and he was waiting for me at the gate of the big bank on Xicheng Road. ”

The two were talking when they heard the sound of rain outside. Qiao Xiang looked at the window and said, "Xiaowen, it's raining." ”

Zheng Xiaowen said: "In the morning, the sky was very overcast. ”

Zheng Xiaowen has no other thoughts, she is thinking, Yang Yilin must have been running for a day now in order to find her, running tired and hungry, scared, dazed, and desperate image, she felt uncomfortable, and her tears fell.

She thought again, she couldn't stop here for long, she wiped away her tears and said, "Qiao Xiang, I'll go to my aunt's house now, you can go see Yilin quickly." ”

Zheng Xiaowen said again when he went out: "Qiao Xiang, you have to do what I said, I didn't say hello to my friends, I didn't say anything about it, after I left, you must remember to say it for me." ”

Qiao Xiang's tears couldn't be stopped, he stood stupidly and didn't move or speak, and watched Zheng Xiaowen hold up the umbrella and go out in a daze......

Yang Yilin has not touched his teeth from morning to now, seeing that it is getting dark, he has not seen Zheng Xiaowen's figure, he knows in his heart that Zheng Xiaowen will not be the last way to avoid him this time, and he will never find her again!

Yang Yilin was desperate to the extreme, his spirit could not support his body, he called Qiao Xiang in the commissary, and saw the steps in front of the bank, he pushed the car and walked over, and threw the bicycle casually, he didn't look at the rain on the steps, and the mud left by the people who went up and down the steps, he sat down on the steps, let the cold raindrops of spring hit his face, his body......

A man of some age came out of the bank, he walked up to Yang Yilin with an umbrella, and saw that Yang Yilin's black hair was stained all over his forehead, and the rain was flowing down his face, he raised his foot and gently touched Yang Yilin's leg and said: "Hey! It's raining! You're soaking wet and don't go home yet! The temperature is so low today, are you cold!"