Gu Bei was wearing home clothes, his hair was also very soft, and the whole person seemed to be the warm sun in the afternoon, which made Shen Banxia lose his mind for a long time.

"I drank too much yesterday. Shen Banxia said a little resignedly.

"I know. ”

"I don't know if I was dreaming yesterday, but I saw you anyway. Shen Banxia continued: "You ...... yesterday" Shen Banxia stopped talking again.

Gu Bei put the book back, turned around and smiled: "Shen Banxia, Shen Banxia, I know that your character is not very good, your temper is very big, and your people are quite stinky, but I only found out through yesterday that in fact, I don't know you well enough, do you know? ”

"Gu Bei!" Shen Banxia suddenly stopped him and said very seriously: "In this way, you were indeed by my side yesterday. ”

Gu Bei nodded.

Shen Banxia suddenly rubbed her head vigorously, and her long and smooth hair became a little messy under her own claws, followed by Shen Banxia's screams.

"Ahh

"How do you say that? Of course I'm by your side, and you said that you look so dazzling that you get drunk at a bar in the middle of the night, is it appropriate?"

"So, what you told me about Cheng Siyuan yesterday is also true?"

Gu Bei finally understood that Shen Banxia would not come to the door for no reason.

"The relationship is for your unrequited lover, in fact, you don't have to be like this, what do you want to ask?"

Shen Banxia walked up to Gu Bei and said word by word, "How much do you know?"

Gu Bei sighed, turned around and walked to the sofa and sat down, and said, "I don't know much about the Cheng Group, but this Cheng Young Master is not a simple person, this person, you should know better than me, but...... Mi Ke is your friend, if you are not angry because she hid from you about being with Cheng Siyuan, then you still persuade her, after all, one day, she will suffer the same harm as you. ”

Gu Bei looked at Shen Banxia and was still stunned, not only sighed: "Shen Banxia, you can come out, after all, whose youth has not been missed." ”

"Mi Ke and him attended the banquet, they were ten fingers clasped, and the industry knew that they were called a pair of beautiful people, golden boys and girls?"

Gu Bei looked at her helplessly: "Shen Banxia, wake up." ”

Shen Banxia smiled bitterly and said, "I've been dreaming all the time, how did I wake up." She took out her mobile phone and dialed Cheng Siyuan's number, the first time she dialed confidently, but there was no more turmoil in her mood, as if this matter had nothing to do with her from beginning to end.

Surprisingly, Cheng Siyuan was quickly connected.

"Hey, Banxia?"

Shen Banxia listened to Cheng Siyuan's voice, for the first time, she felt that this voice was so desolate, she smiled and said, "Cheng Siyuan, thank you for letting me secretly like the five years come to an end." ”

"Banxia, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Siyuan's voice was the same as before, and he said, "What's wrong with you." ”

"Cheng Siyuan, do you know? You seem to be a lot older, it's not appropriate to say old, after all, we are the same age, but I found that your tear trough has become obvious, and your eyes are not as bright as before, what did I like you for, and I liked it for five years, so desperate, I used to use words for you once upon a time The light in his eyes is particularly beautiful. ”

Gu Bei on the side looked at Shen Banxia like this, he had always been very concerned about Shen Banxia's affairs, but this time, he felt sorry for Shen Banxia inexplicably, he didn't know what kind of person Cheng Siyuan was, and he didn't know how much Shen Banxia liked him, but when Shen Banxia recognized the facts, he should be happy, but ...... Only Gu Bei knew that he was extremely envious of Cheng Siyuan at the moment, because if Shen Banxia didn't love him deeply, then he wouldn't be so miserable now, even if he was such a person, he actually made Banxia like him for five whole years.

Shen Banxia walked to the windowsill and continued to say into the phone: "Cheng Siyuan, maybe you don't know, I ran away in a hurry last time, not because I didn't bring an umbrella when it rained, but because I was afraid of running into you, I was afraid that I didn't know what to say to you, just like in an idol drama, I turned my head in style, started work left and right to give you two slaps, and then used a two-hundred-decibel soprano to scold you as a bastard in the bustling evening rush hour, or pretended not to know you at all, turned around and smiled with eight teeth, and said seriously: "May I ask who you are?" We don't seem to know each other, which way will make you more heartbroken, I don't know which one you will choose, but only I know, I don't have a choice, from beginning to end, I like you, I like you willingly. ”

Shen Banxia suddenly felt powerless, she was very glad that it was now over the phone, not in front of Cheng Siyuan, and it could also bring this unrequited love that ended without a problem to an end, although this period was very ugly and not perfect at all, but this was all chosen by Shen Banxia, she had no room for regret, and it could only be so.

"Cheng Siyuan, I know that I am an unrequited love, but this unrequited love also has a sense of ceremony, I, Shen Banxia, now I want to tell you, I don't like you anymore, it can be regarded as an alternative breakup, you men should always love to say, forget me, okay, as you wish, no matter the joy or sorrow from now on, I will never have you again in my life, I don't choose to choose the entanglement of dog blood. I've loved you for so many years, but I'm stupid to stay where I am, I've given so much, all my emotions are like a punch in the air, no response, I'm enough!"

Cheng Siyuan, who was on the other end of the phone, suddenly testified, he wanted to say something to Shen Banxia, but when the words came to his mouth, he could only choose to be silent, but inexplicably, his heart ached faintly.

Shen Banxia listened to the other party's even breathing: "Actually, I don't hate you for a long time, but I can't forget you, my memory remembers the feeling of hating you, I can't stop hating you, because I'm sorry for myself like that." Forgive me, I'm sorry for myself who broke my heart back then, I'm sorry for me who stood under the street lamp and cried until I lost my breath, and I couldn't do anything. Sometimes I feel sorry for why we always miss out, why I don't have the courage to tell you that I like you, I hate myself even more for being so promised, maybe you know, you always know. ”

Shen Banxia sighed deeply and continued: " In the competition again and again, I have become the wind that everyone wants to report, you already know my perfumery technology, I also know that you use me again and again, but it doesn't matter, I think you know that I like you, I like it to the point of going crazy, I secretly wrote to you, after the game I said goodbye at the airport I secretly put a letter in your bag, when we met again, you still carried the bag, but the envelope was not opened, you know how much my heart hurts, and then I don't know what kind of courage, I took the letter back。 ”

At this point, Shen Banxia actually cried: "I know, you don't like me, even when you are alone with me, I also know that there is another person in your heart, I am curious, who is she, will she be better than me and better than me? It's like waking up from a heavy dream on a summer afternoon, sitting on the floor in a daze, and it takes a long time to confirm that this is a dream. I've figured it out that you're not worthy of my love at all. I'm not talking about it, I really think you're just that. It's just an ordinary boy, I see in your eyes a light that no one else can see, it's my love that gilds you. I have long since given up on loving you, just like I can stand with you now, calmly say that there are all the bits and pieces about you, you are no longer something that can be brought up by me, you can be consumed by me, I have pulled you down from the altar. You don't love me much, but I can't forget it, and I've been pulling for many years, which can instantly throw away for you and run, and the heartbreaking days still hurt. ”