Chapter 42 No more meetings, mailing divorce settlements
"It's the most plausible possibility I can think of. The man across from him spoke in a low voice.
Eleven sat still and didn't move.
"All I can do is think of all the abnormalities you've been doing all this time. ”
And she seems to be very close to that Bai Zhi'an during this time.
Eleven never thought that Shen Nanyan thought so, she didn't know which of her actions made him have such a guess, but there was one thing, she understood.
"Nanyan, I want to divorce you for my own reasons, there is no other person, this marriage is no longer suitable for you and me now, so let's be decent and divorce. ”
After talking too much, her tone began to become a little solemn.
She thought that divorce should be a very simple matter, but Shen Nanyan kept saying this again and again, and she had a fear instead.
She was afraid that the decision she had finally made would change because of Shen Nanyan's attitude, she was so difficult, she didn't want anything else at the moment, she just wanted to divorce Shen Nanyan smoothly.
"I don't think our problem is serious enough to warrant a divorce. ”
……
On the way back to Linda, Shen Nanyan drove, and Eleven sat in the co-pilot.
Her head was still dizzy, and the conversation with Shen Nanyan had consumed too much of her energy, plus she hadn't slept last night, she only felt weak at the moment, and a sense of burnout from her body to her heart occupied her whole person.
In the restaurant, their conversation ended with Shen Nanyan's words: I don't think our problem is serious enough to need a divorce.
After two conversations, nothing came of it, and Eleven seemed to understand that it was not just a matter of self-esteem in Shen Nanyan.
If Eleven is a person who loves to be entangled, she might ask Shen Nanyan when he said this: Do you love me?
But by now, she had already learned the truth.
When solving an existing problem, what she should do is not to consider her own ability, but to solve the problem in a different way.
The same is true for her divorce from Shen Nanyan.
Shen Nanyan didn't even read the divorce agreement she brought, and threw it into the trash can when she walked out of the restaurant, without any hesitation during the whole process.
She was already unfazed in her heart, Shen Nanyan was reluctant to divorce, as for the reason, she didn't understand, and she didn't want to think about it anymore.
She has made up her mind, and divorce is divorce.
Since face-to-face conversations with Shen Nanyan didn't have any effect, she could do it another way.
……
Downstairs in the dormitory, Eleven didn't speak to Shen Nanyan and got out of the car directly.
Shen Nanyan didn't care about the relationship between the two of them, and grabbed her hand before she walked into the dormitory.
"Eleven, I hope you will let go of the idea of divorce as soon as possible, marriage is not a trivial matter, we are all adults, since we are adults, there should be an adult solution. ”
During naptime, there were not too many students downstairs in the dormitory, and Eleven looked back at the face that made her extremely obsessed, and it was rare to have the sun in early winter.
Under the sprinkling of sunlight, Shen Nanyan's face had a hazy sense of handsomeness, a very pleasing scene, Eleven was stunned for a long time before she realized that she looked at Shen Nanyan's face again.
She didn't say much, just looked at Shen Nanyan and said, "I'm going up, you should go back early." ”
Shen Nanyan didn't let go of holding her hand, Eleven thought about it and added.
"Don't do that, okay?"
When she said this, her tone was very light, but Shen Nanyan unconsciously let go.
It wasn't until the back disappeared from sight that Shen Nanyan withdrew his gaze.
He was still standing there when the phone rang.
The caller was Xie Qian'en and asked him if he had time to get together and pass the time.
Shen Nanyan had a lot of business, and subconsciously wanted to refuse Xie Qianen.
But I don't know how to think of what Xie Qianen once said: You are extremely supportive of her, so you are not afraid that she will abandon you if she has achievements, after all, people are young, beautiful, capable, and have a great future.
The rejection that came to the lips turned into an um.
Seongnam Bar.
When Shen Nanyan entered, Xie Qianen had already arrived, the collar of his white shirt had opened the top button, and he was leaning lazily on the sofa at the moment and beckoning to him.
There was no one in the bar in broad daylight, and he and Xie Qianen were regular customers of this bar.
Seeing him walk in, a waiter came up.
"Mr. Shen is here. ”
Shen Nanyan didn't speak, only nodded.
walked to sit down opposite Xie Qianen, Xie Qianen had already poured him wine.
"Why did you come so slowly, and where did you come from?"
Shen Nanyan rolled up his cuffs, picked up the wine poured by Xie Qianen, and said without being salty or light after drinking a glass: "Eleventh School." ”
"Eleven School?
"Hmm. ”
"So, you're separating again?"
The separation in Xie Qianen's words was just a normal expression, but Shen Nanyan at this moment heard other meanings.
"We're not separated, and I'm not going to be separated from her. "What kind of divorce, he will never agree.
Be all abroad!
Xie Qianen didn't take such a thing to heart, but Shen Nanyan's reaction was too intense, driven by curiosity, he asked with a smile: "What's the matter, there is a conflict with your little wife?"
Shen Nanyan's eyes were dark, and he didn't answer, but just poured another glass of wine to himself.
Xie Qianen smelled that something was wrong, how could he give up so easily.
"What's the matter, you are so unhappy when people go back to school and continue to work with their studies?"
Shen Nanyan continued to remain silent.
Xie Qianen leaned back on the sofa and wanted to continue asking, but the man suddenly said in a calm voice: "If she just goes back to school, how can I be so irritable." ”
Xie Qianen's gossip was overflowing.
"What the hell happened to make you like this?"
"She's going to divorce me. ”
"What?" Xie Qianen's voice suddenly increased, and even the waiter over there looked towards them.
Shen Nanyan rubbed his eyebrows with one hand, and his tone was a little impatient: "When did you become such a startled person." ”
Xie Qianen's face was still incredulous.
He couldn't figure it out when he thought about it, how could this be so good, how could it reach the level of divorce.
"Why, I remember that you have always been very good, and you are Eleven's lifesaver, how could she tell you about the divorce. ”
She said that she was going abroad, and that the long-distance relationship was too tiring and difficult, and she didn't want to continue this marriage. ”
"That's it?"
Shen Nanyan recalled what Eleven had said.
She also said that in the year since she married me, she has had a very difficult life, catering to me everywhere and losing her hobbies. She also said that our marriage was not like a marriage, we were in the same room, and she felt that we were more like roommates. ”
"Do you have so many problems getting along?" Xie Qianen's tone was a little stunned, he never thought that what a perfect marriage seemed to them to outsiders would have such an inside story.
Shen Nanyan hung his head, his gaze fell on the wine glass, and his deep eyes were mixed with a lot of emotions.
"I never thought she was so depressed in this marriage, I always thought that we should be very good as a couple. ”
"Hey, maybe she wants you to feel like this, and so are you, after getting along for so long, haven't you thought about understanding her through your inner being?"
"Understand?" Shen Nanyan squinted.
Xie Qianen leaned lazily on the back of the sofa: "Yes, her parents left early, just her and Ye Xingchen, many thoughts may be more delicate than you think." ”
His words silenced Shen Nanyan, and he said for a long time: "In this way, the problem is all with me, she didn't like others, just because of the problems of the two of us?"
Xie Qianen couldn't help but smile.
"What kind of character your family Eleven is, we onlookers know very well, she won't. ”
Shen Nanyan's hand fell on the wine glass and tapped it gently, as if he was thinking about something.
"It's not because of anything else, that's what she said, but I don't think those problems are enough for us to get to the point of divorce, what is bad about getting along in the past, we can improve together, find the most suitable way to get along together, why do we have to divorce?"
Shen Nan's words pierced his heart, and Xie Qianen was speechless for a moment.
After thinking for half a second, he suddenly asked, "Nanyan, let me ask you, do you love Eleven?"
This is a very serious and serious question, but Shen Nanyan frowned unconsciously: "Why do you ask this." ”
Xie Qianen also captured the information from this.
"Eleven asked you too?"
"Hmm. ”
"How did you answer?"
There was no answer. Xie Qianen slapped his thigh, and his tone was a little hateful.
"How can you not answer?"
"This is an important question?"
Of course, since she asked, it means that she really cares. ”
Shen Nanyan pursed his lips and said nothing.
Xie Qianen didn't know what he was thinking, and when he saw that he was silent, he couldn't help but ask again: "What kind of feelings do you have for Eleven?"
Shen Nanyan hung his head, and he couldn't really see what kind of emotions were on his well-defined face.
"I don't know. ”
"How could you not know?"
Shen Nanyan's thin lips pursed into a line.
He really didn't know what kind of affection he had for Eleven, she was his wife, and his grandfather had told him from a very early age that he would marry this girl in the future, and would spend the rest of his life with this girl.
When he got the certificate a year ago, he still didn't know what love was, so he told Eleven that he didn't love her, but he would treat her well.
In his opinion, love is like an ethereal thing, since they are married, they have to go on for the rest of their lives, in this case, then why spend time and energy entangled in the topic of love and non-love.
Xie Qianen looked at him with complicated eyes: "You just read everything too thoroughly and explained everything too officially, so that you and Eleven will come to this point." ”
Shen Nanyan rubbed his eyebrows and did not speak.
Xie Qianen said earnestly: "Eleven is a girl, if it weren't for marrying you, she would still be a senior now, a girl of this age has a longing for love, has a yearning, and your attitude will only make her feel that you are good to her completely because of your grandfather." ”
……
The communication with Shen Nanyan was deadlocked, and there was no progress in the divorce, so Eleven finally decided to change the way.
She no longer contacted Shen Nanyan, nor would she meet again, but just sent Shen Nanyan a divorce agreement day after day.
Of course, there was never a response to the divorce agreement she sent, but Eleven didn't care.
She knew that one day, Shen Nanyan would agree.
When he thinks clearly about the sorrow of their marriage, and when he thinks clearly that divorce is the best choice for each other, he will sign the divorce agreement very happily.
During this time, she devoted herself to her studies, she took the IELTS test in early December, and finalized the school to study abroad at the end of December.
Prepare the documents and submit the application.
With He Yunsheng's help, all this went extremely smoothly, and a few days before the Spring Festival, Eleven successfully received a notice from the school that she was successfully admitted.
Ye Xingchen, who returned to the Ye family from Linda and learned that she had received the notice from the Hidden Country School, was overjoyed.
She just didn't announce to the world that her sister was going to study abroad.
In the face of her sister's joy, Eleven just smiled faintly.
Everything is developing towards a new situation, but there has been no response to the divorce agreements she sent to Shen Nanyan.
When Ye Xingchen learned about this, he suddenly became angry.
"How is he, Shen Nanyan, still unwilling to sign after so long?"
At that time, Eleven was sitting on the sofa reading a book, and when she heard this, she bent her eyebrows, and her tone was calm and indifferent: "Sister, he will always sign, let's just wait." ”
Ye Xingchen found that Eleven was surprisingly calm, and it seemed that Shen Nanyan couldn't make any waves in her heart about the divorce.
This was a good thing, but Ye Xingchen knew that this was wrong.
She took Eleven's hand, her tone and expression worried.
"Yiyi, if you are sad, you can tell me, don't hide all your emotions in your heart like this, okay?"
Eleven held the hand of the book and paused, she naturally knew what her sister said.
It has been two months since he proposed to divorce Shen Nanyan.
She went from insomnia at the beginning to sleeping for two or three hours a night.
From being full of Shen Nanyan in my head to now, I just think about it from time to time.
Although the process is difficult, there is progress in the end, so she has always believed that time can soothe her warm love and deep feelings for Shen Nanyan, even if it seems now, it may take a long, long time.
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"I'm fine, sister doesn't need to worry. After a pause, Eleven replied.
Ye Xingchen's eyes were gloomy: "One by one, Shen Nanyan has always been reluctant to divorce, have you ever thought about changing your decision at the beginning and having a good chat with him?"
Eleven tilted her head to look at Ye Xingchen, and there was some surprise that these words would come out of her mouth.
Ye Xingchen stretched out his hand and put it on her shoulder, and his words were full of distress: "I know you are uncomfortable, you have done everything perfectly, you have never needed me to worry about academic matters, but Shen Nanyan, you have loved him for so many years, the calmer you are, the more scared my sister is, I am afraid that it was a wrong decision to let you divorce Shen Nanyan in the first place." ”
Eleven wanted to say that he was not sad, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say a word.
My sister understands her, and she covers up a lot of things she says, and it doesn't play any role.
"Sister, my decision to divorce Shen Nanyan is the result of my careful consideration, and your suggestion is just a suggestion, not my final basis, don't have too much pressure. ”
"Really? But you haven't been able to get out like this, and my sister is really worried when she sees it. ”
"I'll come out one day, it's just a matter of time. She always believes that if she goes abroad, she may be completely fine.
Jiangcheng has a lot of memories of her and Shen Nanyan, big and small, which will always evoke her memories of the past.
If you go abroad, a completely unfamiliar place may be much better than now.
……
A few days before the Spring Festival, Eleven never went out, she stayed at home every day, cut videos, and write scripts.
On this day, Eleven was reading in the living room with the script, but the mobile phone rang without warning.
You don't see the concubine dancing
You don't see the concubines
You don't see the concubine, Yanran smiled and intoxicated
You don't see the concubine Cui red
You don't see the concubine crying and rippling
You don't see a wisp of green silk and sigh all your life
……
She picked up her phone on the table, and when she saw who the caller was, her mind tensed instantly.
After sorting out her emotions, she picked up the phone for a long time, and her voice was much softer.
"Grandpa. ”
"Little Eleven, what are you busy with?" The old man's kind and kind voice came from the phone, it was Shen Nanyan's grandfather, Shen Yanghui, the old man of the Shen family.
"I'm not busy with anything, I just read the script, and I don't do anything when I'm older. At this point, Eleven paused: "Is Grandpa back?"
"Well, I'm back. It's the Spring Festival soon, grandpa hasn't seen you for a long time, I want to see you, can you come to the old house at night?"
Eleven was a little hesitant, she had already made up her mind to divorce Shen Nanyan, and she didn't even reply to Shen Nanyan's phone messages and text messages, what would it look like to go to the old mansion now.
But......
Old man Shen has always been very good to her, and the old man did not forget to ask her about Shen Nanyan at any time when he was recuperating abroad.
Now that the old man has returned to China, she should visit anyway.
After some hesitation, Eleven finally agreed.
"Okay, I'll go over in the evening. ”
"Well, come with Nanyan. ”
Eleven's hand holding the phone didn't move, and Shen Lao didn't notice anything wrong on the other end, and hung up the phone after saying that he was waiting for them in the old mansion.
When Ye Xingchen came back, he saw Eleven sitting on the sofa alone and distracted.
She spoke as she walked over and sat down.
"What's wrong? Sitting here alone sullen. ”
Eleven crossed his hands on his lap, and his voice was soft: "Sister, when Grandpa Shen came back, he called me and said he wanted to see me." ”
"Want to meet you?"
"Well, he asked me to go with Shen Nanyan. ”
At the mention of Shen Nanyan, Ye Xingchen's face changed: "Why, he hasn't told his family about your current situation during this time?"
"Probably. ”
Ye Xingchen had anger in his eyes.
"Is he going to drag it all the time?"
Eleven didn't know, Shen Nanyan had a series of confusing behaviors, no matter what she did, he didn't agree to the divorce, she really didn't know what he was thinking in his heart.
"Then what should you do, do you want to go to the Shen family?"
Eleven nodded: "I promised Grandpa Shen, although I said that Shen Nanyan and I plan to divorce, but Grandpa Shen is Grandpa Shen, and he helped us when we were so difficult, I still think we should be grateful." ”
"Then you're going to call Shen Nanyan?"
Eleven changed her phone number, and she didn't really want to call Shen Nanyan at the moment.
"Sister, can you contact Shen Nanyan with your mobile phone? ”
Ye Xingchen knew that she didn't want to have too much to do with Shen Nanyan anymore, so she nodded: "Well, I'll call him." ”
……
Shen Group.
Conference room.
All the authorities held their breath, and the people who reported were even more cautious.
In the past two months, Shen Nanyan's mood has fluctuated a lot, and there is no smile on his face, and every week someone is punished vigorously for small mistakes.
So everyone speculated that Mr. Shen was in a bad mood.
As for the reason, there are many theories in the Shen Group, one of which is: Mo Tezhu's sudden resignation made Mr. Shen extremely unhappy, so in the past two months, Mr. Shen has been in an extremely angry situation.
At this moment, Shen Nanyan was sitting in the middle of the conference room, and the mobile phone on the desk suddenly vibrated without knowing whose it was.
Everyone took a closer look and found that this mobile phone belonged to Shen Nanyan.
No one moved, even the person who reported it slowed down.
Shen Nanyan lowered his eyes slightly, and when he saw clearly who the caller was, his eyes changed.
Then, under the gaze of a crowd, he picked up his mobile phone.
"Hey, sister. ”
"Shen Nanyan, your grandfather called Eleven and asked her to go see him, Eleven hesitated and agreed, she asked me to tell you, you will see you at the gate of the old mansion. ”
Ye Xingchen did not stop to relay Eleven's words.
"Going to the old mansion?"
"You understand me, I'll hang up. ”
Ye Xingchen paused for half a second, and the phone was cut off.
Shen Nanyan was distracted by the phone, no one knew how calm he was on the surface at this moment, but how turbulent his heart was.
It was the first time he had heard from Eleven two months ago since he had sent her back to school.
In the past two months, Eleven refused to meet him, changed his mobile phone number, and even deleted his WeChat, except for the divorce agreement that would not be absent every day, they had no contact.
She expressed her determination to divorce in such a neat and decisive way, as if the warm relationship that year was all his delusion.
He thought she was calm and indifferent, but she completely subverted his perception in this way.
He thought of her old problems.
- Nanyan, do you love me?
During these two months, he was thinking about this question and at the same time, he was also thinking, so does Eleven love him?
Is it because the year of getting along with her has not left a trace of influence in her heart, so she has no feelings for him? That's why she was so frank when she withdrew, did this relationship make her so sad?
There has been no news for two months, and when he heard her news from Ye Xingchen's words at this moment, he suddenly had a sense of peace of mind in his heart.
This kind of peace of mind came inexplicably, but he was happy, and he even wondered if she had thought it through and decided not to divorce.
……
On this day, all the senior management of the Shen family could clearly feel that the mood of their boss had changed, and the low pressure for several days had finally eased.
And to everyone's surprise, this workaholic actually left work early today.
The old house of the Shen family.
When Shen Nanyan arrived, eleven had already arrived.
He got out of the car, his eyes fell on that side, he hadn't seen him for two months, and for some reason, Shen Nanyan always felt that Eleven had lost weight.