Chapter 176: Heart Knot

Life always likes to play a joke with you inadvertently, kicking you when you are at your most beautiful, making you fall into the mud and fall from the clouds into the abyss.

And when you are most lost and desperate, it will often give you a ray of comfort, and you may be able to find the way to rise in the future in this glimmer of light.

Everything is unknowable.

Wan Chenxi never thought that she would have any intersection with Shangguan Qiuhan, the wealthy young master of the Shangguan Group and the president of the 'Promise', nor did she think that she would make the Lin family's Shaolin Jiawen favor her.

Even she feels like an ugly duckling living at the bottom, toiling every day for a living.

Maybe one day she will use her diligence and talent to create her own brilliance, but this is just a beautiful yearning, and complicated things have made her anxious.

The future was too far away, she didn't dare to think about it.

She just wants to find her biological parents as soon as possible and ask them why they abandoned her, if they have their own hardships, Wan Chenxi can understand it.

Seriously, she didn't hate her biological parents, but she wondered what was the reason why they could ruthlessly abandon their biological daughter and leave, leaving their young biological daughter wandering in a place where they were unaccompanied.

She also thanked God for letting her meet her adoptive parents, who let her know what is the warmth of home, what is the love of parents, and what is optimism to face life.

The adoptive parents gave her all the happiness, and a big reason for finding her biological parents was to fulfill the last wish of her adoptive parents, which was the only thing they were concerned about before the adoptive parents died, they could not continue to take care of Wan Chenxi, so they had to let Wan Chenxi return to her biological parents.

The feelings of the great parents seemed so touching at that moment, which was not only the confession of their last wishes, but also their love for Wan Chenxi.

Wan Chenxi's thoughts continued to extend into the distance, floating on the boundless dark plains, like a helpless little girl, drifting with the tide in the dark, just to find a glimmer of life.

"Since Shangguan Qiuhan, a big bastard, doesn't care about himself so much, why is he still staying here for a while, and is he still being ridiculed and teased?" Wan Chenxi thought secretly in her heart, and a determined look flashed in her eyes.

She was leaving, leaving this place that did not belong to her, she did not belong to this place from beginning to end, like a passerby, coming in a hurry, and leaving in a hurry.

Wan Chenxi is not a person who twists, since she has already made a decision, she doesn't want to continue to delay, a man of action is so decisive.

She wants to return to her original life, without Shangguan Qiuhan, without Lin Jiawen, and without the emotional entanglement between them.

The villa is very luxurious, so luxurious that it dazzles her, and everywhere reveals the atmosphere she likes, but after all, it is not what she can have.

"It's time to get back to your own life. Wan Chenxi sighed in a low voice, got up from the sofa, her little feet wrapped in gauze fell on the soft carpet, everything seemed so like a dream.

"Chenxi, why don't you lie down on the sofa, why don't you get up, the injury on your foot hasn't healed yet?" Shangguan Qiuhan came behind Wan Chenxi at some point.

"I'm fine, I've decided, I'm leaving the camp, thank you for taking care of me during this time. Wan Chenxi figured it out, let go of the knots in her heart, and no longer struggled with the emotional entanglement with Shangguan Qiuhan, leaving might be her choice.

"What, you're leaving?" Shangguan Qiuhan was shocked and asked eagerly.

"Yes, I'm leaving this place, I'm going to go back to my life, it's good here, I like it too, but it doesn't belong to me, my life should be part-time, part-time work, paying off debts, looking for biological parents, I shouldn't think about anything else. ”

Wan Chenxi sweetly evoked an arc, smiling like a flower, but at this moment it seemed so bleak.

"If you really like it, it's your home, it's all yours. Shangguan Qiuhan really couldn't figure out how Wan Chenxi could suddenly come up with the idea of leaving, wasn't it okay just now?

"Didn't I say that? It's not my life, my life shouldn't be like this. Wan Chenxi turned around and didn't look at Shangguan Qiuhan again, looking at Shangguan Qiuhan's concerned expression, she was reluctant in her heart.

"No, Dawn, this is your life, you shouldn't suffer, you shouldn't take on so many responsibilities that you can't bear in the first place, you should live happily and happily, instead of compromising on a heavy life. Shangguan Qiuhan said seriously.

He felt sorry for Wan Chenxi, he felt sorry for her who had suffered so much and suffered so many sins, but in the happiest time, she had to suffer a ruthless baptism of life, which may have sharpened her stubborn character, but at the same time, she also lost the ignorance of her original girl's youth.

Looking at such a young girl in her prime, but overwhelmed by the heavy reality, he still remembered that Wan Chenxi would be obsessed with a dollar, eager to break one piece into two pieces to spend, and be careful to settle for herself, but she was so generous to the children of the Sunflower Orphanage that it was jaw-dropping.

I'd rather be hungry than keep the children fed and clothed, compared to others, she has long been adopted, and she is not a member of the orphanage, but she always does things for the sake of the orphanage.

Some people may say that Wan Chenxi is stupid, she has left the orphanage, and she should say goodbye to the past and say goodbye to the orphanage completely.

But how can they understand Wan Chenxi's persistence and gratitude?

In the orphanage, she can feel the warmth of home and the warmth of family.

"I'm not unhappy, I'm very satisfied with my current life, and I haven't thought about changing anything, I'm just me, I won't be an outstanding girl in your eyes after all, I'm just an ordinary and ordinary girl, your wealthy young master's game, I'm like Chenxi, I can't afford to play, and I don't want to play. Wan Chenxi will carry the misunderstanding to the end.

Shangguan Qiuhan heard it in a fog, and he left for a while to take something, how could Wan Chenxi be like a different person, and what he said also made the second monk of his uncle puzzled.

"Wait, what kind of game of the young master of a wealthy family? Do you think I'm playing a game with you?" Shangguan Qiuhan asked, his eyes revealing incredible incomprehension.

"Isn't it the way of you people to try all kinds of ways to please you when you feel fresh and curious, and discard it when you are bored and bored?"

Wan Chenxi glanced at Shangguan Qiuhan mockingly, and said secretly in her heart: Pretend, continue to pretend, and still want to continue to deceive this little master, do you think that this little master really doesn't know your little Jiujiu? It's ridiculous, I have already seen through you, and I pretend to be quite similar, but unfortunately, this little master is not in the mood to continue to play this boring game with you.

"Chenxi, I think you really misunderstood me, although we haven't known each other for a long time, it's not short, do you think I've been playing emotional games with you all along?" Shangguan Qiuhan asked again.

"Don't hide it, why do you have to pretend to be innocent in front of me so hypocritically? I really don't have time to continue such a senseless entanglement with you, I still have a lot to do, I'm very busy. Wan Chenxi never looked back at Shangguan Qiuhan, lest once she turned back, she would relented and listened to Shangguan Qiuhan's words.

In Wan Chenxi's heart, there has always been a knot, although the previous cranky thoughts found an excuse for her knot to leave, but how can the knot be so easy to untie.

is like a fish bone in her throat, making her uncomfortable but helpless, she can only choose to escape, not daring to face her true heart.

Wan Chenxi fell down from the fence of the corridor of the building on the west side, and the moment Shangguan Qiuhan grabbed her hand, Wan Chenxi completely opened her heart to Shangguan Qiuhan, otherwise she would not have behaved in front of Shangguan Qiuhan's well-behaved little girl.

The image of Shangguan Qiuhan in his heart has been quietly changing, from the extreme dislike of Shangguan Qiuhan at the beginning, speaking ill of each other, and wantonly reprimanding him with disdain, as he has spent a long time with Shangguan Qiuhan, his views on him have become diversified.

Strange men, stinky hooligans, and big perverts are all Wan Chenxi's names for Shangguan Qiuhan, but the most common one is the big bastard.

The big bastard is both an expression of dissatisfaction and disgust, and a hint of coquettishness.

At first, Wan Chenxi really hated Shangguan Qiuhan, thinking that Shangguan Qiuhan was no different from other rich boys, they were all playboys who had nothing to do, and they were always lingering in Fengyue places.

Especially when Wan Chenxi was fired by the boss after sending the durian king to Shangguan Qiuhan, she was even more disgusted with Shangguan Qiuhan to the extreme, misunderstanding that Shangguan Qiuhan was taking revenge on herself, and after a series of misunderstandings, Shangguan Qiuhan was gradually listed as a high-risk creature, and the level was directly set to the highest level.

But then Shangguan Qiuhan didn't do anything bad to her, but many times when Wan Chenxi encountered danger, it was Shangguan Qiuhan who stepped forward and reached out to her, refusing to admit it, but in his heart he was very grateful to Shangguan Qiuhan.

Shangguan Qiuhan is always against her, and she can't hear a few good words in her mouth, Wan Chenxi may have regarded Shangguan Qiuhan as a friend a long time ago, and Lin Jiawen's appearance stimulated Shangguan Qiuhan, making Shangguan Qiuhan completely understand his heart, and he was also quite dissatisfied with Wan Chenxi's contact with Lin Jiawen.

The way to express dissatisfaction was simple and rude, either cold-eyed or wanted to use thunderous means to make Lin Jiawen leave, but in Wan Chenxi's eyes, Shangguan Qiuhan was simply unreasonable, but instead made himself scarred.

Shangguan Qiuhan feels like a roller coaster to Wan Chenxi, one moment it can be so good to you that girls all over the world are envious, jealous and hateful, but it will be cold and make you feel indifferent to the living.

Two-faced personality is not enough to describe Shangguan Qiuhan's emotional changes, but she never realized that she was the key to Shangguan Qiuhan's emotional recurrence, and she was still stupid and ignorant.

The heart knot was born at that time, Wan Chenxi couldn't see through Shangguan Qiuhan, she didn't know which side of him was true and which side was false, she didn't dare to believe Shangguan Qiuhan easily, and she didn't want to leave Shangguan Qiuhan's side, this was a very strange feeling, Wan Chenxi held it in her heart and had nowhere to tell.

It is with such a knot that Wan Chenxi is always a little repulsed inexplicably when Shangguan Qiuhan treats her well, she is afraid that she will get used to Shangguan Qiuhan's kindness to her.

But in the rejection, he wanted Shangguan Qiuhan to continue to be good to him, but when he always wanted to change his opinion of Shangguan Qiuhan, some of Shangguan Qiuhan's behaviors made Wan Chenxi suffer from gains and losses.

Wan Chenxi, who has always advertised that the little lord of Dawn is a Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten, has always hovered on the verge of "death", rich in emotion but suppressed in her heart, the prince charming in the girl's fantasy is the image of Lin Jiawen, but the person in her heart suddenly appeared with Shangguan Qiuhan's voice and smile.

She wanted to leave the small villa arranged for her by Shangguan Qiuhan, because she was worried that she would fall deeper and deeper, and she was also afraid that she would be injured.

This is also why Shangguan Qiuhan was able to give her a sense of security at a critical time, but Wan Chenxi's psychological shadow was deeply planted from the moment she was abandoned by her mother when she was a child, and as she slowly grew up day by day, she gradually grew into a towering tree.

If it weren't for the careful care of Director He of the orphanage, and later adopted by Wan's father and mother, who gave her a warm family, she would have collapsed a long time ago, and the shadow of her psychology was suppressed in a corner of her heart to a certain extent, but not completely eliminated.