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"The Virgin Mary, Mother of God, purify the souls of us sinners, now, and when we die. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info“
Despite the sadness and tears that clumsy was at this time, she still deeply appreciated all the quiet peace of the usual moment.
Part of the disappointment and fear of tomorrow experienced during the day immediately vanished, leaving a sense of hope.
But this comfort was not brought by her heart that had risen to God's side.
Because for her, religion is just lip service.
She was comforted by the serene face of her mother as she looked up to the Holy See of God and his saints and angels, praying for blessings for her loved ones.
When Anne spoke to God, she was convinced that God must have heard.
When Anne finished praying, it was Payne's turn.
He often couldn't find the rosary at such times, so he had to secretly count the number of times he prayed along his fingers.
As he was humming, his stupid mind drifted away, and he couldn't control it.
She knew that her conscience should be checked.
Anne taught her that at the end of each day she must thoroughly examine her conscience, confess all her mistakes, and ask God for forgiveness and strength to never repeat them.
But Clumsy only checks her mind.
She rested her head on her folded hands so that her mother could not see her face, and her mind ran back to Mengjiao sadly.
When he really loves her stupidity, how can he plan to marry weak?
Besides, he knew how much she loved him, how could he break her heart on purpose?
Then, a new thought suddenly passed through her mind like a comet.
"Why, Mengjiao doesn't know that I love him!"
The sudden thought almost shook her to the point of gasping for breath.
Her mind was motionless and silent, as if paralyzed.
It took a while to continue running.
"How could he know?
I often pretend to be so reserved, so dignified, so alike in front of him, that he may think that I don't take him seriously at all, and only treat my work as a friend.
Yes, that's why he never spoke!
He felt that he loved and had no hope, and that's why he seemed like that-"
Her train of thought quickly returned to several times before, when she noticed that he was looking at her with a strange attitude.
The cyan eyes, which were the best at hiding thoughts, were wide open and undisguised, and they were full of a look of pain and despair.
"His heart was broken, because he thought I was in love with a brainless or daydreamer or a cuttlefish.
Perhaps he thought that if he could not get me, he would marry the weak and make his family happy.
But if he knew I loved him—"
Her easily changeable mood soared from the abyss of depression to the clouds of happiness.
This is the explanation for Mengjiao's silence and strange behavior.
Just because he doesn't understand!
Her vanity came to her aid in the belief she longed for, and it became a true story.
If he knew she loved him, he would rush to her. She's just-
"Nah!" she thought with pleasure, twisting her fingers around her drooping forehead.
"Look how stupid I am, I never thought of this! I've got to find a way to let him know.
If he had known that I loved him, he wouldn't have married the weak!
How could he?"
Then she suddenly realized that Payne's prayer was over, and her mother's eyes were fixed on her.
She hastened to begin her ten-fold prayer, mechanically following the rosary in her hand, but there was a deep passion in her voice, which drew the godmother of Wujiao to stare at her carefully.
After she had finished praying, the golden pupil and the firebird followed the rules, and her heart was still racing forward on that tempting new line of thought.
Even now, it's not too late!
In this blessed land of Linglu, the so-called humiliating elopement is all too common.
At that time, one or the other party has actually stood on the wedding stage with a third person.
What's more, Mengjiao's engagement hasn't even been announced?
Yes, there's still time!
Assuming that there is no love between Mengjiao and Weak, but only a promise made a long time ago, then why can't he break that promise and marry her?
He would have done it, if he knew she loved him stupidly.
She had to think about letting know.
She's got to figure out a way!
And then—Stupid suddenly woke up from a happy dream, and she was negligent and did not answer, and her mother was looking at her with reproachful eyes.
As she rejoined the ritual, she opened her eyes and quickly looked around at the kneeling figures, the soft light.
The dark shadows of the glow-in-the-dark people swaying, and even the familiar furniture that seemed annoying to her an hour ago.
All of a sudden, it's painted with her own emotional colors, and the whole room looks lovely again!
She will never forget this moment and this sight!
"The Most Faithful of Mary," the mother chanted.
Now that the Virgin was recited, Anne praised the virtues of the Virgin in a soft bass, and replied in a clumsy voice:
"Cleanse our souls!"
For Ben, since childhood, this moment has been more of reverence for Anne than for the Virgin.
Although this smacks of sacredness, Clumsy closed his eyes often saw Anne's upturned face, rather than the face of the Virgin, which was repeatedly mentioned in ancient eulogies.
"The center of wisdom", "the health of the sick", "the shelter of sinners", "the magic lily" - these words are beautiful because they are Anne's character.
Tonight, however, because of her own high spirits, Clumsy found that there was a sublime beauty in the whispered words and muffled consents throughout the ritual that she had never experienced.
So her heart rose to God's side.
And she is sincerely grateful for the path that has been opened for her feet—a path out of pain and straight into the arms of Mengjiao.
After saying the last "Amen", everyone stood up a little stiffly, and the godmother of Wujiao was still pulled up by Ah Shui and Ah Yue.
Bebe took a long paper twist from the stove, lit it on the lamp, and walked into the hall.
On the opposite side of the spiral staircase lay a walnut crystal cupboard, which was a little too large in the dining room, with a few lamps and a long row of holy candles on top of the wide cabinet.
Bei Beijiao lit a lamp and three holy candles, and then led the group upstairs with a solemn expression as a first-class attendant in the emperor's dormitory according to the solemn expression of the emperor and the empress entering the bedroom.
Anne followed him by Penn's arm, and the girls went upstairs with their candlesticks.
Clumsy walked into his room, placed the candlestick on the high chest of drawers, and fumbled in the glow-in-the-dark closet for the dance dress that needed to be modified.
She put her clothes on her arms and crept through the hall.
The door to her parents' bedroom was ajar, and she was about to knock on it, when she heard Anne's low, serious voice.
"Mr. Payne, you're going to have to get rid of Gollum the bug. As soon as Payne heard this, he had a seizure,
"Then where do I go to find an overseer who doesn't follow me?"
"He must be fired immediately, tomorrow morning.
The big stupid cow is a good foreman, and he can be replaced for a while until a new overseer is found. ”
"Naha!" Penn exclaimed, "I realized that this baby Gollum gave birth—"
"He must be fired. ”
"So he's the father of the little flea's baby," thought Clumsy to himself.
"Well, okay.
A Southerner and a nasty girl with insect spirits, what good can they do?"
After a slight pause to let Payne's spittle disappear, Clumsy knocked on the door and went in, handing the clothes to his mother.
By the time Clumsy had taken off her clothes and blown out the candle, the plan she was going to carry out tomorrow had been very well arranged.
The plan was simple, because she had Payne's deliberate spirit of pursuit, focusing on that goal and thinking only about the most immediate steps she could take to reach it.
First, she had to pretend to be "arrogant" as Payne had instructed, and from the moment she arrived at the village of the "Twelve Spirit Trees", she had to put on her happiest and most bold nature.
No one would have thought that she had ever been depressed because of dreams and weak things.
She's going to flirt with every man in that blessed land.
This will make Mengjiao unbearable, but she will love her more and more.
She will not let go of a man of marriage age, from the old money pot of the golden beard, who is the crush of the golden pupil, to the shy and blushing angry bag, that is, the weak brother.
They would gather around her like bees surrounding the hive, and Mengjiao would definitely be attracted to run from the weak side and join the circle that worshiped her.
Then, of course, she had to play tricks and leave the gang as if she were alone, and stay alone with her for a few minutes.
She hoped that everything would go that way, or it would be difficult.
However, if Mengjiao didn't act first, then she would have to do it herself.
When they were finally alone, he remembered the other men huddled around her, and of course he felt deeply that each of them really wanted her, so he would show that sad and desperate look.
Then she would tell him to discover that, in spite of all the adoration of so many people, she liked him alone in the world, and that he would be happy again.
As long as she admits this coquettishly and implicitly, she will appear to be worth a hundred times more and be more valued. Of course, she had to do this with a very noble attitude.
She wouldn't even dream of telling him openly that she loved him - it was absolutely impossible!
However, what kind of attitude to use to tell him that this is just a trivial matter, and there is no need to worry too much about it.
She didn't know how many of these scenes she had dealt with before, but now she would have to do it again.
Lying on the bed, her whole body was bathed in the hazy moonlight, and she was thinking about the whole picture.
She seemed to see the look of surprise and joy on his face when he realized that he really loved him, and as if she heard what he was going to say when she proposed.
Naturally, she had to say that since a man was already engaged to another girl, she could not talk about marrying him at all.
But he would insist, and in the end she had to convince herself.
So they decided to flee to the Garden of Light that afternoon, and—lo and behold, she might already be a Nightmare by this time tomorrow night!
At this time, she simply turned over and sat up, clasped her knees with her hands, and blindly imagined that for a while, she would be like a dream Jiao?
Then, a chill swept over her heart.
What if things don't go this way? What if Mengjiao doesn't beg her to run away with her?
"Now I don't think about it," she said firmly.
"If I think about it now, it's going to overturn my whole plan.
There's no reason why things shouldn't go the way I want them to go - if he loves me. And I know he loves me!"
She lifted her chin, her dull, glow-in-the-dark eyes glinting in the moonlight.
Anne had never told her that Wish and Seri were two different things.
Life has not taught her, and those who are quick to step are not necessarily the first.
She lay in the silvery moonlight and with high courage, she imagined her plan.
The plan came from a 16-year-old girl who was so accustomed to her life that she thought there could be no failure, and that a new dress and a clear face as a weapon could crush fate!
Ten o'clock in the morning.
It was a warm April day, and the golden sunlight shone through the sky-blue curtains of the wide windows into the clumsy room, making the cream-colored walls sparkle and the mahogany crystal furniture glowed as deep red as grape fairy dew.
The floor was also as dazzling as glass, so that even the places along the old carpet were sprinkled with cyan light.
There is already a bit of summer in the air, the demon spirit is coming in early summer, and the climax of spring is reluctant to give way to the hotter climate.
A soft warmth filled the room, filled with flowers, freshly drawn spirit tree crystals, and the scent of warm, freshly turned red earth.
From the window, you can see along the stone lane and two rows of impatiens and a clump of golden jasmine draped all over the ground like flower skirts.
The mimic bird and the na-bird fought again for a camellia under her window, and there they fought their beaks, and the voice of the na-bird was sharp and high-spirited, while the mimic bird was delicate and poignant.
Such a bright morning often leads Clumsy to the window, leaning on the lattice to enjoy the flowers and birds of the Eros Kiss Sacred Valley Field.
But this morning she had no time to admire the rising sun and blue sky, and only one thought rushed through her mind:
"Thank God, it didn't rain. “
In a box on her bed was an apple-green silk dance dress with light blue trim, folded neatly like a godmother.
This was going to be taken to the "Twelve Spirit Trees" village and worn when the dance party opened, but when Clumsy saw it, he couldn't help but shrug his shoulders.
If her plan succeeds, she won't need to wear this dress tonight.
Before the dance began, she and Mengjiao had already set off to the Garden of Eden of the Holy Light to get married.
This is the trouble now - what clothes does she wear to the picnic?
What kind of clothes make her slender figure more moving and the most captivating to Mengjiao?
Since seven o'clock she had been trying on clothes, trying one and losing the other, and at the moment purple and annoyed, standing there in her trimmed baggy panties, tight cloth jacket and three wavy trimmed petticoats. (To be continued.) )