Chapter 36: Helplessness or difficulty
Eleven had been taking care of Ye Xingchen, and the latter couldn't help but laugh when he saw this.
"Yiyi, I just hurt my foot, my hand is fine, you can eat yours yourself, you don't need to take care of it. ”
Although Ye Xingchen said this, Eleven was still as meticulous as before.
"Sister, you rarely need me to take care of you once, I have to behave well. ”
Her voice was soft, but there was a lot of caution in it.
Having said this, Ye Xingchen couldn't talk about her.
So there was a very delicate scene at the dining table, Eleven took care of Ye Xingchen, and Shen Nanyan took care of Eleven.
Ye Xingchen set his eyes on the two of them several times, and did not speak, just smiled faintly.
Meal.
Eleven followed the maid to the kitchen to get fruit
Shen Nanyan chatted with Ye Xingchen about the company.
"Sister, I'm sorry for the previous incident, I didn't know that Mo Xiaojing would be involved in the affairs of the Mo Group. ”
Ye Xingchen was in a wheelchair, although she was injured and had difficulty moving, she was still calm in front of Shen Nanyan.
At this moment, listening to Shen Nanyan say sorry, she smiled.
"I don't need to say sorry, the mall is like a battlefield, blame me for not being able enough. ”
"If I had found out earlier, we wouldn't be where we are now. ”
Ye Xingchen disagreed: "Whether you find it or not, it doesn't make much difference, since I run the Ye family, there are some difficulties, so I have to spend it myself." ”
Shen Nanyan's thin lips pursed lightly and remained silent for a few seconds.
"I promised Eleven that I would help you through this difficult time, and when you are well, I will fulfill my promise. ”
Ye Xingchen raised his hand and slowly opened his lips: "Thank you for your kindness, but you don't have to." ”
Her refusal was so obvious that Shen Nanyan couldn't get off the stage for a moment, but it was only for a moment.
"I said yes and I'll do it. ”
Ye Xingchen seemed to smile: "You promise one by one, one by one...... Did you really make such a request?"
Shen Nanyan's eyes deepened, Eleven really didn't say it from the beginning, even when she was most angry, she never told him that she wanted him to help Ye Xingchen solve this matter.
Shen Nanyan's silence could be regarded as an answer to Ye Xingchen.
Her red lips opened slightly, and her words were meaningful.
"Shen Nanyan, after all, you have never seriously understood my sister. ”
"We are husband and wife, we have a long life, I don't know her now, and there will always be a day when we will understand. ”
Ye Xingchen shook his head slowly: "You have known each other for many years, and you have always been like that to her, Shen Nanyan, you still haven't bothered to it." ”
Shen Nanyan's eyes deepened: "Sister said these words because of this incident?"
Ye Xingchen smiled lightly: "What do you think?"
"If yes, then I can understand, after all, it was my fault this time. ”
"But if I say no, if I say I had a certain opinion about you from the beginning, what would you say?"
Shen Nanyan stared at Ye Xingchen for a moment, as if she wanted to hear something else from what she had just said.
But Ye Xingchen had no intention of continuing.
Over there, Eleven was already walking towards them with fruit.
When he got closer, Eleven realized that the atmosphere between his sister and Shen Nanyan seemed to be a little delicate.
Thinking of her sister's dissatisfaction with Shen Nanyan after her words, she must have had an unpleasant chat just now.
She didn't ask anything, put down the fruit, and had a shallow smile on her face: "Sister, eat some fruit." ”
Ye Xingchen responded with a smile: "Well, okay." ”
The sisters chatted for a long time, but Shen Nanyan didn't speak, just sat on the side and accompanied them.
The time came to 10 o'clock in the evening, and Eleven still didn't say a word to go back to Clear Water Bay.
Even Ye Xingchen realized that something was wrong at this time.
But she didn't mention it on the surface.
Her sister, a heart has been on Shen Nanyan for many years, and she has seen all the grievances in her eyes.
Now, she has a faint tendency to open her mind, and she naturally hopes that she will think clearly and see clearly.
It doesn't make sense, she is so distressed, and her sister, who tries everything she wants to protect, is completely wronged by her.
Shen Nanyan didn't say anything at first, until Eleven arranged for a maid to prepare a room for her.
His face was dark, and he looked at Eleven fixedly.
"It's time for us to go back. ”
Eleven looked up, her gaze falling on him.
Half-ringing, her tone was calm and her attitude was calm.
"I'm not going back. ”
"I'm not going back. Shen Nanyan repeated her words.
"Well, I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you, my sister is like this, I don't feel at ease when I go back, so I will stay here and take care of it, you go back quickly, you have to go to work tomorrow." ”
She was thinking about herself in every word, as if if he forced her to go back again, it would be his own wrong.
"You go back with me, and I'll send you tomorrow morning." ”
Eleven raised a smile: "No need, the trouble of going back and forth, you have a lot of things, so you don't need it." ”
Shen Nanyan fell silent, he looked at Ye Xingchen, but Ye Xingchen didn't say a word, just looked at them with a smile.
In the end, Shen Nanyan still compromised.
There is no way to take Eleven.
"Okay, then I'll come back tomorrow morning. ”
Eleven mumbled.
Shen Nanyan asked at this time: "You send me to the door." ”
It's not an excessive request, in order not to let Shen Nanyan see anything, Eleven still agreed.
At the door of Ye's house, Shen Nanyan held eleven hands strongly and did not let go.
He asked again and again, "Are you angry?"
After Eleven struggled to no avail, he simply followed him.
"Nope. "She just figured things out.
Anger is not suitable to appear between her and Shen Nanyan.
Such words are too intimate, and she and Shen Nanyan are inseparable.
"Then why don't you come home with me?"
"Sister, this is also my home, and it doesn't seem strange that I stay here. ”
"But as I said, I'll send you early tomorrow morning. ”
"There's no need. ”
Shen Nanyan lowered his voice, as if he was trying his best to suppress his anger.
"How is it not necessary, you are my wife. ”
Wife?
Eleven's heart was bitter because of this word, but his tone was still so calm.
"It's a wife, yes, I'm still your wife. ”
The unclear sentence made Shen Nanyan's brows furrow deeper.
He tried to keep his tone soft.
"I know you're uncomfortable this time, but I'm already making amends, why do you have to do this?"
"What am I like?" Eleven finally asked.
Her eyes were serene and seemed to be unfazed, but in fact they were getting colder and colder.
"Do you mean to use the rights of the Shen Group to help my sister? Tell everyone that my sister's company has your protection?"
Shen Nanyan didn't speak, Eleven at this moment was different from usual, she seemed to be very angry, but her tone was indifferent.
"No need, how my sister goes, whether she can survive it is her fate and the fate of the company, you better not interfere. ”
After a long time, Eleven spoke slowly.
In fact, what she originally wanted to say was that if she intervened, wouldn't Wen Wanrong have to find her again, saying that she didn't think about the Shen family or Shen Nanyan.
But after thinking about it, I felt that there was no need to take Wen Wanrong out at this time.
She has a lot of problems with Shen Nanyan, not just Wen Wanrong.
It was almost not much different from Ye Xingchen's refusal in the living room just now.
Shen Nanyan only felt a headache.
He found that as Ye Xingchen said, he didn't understand Eleven's thoughts at all.
"So what do you want me to do so that you don't get angry?"
Eleven lowered his head and raised his gaze, and his gaze fell on Shen Nanyan.
The man's face was faintly tired, his good-looking brows were furrowed, and his expression showed obvious helplessness.
Eleven watched it for a long time, but in the end he still relented.
In the end, it was the person she loved, the man who saved her and gave her the light of life.
Pursing her lips, she said softly: "I'm really not angry, don't think about it, I just want to accompany my sister here, I will go back tomorrow." ”
Even if it really happened, she would go back and talk to him.
Shen Nanyan just doesn't love her, in fact, there is not too much wrong, she has no reason to complain about him.
Shen Nanyan's thin lips pursed into a line, and after being quiet for a long time, he suddenly pulled her into his arms.
"Eleven, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning, and you stay here obediently. ”
Eleven couldn't help but chuckle: "Well, I know, you can go." ”
Shen Nanyan paused for a long time before taking a step to leave.
Eleven stood in place for a long time, and she didn't turn back until Ye Xingchen's voice came from behind her.
"If you really can't bear it, you can go back with him. ”
Eleven turned around, Ye Xingchen came to the door in a wheelchair with the help of the servant.
She walked over slowly, and the maid left with interest, she pushed Ye Xingchen's wheelchair, and her voice was neither heavy nor light.
"Why did my sister come out. ”
"I see you haven't been in for a long time, thinking something has happened. ”
Eleven smiled and went back to the house with her: "I just said a few more words to her, it's nothing." ”
Ye Xingchen patted the back of her hand and motioned for her to stop.
"Tell my sister why you want to stay, have you figured it out?"
Figured it out?
Eleven naturally understood what she was talking about.
"Almost. She replied, her voice soft.
Ye Xingchen turned his head to look at her, was silent for a while, and then asked, "Have you decided to divorce?"
"Hmm. ”
Ye Xingchen didn't speak.
Eleven thought for a while and said: "Although I decided to divorce, it is not a matter of a while, the people in his family, and the meaning of this marriage itself, I want to let him know slowly, little by little." ”
Ye Xingchen didn't know what to say, until now, Eleven still thought about Shen Nanyan, she still really loved that man.
Was a divorce really what she wanted?
"Yiyi, is it really what you want to divorce Shen Nanyan? You decided so hastily, is there also a reason for me. ”
At this juncture, it didn't make sense for Ye Xingchen to think so, but Eleven shook his head lightly under her gaze.
"Sister, for so long, I've been thinking about what our marriage is. ”
"Do you figure it out?"
"In the past, I always felt that I was very happy to marry him, and I have always been careful to manage our marriage, and then later, after the disappointment accumulated again and again, I seem to really understand something. I didn't think anything about it before, but now, maybe I'm older, maybe I'm more mature, and I start to think about it, whether I'm with him to this point, whether it's helpless or difficult, in fact, it's the result of my being too stubborn. ”
Ye Xingchen looked at her with a complicated expression.
Her sister said these most heart-piercing words in the calmest of words.
If it was before, Ye Xingchen still felt that Eleven was thinking of divorce because of Shen Nanyan's behavior this time, but no.
Such profound words don't seem to be much, but the details are exquisite, how many grievances her sister has suffered to get to this point.
"I'm sorry, Yiyi, I thought I could give you a refuge, but now, I have made you suffer so many grievances. ”
Eleven lowered his eyes to look at the hands that were tightly held by Ye Xingchen, and smiled lightly.
"My sister thought about it a lot, and I didn't feel wronged. ”
"How can you not be wronged, Shen Nanyan, this man, I really believed his original nonsense, saying that I can take good care of you. ”
Ye Xingchen raised his voice as soon as he became angry.
Eleven explained anxiously: "Sister, he didn't lie to you, he was really good to me." ”
"It's good to you, why would you want to divorce him?"
"Sister, what can I tell you, except that he doesn't love me, he is really good to me. ”
Eating and wearing, treating each other warmly, everything is good.
Ye Xingchen didn't speak.
Eleven continued.
"Sister, he doesn't love me, in fact, there is no real fault in saying it, with the truth that my sister told me before, I am not RMB, I have my bad, I am not good, there is no reason why I like him, I must also like me. ”
Ye Xingchen found that not only did Shen Nanyan not understand her sister, but she also seemed to understand something.
"I thought you decided to divorce because you complained about him. ”
Eleven laughed faintly.
"How can I really complain about him, whether he loves me or not, it's his right, I may have had some small emotions, some small entanglements, but it's definitely not a grudge. I and him, never rely on love to maintain a relationship, even if he doesn't love me, I still can't erase the fact that he saved me in the first place, in fact, many times that moment has decided a lot, I may not have a grudge against him in my life. ”
Ye Xingchen didn't seem to understand.
"I won't complain, I won't hate, but I'll be disappointed, right? ”
Eleven thought about it seriously and felt that my sister's analysis was very good.
"There's still a limit to what I'm disappointed about. Her tone was abrupt, but there was no trace of regret.
Ye Xingchen suddenly understood that Eleven really wanted to divorce this time.
She asked as Eleven pushed her back to the bedroom.
"Then how do you get it, Shen Nanyan is there, do you need me to come forward?"
Eleven let go of the wheelchair and squatted down in front of Ye Xingchen, her eyes full of smiles.
"Sister, I've grown up, and I can handle a lot of things, so please trust me, okay?"
No matter the joys and sorrows, she has to accept it slowly.
……
Following.
Eleven got up early, gave Ye Xingchen a breakfast, and put the precautions he asked from the doctor on the table in the living room.
Do all this, Shen Nanyan's car just arrived at the door.
Eleven didn't disturb Ye Xingchen, who was still asleep, and only asked the maid to tell her that she would come to see her again in a few days.
Walking out of the living room and standing at the door, Eleven saw Shen Nanyan from a distance.
The man is dressed in white and in a black shirt, still the same as in his memory.
Low-key clothing, but exuding a noble atmosphere from beginning to end.
It turns out that it is really an innate elegant temperament.
It's just that such an excellent person will soon not be hers.
Thinking of this, Eleven's heart froze.
Her?
Also.
At least, she married him for a year, and at least, for a year, he was indeed hers.
At this moment, Shen Nanyan had already walked in front of her.
"Good morning. He took her hand very naturally.
Eleven didn't break free either.
A smile appeared on the face of the non-powdered delicacy: "Come so early, why don't you sleep for a while." ”
"I can't sleep well when you're not with me. ”
A very affectionate sentence, Eleven paused.
Shen Nanyan also seemed to find that that was a little inappropriate.
"Maybe I'm used to it. He added.
Eleven smiled unabated: "Well, this habit is not good, you have to change." ”
If they divorce in the future, wouldn't it be very bad that he still has such a habit.
Shen Nanyan didn't notice the strangeness in her words, and said softly: "No." ”
Eleven smiled and didn't say much.
"Alright, let's go. ”
If you don't go to the crew for more than eleven days, it's time to pass a few times.
So when Shen Nanyan was about to take her to the company, she refused without thinking about it.
"I haven't been to the crew for a long time, so it's time to go, you might as well send me to the crew. ”
Shen Nanyan was driving the car, but when she heard this, she couldn't help but look at her sideways.
"Do you have to go to the crew?"
"Although it's not a very formal job, since you choose to intern here, you should also have a beginning and an end, and be a person in charge." ”
Shen Nanyan thought about it, and it was the same reason.
"Okay, then I'll send you to the company and pick you up in the evening. ”
……
Cast. At the end of the day's shooting, Eleven was called to the dressing room by Mu Rong.
I haven't seen her for many days, and Mu Rong has more words to her.
"What have you been doing all this time, why haven't you been here for so many days? ”
Eleven took a chair and sat on the side to watch Mu Rong remove her makeup.
She said slowly, still not mentioning Shen Nanyan.
"It's nothing, just my sister fell, and I took care of her. ”
"Your sister fell? ”
Facing Mu Rong's worries, Eleven smiled and thanked.
"It's okay now, it won't take long to recover after a good recuperation. ”
"That's good. ”
Eleven nodded.
This is the reason why she is comfortable with Mu Rong, Mu Rong never asks her anything that makes her embarrassed, she has always been so measured.
A lot of the topics are just a matter of pointing.
It made her feel very comfortable and good.