Every time he encounters wildflowers in a desperate situation, even if he encounters a panicked situation, Qiao Nan can calm down. He knew that it was her who came to his side, and used her Hui Lan heart to accompany him through difficulties again and again.

Qiao Nan gently plucked the flower and put it in his breast pocket, because it was closest to his heart. He didn't see it at all, and his comrades all looked at him in amazement.

After hiding the wildflowers, he calmly thought about his tactics. He rejected his comrades-in-arms' suggestion to use tear gas: "If we use tear gas, we can quickly force the terrorists to appear." But if the hostage has asthma or other respiratory ailments, can you be sure that he's safe?"

In the end, Qiao Nan still let the snipers occupy the high ground and provide them with information, and they were responsible for searching on the ground. In radio communications, he calmly gave orders - no more killings, to catch them alive, he was going to exchange hostages. This time, he no longer sees the Blues as imaginary enemies, but as real enemies. In the process of exchanging hostages, the snipers hiding in high places quickly killed the terrorists and ensured the safety of the hostages; only after covering the evacuation of the hostages did the red side use tear gas canisters to choke the blue side in a state of embarrassment and annihilate them in one fell swoop.

The operation took less than half an hour, and the hostages were safely evacuated without a single casualty on the red side, which was perfect. Qiao Nan's team acted quickly and cooperated tacitly, the commander was bold and calm, and the directors in charge of the drill were also quite pleased. But instead of praising it too much, they calmly said, "Take it easy, after all, it's just a drill, don't be too the Blues."

Just a few hours ago, Qiao Nan felt like he was worthless, but now he finally came back to life. When he was scolded, he also wanted to defend himself a few words - he had just graduated and had no command experience; he was not used to fighting in this kind of plateau environment for the first time; he was not familiar with the characteristics of everyone when he ran in with this team for the first time......

There were a lot of reasons to come up with, but when he thought about it, there was no room for explanation on the battlefield. If war breaks out tomorrow, even if they have no experience, they have to go to war, will the enemy's bullets let them? No. There is no reason for any failure, you can only find the reason from yourself.

A certain brigade has a long-term plan for recruiting students like Qiao Nan and Zhao Yu, not only to train them to be the best individual soldiers, but also to train them to be excellent special operations commanders. In this way, Qiao Nan's burden is heavier. His life is very important, but the lives of his comrades are even more important, and he secretly made up his mind that he could not let a comrade-in-arms die. Therefore, he has to become stronger, and he fully accepts the criticism of the leadership.

After all, his sister told him a long time ago that if a person is always praised as "good", then the person will never improve. Qiao Nan thanked his sister for teaching him these truths, so that he could face the setbacks in life calmly. And this rationality of his has won him more appreciation.

After the exercise, he took off his helmet and combat gloves and rested on a small dirt slope. He pulled out the little wildflower hidden in his chest and laughed foolishly. The comrades-in-arms looked at him like fools, and Xiao Liu couldn't help but ask, "Captain, this ...... What's there to see?"

Qiao Nan smiled: "You don't understand! Although this is just a small wildflower, in my eyes, it is even more beautiful than a rose!"

The comrades-in-arms looked at each other, not knowing what he was crazy about. Moreover, he has gone crazy like this more than once.

After returning to the station, he ushered in a short vacation, and the enthusiastic instructor asked him to go out on a blind date, saying that the girl's parents were in the logistics department of the army, the family conditions were very good, and she was a daughter, and the baby was very good. The girl had just graduated from university and was working as a teacher in an elementary school with a stable job. Originally, there were many people who came to the door to propose marriage, but after this girl saw Qiao Nan's photo, she was determined to meet him.

Qiao Nan was very dissatisfied: "Comrade instructor, isn't my photo a military secret, how can I show it to others casually? You have forgotten the principle of confidentiality?"

"Anyway, her family is also in the army compound, which is considered an insider. The instructor said bitterly: "Qiao Nan, this girl is really good, don't miss it!"

So Qiao Nan changed into long-lost casual clothes, and Zhao Yu also lent him his sunglasses. When Qiao Nan saw himself in the mirror, he felt like a blind man, and he refused to wear anything anymore, and was chased by Zhao Yu and scolded "Tu Baozi".

When Qiao Nan walked out of the station, Ergouzi stood up and wagged his tail at him very attentively, expecting Chief Qiao to play with him. As a result, Qiao Nan touched it and left, and the dog lay down very frustratedly, whining and barking aggrievedly.

When you get back to the city, you're always a little unaccustomed. Qiao Nan followed the address given by the instructor and came to a café, and he saw the girl in the pink dress at a glance. Thick Qi bangs were popular in that era, and that girl was no exception, with long straight black hair, and bangs like a black curtain, blocking her head. She should be pretty looking, but the makeup is too heavy. It was supposed to be for today's date, and I pushed too hard when dressing up.

Qiao Nan sat down in front of her and asked, "Are you Xiao He?"

"Well, you're Qiao Nan?"

"Hmmm......"

The girl blinked wide-eyed, intoxicated, and forgot to be reserved: "Real people are more handsome than photos!"

Qiao Nan agreed vaguely, and then twisted his fingers, not knowing how to continue talking. The girl opened the conversation very happily: "I've heard Uncle Feng talk about you a long time ago, he said that you went to train somewhere else, and you can meet when you come back." Training must be hard, right?"

"Well, it could hang up at any time. I survived this time, but it may not be the next time, whether it is a real battle or a drill. ”

Qiao Nan said it very sincerely, but he succeeded in talking to death.

"......" The girl pondered for a long time before she spoke again: "You guys are really amazing. ”

"Nothing, just work. You're also amazing, engineer of the human soul. ”

"Ah~hehe......"

Qiao Nan talked about the sky for the second time, and the girl hurriedly took a sip of coffee.

"That...... You speak first!" the two of them invariably spoke, and invariably let the other speak first.

Qiao Nan cleared his throat and said, "I heard Lao Feng say that you are also from the army compound, so there are some things you should understand." With the nature of my job, we don't even want to go on a date, and if you send me a message, it may take a week to hear back from me. If there is no reply for a long time, it may be that I am hanging. ”

“……”

"Also, after you get married, if you join the army, you have to live in the mountains. If you can't do your current job, the organization will give you a new job, and if you don't join the army, we'll have to meet once every few months. If I do some dangerous mission, it's possible that I'll hang up. ”

“……”

"Nine times out of ten, you have to give birth to the child yourself, there are many of them in our team, usually the child is full moon, they can go home to see their wife and children......"

There was a "bang", and the guests looked sideways. It turned out that the girl couldn't bear it anymore and spilled coffee on Qiao Nan's face. The girl was so angry that she left a sentence of "neurosis", grabbed the bag and left.

Qiao Nan sat for a long time before picking up a tissue and wiping his face. After settling the account, he smoked a cigarette on the busy street. He kept laughing at himself - look, it's that simple and rude to make a girl die.

Back then, he used the same rhetoric to try to break up with another girl. But the girl not only did not break up with him, but happily planned her dream of living in seclusion in the mountains and forests in the future. Qiao Nan also happily had the same dream, which was the dream of reuniting with her, in that dream, they would turn the hardest days into poems. But the dream was shattered, and he was left alone in the mountains, while she was buried alone on another mountain.

"It's good to be alone!" Qiao Nan finally came to this conclusion after smoking his last cigarette. He was ready to die alone, he didn't know why, maybe because he couldn't forget her, or maybe because he was fighting against this twisted fate.

After returning to the station, he took the dog out for a five-kilometer run, and the dog was very happy and ran happily. After feeding the dog in the evening, Qiao Nan opened the "Letter to Heaven" again, and as soon as he wrote down the date, Huang Jinzi's phone called.

The English translation of "Helpless Flowers Falling" came out, and it happened that Zhang Juan went to the United States for graduate school, so she asked her to send back two copies. What's the matter, should I send it to you, or will I give it to you when we meet?"

"Send it to me, I don't know when I'll be able to take a vacation!" Qiao Nan is very grateful that Xue Dongmei wrote this book before leaving, as long as this book is here, I will not stop thinking about her.

"Actually, I can bring you, next month, I'm going to the mountain city on a business trip......"

"Next month, I'll choke ...... next month"

"Haha, forget it, I'm also busy on a business trip, I don't know if I have time, or send you some insurance, you can see this book faster." ”

Qiao Nan faintly felt a little strange, before he finished speaking, why did the golden son crackle and say a bunch of things, what was she hiding as if she was very nervous. And think about it carefully, she also went to Rongcheng on a business trip some time ago, these two places are not too far from her, and she can go back and forth on the same day, why does she always travel here?

Before Qiao Nan could ask, Huang Jinzi said in a low voice: "Qiao Nan, I fell out of love again......"

"What's going on this time?"

"It's too stingy! It's just a meal AA, let him buy me a milk tea, and ask me for money! Alas, people can't look good, they look like dogs, and their character is really a mess!"

“…… Have you drunk?"

"Hmm......" Huang Jinzi sobbed, as if talking to himself: "I don't want to compare, but I always compare unconsciously. ”

"What are you talking about?" Qiao Nan racked his brains and said with relief: "Comrade Jinzi, you have to have confidence in yourself, and you can't lose confidence in the future because of these few failed relationships." You have to believe that you are good enough, and there will be better people waiting for you!"

"Hahahaha!" Huang Jinzi laughed out of tears: "Are you an instructor?

"Oh, it's not ......" Qiao Nan smiled embarrassedly: "Next time you take a vacation, I'll transfer you some money, and it will be a big red envelope." You go eat something nice and buy some cosmetics. Aren't all women like this, with delicious food and cosmetics, what is there to be sad about?"

"Come on, it's just a little allowance a month, and you still have to save money...... Save money to marry a daughter-in-law!" That being said, Huang Jinzi knew that Qiao Nan would definitely transfer the money to himself. As the best confidantes, they never cared about money at all. But Huang Jinzi knew that Qiao Nan had paid far more than he had given him.

"I also failed on a blind date today, and I was splashed with coffee, are you miserable for me? If not, don't be depressed, rest early!"

"Let you skin again!" Huang Jinzi chuckled twice, and after hanging up the phone, she was in a much better mood. She lingered for a long time, and then sent him two more words, regardless of whether he could see it or not.

"Good night. ”