Chi Cheng looked at his mother, and his mother looked at him, and the two looked for each other's shadows in each other's eyes.

Chi Cheng has a love-hate relationship with his mother and can't stop it.

Don't give birth to too many children, you can't afford to give them to others, what's the matter! Let yourself be sent under the fence and endure torture and pain.

The atmosphere does not dare to come out, the big words dare not be said, what the adults say is what they say, always cautious, like a cat to see the owner's face.

The two twin brothers are as arrogant as the prince, and they are obscene like eunuchs, and they even tiptoe when they walk, for fear of stepping on other people's ants and making the master unhappy.

didn't dare to stand up and speak, even his tone changed, he was really as soft as a eunuch, and he didn't even dare to admit himself.

The students in the class all said that he was a woman, and to put it mildly, he was a pseudo-man. A pseudo-man is a pseudo-man, he himself doesn't know who he is, only when he goes to the toilet, he knows that he has boy's appliances.

But the students said that he walked and spoke like a girl, and even looked like him. On several occasions, he scared people out of the toilet.

Chi Cheng looked at his mother, his eyes were moist, and something seemed to be stuffed in his throat. He was speechless for a while: "Concubine!"

"Hey!"

The mother readily agreed, looking at her son affectionately, as if she was drowning.

Chi Cheng didn't know what to say: "Bastard!"

Chi Cheng didn't know how to come up with this sentence, but he always felt relaxed and happy.

The mother was very bitter, she wanted to cry but didn't cry, she wanted to laugh but didn't laugh, she also stopped: "This child, this child!"

Although his aunt's face was ugly, he seemed to have a fight, and he was not too afraid, and enjoyed a rare happy life to the fullest.

"Speak loudly, like a man!" said Mom.

He agreed, always feeling that he had raised the decibel very high. A little higher, the Earth would have to go out of orbit.

"Loud again, like this, 'hurry up'!"

"Hurry up!"

The voice was as thin as a bee, and the mother couldn't help but want to cry when she heard it, and she regretted giving her son away.

The mother called the father and asked Chi Cheng to hear it.

"I don't want to give the child away, the child was innocent and lively when he was sent, but now it's good, he walks on tiptoe, he doesn't dare to come out, and his voice is very quiet. His aunt must have disciplined him and not kissed him!"

"Isn't his aunt quite close to him?"

"That's all the same, let's go, maybe how to abuse the child! She took advantage of it, and the child I gave birth to, whose surname is her family, is abused like this. No, I have to get the baby back. ”

"Why do you have to make this contradiction, people give money, no matter how bad it is, it's his aunt!"

"I've got to get the kid back anyway!"

Hearing these words, Chi Cheng was a little happy, and tears couldn't help but flow down again.

He was at a loss, so he ran out to play with Shao Feng.

Over the years, thanks to Shao Feng's help, Chi Cheng was able to avoid being bullied by others, and many of Shao Feng's fights were caused by him.

"We don't bully others, but when others bully us, we must fight back!"

"Can't beat it?"

"If you can't beat it, you have to pay it back, and if you are bullied once, there will be another time. You have to fight back and let him know that you are not to be provoked. The horizontal ones are afraid of being stunned, and the stunned ones are afraid of dying. This world is the law of the jungle. ”

Shao Feng said this a hundred times, but Chi Cheng just couldn't learn it, because his aunt beat him.

"A man has to be manly and speak boldly!"

"Why are you so arrogant?"

"Boldness starts with scolding, I'm your father!"

Shao Feng shouted loudly, this sentence startled Chi Cheng, and he couldn't help but look around!

"Cursing like me!"

"I'm your daddy......"

Chi Cheng felt shy, and those four words were stuck in his throat and couldn't be spoken.

"I think you're fit to be a eunuch!"

Listening to Shao Feng's words, Chi Cheng was a little angry, but he couldn't lose his temper.

When I got home, my eldest brother was training himself again, he was angry, and you dare to train your own mother here.

"I'm your father!"

The voice was still not loud, but it happened to be heard by his aunt, whose eyes were like a sharp sword, piercing his heart, and he was timid for several days and did not dare to speak. He's lewd again.

Uncomfortable at home, he wanted to change the environment, he remembered Jia Chongwen.

"Hey, is it a heavy text?"

Chi Cheng wanted to play with his classmates, and the first thing he thought of was Jia Chongwen, but the other party didn't speak.

Jia Chongwen has fallen into the whirlpool of contradictions and cannot extricate himself.

He put down the phone in a gloomy day, held his head in his hands, and lay on the bed, looking at the rafters on the roof in a daze.

For several years, he had been stirring himself in a lonely blender, full of pain and misfortune.

Especially in the past six months, the head teacher often finds fault, Nana's mother does not accept herself, and the other students also stare at him with disdain, he has a feeling that life is worse than death.

He really wanted to throw himself into the arms of his elders and cry bitterly, but unfortunately he didn't know where to find this warm harbor.

He began to miss his father, and he tried to find his former father in the sea of memories.

He heard the laughter of children echoing through the rafters, and saw the figure of his father swaying between the rafters, and a beautiful picture was formed.

Father held him up and spun in the air, the gurgling stream filled his father's neck, and his father gently twisted his ass, and he plucked the "leeks" from his father's hills.

He couldn't help laughing, all of this was so comfortable and comfortable.

The sound of quarrels gradually replaced the laughter, some of which were the joy of the mother and the sadness of the father, and some of the words that were not understood, and the sound of the dishes breaking.

Then came the father's hug and cry and the grandfather's sigh. One day my mother went and never came back, taking all the family's savings with her, and then the police came and shot at my father with a gun.

He "ah" jumped up from the kang and dreamed!

Grandpa persuaded him again, persuaded him to forgive his father, but the old man couldn't cry, and he could see that his licking of calves was very thick, and he was depressed, wandering in the crossroads of emotion and undecided.

The phone was picked up and put down, put down and picked up, and finally he mustered up the courage.

"Who?"

"Me!"

"Ah, ah, mosquito, how's it going?"

"Not good!"

"What's wrong?"

"My grandfather persuaded me again and asked me to visit my father together, but he didn't want to go!"

"Go, you should go, no matter how bad it is, it's your father, he really shouldn't make such a mistake, but it's not bad for you, and he can reform and be a new person!

I don't think he's unforgivable like a murderer, go, he should go! If you don't, he's going to commit some more crimes, and you're going to regret it, don't hesitate!"

The words of "worm" were really like a cool wind, blowing away the fog that had been permeating his heart for a long time, and he decided not to hesitate anymore, no longer hurt his grandfather's heart, and decided to go to Yuecheng Prison to visit his father.

I got up very early the next day, and after breakfast, Jia Chongwen went out with my grandfather.

Grandpa looked very happy, humming a little song from time to time, and the joy rippled on his wrinkled face.

Along the way, Jia Chongwen recalled his father's face, his mind was empty and blurry, and he only remembered his handsome face in the photo album.

Seven years have passed in a flash, and I don't know if I still deny my father who washes his face with vicissitudes every day.

got out of the car, and arrived at the prison gate in a while, and Jia Chongwen suddenly became uneasy.

I'm in prison for the first time in my life!