Chapter 15: Behind the Aura

"It's always been ...... Is it bad?"

Qian Xiaoxian's voice was very small, and she said it vaguely, because she felt that she was really stupid to ask!

"Yes. I've been carrying this bad word for years. ”

Gao Jian let go of Qian Xiaoxian and sat back on the sofa, he took out a cigarette from his cigarette case and lit it, and said, "I have never told anyone about this, you are the first person I want to say." ”

"You...... We've only known each other for two days. ”

Qian Xiaoxian didn't expect him to say this, and her tone was so pleasant, she even felt a little flattered.

Because, the first one, these are three precious words, and they also come from a man who is held to the moon by the stars.

"Some people have known each other all their lives and don't feel the same thing. ”

"Feelings?"

Qian Xiaoxian suddenly remembered what she said last night, do you think you can fall in love if you are handsome......?

Her face burned again, damn it, and she repeated it herself.

Qian Xiaoxian found that since she met him, she was like her brain in water, and her IQ was rinsed away.

"yes, it feels, yes?"

Gao Jian spit out the circles in his eyes, waved his hand at her and said, "Come here, what are you doing hiding so far away? I'm not a tiger." ”

"No, I'm going to cook. ”

Oh my God, I turned to this topic inexplicably, and he still had to sit down by himself, he really didn't think of himself as an outsider.

Qian Xiaoxian hurriedly changed the topic, and as she spoke, her feet had already stepped out of the door of the living room.

Gao Jian stepped over, blocked the door with his long arms, stopped her upper body in the living room at once, and said, "Answer the question first." ”

Qian Xiaoxian had no choice but to lean against the other end of the door frame and said helplessly: "This is not easy to answer...... We just met...... The time is too short. ”

Gao Jianmeng took a few puffs of cigarette and then spat out a few smoke rings.

The smoke was filled, because it was too close, Qian Xiaoxian covered the cigarette with her hand, and couldn't help frowning slightly.

Gao Jian hesitated for a moment, walked quickly to the coffee table, snuffed out the cigarette in the ashtray, he went back to the sofa, he took out his mobile phone, and his fingers slid quickly across the screen.

"Qian Xiaoxian, in fact, I don't like to beat around the bush the most, and I don't like to procrastinate, I don't want to play ambiguous with anyone like a marathon, and I don't want to guess with my brain, I don't have time or energy, so I like to go straight to the point. ”

"Hmm. ”

Seeing Gao Jian swiping his mobile phone, Qian Xiaoxian felt a lot more comfortable, but why did what he said sound wrong?

Love is a blank area for her, and she is short of words in this regard, so she has to make a perfunctory hum.

"Love at first sight, understand?"

Qian Xiaoxian thought that their chat would stop because of her simple answer, but she didn't expect Gao Jian to say such a difficult question that she thought was profound.

She shook her head blankly, but seeing Gao Jian staring at the phone and not seeing it, she had to squeeze out a few words from her throat: "I don't know." ”

"Heartbeat. ”

Gao Jian blurted out, so smooth

As soon as his words came out, Qian Xiaoxian's heart also suddenly moved, from yesterday to now, he was uneasy when he saw him, was his panicked heartbeat a heartbeat? Is it love at first sight?

No, Qian Xiaoxian didn't admit it, her heart was frightened by him.

It's just a moment, Qian Xiaoxian suddenly cursed herself in her heart, people asked me if I understood love at first sight, and didn't ask me if I fell in love with him at first sight, what did I do in the right seat?

"You're struggling. ”

Gao Jian saw her innocent flashing big eyes at a loss, he curled the corners of his mouth, stretched out his arm and handed his mobile phone over and said, "Emotional intelligence is too low, Baidu, see if you are." ”

"I have a cell phone. ”

Qian Xiaoxian hurriedly took out her mobile phone and really obediently searched on Baidu.

Actually, Qian Xiaoxian also went to high school, can she not understand these two idioms?

What's more, her language grades have always been very good, and now she also writes novels, although it is not a romance, but there are still these in TV series and novels written by others.

However, in the face of Gao Jian's direct questioning, she was really overwhelmed.

I thought, doesn't he have to pull two people who are not on the same frequency together, isn't it awkward?

This person is really different, just two days after knowing each other to discuss these issues together, embarrassing no, other people's love is a matter of course, I feel these, who still discusses it.

Therefore, Qian Xiaoxian was purely to get rid of embarrassment, and she casually searched for love at first sight on Baidu.

She glanced at Baidu Encyclopedia first, the corners of her mouth curled, and she couldn't help it.

Didn't they like each other as soon as they met, at that time, they bumped into each other like enemies, and they were so painful that they wanted to tear each other.

"Be serious. ”

Gao Jian didn't know when he had stood in front of him, he reached out and pulled her mobile phone, glanced at it quickly, and then, like an eagle holding a chicken, lifted Qian Xiaoxian to the sofa.

"Oops, you're violent. ”

Qian Xiaoxian was hurt by his iron clamp-like hand, she glared at him angrily and said, "I'm going to cook." ”

"Say, there is no heartbeat. ”

"We don't understand, it's impossible. ”

Gao Jian pinched her arm, dragged her to the sofa and said, "Okay, from now on we get to know each other." ”

Qian Xiaoxian didn't expect that the new chairman of this listed company, this super-rich man, would have such a sad past.

It turned out that Gao Jian's father was a senior executive of a state-owned enterprise, and because of his work, he came here from H City 10 years ago, and Gao Jian studied in a high school here.

In the third year of high school, a girl named Jin Lan transferred to the class, because Gao Jian's table had just left, and Jin Lan happened to sit in this vacant position.

Jin Lan saw the handsome Gao Jian, and the next day he launched a crazy pursuit, saying that the man chased the woman across the mountain, and the woman chased the man across the veil, Gao Jian was naturally captured by her, and the two quietly started a hazy little first love.

At that time, they finished school at half past eight in the evening for self-study.

Because they were all close to the school, they both walked home, and the two of them were always the last to walk out of the school.

Then, the two walked back hand in hand, and Gao Jian always sent her downstairs to her house before turning around and walking across the other street to go home.

That time, and the only time.

At the door of Jin Lan's unit building, Gao Jian couldn't help hugging Jin Lan, and before the first kiss began, a sad thing happened

A car was parked downstairs, the lights were shining brightly on two people, and a middle-aged man jumped out of the car.

With a loud shout, Gao Jian was caught by a pair of big hands and punched him in the nose, and when the man's second punch didn't fall, Jin Lan hugged his father and said, "He's my classmate." ”

Taking advantage of his father's letting go, Gao Jian fled home.

The next day, Gao Jian didn't go to school, and his father slapped him loudly, gritting his teeth and saying, "I sent you to school, did I let you play hooligan?"

Only then did Gao Jian know that Jin Lan did not tell his father that he and Gao Jian were in early love, but said that Gao Jian bullied him.

Jin Lan's father is a lawyer, and he found the school and said that he would sue Gao Jian for school bullying, but the school had no choice but to notify Gao Jian's mother to let Gao Jian transfer to another school.

Her mother was seriously ill because of this, and after she recovered, she decided to send Gao Jian to study in the United States, but her mother couldn't bear to let him be alone in the United States.

But because Gao Jian's father is a senior executive of a state-owned enterprise, his wife and children can't all go abroad.

Her mother found an agent, and after listening to the agent's advice, she and Gao Jian's father got a fake divorce, and then found a fake marriage from the United States, and successfully obtained a green card.

However, six years later, Gao Jian's mother found out that Gao Jian's father had another woman, and they had already given birth to three daughters.

Of course, at this time, Gao Jian's father had left the original state-owned enterprise, and opened the company with Zhou Han's father and a few friends, and his career was smooth sailing, and he was successfully listed a few years ago.

Gao Jian's father, in order to compensate for the debt to Gao Jian's mother and son, was unambiguous about them materially.

Gao Jian's food and clothing are the best, but after Gao Jian knew about his father, he never called him dad again.

When Gao Jian first arrived in the United States, he couldn't accept the blow of slander, he once cut his wrists, used to indulge in games, smoked, drank and fought, but after knowing about his father, he suddenly changed like a person and began to study frantically.

Because her mother was knocked down by this accident, she suffered from severe depression, Gao Jian took her mother to all the authoritative hospitals, and her condition has only improved slightly in recent months.

But at this time, my father was seriously ill and was sentenced by doctors to live for a maximum of one year.

He was forced to return to China to take over the company, but his father thought he was the delinquent boy and didn't believe in his abilities.

Because his father died soon, his mother even forgave him, and forced Gao Jian to get married and have children, comforting his father, in her words: "He can't see a successor to his career, and he can't die." ”

Gao Jian still doesn't forgive his father, and he doesn't forgive Jin Lan either, because they made him not believe in love, and it was these two people who made him have a serious psychological barrier in family affection and love.

Mother said: "No matter how loving a husband and wife are, they can't stand the separation between the two places, because no matter how noble the soul is, it also lives in the body of blood and flesh, and it will have the minimum needs for material and physiology, your father was at the age of flesh and blood, and made the mistakes that men will make, but he didn't abandon us, didn't he remarry me, didn't he give us all the shares of his company?"

Gao Jian said: "What did he give us besides material and harm?"

The mother said, "He has hurt me, but he can do all his power to pay for my treatment to atone for my sins, and the prodigal son will not change the money, for the sake of your father, let us forgive him." ”

"I can also earn a lot of money to treat you and make you live a good life, and I will never hurt you. ”

Originally, he didn't want to be the chairman, he didn't want to get married, but his mother said, didn't you say you wouldn't hurt me?

Okay, if you don't want to hurt me, take over the chairman's position, get married within 2 months, and have children within a year.

Gao Jian smoked cigarettes one after another, and his tone was flat, as if the past had faded, but his slightly frowning brows and solemn eyes still revealed his pain.

Qian Xiaoxian saw that he stopped talking, and she suddenly asked curiously, "Did you and Jin Lan fall in love at first sight?"

Gao Jian raised his eyes to look at Qian Xiaoxian, and it was half a minute before he said, "She fell in love with me at first sight." ”

"What about you?" asked Qian Xiaoxian again.

Gao Jian curled the corners of his mouth, as if this question was not easy to answer, after thinking about it, he still said seriously: "Let's fall in love for a long time." ”