Zheng Xiaowen returned to the West Wing, she was lying on the bed thinking about going to Yangjiagou tomorrow, and thinking about the fact that in the past six months, Li Xinning, the third uncle, and the third aunt had broken into between her and Yang Yilin......

She thought, thought, and unconsciously remembered her mental journey since she saw Yang Yilin, the day she saw her, and until now. When she thought of this, she couldn't sleep, she thought, she thought, she thought, no, this has to be recorded!

She got up and went to the writing desk, took a diary and a pen, sat down and wrote a title in the diary "The Four Seasons in the Heart".

She thought to herself and wrote, "When autumn comes, you come with it." You're coming too fast, and I'm not prepared for it. You are too close, too charming, you have captivated people into the whirlpool, and you can't escape from them after several struggles.

"You seldom rejoice, you speak a lot of tenderness, you always make people inadvertently float in the clouds. I watched from afar, and I pondered in my heart, and I could not help myself, and wrote down the words of that time, this time.

"Contemplation remains in the mind, words are engraved in the memory, no matter how long life is, as long as it is the person who has experienced it, no matter how old or young it is, no one can forget it!

"When winter came, you fled. I know there's a gravitational pull over there, pulling you away. You fled too suddenly, you fled too far, I felt a heartache, a silence, tears, and emptiness.

At this point, the place where the gathering place was empty, as if the universe was empty. I floated in space, confused because of that. I stopped thinking about it, but I couldn't stop thinking about it, but I couldn't stop my tears and it was still flowing. The tears flowed like rain from heaven, and flowed into the ocean on the front of the river.

"When spring comes, you're back. That empty space, you may be filling it with your heart. Either way, I was finally comforted.

"It's just that you came back too suddenly, which makes me feel strange and suspicious. There are two hints of sweetness in your smile, one for me and one for yourself.

"Smile and sweetness are two things that stir up the sorrow you have given me. I was so sad that I didn't know what to do, so sad that I didn't know where to stand, I didn't even know where to put my hands, I was so stupid that I opened my heart and poured out endless words.

"Summer is coming, what is it like then? Will our position change? Or will our scenery still be the same? I stood on tiptoe and looked at the summer, but I couldn't see anything.

"I can't paint a picture of this summer, I can't imagine what this summer will be like. I really don't know, is it rainy in the summer? Or is the sky and the earth clear and bright? There is no Liu Bowen here, even if it is useless to pinch and calculate, just because there is no way!

"Looking at the front of me, the fog is vast, and the world is chaotic. I only feel that I am useful and useless at the moment, and I am capable and incompetent......"

Zheng Xiaowen finished writing her heart words to herself, she looked at the words she wrote, sighed, thought about it, and then wrote to herself: "The stupidity of autumn, the mystery of winter, the pain of spring, the tears of summer, and the sadness of the four seasons." Life has been so sad and tired, don't reincarnate this sadness!"

After she finished writing and looked at it, she thought about it and wanted to write, and said in her heart: You have already sighed for a long year, and you have not finished pouring out your sorrow and depression?

Don't write it, all the troubles during this period of time were deliberately created by outsiders, and they didn't have any impact on the relationship between Yilin and you, so don't think about it again in the future. If you still want to write, then change your mood!

When she thought of this, her brain turned around, and she said in her heart: Okay, it's still this matter, let's change the language to write, just write it!

Zheng Xiaowen is still muttering to herself, she wrote in her diary: "Tornado": The tornado has been blowing for months, and it is about to tear the world apart. It may be the one who was caught in the wind, and he ran out of his mind and eagerly, and resolutely spilled the blood of his little thumb!

"I was crashing into the whirlpool of a tornado, and suddenly there was a loud roar. This hand shook away the rage of the tornado, and it stopped in an instant, and the light of heaven and earth and the harmony of all things!"

Zheng Xiaowen said to herself, she smiled lightly, and then wrote: "The tornado has been blowing violently for several days, and with a wave of reason, it has finally stopped! In terms of the current state of mind, it is also warm!

"During a tornado, what I saw with my eyes and heard with my ears was all appearances. What really exists and does not change is loyalty, and it is a sincere heart that sees wealth and is not greedy, and beauty is not chaotic! At the moment after the storm, everything has returned to its initial tranquility.

"Watching this tornado, the conclusions are different. If you look at it from this angle, it's really so harmful! If you look at it from that angle, the power of its spinning scrolls and the magnificence of its soaring sky, it's really amazing.

"You stand at another angle and look at this tornado, it's like an alchemy furnace, and the real gold billet is in its rotating furnace, and it is not swept away, but purified once.

"I look at this tornado, and it's in a special position. I started watching it when the wind was blowing, watching it roll into the clouds and dissipate, and then I saw its evolution - I like to see the morning glow, and among the thousands of lights in the morning glow, the brightest and brightest beam of colorful light is the beautiful mark left by this tornado after it has dissipated and evolved in the clouds."

Zheng Xiaowen expressed her feelings, she finished talking to herself, she finished writing, and the night was late, and she fell asleep in an extremely relaxed mood.

Early in the morning, Zheng Xiaowen was preparing to go to Yangjiagou.

She suddenly had an idea, she really wanted to put on makeup, so she took the makeup box that Yang Yilin bought for her.

The rest of her face was the same, except that she had drawn her nose a little lower and her eyes a little smaller. Her appearance, in the eyes of others, will feel a little ugly when she looks at it.

When she came to the courtyard, she looked up at the sky and saw that it was very overcast and a little cold. She said in her heart: There is still peach blossom snow in the third month of the lunar calendar, and this weather is normal. It's just that...... Will it snow? cough, who can guess what God means? Snow or not, anyway, this Yangjiagou has to go, don't think so much.

She called Yang Yilin to the study: "Yilin, I'm ready, come out quickly." ”

Yang Yilin came out of the study in response, and he suddenly saw Zheng Xiaowen, although he couldn't say that it was disgusting, but he was still startled, and said, "Xiaowen, what's wrong with your face?

Zheng Xiaowen said: "I have never had the habit of wearing makeup, and when I go out today, I want to draw it properly." What's wrong? I'm not good at makeup, I'm ugly?"

Yang Yilin's mood calmed down, he looked at Zheng Xiaowen again, he felt a little ugly, and thought about it again, she is beautiful is Xiaowen Nini, she is ugly is also Xiaowen Nini, she is a talented girl, and the ugly handsome are all my Yang Yilin's, and they will not change for the rest of their lives.

Yang Yilin walked to Zheng Xiaowen's side, smiled at Zheng Xiaowen in a low voice, and said, "Your makeup skills are really not good, hurry up and wash it off." However, it's just that you put on makeup and become like this, you really become ugly," he pointed to Zheng Xiaowen's chest and whole body, "Your whole body is my love, you will always be my Wen Nini, you are you in this life, you can't change it." ”

Zheng Xiaowen laughed when she heard it, and she hurriedly went to wash her face.