Chapter 65: What is love at first sight
On the train on a business trip, Yang Yilin was still thinking and asking himself:
After you met Zheng Xiaowen, why didn't you investigate her age? You attach so much importance to age in choosing a wife, why don't you ask her how old she is, and then date her when she feels suitable!
Why didn't you ask Zheng Xiaowen about her age? Why didn't you ask her age! I'm asking you why! Did you hear Yang Yilin!!
Yang Yilin asked himself, annoyed and anxious, so anxious that he yelled at himself in his heart:
Yang Yilin, why don't you investigate Zheng Xiaowen's age? I'm asking you! You say!
Oh, Xiaowen, Xiaowen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not talking about you, I'm really not talking about you, I'm saying, everybody has to add it once a year, that invisible number.
Xiaowen, I'm really not talking about you, I'm really not talking about you...... He was about to cry, he bit his lip and breathed in and out to endure it......
Yang Yilin bit his lip and endured it, he couldn't control himself anymore, and shouted again in his heart:
Oh my God! What should I do! Age and people, what should I do to hold Xiaowen's hand and at the same time give up her extra age!
Oops! Yang Yilin, don't be confused, you chose Xiaowen as a person, and you also have to choose her age! God! God! How can I remove Xiaowen's extra age?
Yang Yilin, you are sober and sober, Xiaowen and her extra age, you can't get rid of it! If you want to give up her age, you have to leave her, understand?!
You, you, you Yang Yilin, are you really going to leave Xiaowen? Have you decided to leave Xiaowen? Have you really decided to leave Xiaowen?!
Yang Yilin felt a heart-rending pain in his chest, and his hand immediately reached under his clothes and grabbed his chest, and at the same time, his tears flowed out at once......
When Yang Yilin was working, Deng Aosheng saw it, and he was afraid of alarming his Director Yang, so he didn't speak. He saw Yang Yilin's tears in a blink of an eye, he was surprised in his heart, and quickly whispered:
"Director Yang, wake up, wake up, you're having nightmares again!"
Deng Aosheng saw Yang Yilin open his eyes, and he sighed to himself in a low voice, "Alas, Director Yang is all for the wood factory, in order for the wood factory to develop in a better direction as soon as possible, he is tired of staying up late at night to write! Alas!"
Deng Aosheng sighed to himself, he saw that Yang Yilin was still wiping away tears, he was shocked in his heart, but he didn't dare to say anything.
Yang Yilin opened his eyes, he quickly wiped away his tears, and in a hurry, he 'sneezed twice' in a row, sniffed his nose, rubbed his eyes, sat up straight, and said:
"It's cold, it's not a problem to sleep like this, you see, I just slept for a while and I caught a cold. After saying that, he wiped his eyes again, rubbed his nose, stretched his waist, and yawned.
Deng Aosheng breathed a sigh of relief at this time, and said in his heart: Ouch, it turns out that Director Yang has nothing to do in his heart, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, just look at him just now, but it scares me a lot!
Yang Yilin and Deng Aosheng followed the destination, went to several places in the south, and turned around and looked around.
During the day, the two learned about the furniture market and contacted the business to promote their own products, and at night, Deng Aosheng was asleep, and Yang Yilin was still churning over his personal affairs.
However, what Zheng Xiaowen said to him really worked, as long as he couldn't sleep when he thought about his thoughts, as soon as he thought of the things that Zheng Xiaowen told him to ensure enough sleep before he went on a business trip, he would immediately empty his distracting thoughts and fall asleep quickly.
He and Deng Aosheng, the two of them followed the planned place, turned around, looked at the furniture styles and sales markets in various places, and also negotiated the business contacts between the two companies.
In the end, the two came to the county seat of Zhongyang County and entered the largest furniture store in the county to look at the market and contact business. Unfortunately, the salesperson in the store said that Manager Zhao was out and would come back in half a day.
The two felt that in this store, they could sell the backlog of products from the carpentry factory, and they could also contact the supply and marketing of new products from 'Leju'. The two discussed and decided to wait for this Manager Zhao to come back. The two discussed and made an appointment to meet, Deng Aosheng went to his aunt's house who lived in the county, and Yang Yilin returned to Yangjiagou.
Yang Yilin only stayed in Yangjiagou for half a day and one night, and the next morning he hurried back to the county seat at the appointed time.
Together with Deng Aosheng, he came to the furniture store again, and the store clerk said that Manager Zhao had just called and said that he would go to work tomorrow morning. After discussing it, the two decided to wait. Deng Aosheng went to his aunt's house again, and Yang Yilin went to his eldest brother's house, who was in the chemical business in the county.
Yang Yilin came to the eldest brother's house, he went to the chemical store run by the eldest brother and sister-in-law, and he couldn't help much, so he went back to the back room.
During Yang Yilin's business trip, he couldn't be idle during the day, as long as he was free, his mind was full of Zheng Xiaowen's images.
In the first few days of his business trip, he was always thinking and thinking about how to leave Zheng Xiaowen, how to forget Zheng Xiaowen, and how to never think of her again in this life! It's just that as long as he thinks like this once, his painful tears will flow down uncontrollably.
In the middle of the business trip, Yang Yilin no longer thought about leaving Zheng Xiaowen, because he hadn't seen Zheng Xiaowen for a few days, he missed her very much, he was dreaming of meeting her, talking to her, and watching the flowers and bonsai in the East Garden with her.
As soon as he woke up from his dream, he immediately wanted to see Zheng Xiaowen, immediately wanted to go back to Huayuan, and immediately wanted to go to Zheng's house! But as soon as he thought that he was working now and had an important task on his side, he clenched his fists and gritted his teeth and endured it.
In the past few days, Yang Yilin's thinking has changed again, and he wants to figure himself out and see whether he has true feelings for Zheng Xiaowen or a fake temperament without roots.
If he feels that his feelings for Zheng Xiaowen are floating and rootless, he will leave her quickly and completely while the relationship has not yet been revealed!
If his feelings for Zheng Xiaowen are true from the bottom of his heart, then completely destroy the stubborn ideas about the age of choosing a wife and follow her Zheng Xiaowen for the rest of his life!
Today, Yang Yilin wants to use the solitary space of this moment to solve the complex and simple problems that have entangled him these days.
As soon as Yang Yilin entered the state of thought, he wanted to be anxious:
You Yang Yilin, aren't you doubting, aren't you verifying your thoughts and feelings? What do you have to doubt and verify? I have been good to Zheng Xiaowen for so many days, and that noble and holy word of love has always been in my heart, and I can't finish saying this word of love to Xiaowen for the rest of my life! You can hear it clearly!
Yang Yilin thought and said about himself like this, he felt that his heart was too high, so he quickly calmed down his excited mood, and muttered to himself again in very soft language:
"Yang Yilin, this is your lifelong event, you can't be impatient, think about it carefully, you really fell in love with her Zheng Xiaowen at first sight!
"What is love at first sight? I tell you, it is the first strong hazy love that arises from one side to the other!
This kind of unsteady love is manifested in the fact that if you can't see each other, you will miss each other, and this kind of miss will even miss you so much that you don't think about it, and you can't sleep even more in the depths of the moon!
"Do you think that this state of mind of longing is the feeling of true love? In fact, it is not, such feelings are very fragile! It is a temporary impulse of love! It cannot stand the test of time!
"How long have you known Zheng Xiaowen? Can you produce a down-to-earth love? If you think about it carefully, can the love at first sight that you gave birth to? Can it stand the test of time?
Yang Yilin asked himself anxiously, he tried to suppress his excitement and calm down, and repeatedly thought about the question of his lifelong event:
On the morning of Yang Yilin's first day of business trip, when Yang Yunhan chatted with him, he said a few words about the three people who went to the plastic factory in the bureau, saying that Zheng Xiaowen was the oldest, and that she was also the first to graduate from college.
When he heard this, his heart sank suddenly, thinking that a few days ago, he knew that Zheng Xiaowen had worked in Huayuan No. 9 Middle School, and now he knew that Zheng Xiaowen might be a little older than his age, at most only one or two years older, or two or three years older. He thought about it like this, and he didn't pay much attention to it at all, let alone take it to heart.
At this moment, Yang Yilin thought of these things before his business trip, and immediately blamed himself:
Before the business trip, you Yang Yilin already knew that she Zheng Xiaowen was two or three years older than you, why didn't you seize this age at that time, dilute your feelings for her and leave her?!
On the day of the party, you panicked, you didn't go to Chengzheng's house in the morning, but you knew about her age in the morning, why didn't you stop stopping the car and stop interacting with her? Why did you go to her house in the afternoon?!
Look at how you rode to her house? and ran to her house like crazy! Where did you leave your principles?