"Zipa, you must be curious about how I found this place today, first of all, the last time I went to the riverside to look for you, in fact, I already knew where you lived. ”

"As for why I know, I don't think I need to tell you. ”

"In addition, that is, during lunch in the company, my colleagues shared their mobile phones and chatted, and I learned that your companion was gone, and you were injured yesterday, so I got off work today. I won't call you, I'll find you myself to inform you of something, I'm afraid I won't be able to explain it clearly on the phone. ”

I don't know why Xia Xiaomo paused in the middle of speaking, this is not like her usual style, when she was in school, she was a vigorous and resolute person, and she would never drag mud and water.

I don't understand, I don't understand what's wrong with her today, I think so much, I don't want to do it if I don't understand, so I'm not entangled

"Well, what's the matter, you say".

"The middle of next month happens to be the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the old classmates discussed getting together to get together, and there was no number for you to look for, so let me inform you, and I agreed for you."

I'm a little speechless, these few words, can I not say clearly on the phone? In addition, you and I have this relationship, you agreed for me, who am I?

After listening to Xia Xiaomo's words, I looked a little depressed, and I didn't squeak for a long time.

Xia Xiaomo may have seen that I was a little unhappy, so she continued to say to me: "I'm sorry, Zipa, I have something to hide from you, I--my classmates don't know about our breakup, they only know that we have been making trouble..."

Hearing Xia Xiaomo say this, I was a little surprised.

When we first broke up, it was a late autumn night, but there was no one around. For the sake of face, none of my college classmates knew about it.

Now I know, it turns out that Xia Xiaomo is also... But what can this be, what can I do if I don't know, isn't the ending the same?

"Zipa, I know you hate me in your heart, but this class reunion, I really hope you can accompany me to participate, because the classmates all know that we were a couple in college, and we were very enviable at that time, and they said that we must let both of us participate, so I have no way to refuse, Papa, I'm sorry, just help me once."

What is this, Xia Xiaomo, the face is so important, the breakup has already been divided, why do you want to make such a useless and ridiculous article again.

I stared at Xia Xiaomo. Speechless for a long time.

"The face is so heavy, you just tell the classmates, we have broken up, there is no need to hide it. ”

"Papa, you really don't care about the contract I gave you last time, I've learned that your friend Lu Fei has left, and you're now... Papa, don't refuse my kindness, come on, let's work together, we... Awen, think about it, that position won't be vacant for long, and that's one of the purposes of my visit today."

Xia Xiaomo stared at me and didn't answer me at all, but she talked about him left and right.

Listening to Xia Xiaomo's words, to be honest, my heart was a little loose, and at the same time, I felt a little painful.

I still can't accept such charity, I've already broken up, and if I still work together day and night, what kind of embarrassment and what kind of mood it will be. Because to this day, my heart has not completely let go of this former love.

After thinking about it, I smiled at Xia Xiaomo and said, "Thank you, Xiaomo, I know that you are for my good, but I don't think it's appropriate, I understand it, and tell you that I got a job, cheer for me."

"Oh, what work"

"Go to the music restaurant and sing"

"You, why are you still so stubborn, do you know how hard it is to find a good job now, do you know how much I paid to get you this position"

Xia Xiaomo was instantly furious.

I looked at Xia Xiaomo and tried to calm down my excitement.

"But there's you there" After a long time, I returned faintly.

"What's wrong with me, what's wrong, isn't it just that I'm your ex-girlfriend, I don't mind, what bullshit do you mind."

Xia Xiaomo seemed even more excited.

"Oh, I thought you forgot, I thought you forgot that you were my ex-girlfriend, I'm sorry, I can't face you every day and I can still work in a normal mood."

I especially accentuated the three words of my ex-girlfriend.

After listening to this, Xia Xiaomo was a little depressed, and sat down on the sofa, silent with a blue face.

Long

"Okay, stop your work, I won't mention it again, I hope you don't regret it, it's just, class reunion, I still hope you can consider it, after all, even if it's not for me, I've been classmates for so many years, and many friends have many paths, which is good for future development, right?"

Xia Xiaomo's tone was obviously a little soothing when she asked me, she probably accepted my rejection of her work proposal and stopped being entangled at all.

"Xiaomo, give me some time, let me think about it again, okay."

Looking at Xia Xiaomo's face, I felt as if I had returned to my college days, and my heart was full of entanglements.

Hearing that I no longer refused, Xia Xiaomo was not entangled and picked up the bag.

"Pa... Zippa, alone outside, take care of yourself, even though we are in such a relationship now, but if there is anything please call me, me. We're friends at least, aren't we?"

This kind of Xia Xiaomo made me a little unaccustomed, and I was not calm in my heart, so I was silent.

After a while, I sent Xia Xiaomo to the door

"Slow down on the road, pay attention to safety, you still have my number, go home and report my safety"

Xia Xiaomo looked at me attentively, and finally, she smiled.

said goodbye to Xia Xiaomo, turned around and returned to the hut, silently lit a cigarette, and lay on the sofa in a daze.

After a long time, I took out my suitcase, and at the bottom of the suitcase, I took out a sketch portrait and a photo album.

Xu had been pressed to the bottom of the box for a long time, and the plastic covers between the albums were a little glued together, and I carefully flipped through them one by one.

Most of the photos here are taken by me and Xia Xiaomo, look at the two of us in the photos, how young and simple we were at that time, simple and happy.

At the end, I picked up the sketch, I clearly remember that this sketch is like Xia Xiaomo's birthday, I asked Xiaomo to be a model for me, and I painted a portrait for her.

In the portrait, she is beautiful and generous, and her slightly upturned lips show confidence and charm. How jealous I was at that time, and what an enviable couple we were at that time!

Now, Xia Xiaomo has long been my past, but every time I see her, I always feel depressed and painful in my heart.

I know, that's because I'm an old person, Xiaomo is my first love, she carries my initial beauty and initial yearning, although I have tacitly agreed that I and her will no longer be possible, but in my heart, I have never really been able to let go of this relationship, there is always a little bit of extravagant expectations, but I buried it deep in my heart.

It was very boring to stay at home, so I simply closed the door, took the helper, and walked in the direction of the river.