Chapter 279: Words from the Heart 2
When Zheng Xiaowen said this, she burst into tears, she moved her chair forward, hugged Qiao Xiang's left arm, and cried and said:
"You wrote so many heart-wrenching lyrics for me, and you wrote me the letter that was tucked away in the book cover. You write the lyrics so clearly, and you sing them so many times, but I don't understand all this, I don't know at all!
"If I had known these things, the situation would not be like this! really, it would never be like this...... Ending......"
Qiao Xiang raised his hand to wipe his tears, and said in his heart: I never thought that my love ending would be so tragic...... He only thought in his heart, and did not speak.
Zheng Xiaowen thought about Qiao Xiang's kindness to her, she couldn't be with Qiao Xiang, she couldn't fulfill Qiao Xiang's dream, and she felt very uncomfortable. Suddenly, she remembered what happened when she was working in Huayuan No. 9 Middle School......
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang's teary eyes, and she couldn't help but say:
"Qiao Xiang, there is something that you may not know, or you have long ignored it. When I was working at Huayuan No. 9 Middle School, you often went there to look for me, but you never said anything to me......
"At that time, the teachers asked me, and they all asked who you were, and all I could say was that you were my classmate......"
When Qiao Xiang heard this, he didn't just rub his hands, his thumb pinched his palm unconsciously, because he didn't see the pinching, he didn't even know the pain.
Zheng Xiaowen continued: "At that time, coupled with that headache, I often lived in a daze, not only did you not express it, but I also did not take this into account.
"Since I went to the plastic factory, this headache has miraculously healed. I'm so relaxed, I'm so happy!
"At this time, I thought about you, but you only made a few ordinary phone calls to me, and I never saw you again. It wasn't until Su Chen had Xiao Zhang to sing that he saw you.
"When I slowly forgot about you, Yang Yilin came to me. I have a feeling that from the moment I met Yang Yilin, I had an indescribable feeling of love......"
Zheng Xiaowen said this, she looked at Qiao Xiang, Qiao Xiang's heart turned over again, and she couldn't see Qiao Xiang's heart. Seeing that Qiao Xiang didn't answer, she then talked about her and Yang Yilin:
"During the time when I didn't see Yang Yilin behind closed doors, I had already written a letter of rejection to Yang Yilin, who knows, one day when he came to my house, he rushed into my west wing desperately. Even if I wasn't mentally prepared, no matter how much he pleaded, I still didn't want to say yes. ”
When Zheng Xiaowen said this, she took the key and opened the drawer of the desk, took out a few pieces of song paper written by Yang Yilin for her, handed them to Qiao Xiang, and said, "Look at it, these are all ...... that Yang Yilin wrote to me during the time when I was closed and didn't see my friends."
Qiao Xiang has watched "Phoenix Seeking Phoenix", "Find the Only Lover", "Please Open Your Heart", "Love You for a Hundred Years", and the last thing he watched was "Cherish True Love".
Qiao Xiang read these lyrics, he didn't speak, but he was crying in his heart:
The meaning of the lyrics that I Qiao Xiang wrote to you Zheng Xiaowen is no lighter than the meaning of the lyrics that he Yang Yilin wrote to you! My love for you is no less than his Yang Yilin's love for you! You treasure the lyrics that he Yang Yilin wrote to you, so who will treasure the lyrics that I Qiao Xiang wrote to you?!
Oh my God, the same love, the same love, is such unfair treatment, how can I, Qiao Xiang, be willing?! How can I tolerate such a tragic end for my deep love!
Oh my God! Why? Why is this all about? Why is his Yang Yilin's love so smooth and perfect, why is my Qiao Xiang's love such a tragic ending? Where is the axiom?!
Could it be that this is my Qiao Xiang's numerology bad luck in love? Oh my God, my Qiao Xiang's nest......
Qiao Xiang was crying and crying in his heart, his face was ugly at the moment, and his expression was very painful. It's just that Zheng Xiaowen didn't pay attention, she didn't see it.
Zheng Xiaowen put the lyric paper back in the drawer and said:
"I couldn't stand Yang Yilin's repeated begging, so I reluctantly agreed to the agreement with him. Who knows, on the morning of May Day, I didn't have the slightest mental preparation, he came to my house, entered my west wing, and took out the engagement ring and engagement necklace.
"The kind of atmosphere he created at that time was such that I had to accept it even if I didn't accept it! What about me? I was confused, I was so confused that I wore two tokens that I promised for life!
"It was strange at that moment, I didn't hesitate at all, and gave him the wedding ring and necklace that I prepared for me at home, and Yang Yilin.
"After thinking about it, it didn't feel right, so I proposed to get engaged, and no one could say anything until the day we got married. As long as he Yang Yilin says a word to the outside, I will immediately dissolve the marriage contract with him!"
Qiao Xiang sighed in his heart, he sighed at Yang Yilin's secret use of the strength of his wrist, he sighed at his incompetence, and he still didn't speak.
Zheng Xiaowen continued: "Qiao Xiang, I leaked the secret in my heart to you, and I have come to this day on the road of my love." What this road will look like in the future, there is chaos in front of me, and I can't see clearly. Even if you can't see clearly, you have to keep going......"
Qiao Xiang thought to himself: I have already asked this sentence, and if I want to confirm it again, I still have to ask her. He said, "Xiaowen, do you love Yang Yilin?"
Zheng Xiaowen nodded without thinking about it and said, "Well, love." ”
When Qiao Xiang heard the word 'love', his heart suddenly churned, and he unconsciously clenched his fists, and he endured it.
Qiao Xiang was annoyed by Yang Yilin's wisdom and hated his incompetence. It's already very boring to think about talking to Zheng Xiaowen like this. He was in a heavy heart, and said with a very light mouth:
"Xiaowen, I heard your words clearly, I have suffered for so many years, I know that this fault is all mine. What I Lost...... I don't want anybody.
"If you call me today, it's over...... It's a big personal event, and I'm happy in my heart. In the future, we will still be good friends as before. ”
When Zheng Xiaowen heard this, thinking that Qiao Xiang had already thought about it, she also relaxed in her heart, and said casually: "Yes, we will always be good friends!"
Qiao Xiang was about to leave, and he was talking to Zheng Xiaowen very easily. The two of them came out of the study door and walked into the main doorway.
Zheng Xiaowen was also relaxed and smiling, sending Qiao Xiang and sending Qiao Xiang outside the gate.
When Qiao Xiang left the gate of the Zheng family, leaving him alone and walking towards the west exit, he couldn't control himself, he couldn't bear it anymore, the grief in his heart surged up, and he couldn't hold back his tears, and his face flowed in an uproar! He couldn't suppress it, so he could only bite his lip tightly, run quickly to the west exit, and get on the bus......
Zheng Xiaowen saw Qiao Xiang go away, and she suddenly felt in her heart that she still had something to say to Qiao Xiang. What it was, she thought about it again, and she didn't remember it for a while.
When Zheng Xiaowen closed the gate and walked into the courtyard, she still had an indescribable feeling in her heart, which seemed to be getting rid of a heavy burden on her body, and it was like losing a valuable item......
Zheng Xiaowen returned to the courtyard, she didn't go to the study again, and she didn't have the heart to talk to her mother, so she went directly to the East Garden, wanting to relax alone.
Zheng Xiaowen looked at the flowers in the garden for a while, thought alone for a while, and saw Da Hei muttering at her, she went towards Da Hei.
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Da Hei and said, "Da Hei, be good, I have something on my mind today, and I can't play with you anymore." Look at how comfortable you are, as long as no one climbs the wall, you'll be all right. I'll go to the counseling room and have a look, you can play by yourself. ”
Zheng Xiaowen came to the door of the upper room in the East Garden, she took a rag and wiped the table that greeted the door. After wiping the table, then wipe the frames.
Zheng Xiaowen wiped the frame and saw the Scattered Flower Maiden. In a flash, she shouted, "Sister Fairy!"
As soon as her cry fell, she saw the Scattered Flower Heavenly Maiden stretch out her palm to her, and soon retracted her hand, and it became the same as it was on the frame again.
Zheng Xiaowen wondered in her heart: Sister Fairy stretched out her palm to me, what does this mean? She frowned and thought about it, but she didn't come up with a meaning.
She couldn't figure it out herself, so she was anxious and asked the Scattered Flower Heavenly Maiden, "Sister fairy, what do you mean by stretching out that palm? ”
The Scattered Flower Heavenly Maiden just smiled at Zheng Xiaowen, but didn't speak. It means to let Zheng Xiaowen guess.
Suddenly, Zheng Xiaowen saw the blood mark on Qiao Xiang's face and her fingernails. She screamed unconsciously: "Sister fairy, you can't use any method, you use this method!"
"Qiao Xiang! That's not what I fought! That's what the fairy sister commanded! Qiao Xiang! That's not what I hit......
The Scattered Flower Heavenly Maiden smiled at Zheng Xiaowen and said, "If you really don't understand the meaning, I'll tell you the truth, if you don't slap him, he won't be able to get lost for the rest of his life! He will only love you alone for the rest of his life! Do you want him to miss you all day long and live a lifetime?"
Zheng Xiaowen suddenly realized, she hurriedly said to the Scattered Flower Heavenly Maiden: "Thank you Fairy Sister!
Zheng Xiaowen suddenly came back to her senses after speaking: "Hmm, I dreamed?" she looked at the rag in her hand, "Hey, am I not wiping the frames? What's going on?"
Zheng Xiaowen washed her face in the courtyard, returned to the west wing to think about it, and felt that the matter between her and Qiao Xiang had finally settled down and ended, and there would be no more such matters involving her in the future, and she felt very relaxed in her heart.
Today, if there was no incident with Qiao Xiang, Zheng Xiaowen would have waited very calmly for Yang Yilin to call her, and would have waited very calmly for Yang Yilin to come back from a business trip.
However, Zheng Xiaowen at this moment today, she misses Yang Yilin very much, and she wants Yang Yilin to come to her immediately. But Yang Yilin will not be able to come back in a few days. At this moment, she wanted to cry a little, and she persuaded herself to endure it.