Chapter 269: I'm still here, and where are you

After giving birth, I cried, lying on the platform, my whole body was weak, I could only speak twice, tears fell unconsciously, I had no strength to cry for a long time, because I was really tired and tired. When I was born, even Aunt Li rushed over, probably because Aunt Liu called her. Then I rushed over, after giving birth, I slept for a while, and when I woke up, the ward was also full of people, and my cousin and Li Yan also came to see me.

In fact, the moment I opened my eyes, I really wanted to see Liang Jing in the ward and let my grandmother know that I was pregnant, and I was not so pure just to let her know that I was pregnant, in fact, I wanted Liang Jing to know that it was true that I was pregnant. Once, I always thought that Gao Yuan must have some contact with Liang Jing, so I asked Zou Ping to check secretly, only to know that I seemed to be thinking wrong.

Gao Yuan is very good to me, probably once ordered by Liang Jing, I think so.

When I woke up, everyone's attention was on the child, and no one paid attention to me, so no one noticed that I was awake. I slowly turned my head sideways, carefully examined everyone present, and finally gave up fearless searching, because there was no Liang Jing at all.

The moment the tears rolled down, Li Zimu just turned around to look at me, he came over with a smile, reached out and took my hand, and said, "Wake up?"

As soon as he said this, all of a sudden everyone gathered around me again, and they all praised me for being good, praising my children for being beautiful, Aunt Li was particularly excited, and squeezed in from the periphery at once, and quietly lined up Li Zimu's hand, and held my hand firmly with both hands, without saying a word, just smiling at me. I guess my grandmother was very excited to be alone at home, but I didn't expect that not long after, I heard a call from my grandmother outside the ward.

"Qingcheng. ”

The time when I gave birth was close to the end of the year, it was winter, it was cold outside, and my grandmother's legs and feet were inconvenient, I really didn't expect that she would come. There are no dearest relatives around me anymore, Liang Jing's grandmother, I have always treated her as my grandmother, and at this moment, when I see a relative who thinks I am very dear, I will be more or less pretentiously moved.

So I couldn't hold back for a while, and I cried again.

My grandmother was pushed in and stopped by my bedside, and she grabbed my hand firmly and said, "Good work." ”

I smiled and shook my head, but all women will experience such a thing, as long as there are people around them who are in pain, they don't feel hard at all, and they are most afraid of being alone.

Then my grandmother came out with a small notebook with several names on it, both men and women. In the end, I named her Liang Tingyu, and the nickname was Chatter, because for a while, this child was always 'chattering, chattering' for some reason, laughing while screaming. Later, I called her chatter, and she was quite happy to call her that.

Yu Jiaru returned to China the day after I gave birth, and as soon as I came back, I rushed over to see me, this person ran around outside, the whole person was black and thin, and when I appeared at the door of the ward, I almost couldn't recognize it.

I said that I couldn't even recognize her when she changed, and she said that she was stupid for three years when she was pregnant, and I couldn't recognize her because I was stupid. She also told me that she once met Liang Jing in Paris, and this person was still the same as before, with a cold and indifferent temperament, and when she met him on the road, she just nodded and smiled, and just passed.

It means that Jiaru still wanted to ask him when the time came, but this person was gone.

Discharged from the hospital for confinement, my grandmother had to take me to the mid-level villa, I shirked countless times, and finally forced to follow her helplessly, and said that it was almost the New Year, and the family should be reunited, I can't let me be alone, and now I gave birth to a big fat great-granddaughter to their family, no matter what, it's their family.

Aunt Liu also followed me to the mid-level villa, many people took care of me with more hands, and Aunt Liu is experienced, she will definitely be able to take good care of me out of confinement, and then unite with Aunt Li, it really can't be better, these two people make do with each other every day to talk about recipes, talk about how to make up for my body, how to make me more milk. Every morning I go out to buy something, buy this and buy that.

It's next to the Chinese New Year, almost every meal is big fish and meat, and my three meals a day, including what I eat in my spare time, they all cover it for me. Sometimes I have an itchy mouth and want to eat something messy, but they won't let me, saying that it's not good or that it's not good, and it's not good for me to chatter.

Two days before the Chinese New Year, I heard that my grandmother seemed to call Su Meng, meaning that she wanted them to come back for the New Year, she was an old woman, and she was so old, and now she was counting the days, and now she finally suffered a year, and she wanted to have a meal with a family reunion. Grandma's tone was very soft, but she didn't mention me in the middle, probably because she was afraid that Su Meng would be disgusted.

However, I think my grandmother is helping me and Liang Jing create an opportunity, a chance to meet, after all, now we even have children, and that is his Liang Jing's species. I stayed behind and waited with my grandmother for the results, and soon I heard my grandmother's laughter and said, "Okay, okay, I'll ask the driver to pick you up when the time comes." ”

I couldn't help but laugh a little, and after listening to it, I ran away. During this period of living in the mid-mountain villa, I occasionally go up to Liang Jing's room on the third floor to see, the room was cleaned up by Aunt Li, neat and tidy, but there is still a trace of his breath, sometimes after watching for a long time, I seem to be able to see the scene of my first visit to this villa, that day I was still embarrassed, he was brought back home from the halfway, and he occupied his bed.

Two days later, my grandmother happily took my hand and said, "Xiaojing, they are back for the New Year." With a smile on the corners of her eyes and eyebrows, she looked very happy, and her grip on my hand tightened slightly, "Don't worry, even the child is here, no one can break you up no matter what." ”

I didn't speak, just smiled slightly, because I was very uncertain, and I always felt that everything was so easy, how could it be so easy.

However, that day, I still rummaged through the cabinets to find clothes to wear, changed clothes four or five times, was raised piglets seem to have been raised for so many days, the complexion is much better, the upper circumference has become plump, the whole person has gained a lot of weight, fortunately, so far, I have not become a fat man, but I am worried about the future, I am really afraid that if I continue to eat like this, I will definitely become a fat pig.

After tidying up, I went to the nursery to watch the kids.

They arrived in the evening, I pinched the time to go down, to be honest, I was very nervous at the time, because I hadn't seen him for too long, so I was very nervous, and the people who came were not just Liang Jing, but also Su Meng. However, I still thought wrong, and even my grandmother didn't expect that the result was that only Su Meng came, not Liang Jing.

Su Meng carried her luggage, and when she entered the door with the cold wind, she had a shallow smile on her face, her appearance was a little different from before, the whole person was a lot gentler, when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, stopped in place, the expression on her face suddenly froze, after a long time, she lowered her eyes slightly, walked over, stood beside me, and said, "I don't want to be upset, and I don't want to quarrel, you can avoid it for a while." ”

"Oh, good. After saying that, I went back upstairs and went up the steps, but after all, I couldn't help but turn my head to look, the door of the villa was closed, and there was no sign of opening, and he still didn't come.

When the meal was served, Aunt Li came to call me, and I refused, but it can be seen from Aunt Li's expression that Su Meng should not treat me well.

I thought about it, so I went down with the child, my grandmother and Su Meng were already sitting at the dining table, I held the child over, my grandmother deliberately gave me a look, let me sit next to Su Meng, I hesitated a little, and sat down. The chatter was still small, with wide eyes open, looking at everything around her, and her mouth coming out of a language that only she understood.

Su Meng didn't move at first, one hand was on the table, I put the chatter up and hugged it, she opened her hands, and the small palm landed on the back of Su Meng's hand. I was shocked, and quickly carried the child to the other side, not knowing what to say.

On the contrary, Su Meng spoke first, turned his head sideways, first glanced at me, then looked at the child in my arms, and asked, "What's your name?"

"Liang Tingyu. ”

"How old are you?"

"It's been less than two months. I answered truthfully.

When the words stopped here, he was silent for a moment before he said, "Let's eat." ”

The meal was silent, and there was no sound in the room except for the sound of the TV and the clattering of dishes and chopsticks. After the meal, I only sat downstairs for a while and then went upstairs. Sitting on the edge of the shaking bed in a daze, I don't know how long later, there was a knock on the door of the room, and then Su Meng opened the door and walked in, I was not much surprised, only smiled at her lightly.

She closed the door lightly, found a place to sit down, and her eyes fell on the sleeping child in the shaking bed, and after a long silence, she asked, "Do you think that with this child, I can fulfill you?"

She didn't look at me, only at the chatter, and then the chatter's eyes suddenly moved, and the eyelids lifted a little, and after a while, she suddenly opened her eyes, and the baby's eyes were very bright and clear, and when she looked at you like this, her whole heart melted. The chattering expression was quite rich, looking at Su Meng, he was stunned at first, then frowned, and then opened his mouth and smiled. She loves to laugh very much, and she doesn't cry much so far, and she is very obedient and obedient.

I think Su Meng at this age has no resistance to children, and when the afterglow swept over her, I saw a smile on the corner of her mouth, and reached out to tease the chatter unconsciously.

"Actually, I don't want to be with Liang Jing anymore, it's enough to have a child, it's good. I used to think that I would never be able to have children in my life, but fortunately, God still took pity on me and gave me such a gift when I lost everything, so that I would not be alone in the future. Auntie, don't worry, I won't do anything that makes everyone unhappy, you can hide it from Liang Jing when I give birth to a child, and never let him know. ”

"I have Zhengyuan and Yuemei, I can support myself and raise my children well. I smiled and said it very calmly.

Su Meng was looking at me, but I didn't look back at her, just looking at the chatter, seeing her laughing, seeing her healthy, I was also satisfied. I don't know what Su Meng was thinking at the time, but she didn't leave, just sat there and told me that it is very hard to be a single mother, how hard it is for a woman to get pregnant and give birth alone, and then raise a child alone.

As if to tell me about her own beginning, she told me for a long time, when I teased the child, I saw two deep scars on her wrists, and my heart was inexplicably melancholy. After that, my grandmother told me that she said that Su Meng didn't know where Liang Jing was now, so she came alone.

At 12 o'clock in the evening, I went up to the roof of the villa, wrapped in a thick cotton coat, and sat on a chair to admire the splendor of the fireworks. I'm still here, but where are you?

Su Meng didn't stay long before going back, but after that, she would come back every two to three months. She was lukewarm to chatter, but I knew she wasn't averse to the child, and she knew that she would bring all sorts of things for the child when she didn't come back.

When the buildings built in the old town were still in the blanks, I drove the car to see them, although they were not completely built, but the prototype was already there, and the two houses, one high and one short, represented this woman and a man, connected by a bridge in the middle, as if two people holding hands would never be separated.

He really designed according to what I said, I heard that this real estate was speculated before it opened, because the meaning is good, and the structure is unique and exquisite, and the price is already very high before it is opened.

This is also the memory that Liang Jing left me, just like this, rooted in the center of the city, how can I forget? and how can I live a new life, find a new man, and live a new life? Liang Jing is deliberate, he makes me suffer, and when I can't stand it, I know that I will try my best to find him!

He knows I'm thick-skinned! He just likes to see me run after him! Pervert!

Later, I learned that the current Liang Jing Shenlong is not the end, no one knows what he is doing, or what the purpose of doing those things is, the Liang consortium has always been managed by the uncle, but he retreated behind the scenes and was willing to be a military advisor. No one knew what was going on in his head.

I only know that once I went back to the snowy mountain, encountered an avalanche, and almost died.

I ran to the slums of India, encountered a riot, and almost killed someone.

He walks around, like a superhero, wherever there is danger, he is there, has done a lot of good deeds for the Liang Foundation, and has also gained a lot of good reputation.

Su Meng knew all this, but there was no way to stop it, because he didn't want to talk to her, this was probably a man in his thirties, and he had only one strong rebellion against his mother, he just promised her not to see me again, and he didn't promise not to toss himself again, and he did this, and he called it for the sake of the Liang family, Su Meng didn't even have a chance to refute.

First, he really never met me secretly, and secondly, he did fight for the reputation of Liang's conscience enterprise, she couldn't see Liang Jing, but she could know that he almost tossed himself to death. She also knew that it was Liang Jing's silent rebellion, and she would rebel until she died.

No one can see Liang Jing, except for him who takes the initiative to contact him, no one else can contact him.

When I was one and a half years old, one day, Su Meng suddenly told me that Liang Jing was in Madai, and after finishing speaking, he took a deep look at me and walked away. Pit age estimation skills.