I was so frightened that I immediately held back my tears, and I didn't even choke up, the effect was really good, in fact, I was quite afraid that he would hit me, although I knew that he didn't hit women, but I was still inexplicably afraid, like a masochist, full of thoughts that he was going to hit me.

The whole body unconsciously retreated, but behind me was the door, it had reached the point where there was no way to retreat, I clenched my teeth, even held my breath, in a trance, I heard his disordered breathing, the hands that clasped my hands became more and more forceful, I seemed to feel that my hands were about to be cut off by him, I only rejoiced in my heart, fortunately it was not my neck.

"I ......" I searched for a long time before I found my voice, with a thick nasal voice, I think that night, I made myself as humble as dust, so humble that even I disliked myself for being so spineless, and the saddest thing about being a man is probably spineless.

I looked at him with my eyes open and was silent for a long time before I spoke again, "Do you love me, even if it's just a little bit, or have you ever loved it, even for a moment, is it?" The surroundings were quiet, and I could clearly hear my voice almost pleading, "Liang Jing, I want to be with you." ”

Tears fell involuntarily again, I was in pain, my whole body hurt, and I couldn't help crying in pain. God is really unfair, why do I have nothing left, and I still want to take away the last trace of warmth around me!

"Since we can't be together, why do you still treat me so well, what will you do with me in the future, how will I marry in the future, how can I live a new life! Liang Jing, you are selfish, you are ruining me...... You have to be responsible for me......" I said word by word with great difficulty, every word, I forced myself to say it clearly, my tone was full of pity, I knew that I was shamefully pretending to be pitiful, trying to win a trace of sympathy from Liang Jing.

I cried and leaned my head on his shoulder, at this time he had slowly released the hand that was holding me, his hands had no strength, as soon as he let go, he fell directly to the sides, I grabbed his clothes little by little, and then opened my hands and hugged his waist tightly.

Then, slowly groping to kiss his lips, his lips were a little cold, slightly pursed, I kissed him little by little clumsily, gently licked his lips with the tip of my tongue, maybe my tears stained his lips, when the tip of my tongue touched his lips, I actually tasted a trace of saltiness. He kept his mouth shut, and I don't know what he was thinking at the moment, maybe he was scolding me in his heart for being shameless and spineless, all like this, but still so deadly and entangled.

yes, it's all like this, I should have turned around in style.

I tiptoed and kissed him with all my strength and pride, but in the end, I couldn't fool myself, and I laughed self-deprecatingly, and the whole person took a step back. Just as I was about to say, 'Let's go', he suddenly reached out and grabbed my hands, pulled me violently against him, and immediately reached out to hold my face, and pressed down again with a domineering and tough kiss.

He kissed very deeply, as if he used all his strength, almost suffocated me, I was kissed by him and the whole person was weak, my body fell back, one of his hands firmly against the back of my head, not giving me a chance to breathe, I was really afraid that the two of us would suffocate to death because of such a kiss.

This way of martyrdom is also unique.

I don't know how he opened the door, but he dragged me into the house like mud, pressed against the shoe cabinet, gnawed at my neck, and tore at my clothes. Everything seemed very frenetic and intense, like a war. I didn't turn on the lights, and let him throw me around, but no matter what, we were never separated.

His movements were so intense that I couldn't keep up with his rhythm at all, because he didn't have a rhythm at all, and I had no way to cater to it, but to bear it.

In this way, we go from the door of the house to the entrance, from the entrance to the sofa in the living room, from the sofa in the living room to the bathroom, and from the bathroom to the bed in the room. During the whole process, my mind was almost blank, and the whole thing seemed to be suspended in mid-air, fluttering. Bursts of pleasure stimulated the senses of my whole body, what is called pain and happiness, probably that's it.

I hugged him by the neck, and after a long time, he suddenly stopped, suddenly reached out and grabbed my hair, and pulled me off him very hard. At this point, my mind was already weak, because I was so tired that my whole head was buzzing like something was buzzing all the time. After a while, I heard Liang Jing say word by word in my ear: "Gu Qingcheng, you heard clearly, I have never loved you, never." Don't think I don't know what you're doing behind my back, don't try to play tricks on me, you're not qualified enough......"

In fact, I didn't hear much of what he said later, what can be punished, probably just those four words 'never'. I didn't speak, and I couldn't speak.

We were doing the most intimate things, and he was saying the most cruel things in my ear, which was ridiculous, ridiculous. Live and throw it away.

After he finished speaking, I opened my mouth and bit the flesh on his arm without saying a word, and bit hard, eager to bite off a piece of flesh from his body. I bit hard, always feeling that my teeth were embedded in his flesh, and my mouth was full of blood, Liang Jing didn't say a word, and just let me bite.

In the end, I was disgusted by the smell of blood, and I consciously let go of my mouth, which took the only trace of strength I had, and when I fell, the person had lost his strength, and soon the whole person fell asleep, and there was no feeling at all.

It's amazing, I didn't have nightmares this night, I didn't even have a dream, and the moment I barely opened my eyes, I saw Liang Jing standing by the window, getting dressed, looking as if he had even taken a bath, and was buttoning his head down. I had a terrible headache, but I still remember yesterday's events quite clearly, and I thought I would forget, after all, I was just drunk.

I lay on the bed as usual, reaching out and pressing my aching head hard, the room was quiet, so I could hear the sound of him tying his belt, the sound of the metal buckle, which made my heart tighten. I saw him turn around with my peripheral vision, and he was still the same as usual, not the slightest change, even his appearance was breezy and calm, as if nothing had happened yesterday.

Yes, yesterday was really nothing to him.

"Awake?" he walked over, stopped a step from the bed, and just looked at me condescendingly.

He stood with his back lit, and when he looked at him, it was so glaring that I stopped looking. At this moment, there was a very disgusting smell of blood in my mouth, I swallowed my saliva with difficulty, nodded, smiled, and said, "Yes, I woke up too early, I didn't expect to see you." ”

He chuckled, didn't speak, and after standing for a moment, he ignored me and walked around the bed, as if ready to go. I reflexively stopped him, "Liang Jing." ”

He listened to the footsteps and turned his head with a light smile on his face and a cold gaze, "What's the matter?"

I swallowed my saliva again, thinking that no matter what the relationship is, it always needs a full stop, and after the full stop, there is no need to think about it. I sat up, straightened my hair a little, showed my face, smiled at him, and said, "Liang Jing, let's break up." I squeezed the quilt tightly in both hands, mustered up my courage, and continued to smile, word by word, and speak clearly, "From now on, men and women will have nothing to do with marriage." ”

I looked at him, it was the only way I could save the last shred of my pride, even if it seemed stupid. Actually, I was very afraid, afraid that he would say something that I couldn't stand it, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear to collapse again, but fortunately he didn't.

He still smiled, nodded, and said, "Okay." With that, he turned around, and soon I heard the door of my room shut, the door of the room shut, and then everything fell silent.

That's fine.