Chapter Twenty-Three: The Past Is Like Smoke

"Papago, don't think about it, let's go"

After sitting on the threshold for a while, I was dragged back to the small table by Yu Feifei. After settling me down, she didn't speak, took two cans of beer, handed me one, and opened another one herself.

After saying a very sassy sentence to me, he put the can on his mouth, and was really ready to go.

"Drink less, it means a while, girls' families, ladies, ladies, drink less of this thing, don't you hear it?"

I quickly took the can from her hand, frowned and pretended to scold.

β€œYES ,SIR”。

Hearing me say this, Yu Feifei winked at me playfully, and then came a standard English salute.

Looking at Yu Feifei's eccentric appearance, I finally had a smile on my face, and my mood changed in an instant.

I know why Yu Feifei is like this, compared to the guy I saw just now, the one in front of me is really much better, both of them may have wings, but Yu Feifei is a real angel, that one, may be a birdman.

After finishing lunch, Yu Feifei rushed to wash the dishes, and was very insistent, so I could only agree.

"Helper, you are finally willing to go home, you guy who is heavy on sex and light on friends, see that I am ugly and abandon me This, yes, you can stay at home and think about it behind closed doors these days, and give you a good ideological education lesson, so that you know the consequences of ingratitude. The girl's family, this whole day and night don't go home, it's a shame. ”

Nothing happened, I summoned the helper with some food, then took a chair and sat down across from her, and gave a serious lecture.

"Hahaha"

A burst of laughter came from Yu Feifei's direction, and I-couldn't help it, poof, laughed.

After eating, Fei Feixu was tired, fell on my bed, and soon went to see Zhou Gong in an exaggerated posture.

This girl, your heart is also big, do you know if my bed is clean or not?, and, in the summer, lonely men and widows, this shape, can you consider my feelings, headache, headache.

After staring at the girl for a while, I shook my head helplessly, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner to the right one, covered her with a blanket, and then gently closed the door of the inner room, and sat down on the sofa outside very carefully.

Habitually took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, habitually raised the lighter... I looked at the back room. Shaking his head helplessly, he smiled and gave up.

Recalling the scene not long ago, I couldn't help but feel a little bitter in my heart, it turned out that the famous flower next door had a master, and only the one I met just now had the ability to take care of her. Thinking about it, I also lay on the couch and squinted.

"Hey, wake up, Papago, it's time. I was woken up by a gentle shaking and Yu Feifei's soft voice.

Looking at the time, I went, it was more than 4 o'clock in the afternoon, I went, this sleep.

"Papago, first of all, I apologize to you, I said, don't be angry. I peeked at something on your computer."

Yu Feifei looked at me a little embarrassed, a few meanings, I was a little confused all of a sudden, a little blushing all of a sudden, my heart suddenly mentioned my voice, suddenly, I came back to my senses, sat up suddenly, stared at Yu Feifei with both eyes, and sweat oozed from my head.

"Well, I woke up a long time ago, and I came out to see you taking a nap, I didn't dare to disturb you, I wanted to open the computer to watch a movie, open the browser, and found a blog link, I couldn't help but be curious and opened it, it turned out that Papago you wrote a blog, so I couldn't help but be curious and clicked on it. ”

"I'm sorry, I read it without your permission, you don't blame me."

Seeing that I was nervous about this virtue, Yu Feifei also seemed to be frightened, and she caressed her chest with her hand and whispered to me timidly.

Hey, I'll go, I'll go, I let out a long breath, thank God, Amitabha, thanks to Fei Fei didn't open a certain folder, as a senior otaku... Scared the hell out of me.

"Hey, this, it's okay, it's okay, you see, it's all some nonsense, nothing unsightly, look at it, it's roughly written, just don't laugh at it"

I scratched my head and said in a pretended lightheartedness.

"Haha, Xiao Qizi, your answer is very satisfactory to this palace, you come, you come, this palace read a poem of yours, weird, you come to explain it to me. Come on, come on".

Seeing that I wasn't angry, Yu Feifei was relieved, pulled me up, and came to the desk.

Looking at the antique Lenovo notebook on the desk, looking at the familiar blog interface in the notebook. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, it turned out that my blog hadn't been updated for two years.

After a while, I gently put my finger on the keyboard of the notebook, and the origin of this notebook slowly came to my mind like a movie film.

When I was a sophomore, I saw that other classmates all had their own laptops, and I was very envious and wanted to have a computer of my own, but the conditions at home made me have to give up this idea, and I couldn't pull this face when I asked my family for money.

In the days that followed, I was always itching to watch my roommates having fun on the computer, and finally, I gritted my teeth and made a decision to buy one on my own.

So, from that day on, every weekend, when others went to play, I would go to the street to hand out flyers and work part-time jobs.

Not long after, Xia Xiaomo somehow found out about my weekend part-time job, and went to the street to find me.

She forced me to ask why, I made it up, she stared at me directly, helpless, I could only tell her what I thought in my heart.

After Xia Xiaomo listened to me, her eyes were red at that time, she didn't say anything, she directly snatched the flyer in my hand, and followed me to distribute it with a smiley face.

Since then, every weekend, Xia Xiaomo and I will go to the street to distribute flyers, drink mineral water and eat bread when I am hungry, and I am reluctant to even eat a boxed lunch of 8 yuan.

Finally, towards the end of the second semester of my sophomore year, I met a senior who was about to graduate and set up a stall at the school to dispose of old things, including a second-hand laptop.

Xia Xiaomo's money and I are still a little bit short, the senior looked at the eager eyes of the two of us, and was very merciful, and sold it to us at a very low price, and when I was so excited that I took this laptop, the two of us smiled very happily.

Xia Xiaomo said that this computer is our common property, and said that if I know that I like to write articles, then this computer will be used by me, but there is only one request, let me open a blog, and use blogs to witness our love.

Listening to Xia Xiaomo's words, my heart was ecstatic, and I nodded and agreed without the slightest hesitation.

Seriously, we will be poor, but we will be very happy.

Later, my development was quite unsmooth, more and more degenerate, and there were more and more disputes with Xia Xiaomo, and finally there was a point, we broke up, which was proposed by Xia Xiaomo.

She said that she didn't want to waste her youth on a person who couldn't help Adou, and I was very painful and helpless. Because I know that Xia Xiaomo is not a person who makes decisions easily, since she has made a decision, she must have made a final judgment.

I want to give this laptop to her, Xia Xiaomo looked at me with red eyes, hugged the notebook from my hand, she rarely cried, she cried that day, and she cried very sadly.

After crying, she smiled bitterly, returned the laptop to me, and said something that still reminds me of heartache: "Love is gone, what is the use of me wanting it". After saying that, he covered his mouth and turned around and left.

I sat on a park bench alone with my computer in my arms, and several times I was angry and wanted to throw my laptop directly into the lake in the park, but I always hesitated at the last minute.

In the end, I still took it with me, but I was reluctant because I couldn't afford it. The second is longing, Xiaomo gave up on me, but in my heart, there is only her.