Chapter 90: What am I trying to do?

If it were the usual Lu Qingzhi, he would definitely explain a sentence or two to Yayu.

Because from beginning to end, Lu Qingzhi never liked Yaji, and all he had for Yaji was guilt.

And he also had a relationship with Yayu after he got drunk, although in a normal boyfriend and girlfriend, going to bed is nothing, and men don't need to take it to heart.

- In fact, many scumbags do the same.

But Lu Qingzhi is not a scumbag.

On the contrary, Lu Qingzhi is very serious about this matter.

He didn't want to hurt a girl's heart like this, so Lu Qingzhi's attitude towards Yayu was not good, and basically it could even be said that it was much better than that of others.

But this was clearly not enough in Yaji's view.

The way Ya Jie is now completely reveals all of this.

Lu Qingzhi thought of what happened before.

When he came out of the company, he really couldn't resist.

Lu Lihan's attack was not without seriousness, but Lu Qingzhi's health was too poor, and he learned the truth all the way, Lu Qingzhi was already angry when he rushed over, and later the entanglement with Lu Lihan in the company made Lu Qingzhi feel exhausted.

There is also blame for yourself.

He thought of what he said to Su Yiming at the beginning.

Su Yiming was a victim, but he said something like that to Su Yiming, how sad was Su Yiming at that time?

Lu Qingzhi blamed himself, so he was already physically and mentally exhausted at that time, and after being beaten again, his reaction was a little slow.

He actually thought a lot about it on the way to the hospital, but finally decided to come to Lu's house to explain it to the old man.

"I just want to find grandpa. Lu Qingzhi said in a cold voice.

Ya Jian suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart: "What are you looking for grandpa?"

It's true that Lu Qingzhi takes good care of the elderly, but he is definitely not the kind of person who has to find the elderly if something happens.

Yayu has been with Lu Qingzhi for so long, and it is really the first time that he has heard Lu Qingzhi say that he is going to find his grandfather.

It's like a child who desperately wants to find an adult to complain.

"It's none of your business, Yaji, I'll ask you to think about it between us. Although Lu Qingzhi knew in his heart that this was very hurtful, he had to say something.

Forget it before, Lu Qingzhi thought that his heart was like ashes, but in fact, only he knew what obsession he had in his heart.

He knew he couldn't cling to that obsession, but he didn't want to do anything to make his grandfather sad.

But now the situation is different.

Lu Qingzhi didn't want to make Su Yiming sad anymore.

Yaji's eyes widened, and for a moment she didn't even think she could speak.

She stared at Lu Qingzhi in front of her, her lips moved, but she couldn't say a word.

"You...... What do you say?"

Ya Wei trembled all over.

She has always felt that even if Lu Qingzhi is an ice cube, she can always make this person melt, and she can even accept that Lu Qingzhi has another person in her heart, because she is confident that she will definitely let this person completely fall under her pomegranate skirt.

But now, the meaning in Lu Qingzhi's words is so obvious.

Think about their relationship...... Doesn't that mean that you don't count when you plan to get engaged?

Yayu reached out and grabbed Lu Qingzhi's sleeve, his eyes were full of disbelief: "We are both married, do you still want to treat me like this?

Yaji's voice was full of tears, and the fragility of a woman was completely revealed at this time.

Lu Qingzhi lowered his eyes and saw that the fingertips of Ya Yu holding his hand were already white, and he could know how much strength this girl used.

Yayu loves him very much, and Lu Qingzhi can't deny it.

But to make him accept Yaji, Lu Qingzhi can't do this.

"I'm sorry. ”

Lu Qingzhi finally closed his eyes, and the expression on his face was not the usual indifference, but with some guilt.

But what Yayu wanted was not guilt.

There was a bit of viciousness uncontrollably in her eyes, and she said: "What do you know? What do you know to cancel the marriage contract with me? Do you know that my parents have already told my relatives about me and you, do you plan to make me a person who is disliked by my fiancé and divorces before I am married? Lu Qingzhi, why are you so ruthless!"

Lu Qingzhi has faced women's accusations more than once.

In the past, when he was abroad, he rejected many women, and although they spoke nicely, they actually wanted money from him.

Lu Qing saw through them at a glance, so every time he spoke, he was very direct.

And every time that time came, the girls would question him.

Or even insult him.

"Lu Qingzhi, you're a bastard!"

"Lu Qingzhi, a man like you basically doesn't have any merits except for a face that can be seen!"

"Lu Qingzhi, you are simply not a man!"

In fact, there are not many foreign women who swear, in fact, they like to use their hands more often.

I have seen a lot of this kind of thing, and Lu Qingzhi is indifferent.

As for the curse that those women put on him, like a man who doesn't know how to love is destined to die alone or something, Lu Qingzhi doesn't care.

Because Lu Qingzhi knew that he had the person he loved, but that person chose someone else.

And now, knowing that Su Yiming did not choose someone else, Lu Qingzhi's heart was full of joy.

"I'm sorry. Lu Qingzhi didn't know what to say to Yayu, a lot of words, in fact, it was useless to say them.

Because Lu Qingzhi knew that even if he said it himself, it was not the answer that Ya Wei wanted, since this was the case, why did he need to say it?

Yaji's hand squeezing Lu Qingzhi's clothes stiffened for a moment.

She originally thought that no matter what, Lu Qingzhi would also give herself an explanation.

Even he still can't forget Su Yiming.

Or maybe he thinks they're really inappropriate.

Who knows, coming and going, she only got a word of sorry.

Yayu let go of Lu Qingzhi's sleeve and laughed.

"What the hell am I trying to do?"

For the sake of Lu Qingzhi, Ya Jian offended a lot of women when he was abroad, Lu Qingzhi has many suitors, and many of them are even very statusy, under normal circumstances, Ya Jian will not offend those people.

But Yayu wasn't afraid.

She thinks that she is defending her love, these people are people who want to be the third party in other people's love, and Ya Wei looks down on them.

But now Yayu finally discovers that the person who wants to be a third party is actually herself.

Even if he is married to Lu Qingzhi, in the heart of this person, he is still an outsider.

As a result, he didn't even want to come out with a casual reason to perfunctory himself.