Chapter 199: Looking for Father All Over the World
Fang Qin took one last look at me, a trace of emotion flashed in his eyes that I couldn't read, and I didn't know how to describe it, it seemed to be a little resentful, a little self-blame, in short, there were a lot of entanglements, like a ball of knotted wool, I couldn't understand it, and I couldn't see it through. I think there should be a knot between her and my mother that can't be broken, and she has reservations about what she said to me.
We looked at each other for a moment, and then she came back to her senses, tugged at the corners of her lips and showed me a very reluctant smile, and then after telling me to be careful on the road, she closed the door.
It's already dark, the lights in the villa area are dim and dim, not particularly bright, thinking about those words just now, and then accompanied by the night breeze blowing from the side at this moment, the whole person can't help but shiver, the coolness comes out from the bottom of my heart, so I can't help but have goosebumps.
His hands had always been cold, and he hadn't warmed up since Fang Qin finished talking to me. I stood at the door of Fang's house for a while, raised my hand and exhaled to the cold palm, then turned around and walked in the direction where the car was parked, unlocked the car, just opened the car door, and was about to sit on it, when I heard someone call my name.
In the silence of the night, the voice was so loud that it came from afar and penetrated into my ears. I stopped what I was doing and turned my head to look in the direction the sound was coming from. At this point in time, there was almost no one on the road, and when I looked over, I only saw a man, his steps were a little disordered, but he was still very determined to walk towards this side step by step.
can appear here, except for Yu Jiahe, there will probably be no one else. But this man seemed to be a little drunk, just a few steps, but the walk was very difficult, staggering, and just now he almost fell into the flower bed. I took a few steps forward, put my hands in my pockets, and stood in front of the car, waiting for him to approach.
When this person approached, I smelled a pungent smell of wine, and his face was slightly red under the light, and even his eyes were red, and as long as this person drank too much, his face would be red, and after drinking, his face would be pale as if he was sick. However, he still seems to be sane at the moment, at least he can recognize people.
"Gu ...... Gu Qingcheng, you ...... Why are you here?" he looked down at me, with a smile on his face, and his eyes were still shining, but he still recognized people.
I saw that he was a little shaky, so I couldn't help but take a step back, smiled, and said, "Yes, I came to see my aunt, Yu Jiaru called me this morning, saying that the situation at home is not good, let me help come over and have a look." No wonder Yu Jiaru doesn't believe you ......"
Before I could finish my sentence, the man suddenly came forward and threw himself on top of me. He came very suddenly, I didn't have any defense, the whole person took several steps back, but he seemed to stick to my body, I retreated and didn't let him go. Sell your soul to Lord Lucifer
I originally thought that he didn't stand firmly, so I accidentally pounced on him, so I tried to stand on my heels and hold him steady, but when I stood still, I realized that this thing's hands actually wrapped my neck tightly, so he was holding me?
My nose was filled with the smell of alcohol on his body, and it stinked so badly that I hated the smell of his body and hated his hugs.
After a moment, he moved his head, turned his head sideways, and said to me with his mouth full of wine: "Qingcheng, I can finally understand your feelings, it's really uncomfortable." ”
I was a little confused by this, but listening to his tone, this hug seemed to be seeking comfort, but unfortunately, I couldn't find that resonance between me and him, and he was a little tight around my neck, which was very uncomfortable. I raised my hands and grabbed his clothes, glanced sideways at him, and without hesitation, I raised my foot and kicked him hard.
Almost instantly, Yu Jiahe let go of his hand, took a few steps back, hunched over, put his feet together, and covered the vital parts with both hands, the action was very funny. Then he yelled at me, "Gu Qingcheng, you are sick!"
I stood in front of him with my hands on my chest, smiled, and said, "Either just talk well, don't do anything for me." ”
He was probably in pain, his face was blue and red, and he probably had woken up for most of the time, raised his eyes and glared at me, and said, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in you......!" It was just a mistake. ”
"Oh, drunk and dazzled, and treat me like the only one again?" I snorted twice, watching him smile slightly.
At this time, he had slowly stood up straight, his face was still not good, and when he mentioned Gu Weiwei, his expression darkened again, frowned slightly, and then denied it, "I didn't." ”
I didn't speak, I just stood with him in the night, and stood silently for a while, seeing that he didn't seem to have anything to say, feeling very bored, so I waved my hand at him and said, "Okay, I see you're okay, go home, persuade your father, it's all in the past, and it's too child's play to divorce after being provoked a few times." It's been so many years, and if I can live well, I can see that my aunt is also very guilty and wants to maintain this marriage. "The happy life of the genius soldier king
"Also, you, who are the elder brother, can you make your sister feel reliable once? She lost her passport over there, and she has time to drink, so let's take care of the family more. I glanced at him faintly, and was about to turn around and get in the car and leave, which would be hungry and cold, and I wanted to go home.
"Heh, I want to persuade too, but my dad won't want to see me now. He sneered behind me and let out a long sigh, his voice sounding very dejected.
I frowned, looked back at him, he shrugged his shoulders at me, and said: "I just came back when they quarreled, and I happened to hear my father yelling at my mother very firmly, saying that I and Jiaru were not born to him, and he said that my mother married him so easily because he wanted to find a ready-made father for the child in his belly, my father usually talks little, but he is sincere to my mother." ”
He smiled at me and explained the matter very calmly. At this moment, I couldn't tell whether his red eyes were because of drinking, or if this incident had hit him hard.
I was stunned for a moment, I was silent for a while, and then said: "You can do a paternity test, there is no basis for what you say, whether it is or not, you will know it after checking, there is no need to guess like this, and everyone is sad in the end." ”
"It's sad enough now, my dad himself is the kind of person who likes to take things to heart, once it breaks out, there is no room for recovery, this paternity test is actually no different from doing it or not, he will be happy to find out that it is biological? He feels stupid, he feels that he has been a shield for decades, a ready-made father for decades, and a husband and wife for so many years, but he is just a substitute. ”
"He hasn't been seen since he slammed the door yesterday. He didn't answer his calls, and he couldn't find anyone. Oh, even if he wants to do a paternity test, he can't find anyone, I think he probably doesn't want to go back to this home. He snorted, and after glancing at me, he took a few steps back, sat down on the steps in front of the flower bed, and then scooped out a pack of cigarettes from his body, and smoked one cigarette after another, until the ground was covered with cigarette butts.
"Maybe you can ask your mom. I said.
If she could be honest, I wouldn't have to look for someone. ”
There was a road between us, and I didn't get closer, just stood by the car, watching him smoke cigarette after cigarette. Somehow, I suddenly felt that we individuals were also quite pathetic, the grievances and grievances of the previous generation, but the people who tortured us were not like ghosts and ghosts, and they were all over the world looking for their own biological fathers!
The cause they planted, but let us bear the effect. keeps whitewashing us, but the truth is so ugly that people accept incompetence. Actually, it's fine, at least I don't have to bear these alone, pulling down a lot of quilts.
When I left, he suddenly said sorry to me, and I didn't know what I was sorry for, I was a little stunned, and I didn't answer him, so I got into the car and left. When I got home, I realized that I hadn't eaten, and when I saw Liang Jingcai, I felt a little hungry.
Probably my expression was a little wooden, and when he saw me, he asked, "What did you do?"
I took off my coat, sat down against him, tilted my head and thought for a long time before saying, "Fang Qin is getting a divorce, so I'll go and see if I can help." ”
As I spoke, I turned my head to look at Liang Jing to see the expression on his face. However, I watched it for a while, he was a little indifferent, his eyes fell on the TV screen, his expression was indifferent, and after a while, he reached out and patted my leg gently, and said: "You don't care about other people's families, and now you have nothing to do with Yu Jiahe, what identity do you have to take care of their Yu family's affairs, you can't even manage yourself, just save your worries." ”
I pursed my lips, glanced at him, and leaned my head on his shoulder, Liang Jing's body rarely smelled of alcohol and smoke, even if he came back from the party, the smell was very faint, I really don't know how he did it.
sighed loudly, "Seeing that they quarreled quite fiercely this time, it looks like they are really going to divorce, usually Uncle Yu is still a very gentle person, I really didn't expect it to be so fierce." ”
He glanced at me sideways, his eyes were deep, he was silent for a while, he suddenly turned sideways, raised his hand and gently stroked my hair, and his gaze was much softer for a moment. I thought he was always going to say something to me, but he didn't say much and naturally changed the subject.
Because just as he was speaking, my stomach suddenly screamed, he looked at me, frowned, patted my head, and said, "There are ingredients in the kitchen, let's fill my stomach first." ”
Thinking about it, I looked at him for a while, then smiled and nodded, and when I was about to get up, he grabbed my hand again, and said sincerely, "I haven't eaten yet." ”