On the streets around Nanxiang University of Technology, barbecue vendors and food stalls started a night carnival, and many students chose to gather and play here. Squandering youth that can be squandered.

Walking down the street, you can always hear the drunken roar, which is noisy all night.

"If I can't be hurt, what do I have to do with you?" Zhou Zixuan's mind was still hovering with Liuli's words, and he felt like a big stone in his heart, heavy and unhappy.

Zhou Zixuan is also asking himself, what is Liuli to him? It can be said that he is a master and apprentice, Liuli is half of his teacher, it can be said that he is a brother and sister, Zhou Zixuan once said to her, Liuli is also a default, and Zhou Zixuan is also taking care of her in life.

But having said that, what did he think in his heart? Zhou Zixuan shook his head self-deprecatingly, feeling that he was really a little shameless, when Chu Xiaoxiao and even others misunderstood that they were a couple, he was justifying on his lips, but in his heart he longed that all this was true.

"What a hypocrisy. Zhou Zixuan felt that his character was very annoying, indecisive, and inconsistent.

Unconsciously, during the stroll, the wind was a little cold, and he saw a bar, which was the closest to his school, the location was remote, but the decoration was splendid, and I heard that there were many dignitaries and nobles in it.

Zhou Zixuan went in without thinking about it, it was very expensive, if it was usual, he would definitely not even look at it, but today he wanted to drink a little wine, he didn't want to get drunk, he just wanted to drink a little.

After entering, listening to the waiter's greeting, he did not rush to sit down, because when he came in, he saw a woman in a snow-white dress sitting in the corner of the bar, and the woman refused to talk to strangers one after another.

Zhou Zixuan sat down directly regardless of whether she refused or not, and said to himself: "Coincidentally, it turns out that senior sister will also come to this kind of place." ”

He found that he had really changed a lot since he met Liuli, he used to be very restrained, recalling the day he painted on the lakeside when he first met the woman in front of him, he was polite and polite, but now he looks like a ruffian in terms of dress and temperament.

"It's strange that I'm here? Do I give people the impression that I should be painting every day, playing and studying art?" Meng Chenxi took a sip of blue Margaret, her face was slightly red, this kind of wine is very strong to drink but the degree is not very high, it is not intoxicating, and it is also the wine that some ladies often order.

The waiter was also worried that he was deliberately accosting him to seek excitement, and when he saw that they knew each other, he flashed to the side with interest, and took a list and handed it to him by the way.

Zhou Zixuan looked at the wine recommended on the list, he didn't come to buy drunk, after all, there was nothing sad in the end, at best, Li Zhong just had some hurdles in his steps. Listening to Meng Chenxi's rhetorical question, he also replied with a smile: "It's not strange, it's just that I didn't expect it, I think there are only two kinds of people who come back here, one is to pursue an exciting and noisy life, to add some flavor to life, this kind of person is a frequent visitor, and the other is a person who has worries in his heart, wants to vent, and suffers from having nowhere to vent here." ”

Zhou Zixuan ordered a glass of Stinger, compared to not going home tonight, drinking this kind of wine is just a little more emotional, but compared to Meng Chenxi's blue margarita, the alcohol is much higher.

"Then it seems that you are the second kind" Meng Chenxi smiled faintly, and there was some loneliness in his smile.

"It seems that the senior sister is too. Zhou Zixuan took a sip, with a hint of bitterness in the sweet and cold taste, and asked, "Senior sister, you say, how can you like someone?"

"Hehe" Meng Chenxi smiled, he didn't expect him to ask himself this kind of question, "You actually asked me this kind of question." ”

Zhou Zixuan saw her expression and realized that he had asked in vain, "I think you will be a little more experienced, it seems that I think too much." ”

"That's right, you asked in vain, in fact, I really envy you in this regard. ”

Meng Chenxi is really envious of him, in his youth, some troubles are really good, unlike her, she doesn't even have a chance.

"Envy me, senior sister, your taste is so low, I've been single for almost twenty years. Zhou Zixuan wanted to cry without tears when he mentioned this, people said that the campus was a paradise for love, but he didn't seem to have been to heaven.

"Twenty years of being single? At least you can worry about that. Meng Chenxi covered her mouth and couldn't help but smile, "That's much better than not having happiness in the second half of your life." ”

"Ah, senior sister is already married?" Zhou Zixuan was so shocked that he almost threw the wine glass to the ground, if this is the case, it is too shocking, how many otaku hearts will be broken.

"Is it possible?" Meng Chenxi was a little angry when she heard what he said, she was too eyeless to see, although she was a little older than him, she was not of legal age.

Taking a sip of wine, Meng Chenxi's face was a little red, and he looked at the neon sign and sighed faintly: "If I really get married, I'm afraid my life will come to an end, no longer have ideals, no longer yearning, and even travel is restricted. ”

"Is it so terrifying?" Zhou Zixuan obviously didn't believe it, he had heard that marriage was a grave, but it wasn't so evil, did this senior sister have a premarital phobia, "Then don't get married, is it possible that someone is still forcing you." ”

"That's right, it's true that someone forced me" Meng Chenxi drank all the wine in the cup, tilted his head, confused, confused, "If you can meet someone you like, then every day with him is happy, even if you live a hard life, you can go on with a smile, but in an arranged marriage, the other party is still an out-and-out bastard, no matter how good the living conditions are, it is only secretly sad." ”

Meng Chenxi said, leaving a crystal tear in the corner of her eye. She is strong, but her strength is too fragile in the face of authority.

"If I were you, I would rebel, as I said when we first met, if you don't like it, why obey. "Zhou Zixuan and Liuli have been together for a long time, and they have also been exposed to some things, no matter what it is, once they make themselves unhappy, they will do it.

"You think it's too simple, junior brother, do you think you can resist everything? It's okay for me to refuse, but what about the consequences? My family is declining because of my refusal, it doesn't matter if I have no place to stay, but what about my parents? What about my uncles and aunts? What about my relatives? What about them?" Meng Chenxi covered her eyes, she felt that life was very hard, and what she cried was not material but that kind of nihilistic spirit.

"When my family business is completely decayed, I still can't escape this fate, they will still find me, I accept that it is just a plaything, if I refuse, it will one day fall into their hands and it will not even be as good as a plaything. You say, how can I resist, how can I resist?" Meng Chenxi wiped her tears, and the light makeup she painted was already a little spent.

Zhou Zixuan groaned, it turned out that this versatile senior sister actually had such a sad story, he looked at Meng Chenxi, looking at the tears she was holding back, he felt very angry, it was really hateful to let a woman cry like this. It's simply unforgivable.

Zhou Zixuan asked and sighed, and said: "Who can say well about the future? In this society, who can dominate all this so loudly? Is the other party's family very big? Is it very strong? Is it really so high and unattainable? I don't believe it! Destiny is not determined by someone by birth?"

"If you want to talk about the other party, you may have heard that I am going to marry the heir of the Wang family, the largest family in Shonan. ”

"Wang family, Wang Hongwei?" Zhou Zixuan, when he heard the Wang family, he subconsciously thought of Wang Hongwei, and the beam between them was not small.

"Wang Hongwei?" Meng Chenxi sneered, "If only he were him, he is just a straw bag, if it is him, then I have confidence, I am talking about his brother, although that person is also cynical, but when it comes to means and strategies and shows his talent in management, it really amazes many people." Especially the ruthlessness he showed made too many people jealous. ”

Zhou Zixuan nodded, "Wang Hongwei is bad like this, then his brother must not be bad." ”

"Hehe, I actually talked to you about this" Meng Chenxi stood up, "But the mood is really much better, thank you, junior brother." It's nice to have someone listening. I don't know what's wrong with your relationship, but you have to know that if it's true love, it's consensual, if it's just one-sided, then even if it's together, it's impossible to be happy, and it's definitely not going to be happy. ”

Zhou Zixuan nodded, he had actually figured it out in his heart, to say that he was with Liuli, he was very happy, and Liuli was also very happy, but this was just a feeling similar to family affection, he was not lost, and he would not be depressed, because this is what he wanted, love that has not experienced the story, love that relies on a feeling, is not love at all, and it seems better to be like this now.

At the door of the bar, Zhou Zixuan raised his collar, the wind at night made him a little cold, looked at Meng Chenxi beside him and said, "I won't send you back." ”

Meng Chenxi covered his mouth and smiled, and said, "I won't let you send it either." ”

Familiar conversations, different scenes, two people looked at each other and smiled tacitly. The two of them entered a place like a bar for the first time, and they talked for just an hour, except for the beginning, the two of them were chatting, and most of the time after that was contemplative, of course, Meng Chenxi seemed to like drinking blue margaritas, and then ordered another glass, but it didn't drink it all as at the beginning.

Both of them figured it out a lot. When I came out, the noise on the side of the road was still there, but the people were still much depressed, and some of the glittering neon signs had been turned off.

"Well, I knew it from the first time you went into the water to catch lotus" Zhou Zixuan felt that the two of them always spoke as if they were playing Zen.

"yes, you did that the first time we met. ”

"So, good night?"

"Good night. ”