When you get along with a blind person, you don't need to care about all the indecencies in your life, and the other party can't see it at all.

Sound and smell have become important ways of perception for her, and this experience is more like a kind of degradation, trying to give full play to the animality of human beings in order to better adapt to survival.

"Uh...... How about the taste. ”

"Nothing, it's just a stomach. After saying that, she couldn't help but add: "You put too much salt." ”

"After being blind, is the sense of taste also sensitive? ”

"The same was true of the days when your eyes were swollen?"

"Well, I thought it was fun at the time, and I remembered your curiosity request. ”

"Then I want to thank you, it was a fun experience. ”

Clear soup and noodles, there was no taste for dinner, after the meal, Yun Qianlan went to the bathroom once, and it was inconvenient for Lin Bao to appear, she completed the whole process by herself, and all kinds of discomfort began to appear after the freshness.

"Is this another life?"

"Do you suddenly feel that it is still the original comfortable days. ”

Yun Qianlan didn't answer, the purpose of the experience was not to engage in the "Metamorphosis" set of hardships and reflections, what she wanted was to relieve the numbness of life.

The two of them returned to the living room for recreation, after dinner should be the golden time of the day, to recuperate, but the villa was quiet like two old people.

Lin Bao washed the fruit, put it on the table, and let her take it herself, unfortunately, Yun Qianlan was the first to bring dragon fruit, probably because it was unique to the touch, and she was curious.

"I've cut it, you know where to eat. ”

"Well, I'll try. ”

She was quite interested, took a bite into the flesh, succeeded, and smiled with a sense of accomplishment, "Chat with me." ”

"The dark world is boring?"

"If you lose your vision, you will fall into an endless spiritual world, think too much, and easily get into trouble by yourself. ”

"This is what you call "The Shining", the claustrophobic environment makes people crazy?" turned out to say that she herself fell into the claustrophobia of the spiritual world.

Lin Bao nodded, picked up a bunch of grapes, and ate them one by one, "I really want to talk to you." ”

The corners of her mouth rubbed the juice of dragon fruit, but she didn't know it at all, "Okay, you can talk about it." ”

So, Lin Bao asked an ultimate question full of clichés.

"What is the meaning of life. ”

"Huh. Yun Qianlan laughed, put down the fruit, fumbled a few times, and found the tissue, "I can't believe that you would say this." ”

"The question is too boring?"

"No, it's very interesting to ask at this time slot. "She is experiencing the life of a blind person, Lin Bao is living a lame state, and both of them are going on an incomplete life.

She replied with interest: "It's a topic worth discussing all night." ”

"Okay, then I'll throw bricks and lead the way, and talk about my own thoughts first. Lin Bao said generously: "From my personal short period of more than 20 years, I think the essence of human life is no different from animals, so the essence of life is to live, for a mouthful of food, for the daughter-in-law, for the children, or for yourself, you have to actively and passively do things in exchange for living space, so what's the point of doing this? It seems that there is no, but ...... I just want to live. ”

"Just want to live?"

"That's right, because the brain is telling the body that it doesn't want to die, then it will negate all the thoughts that are not good for the body, and the idea tries to live until the day when the gray hair is gray and the body is not good, so I admire the person who dares to commit suicide the most, and mentally defeats the manipulation of the brain. ”

The strange train of thought made Yun Qianlan slightly surprised, she thought that Lin Bao's idea would be similar to life like a dream, and felt that life was meaningless nihilism, but his thinking turned out to be the most primitive animal instinct?

"You've already thought it clear, so why bother asking me. ”

"I'm a lost madman, I will only think about life with the most primitive animal nature, too superficial, Dr. Yun, you work in the hospital, you have seen all the joys and sorrows of the world, you should have more experience of life. ”

She leaned back on the sofa and laughed, "It is precisely because I have seen too much that I have no experience and no consciousness, so I want to try another life." ”

She took a sip of wine, her throat was burned by the spirits, and even a little stinging, "I have a cold nature, I have no sympathy since I was a child, my father said, there is no compassion, I am not suitable to be a doctor, but my mother said that a cold person is more suitable to be a machine on the operating table, will not make mistakes, and complete the work within the scope of the accusation according to the procedure." ”

"I follow the step-by-step process, my daughter inherited her father's business, became a doctor, in a blink of an eye I am almost thirty years old, and the most valuable youth face is about to be spent, I found that the vast majority of people's lives are inactive, including me, there is nothing special, from God's point of view, these lives are very meaningless, but ......"

Yun Qianlan found one thing at work, "In my hands, there may be people living and some dying every day, and they all have one thing in common, they don't want to die, they are afraid of death." ”

The meaning of life is commonly said to be what to live, so Yun Qianlan also found an answer, coincidentally, this answer coincides with Lin Bao.

"Instead of discussing why people live, it is better to think the other way around, do people dare to die?"

Lin Bao was stunned for a moment, "Reverse thinking?"

"Most people don't have the courage to face death, so the reason for living is that they don't dare to die, Lin Bao, we have the same idea. ”

"It seems to be. ”

"The meaning of life, philosophically speaking, there are many metaphysical statements, but I, like you, go back to the origin, man is subordinate to animals, then the most powerful instinct of animal nature is to resist death, this is the essence of life, it can be said that it is meaningless, but it can also be said to be very great. ”

At this moment, Yun Qianlan, who had lost her "eyes", felt that her spiritual platform was clear, no longer disturbed by secular human feelings, and her heart was rarely pure.

She suddenly remembered the Taoist Taoism of nature, all meanings, in the face of the laws of nature, are meaningless, the great rivers can flow for thousands of years, and people are only a few years, a drop in the ocean, how boring......

Maybe the topic suddenly became mysterious and profound, Lin Bao laughed and said: "If people can really think about it and are not afraid of death, then the crematorium is estimated to be full." ”

"It's a pity, how can people figure it out so easily, many people will never think of asking themselves why they are alive in their lifetime, they will not ask, they will not think about this. ”

Lin Bao mended the knife: "I will ask the two of us if we are full." ”

"Hahaha. ”

It's good to eat when you're hungry, drink water when you're thirsty, why people live, it's probably the most primitive instinct driven, your brain won't tell you, don't eat when you're hungry, starve me to death, it's not interesting to live.

This was the original answer that Lin Bao and Yun Qianlan got.

It's like the original code in the human body. Life, instinct is just that.

The next day, Lin Bao asked the hospital to change the dressing.

It's a very simple thing, it stumped two adults, Yun Qianlan couldn't see, she couldn't do anything, Lin Bao's legs couldn't work, and it was inconvenient to do whatever she wanted.

At this time, they realized that two people had to be combined in order to complete the actions of a normal person.

The blind experience suddenly had a little more fun.

Lin Bao felt that last night's topic was too deep, Yun Qianlan's detached mentality seemed to be a kind of misanthropy, a doctor who saved lives and helped the wounded was misanthropic in the world, can you believe it?

So it was even more necessary for him to take the doctor out to get a feel for the world.

Called a taxi, went to the hospital in the city together, the driver saw two people, one lame and one blind, also confused, the two of them are living together?

Yun Qianlan didn't sleep well last night, and when she had no concept of time at all, she had a problem sleeping, and she was groggy in the car, and after getting out of the car, Lin Bao became her guide dog, holding a leash, and the two walked one after the other.

To be honest, she looked like a blind person when she wore sunglasses and held a cane.

When he arrived at the hospital, Lin Bao went to change the dressing simply, and Yun Qianlan sat outside and waited.

"Your girlfriend?"

"I ...... One of my cousins had an eye injury and couldn't see for the time being. ”

"Oh, she's wearing her clothes backwards. ”

Yes?

Lin Bao smiled awkwardly, Yun Qianlan didn't know at all, listening to the people coming and going in the corridor, her peers said that the hospital was half a world, but she never paid serious attention to it.