Chapter 43: The Past
Xiaoli gently pushed open the door of the ward, Qu Qing was smiling and drinking soup, Cheng Fei was gently feeding it one bite at a time, seeing Xiaoli, Qu Qing asked worriedly, "Xiaoli, are you okay, I was a little scared just now, I said nonsense, you didn't go to someone to make trouble." ”
Xiao Li spread his hands, "I'm in the intensive care unit, why don't you go and see him?"
Qu Qing was stunned for a moment, and finally pursed her lips, "It's okay if you're okay, I'm afraid that your temper will hurt others, and in the end, hurt yourself." ”。
"Yo, what kind of soup are you drinking, Cheng Shao, the perfect boyfriend!" Chen Yan leaned over and grinned at the two.
Xiao Li kicked over, "That's a lot of words!".
The door was pushed open, and several people looked at the people who came in, a little surprised, Cheng Zimu? Why did he follow
Cheng Zimu approached the hospital bed, looked at Qu Qing and Cheng Fei, who loved each other, and looked at Qu Qing deeply, "What about Fang Zi?"
"Cheng Fei came, I let him go, I'm really embarrassed to trouble him. Qu Qing replied in a low voice.
Cheng Zimu's eyes tightened, ignoring Cheng Fei's presence, and said coldly, "Qu Qing, since you have put it down, since you still care, why can't you give it one more chance?" Do you know that today is Fang Zi's parents,,," He suddenly stopped, his figure turned around and left lonely, outside the door, a huge accent sounded in the corridor, and then a female voice sounded, "Oh, what is this for, I just cleaned it, why did you kick my trash can away, it's really unqualified." ”。
Xiaoli turned around abruptly and opened the door, but he couldn't see that figure anymore.
Xu Ying smiled bitterly, "You have a good rest, I'll go first" and walked to the door, she turned around again, "Qu Qing, don't mind Amu's attitude, he feels uncomfortable, he is worried about Fang Yi, today, it is his parents' sacrifice day." ”。
Qu Qing was stunned, her eyes were full of disbelief, Xiao Li was also stunned, Fang Yi's parents, when did it happen, Chen Yan and Yang Minglang also frowned, Cheng Zimu and the others were really strict.
Cheng Fei looked at Qu Qing who was in tears, he had never asked about her and Fang Yi, and he didn't even know that the boy Qu Qing had in the past was him, but these few times, Qu Qing's dodge, Fang Yi's eyes, and Cheng Zimu's tone just now, he more or less guessed it, he silently hugged the tearful Qu Qing into his arms, but for the first time, he felt that Qu Qing, who was so docile, was struggling.
Xiao Li asked Yang Minglang to take him to Fang Yi and wanted to worship his parents, Xu Ying hesitated for a long time and told them the address, Xiao Li comforted Qu Qing and left in a hurry, but she didn't know that after she left, Qu Qing pulled out the needle and followed, and Cheng Fei didn't stop her.
In the empty and cold cemetery, Cheng Zimu stood beside Fang Yi, the wind blew his thin shirt, Fang Yi knelt on the ground, lowered his head, his fingers stroked the photo of his parents on the tombstone, and shed tears.
"Fangzi, don't be like this, uncle and aunt don't want to see you like this. ”
"Boss, thank you, you have accompanied me for the past two years, two years ago, if it weren't for you, my parents probably wouldn't even be able to afford this resting place. ”
"We are brothers, don't talk about this. ”
"Dad, Mom, I'm here to see you, I'm sorry, today, I'm late, don't be angry, Mom and Dad, I'm doing well, I bought the old house in Qingmei Town, and the small restaurant also bought back, and when I help the boss make the company bigger, handle it well, and make enough money, I'll take you home, reopen our small restaurant, and then be there, accompany you, and never leave again." ”。
"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, because of me, let you leave your homeland, I used to resent you for breaking up me and Xiaoqing, I worked hard, against your will, did a lot of things that made you sad, and in the end, I hurt you and died in another country. ”
"Mom and Dad, I know that you have always felt guilty in your heart, and you were so cruel to Xiaoqing at the beginning, but I know that you are for my good, I don't complain, I see that she is doing well now, I am content, you can rest assured, I will live a good life and take good care of myself. ”
"Fangzi, uncle and aunt will understand you, don't be too sad. Cheng Zimu reached out and pressed it on his shoulder, his tone heavy.
"Boss, do you know what my mother said to me before she died, she said sorry, sorry for the child, I know, she was talking about Xiaoqing, but Xiaoqing can no longer hear, if it wasn't for me insisting on going out on her birthday to see her, if I didn't go out, maybe, the accident wouldn't have happened, if I was at home at the time, those two thieves wouldn't have killed them, I could protect them, I could, but damn why should I go out? It's me who should say I'm sorry, what's wrong with them, I know I hurt Xiaoqing, if God wants to punish, why don't you let me crash or drown, why do you want to punish them, with the lives of two people, I can't get back what I once lost. Fang Yi cried bitterly, and slammed his fist to the ground.
"They won't blame you, because they know how much you love Qu Qing, so apology before dying is to hope that you will forgive their persistence and hope that you can regain your happiness. ”
"My happiness has long since died, I once gave up Xiaoqing for my parents, and now I have selfishly harmed them, you say, what qualifications do I have to be happy, boss, I return to Xiaoqing, I can't help but care about her, I used to desperately want to become stronger to chase her back and protect her, but now, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid of breaking her smiling face that she finally recovered, I would rather her smile happily in Cheng Fei's arms, worry-free all her life, I just want to silently guard her, I understand, really love someone, you don't have to have her, and I, I have long lost the right to have her, I dare not think, I'm afraid that even if she comes back to me, every night in my dreams, I dreamed of her despair falling in the snow and the corners of my mother's bloody mouth saying sorry to me, I was really scared. ”。
"Fangzi, everyone will have a difficult time, we have experienced too many years, but I believe that these years will eventually become the most profound memories of your life, I believe that you will survive, no matter what decision you make, I will support you, I will always stand behind you, I will always be your brother, my family is your family, my parents are your parents, hold on, we will all get what we want to live, no matter what happens in the future, I believe that we will become the best of us." 。 ”
Xiao Li stood behind the two of them, suddenly felt tired, I always felt that the world was very beautiful before, but now I found out that it was not that they saw the wrong world, but that the world deceived them, life is a long road, this many hardships and tortures, how can they all blame fate, each of them has their own love and hate, gains and losses, mistakes, misses, this is the demon given to them by this world, no one can hide from it.
Qu Qing stood on the other side, her tears had long since dried up, she almost ran away from Cheng Fei, who wanted to hug her tightly, and kept repeating sorry under his injured eyes, sorry, even she didn't know who she was talking to.
Fang Yi, you said, how do we have to work hard to untie the pain in our hearts, to make up for the rift between you and me in the past six years, how can we, how can we return to the beginning, to the best of us.