Xing Mo began to lose her hair, and in just two days, most of her hair fell out, how Ren Xiaoqing cried and begged her, she didn't want to say a word, she was quiet, eating quietly, and receiving treatment, but she never spoke again, as if she was just a rag doll, at the mercy of her, but lifeless.

Fang Yi's inevitable presence led to another quarrel between him and Xiaoqing, who stayed in the hospital and everyone went to attend the most luxurious and high-profile wedding in the city.

Xu Ying wore an elegant dress, in the crowd, politely received guests, the Chen family and the Cheng family, one married, one engaged, but the atmosphere was completely different, one low-key, one public, Cheng Zimu was talking and laughing with a group of people at the door, the group of people Xiaoli seemed to be a little familiar, but they couldn't remember.

Xu Ying knew why the Cheng family did not have too many relatives and relatives and friends to attend, in the face of her parents' complaints, she could only comfort, looking at Cheng Zimu's back, she was also bitter in her heart, the old head of the Cheng family personally promised the engagement, but for some reason, he himself did not appear, Xu Ying saw the people of the Tang family again, Cheng Zimu faced them, he could only greet them with a smile and treat him like a VIP.

Chu Xin was one step ahead of Mo Qiao, standing beside Xu Ying, feeling uncomfortable, but she couldn't speak, she always felt that the people of the Tang clan were looking at Xu Ying if they didn't have it.

Xiao Li finally met Chen Yan, after so many days, he met again, but it was his engagement with another woman, he was wearing a white suit, wearing a red bow tie, he looked so handsome, and his temperament was outstanding, he was surrounded by a group of people in the center, and it looked very lively, but only they understood that at this moment, he was so cold and helpless in his heart, at this moment, Xiao Li suddenly felt distressed, distressed Chen Yan, and even more distressed Momo.

And when she finally saw Cheng Zimu standing in front of her in a dress, her heart was completely suffocated, and she always thought that she was so strong, but when she saw him holding Xu Ying's hand and standing in the crowd, she still felt extremely dazzling, and all the sincere blessings were choked in her throat and she couldn't speak.

Yang Minglang clenched her hand, walked into the lobby, handed over the gift, and stood silently behind Xiao Li, silently supporting her.

Xiaoli didn't expect that the first time he gave Cheng Zimu a red envelope in his life was at his engagement wedding.

Cheng Zimu didn't expect that Xiaoli would give him a red envelope so directly, at his engagement with others.

No matter how much money there is, it can never be exchanged for the years that left in a hurry and the love of beautiful companionship.

Mo Qiao stood beside Chen Yan, it was a little support for him, he had never seen such a Chen Yan, for so many years, he was the most chic and loving person in this group of people, the playboy Chen Yan became an infatuated person for Xing Mo, Chen Shao, who was full of dirty words, learned to comfort people, and the young master of the Chen family, who loves to play tricks, learned to be calm and pay, but, in the end, he couldn't get the person he loved the most, he wanted to marry someone he didn't love, and he didn't catch up with the small town girl in his heart after all.

From being young and frivolous, giving up Tsinghua studies, to later, chasing abroad, guarding for two years, and then coming back, for Xing Mo to get involved in the entertainment industry, set up a company, almost suppressed all her rumors, and opposed her family, to now, when she couldn't hear her slightest response, she chose to let go, and for the sake of her reputation, gave up his seven years of love and persistence, such Chen Yan is distressing and pitiful.

It turns out that in everyone's life, there is a person who loves himself and loves his bone marrow, and he says he likes it, but in the end, he still makes the person he loves sad, he can't get it, and he has lost it.

The romantic wedding began, the quiet crowd, Cheng Zimu and Xu Ying, Chen Yan and his bride were about to exchange rings, Xiao Li's eyes were a little blurry, I don't know why, she suddenly couldn't cry, she just felt that the world seemed to be still, her mind was blank, the memories of the past disappeared quickly, and no trace could be found.

Cheng Zimu, you have finally become someone else's groom, and I will never be able to wear a wedding dress for you again in my life.

Chen Yan, you still married someone else, let you be wronged in every way, but you still didn't keep your promise of love.

The mobile phone rang suddenly, Xiaoli's heart couldn't stop trembling, she saw Cheng Zimu and Chen Yan's eyes coming at the same time, she saw everyone looking over, blaming, puzzled, indifferent, disgusted, she raised the phone, put it to her ear, tears dropped, she wanted to speak, but found that her voice was hoarse, her mobile phone fell to the ground, and there was a crisp and piercing sound, she saw Chen Yan running down.

"Chen Yan, you said, we may have been too happy in our previous life, so in this life, all the pain has to be borne by us. ”

"Chen Yan, do you still remember, that year, the Mid-Autumn Festival was full and the moon was full, Momo's smiling face was brighter than the moon, you said, it was the most beautiful smiling face you have ever seen, but there is no more, no more. ”。

The crowd began to panic, Chen Yan rushed out like crazy, the guards of the Chen family desperately stopped him, Mo Qiao and Yang Minglang grabbed him and escaped, Xu Ying sat on the stage, Cheng Zimu's deep eyes flashed with a trace of tears, he desperately couldn't hold back and didn't look at Xiaoli, he was afraid that if he looked at it, he would kill himself.

Xiaoli didn't remember how she got into the car, she just kept muttering, "Momo, do you remember the flowers in Qingmei Town, it's blooming, let's go back and see." ”

Xing Mo committed suicide.

Qu Qing left to fetch water for a minute, she pulled out all the instruments, and used the fruit knife next to the bed to cut the wrist of her left hand, which was the knife that Xiaoqing peeled for her, afraid that she would not be able to eat it, Xiaoqing cut the fruit into a corn-sized shape, and spent a morning, that full bowl of diced fruit, she ate most of the bowl, and then she said that she wanted to drink water, and at the moment Xiaoqing turned around, she chose to end her life, using the fruit knife used by her favorite good friend.

Qu Qing knelt on the ground outside the door of the operating room, crying so desperately, more sad than when she lost Fang Yi, Fang Yi stepped forward to hug her, but found that she couldn't restrain her from trembling.

When Chen Yan rushed in, Xing Mo was lying quietly on the hospital bed, her eyes closed, the rescue was timely, she still had a trace of life, but her body had long been exhausted, and now this knife completely cut off her hope of survival.

Chen Yan's white suit was covered with blood, he injured his arm while fighting with the guards, he trembled and hugged Xing Mo, her body was as light as cotton, as if the wind would blow and it would drift away.

Her eyes slowly opened, her voice was dry and hoarse, and the tearing was terrifying, "Chen Yan, do you ,,, pain?"

Chen Yan's tears immediately fell on her face, "It hurts, Momo, I hurt, no one can cure me except you, don't leave me, don't leave me, I will die of pain, please, please... ”

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"I'm here, Momo, I'm ,,,"

"Little,,I'm sorry to leave,,, I,,,Lost your foam,don't be angry ,,,with me,,I thought,You hate me,I won't be so sad when I leave,,, I,,I'm afraid you'll be sad,You can't,,Can't bear any parting anymore,,, can',,,。 ”。

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"Xiaoqing,,,, I've always been sorry,,, I couldn't be by your side on that sad night that year,,, don't blame me, I've been ,,, all these years, I've always missed you,,, I miss you so much... ”。

"Momo, you will be fine, Xiaoli and I have been waiting for you, waiting for you to come back to us, we have our own home, I and Xiaoli have always had your room in the house, we go home together, we said three green plum blossoms, never separate, we said okay, said okay, don't leave us Momo!".

"Three green plum blossoms, never separated. What a beautiful oath, such a beautiful you" Xing Mo's eyes shed tears, in front of him were the smiles of the three people under the green plum tree, the picture of talking about their dreams under the starry sky, the flying laughter on the merry-go-round in the playground of Qingmei Town that year, the figure running on the long street, I can't go back, I'm so tired, this short life, how many people's hearts have been broken, how many times have I hurt, and I haven't loved someone well, I'm so tired, I'm so unwilling!. c

"Chen Yan,,, I didn't tell you, I,,Fall in love with you,,If there is an afterlife,,You have to meet me early,,, I found me before I met Cheng Zimu,Fall in love with me,,, let me ,,, also fall in love with you,I'll wait for you... ”

Xing Mo's eyes stayed on Cheng Zimu's face behind Xiao Li, she wanted to tell him again, tell him thank you Cheng Zimu, appeared in my youthful years, let me like you for so many years, if there is an afterlife, I hope to meet you again, I want to love someone who loves me, in this life, I don't stand in front of you with a bright light after all, and said with great confidence, "Cheng Zimu, I like you." ”

But she couldn't speak anymore, she looked at the faces in front of her with great nostalgia, and finally stayed on Chen Yan's tear-stained face, stretched out her hand, trying to wipe away his tears, but it didn't work after all, her hand fell, and she reluctantly closed her eyes in the fierce cry on his face.

Chen Yan, I'm sorry, I'm so tired, I can't support it anymore, you have to take good care of my mother.

Chen Yan, it is my greatest luck to meet you in this life, but I don't know how to cherish it, until I lose you, I understand that I love you, I will tell you, forgive me for using such a cruel method, when you get married, I will use suicide to tell you, how reluctant I am to give you to others, I'm sorry, I want you to remember me.

My dear Xiaoli, Xiaoqing, my biggest regret is that I can't hold hands with you again, return to Qingmei Town, return to that little hometown, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave you, please be happy. 1385974ed5904a438616ff7b

Mom, forgive me for not being able to go back to see you until I died, I think I'll meet Dad, I'll tell him that you miss him very much, and I'll always be guarding you.

Xiao Li fainted in Cheng Zimu's arms in a hoarse cry, and the moment she passed out, she seemed to feel something, but she couldn't speak anymore.

When she opened her eyes again, it was already a day later, she was standing in the empty ward, there was no Momo on the bed, there was no funeral, no news, she disappeared, along with the disappeared, and Chen Yan.

No one knows where Chen Yan went, he disappeared without a trace with Xing Mo, and overnight, there was no news at all.

Xiaoli sent an email to Cheng Zimu, at two o'clock in the morning, kissed Xiaoqing's sleeping forehead, pulled the suitcase, left, threw off the bodyguard arranged by Cheng Zimu, did not take the train, did not take the plane, in the lonely and cold dock, got on the most ordinary cruise ship, and disappeared into the night.

When Cheng Zimu rushed out of the house in the early morning, the bodyguards were all standing outside the door, bowing their heads to admit their mistakes, Xiaoqing was still asleep, Fang Yi looked at her sleeping face, and her heart was desolate, Xiaoli, how can you bear to leave her here alone.

When Cheng Zimu received the email, he and Mo Qiao, Chu Xin, Yang Minglang and others were at the computer to check the information of all the traveling passengers, and they didn't find Xiaoli, but they opened the email she sent to everyone.

"Cheng Zimu, I still choose to leave, you don't have to look for me, because, I don't know where I'm going, I'm tired, Cheng Zimu, once when I thought we would never be separated, you left me, left Qingmei Town, I followed your footsteps, came to this city, but also opened my boundless nightmare, the past, I can't remember it clearly, the moment I let go of my resentment, there is nothing else in my heart except guilt, I owe Xiaoqing, the destruction I brought to Momo, and the time when you lost your blindness, the despair I brought you, I hurt my senior, I owe Xu Ying, in this life, I can never pay it off, Cheng Zimu, how many people squeeze their heads to drill into the city of Beijing, it is so prosperous and beautiful, radiant, but I deeply hate it, fear it, it takes away my father's life, it takes away my young purity, it takes away the clean beauty between you and me, it takes away the glory of Momo, it also takes away Momo's life, takes away Chen Yan's love, takes away Xu Ying's pride and kindness. However, I loved it deeply, I always missed those years, the crazy nights we spent together, the crazy nights we rode motorcycles, we climbed the Great Wall hand in hand, we gathered around a table to grab meat to eat, we had too many beautiful years, these were intertwined in my mind repeatedly, until I filled me, and then exploded, giving me a heavy blow, I realized that I was not as strong as I imagined, my kindness was actually selfish cowardice, I obviously loved you so much, but I pushed you away fiercely, I obviously loved you so much, but I blessed you and Xu Ying against my will, I obviously loved you so much, but I still became the girlfriend of my seniors, I knew how much you needed me, love me more, but once and again, say such cruel words to hurt you, I'm sorry, this sentence, please tell everyone for me, all of you, is the most precious treasure in my life, I bless you forever, please tell Xiaoqing, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to leave her, it's too heavy here, I really don't have the courage to face Momo's departure, I can't accept her leaving my world, I can't face you and Xu Ying, I can't face Grandpa Cheng and Grandpa Chen, they hurt Momo so cruelly, I can't face myself, tell everyone, I love them, but, I don't want to live in the past, Cheng Zimu, you know, What kind of pain do I have to endure to choose to leave you completely, to live in a world without you, I am so selfish, if you want to forget, forget me, thank you, appear in my life, thank you, love me so much, thank you, make me feel worthy of this life, thank you for me, let my life, once so warm and wonderful, goodbye. Zhang Xiaoli, 2013, February 10 evening. ”。

Cheng Zimu ignored Fang Yi's cry behind him, he slowly walked out of the door, his straight figure stood in the sun, in the bright light and shadow, as if he saw that summer, the short-haired Xiaoli, standing under the green plum tree, smiling at him, she gently called him "Cheng Zimu, Cheng Zimu, are you back?"

But Xiaoli, my Xiaoli, this time, you will never come back, it turns out, when we all want to go back to the same place, the first person to leave, but you.

At sunset, two backs appeared, Xiaoli and a girl walked hand in hand on the lively street, holding hot sugar packets in their hands, carrying a simple backpack, smiling quietly, and walking into the distance.

She suddenly looked up at the sky, her eyes full of depth and desolation.

Cheng Zimu, do you know, I fainted in your arms that day, did I feel anything?

Dear Cheng Zimu, I'm not that stupid, I haven't been able to figure out why an ordinary investment businessman would carry a gun with him when he is engaged? In your arms, I clearly feel its existence, I am very familiar with it, but I still choose to leave, I suddenly began to be afraid, afraid of something, as soon as I think about it, it will come true, I think, I am in this world, no matter where I am, as long as I live safely, for you, it is the greatest comfort, for you, it is the best happiness, for us, it is the best ending.