At this time, Lu Yuxin was still comforting me and said to me: "Don't worry, Jing Yao will definitely come to see you, maybe she doesn't know that you are hospitalized now, and when she knows, she will come over." ”

How I wish what she said would come true, but deep down there was always a sense of unease, and maybe it was called intuition.

It was late at night, the patients in the emergency ward groaned to varying degrees, they were all tormented by the pain, and I was the only one who suffered from heartache, but it was good, after the anesthetic was over, I didn't even feel how much pain I had in the place where I had the operation, maybe the pain in my heart had drowned out the pain in my body.

Lu Yuxin endured drowsiness and chatted with me, talking about Di Kai, talking about 'Jin Nian', talking about those times, I asked Lu Yuxin, why did you give me your ID card and phone number so confidently on the night we met?

Lu Yuxin said that if it wasn't me that night, she would do the same, the purpose of doing this is to take the responsibility she should bear, and she doesn't want to run away from anything, after all, people live all their lives and have been living in guilt, which will be a very painful thing.

I chatted with Lu Yuxin and probably fell asleep after chatting for about half an hour, and woke up again because I was awakened by urine, and the clock on the wall of the emergency ward showed that the hour hand pointed to 4, and the minute hand was a little below the hour hand, which should be 4:25 in the morning. Lu Yuxin just sat on the chair, her eyes staring at the hanging bottle, her eyes were bloodshot.

She was more tired than I was that night.

My body moved slightly, and Lu Yuxin noticed that I had woken up, and hurriedly asked, "Silently, are you awake, how do you feel?"

"It's okay!" I said to Lu Yuxin, "Can you help me go to the bathroom?" ”

"Not good. Lu Yuxin took a men's urinal from the side of the bed and said to me, "The doctor said you don't move, use this." ”

"This?" I moved, reaching out my right hand to try to get it myself, "I'll try it." ”

"You lie down. Lu Yuxin stood up, gently lifted my cup, and said to me, "I'll help you." ”

"Can you help me?" I was a little embarrassed and said to her, "Let me do it myself, I think I can." As I spoke, I tried to bend my upper body, but when I moved slightly, I felt a tingling sensation in the ribs.

Seeing that I was about to get up, Lu Yuxin was frightened, and she ordered me to say: "Lie down, don't move, the bones are misaligned, you have to go into the operating room." ”

This...... I was embarrassed to look at it at all, I pulled the quilt over my head, although I couldn't see it, but I could still clearly perceive Lu Yuxin untying the string on the pants, then separating the pants, and finally putting the urinal between my legs, I was really worried that I would accidentally warp, how embarrassing it would be! Fortunately, I was anxious to urinate at that time, and when I was peeing, I thought again, would I urinate too much and fill the urinal? Do you want to take a break halfway? Wait for her to pour out before continuing?

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After peeing, Lu Yuxin helped me tie the cord on my pants, and put the quilt on me, so that I could lie down first, she went to the bathroom, and when she came back, the urine in the urinal had been emptied and put under the bed again, and said to me: "Sleep, I'll help you look at the hanging bottle." ”

I was a little embarrassed to look at her and said to the blushing face, "Thank you." ”

Lu Yuxin pursed her small mouth, put her right hand on her cheek, and said to me: "Silently, don't say 'thank you', you used to tell me, don't let each other become strangers, sleep for a while, sleep for a while and it will be cold." ”

The four fingers of my right hand were slightly bent, holding one of Lu Yuxin's hands, and her other hand caressed the back of my hand, I looked at the ceiling and said, "I just had a long dream." ”

"What kind of dream is it? Is it long?"

In the dream, I went back to high school, Jing Yao and I were at the same table, we went to class together, listened to the teacher's lectures together, went home from school together, and then ...... Jing Yao disappeared as she walked, she went to far, far away France, I was alone in Kunming trying to forget her, and then I don't know why, she came back again...... This dream is too real, and the reality makes me a little confused about whether it is illusory or reality, Yuxin...... Do you know me? I am ...... now? Particularly...... I miss her so much......" As I spoke, my tears flowed out of my eyes.

I don't want to hide my feelings, it's really uncomfortable!

Lu Yuxin let go of my hand, took out a tissue from her bag and gave it to me, and said to me: "Silent, don't worry, Jing Yao knows that your ribs have been broken, and she knows that you are hospitalized here, she will definitely come to see you, don't be sad, you have been together since high school, and after so many years, nothing can break you apart." ”

However, this relationship made me less and less confident, Jing Yao's father disliked my family for having no background and no money. He was also worried that my father's illness would become a drag, and he felt sorry for his daughter to take care of her in-laws in the future, and he also felt that I had a low education and little education! I can understand all this, but I don't think it's my fault, but Jing Yao's father doesn't understand, and I can't do anything about it. ”

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid!" Lu Yuxin comforted me and said: "Your ability has proved that education is not the only way out, when I get Di Kai back, you are the general manager of Di Kai, I will give you my shares, you are not there is nothing." ”

"I don't want to ......," I poured out in tears: "I just want to see Jing Yao and let her listen to me explain a few words, the annual meeting of 'Jin Nian' has nothing to do with us, no matter what, I have to tell her this fact." ”

"She'll come...... Trust me, she'll definitely come. ”

Lu Yuxin kept comforting me and giving me hope, but in my opinion, everything was so slim. It was close to five o'clock, and the moment the nurse pulled the needle out of my hand, I felt that the whole world was bright, and I said to Lu Yuxin that I would not play the hanging bottle now, you should sleep for a while. Lu Yuxin obediently lay on the side of the bed, and fell asleep in a few minutes, I stroked her long soft hair on her back with my hand, this page, she was too tired.

After sleeping for more than an hour and less than two hours, Mo Shaojie and Yin Yihua came, and it was not yet seven o'clock. Mo Shaojie asked Yin Yihua to drive Lu Yuxin back to rest, and he was here to accompany me. Lu Yuxin didn't want to leave yet, but Mo Shaojie insisted that Yin Yihua do it, and she had to "obey the arrangement".

After Yin Yihua took Lu Yuxin away, Mo Shaojie went to help me go through the hospitalization procedures, and I was busy for more than an hour, and I finally had a ward of my own, and I felt a little satisfied.

After finishing this, Mo Shaojie closed the door of the ward, lit a cigarette in the ward, and said to me: "Call your ** cub Cheng Jia, right? I have already asked someone to find him, and I will bring someone to you in a while." ”