The emotions are a little complicated, a little excited and a little regretful.

Finally, I don't have to get up in the middle of the night to code words, and I finally don't have to always worry about Yiming.

It has been more than three years since the book was opened, and for this flying year, I have written four million words, and less than three million have been sent, and nearly one million words of waste manuscripts and some broken manuscripts have been left to myself, don't ask me, won't give it, and don't ask for it in the group.

…...

In fact, I've been thinking about how to end it, if I really want to write it, I may have a million words just for the National Day, and then for the New Year, maybe another million, I don't know if there is any point in wasting such time, national construction is so complicated, there are so many things and so many changes every day......

Who am I writing for?

Although the story can be very long, it is not finished, and it will not be finished, but the book can only go so far.

Further down, the writing is easy to be screened, the writing is not really good, and the writing is fake and crooked, I don't want to.

There are a few people watching, but that's all, people have to be interesting.

Time passed, and my health was not good, and the book had to have an ending, and I couldn't write it endlessly.

If I am asked to throw out the outline, it is nothing more than all kinds of money-making to find problems, solve problems, conspire to conspire with Stockholm, I can only say that most of the things I want to do have been given above, and I believe that Yiming will solve it together with the country.

…...

To sum up, I made a bunch of text combinations, received some scolding, got a few compliments, and the money didn't earn a few bodies anymore, and nothing else, nothing changed.

You can re-read the testimonials on the shelves of the flying year, at that time I said that the country was in difficulty, and it was very difficult, not ordinary.

These things that happened two years later made me very uncomfortable, and the treatment of this book is actually a portrayal of reality, you can't dream, you have to wake up and take action.

So, I thought about a question half a year ago:

What kind of ending scene has to be appropriate for Fei Nian?

Is it for Yiming to stand alone in front of his mother's grave?

Is it for him to stand on the top of the mountain and watch the scenery?

Who will accompany him?

White clouds and dogs?

…...

I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I've been updating it until some time ago, when my condition suddenly worsened and my hand tingled so much that I couldn't lift it, and then I couldn't log in to the background of the website writer, and the subscription plummeted.

I woke up – that's the answer real life gives.

You've got to end it, so it's "Two Acres of Land".

I remember that Yiming was in Hangzhou, and he also talked about two acres of land, exchanged for a cigarette fart, and then in this small village, in fact, there were many problems, and the disabled left-behind children contracted rural construction to work in the city.

Then the comrades of the troops went down, which gave hope.

That child can't speak, and I don't want to say how many people she represents, anyway, this is the way it is in an era, there are always people who are in pain and can't speak.

On the other hand, Comrade Jianguo's work has also achieved small goals, and then Zhou Zheng's return to Beijing may also be a variety of reports and various big moves.

I thought about it for more than two weeks and found that "Two Acre of Land" as the final chapter is really appropriate, in line with the tone of the book, and at the fork in the road of times, we have taken an important step.

By the way, choosing a basket on TV to teach everyone to edit it is not random, life is a basket with holes everywhere, but you can make it better, beautiful and comfortable.

In fact, many people are still using inconvenient baskets and inconvenient axes,.... There are no good life-saving roads between buildings, no convenient railways have been built in rural areas, and rivers are not well utilized.

A lot of things that children learn are still useless, unreasonable resource allocation and production can be seen everywhere, and there are a lot of stupid, bad and stupid people.

What I wrote wasn't useless, it just ended up in the trash.

I also don't want to write about Yiming growing up, he is a special child, just let him be like that forever, and there is no need to pull a lot of people in front of him and let him slap his face.

I can't say a few words to thirty years later, because it's only thirty years, not fifty years.

Let's make the sauce!

Just let this book drown in the sea of books, be a small wave, life continues, forget Cha Da and his book.

Don't say anything else, respect and love yourself, and stay lovable and kind.

Good bye!

Today is 119 in 2019.

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