Chapter 42: Intimate Action
When Mo Yunqian looked at Ding Jiawen, there was a tenderness between his eyebrows, and that gentleness made me jealous and hated.
Even though he was the same to me during the time he was with Mo Yunqian, in the end, this woman named Ding Jiawen was the one he decided to marry.
My hand subconsciously stroked my belly, Mo Yunqian didn't want this child at all......
"Don't delay Mr. Mo and Miss Ding's date, Wei Ran and I will go first!"
Lu Shaofan took my hand and passed by them.
When I walked by Mo Yunqian's side, my heart trembled suddenly, I still love him so much, I still love him so much, even if he is so ruthless to me.
When I returned home, Lu Shaofan didn't say much, I vaguely guessed something, and immediately I walked behind him and hugged him from behind.
"Did my wavering make you angry?"
He probably didn't expect me to ask such a question, and he looked a little surprised.
Immediately, I buried my head in his back.
"Don't worry, since I have decided to marry you, I will have nothing to do with my children in the future, Mo Yunqian will have nothing to do with him, I just want to forget him, it doesn't seem to be so easy, I can't give you a deadline, but I can promise that as long as we don't separate for a day, I will never betray you!"
I want to forget Mo Yunqian and Lu Shaofan to start our new life, at least he wants to give me a home!
With that home, I can't still know gratitude, I should be loyal to him!
Suddenly, I heard his chuckle in my ears.
"Wei Ran, what are you thinking nonsense? I'm not angry, I just think it's a pity, some people are obviously standing at the top, but he is still not satisfied, he still wants more, in that way, he is easy to lose more important things. ”
I don't seem to understand what he said.
"What's more important?"
I asked Lu Shaofan in confusion, but he fell silent.
After a long moment, he reached out and brushed away my hand around his back, and then he turned to look at me and smiled.
"It doesn't matter, anyway, we're about to get married, and you still have this child in the future, and it has nothing to do with him!"
Lu Shaofan's words seemed to comfort me, but his eyes were less soft than before.
I always felt that something was wrong, but I couldn't tell what was wrong.
Suddenly, my heart trembled violently, and an inexplicable sense of fear crept out of my heart.
"Shaofan, will you abandon me like Mo Yunqian in the future?"
I don't know why I ask such a question, I should have trusted Lu Shaofan very much, after all, we have known each other for so many years, and he is so good to me.
When Lu Shaofan heard me say this, his brows furrowed slightly.
"Wei Ran, you think too much, I never thought I would do such a thing to you. ”
His words were promises, and my heart was completely relaxed.
After experiencing Yuan Chen and Mo Yunqian, I became more and more frightened, I was really scared, so I agreed to marry Lu Shaofan, but the way I get along with him has really not reached that level, our most intimate actions are just hugging, not even kissing, of course, I am also afraid that he wants to do something with me, after all, I can't do it now!
At night, I had a long, long dream, which was full of entanglements between me, Mo Yunqian and Lu Shaofan.
I was standing in the middle of the road, Lu Shaofan was waiting for me in front of me, and Mo Yunqian was chasing me behind.
In the dream, I ran towards Lu Shaofan quickly, but he was looking at me with a smile on his face, but suddenly turned into a vicious tiger, and behind me, Mo Yunqian suddenly disappeared.
I opened my eyes in shock, and my forehead was covered in cold sweat.
I really don't know what the meaning of this dream is, but a sudden fear swelled up in my heart, and that kind of fear made me overwhelmed, but helpless.
Suddenly, tears kept falling, and my heart was extremely uncomfortable.
Suddenly, the lights in the room came on.
At the door, Lu Shaofan was looking at me worriedly, "What's wrong with you?"
I didn't expect Lu Shaofan to come in suddenly, I hurriedly wiped away my tears, and then pretended to be fine: "It's just a nightmare, by the way, why are you here?"
I subconsciously thought, Lu Shaofan won't stay outside all the time, right? Of course, I'm just making a fool of myself.
"I was working on documents in the study next door, and I heard a movement in your room and came to take a look, but I didn't expect to hear your cry when I stood at the door, I didn't surprise you, right?"
He walked up to me, his brow furrowed.
This explanation made sense, and I immediately looked at him and smiled.
"No, you don't have to be so careful. ”
He sat on the edge of my bed and looked at me with a gentle smile on his face.
Suddenly, he reached out and gently pushed aside the broken hair that fell from the corner of his eye, and his movements were very gentle, and it was like this that my heart was a little flustered.
I know there's something wrong with him right now, but I don't know what to do.
He lowered his head slightly, seeing that his kiss was about to fall, many thoughts flashed through my mind, refusal or acceptance, but we were about to get married, and kissing was not the most ordinary intimacy between husband and wife......
Thinking of this, I closed my eyes nervously, just trembling my body, but revealing the thoughts in my heart, yes, I am very resistant to Lu Shaofan's intimacy.
Suddenly, Lu Shaofan's laughter came to my ears.
"Wei Ran, I said, I won't embarrass you, if you haven't been mentally prepared, I won't cross the line!"
Lu Shaofan gave up, he didn't do anything to me anymore, on the contrary, his attitude towards me was as gentle as ever.
"I'm sorry, it's all my bad ......"
I instinctively apologized to him, but when I saw him, he shook his head amusedly and said, "What do you apologize for, and you haven't done anything wrong, it's just that I'm too anxious." ”
Hearing him say that, I felt even more guilty.
He reached out and put his hand on my shoulder, pressed me gently on the bed, and then he helped me fold the quilt, and then looked at me with a serious face and said, "You sleep in peace, no matter what happens, I am by your side, you can call me at any time!"
Hearing this, my heart warmed.
"Thank you!"
He got up and walked out the door, he looked like such a perfect man.
has a lot of net worth, charming appearance, and a gentlemanly demeanor with a degree of advance and retreat.
If the person I met after leaving Yuan Chen was him, maybe there would not be a man named Mo Yunqian in my world, and maybe the person I fell in love with was not Mo Yunqian, but him.