Chapter 41 is hopeless
Xiaoli saw Xu Ying again, it was the day after he was discharged from the hospital, and the weather was cloudy, as if it was going to rain.
Today, a year later, Xu Ying reappeared, walked out of the door of the company, Xiaoli took a taxi on the side of the road with a bunch of reports, Xing Ran rested for the past two days, accompanied by Xiaoyu, she began to prepare for the upcoming movie publicity work, out of the gate, I saw a white Toyota parked at the door, looked up, a familiar figure.
Xu Ying has changed again, ear-length curly hair, sunglasses, a beige dress, white high heels, Xiao Li recognizes the skirt, I read the magazine before, it is the latest style of the Escada brand this year, sexy, elegant, and charming.
Xiao Li subconsciously glanced at his white shirt and suspender skirt, smiled indifferently at the corner of his mouth, and walked towards her.
"Long time no see. Xiaoli stretched out his hand.
"Long time no see, busy, may I invite you to a cup of coffee and enjoy your face?" Xu Ying took off her glasses and held her hand.
"Reward, Miss Xu's face, of course I have to give it. ”
"Get in the car. ”
Xiao Li smiled, as if unintentionally sat in the back, did not sit in the co-pilot, for Xu Ying, she couldn't feel it, although the relationship between the two was not as good as her and Xiao Qing Momo, but, back then in BJ, Xu Ying also took care of her, no matter what kind of mentality, Xu Ying will always give herself a copy of good things, later, she gave up her dream of being a designer, and was admitted to the General Army Academy, and later, for Cheng Zimu, the two turned their faces, these years, she silently accompanied Cheng Zimu, and now, Xiao Li has almost forgotten the beginning, all kinds of things between the two.
In the quiet coffee booth, Xu Ying behaved elegantly, quietly stirring the coffee in front of her, Xiao Li looked at her, and suddenly didn't know how to speak.
"Your eyeliner is so beautiful. Xiao Li stared at her eyes, and suddenly said, after speaking, he was also amused.
"Xiaoli, after so many years, you still haven't changed, what, do you want to give you my eyeliner. Xu Ying was also amused by her.
The atmosphere is no longer awkward, as if going back to that year in Qingmei Town, the two shared skin care products.
"What, what's the matter with me? Are you still working in the Lu Academy?"
"No, I'm back, I came back last year, and I studied design for half a year, and now, in the senior's company, the designer assistant. ”
"Senior's company, I didn't hear him mention it. ”
"I just came back the day before yesterday, and I spent a few months in France. ”
"Yo, are you all going abroad?, turtles, talents!" Xiaoli smiled mischievously.
"Come on, you're hurting me!" Xu Ying scolded with a smile.
Xiao Li was suddenly stunned, seeing that she didn't speak, Xu Ying also suddenly paused, "In the first two years in the Lu Hospital, most of the patients every day were soldiers, and some words couldn't be changed when they were talked, why, do you think this is not like what I said?"
"It's a little unaccustomed to it, but it's okay, it's so comfortable. ”
"Xiaoli, I'm getting engaged. Xu Ying suddenly put down the cup, his eyes staring at Xiao Li.
After a moment of sluggishness, Xiaoli quickly adjusted, "Really, congratulations!"
"And Cheng Zimu, that's why I returned to China. Xu Ying continued.
"Well, you've been together for a long time, it's time to get engaged, and now that you have a successful career, it's time to consider starting a family. ”
"Do you ,,, still love him?"
"You know what happened in the elevator that day, don't get me wrong!" Xiao Li suddenly raised his head.
"Well, listening to what Chen Yan said, I'm very happy, you can put it down, forgive him, I miss us when I used to go to school, really, very nostalgic, at that time, if there were not so many accidents, I thought that in my life, it would be impossible to stand by his side, I always thought that that position was yours. ”
"It's all gone, and now, I bless you with all my heart. ”。
"He and I got engaged, on the one hand, because of family reasons, on the other hand, because of my care and companionship during the time when he was blind, but, no matter what it is, I don't care, as long as he is by my side, as long as his bride is me, I am willing, I am willing to accept you in his heart, I am willing to continue to be friends with you, Xiaoli, I am not here to provoke and show off, I just want to tell you how much I love him, I hope you, personally give us blessings. ”
Xiaoli wanted to give her a perfect smile, and she did it, she smiled very freely and sincerely" Xu Ying, I know, you love him very much, from the first time you called him Amu in front of me, I knew that I was very fortunate that during the time when he was blind, you were with him, and in the four years that we tortured each other, you have been by his side, you are the most qualified person to stand by his side, and I and him have long passed, and I will also make it clear to you today, since I choose to forgive and let go, it means that I have really let go of everything in the past, and I get along with him as a friend, because I will no longer deny his excellence and goodness to me, but, that's all, I have a boyfriend, and I and my seniors are dating on the premise of marriage, if you have concerns, I can even promise you not to meet him as much as possible, I sincerely bless you, I will go to the engagement, with his friends, with your friends to attend, if you treat me as a sister, he will bully you in the future, I will help you clean him up. ”。
Xu Ying grabbed Xiao Li's hand, his eyes were full of joy, "Xiao Li, thank you, thank you!"
"You're welcome. ”
Xiaoli smiled and said goodbye to Xu Ying, at ten o'clock at noon, the sky was gloomy, the streets were deserted, she remembered waking up in the hospital that day, Qu Qing told her that the senior and Cheng Zimu had a fight, and both of them showed no mercy, Qu Qing also looked at her cautiously and said that Cheng Zimu had won, saying that his skills were simply amazing, she didn't go to see the senior, nor did she go to see Cheng Zimu, because she knew that this fight would come sooner or later, after the fight, they were still brothers, and after the fight, there was no past.
The mobile phone rang, Xu Ying sent a document, Xiao Li clicked on, her eyes blurred instantly, she sat on the square bench of the bus stop, looked at the people in the picture, and her eyes were finally moist.
Xu Ying, I know you can't get over it in your heart, I have promised to bless you, why, you still want me to see this, let me know that I have hurt him so deeply.
The picture is a long video, edited intermittently, which is Cheng Zimu's daily life and life in that half a year.
He was wearing cotton white pajamas and pajamas, Xiao Li also had a set of the same, his hair was messy, his beard was unkempt, haggard, embarrassed, and he was embarrassed, during the day, he squatted at the gate of the military compound every day, his eyes were covered with thick gauze, and when he heard a trace of movement, he got up in a panic and stumbled and grabbed others, "Xiaoli, is it you? Is it you, are you back to see me?"
Then, there were countless disappointments, countless persistences, and disappointments.
At night, he stayed in the same room where he had stayed, and fell asleep with a photo of himself and the watch he gave him, and in that dark night, I couldn't see his face, but I heard his hidden cry several times.
Yes, he was lying on the bed that once belonged to her, enduring the sharp pain in his eyes, crying, lost, desperate, in the end, only silence remained, he didn't communicate with anyone, after his eyes were healed, his foot injury was not healed, he was on crutches, he built a swing by himself in the backyard of the family, no one was allowed to help, how many times, the hammer hit his hand, the blood did not stop, Xu Ying cried and begged him, rubbed the medicine for him, Cheng's grandmother washed her face with tears, Cheng's grandfather sighed, Xia Qian's distress, Cheng Huashan's disappointment, all appeared in the picture.
The light rain was pouring down, Xiao Li closed the mobile phone, raised his hand, the raindrops were dripping in the palm of his hand, and his heart was cold, he raised his head and walked into the rain, I don't know how long he walked, he stopped at the gate of the military compound, the soldiers at the door seemed to remember her, politely let go, Xiao Li walked in, squatted at the door and did not go inside, his hands touched the ground at the door, and tears flowed.
Cheng Zimu, in those dark and panicked years, you were here, waiting for me to go home?
But what to do, I have long forgotten the way home, you didn't wait for me, just like I didn't wait for Momo.
Cheng Zimu, how many four years are there in a person's life, we spent ten years paving the way home, but it took four years to forget, at the beginning, what made me hate you so much, what made me so cruel to you, what made me torture myself, what? It's not that you like me, Cheng Zimu, why do you like me?
Cheng Zimu, now that I've let it go, I thought we didn't owe each other, but, in the past ten years, in the end, I owe you more, don't I? .
Xiao Li opened the mobile phone tremblingly, dialed the number, and the phone was quickly connected, and the tone of the person over there was a hint of nervousness and happiness, "Xiao Li?".
"Senior, let's get engaged. ”。