The ward is still quiet, grandma will occasionally wake up, this strong old lady finally can't help the pain, when she wakes up, she will scream a few times, it really hurts and can't take painkiller injections, but the effect is not good. The old man still felt pain, and we personally stayed aside, looking at the old lady's appearance was also distressed, but we couldn't help at all, and there was no other way than to guard.

There was nothing else to do in the ward, so I consulted Aunt Li about the old lady's medical history, and when the doctor came halfway, I went out and talked with the doctor for a long time, and I finally understood that the old lady's physical condition was not as good as it seemed on the surface.

When Liang Jing came, I went out to buy food for Aunt Li, and the two of us sat in the ward, and for a while neither of them forgot to eat. By the time I remembered it, it was too late. I went to the snack bar outside the hospital and it looked good, but I didn't have the appetite.

After thinking about it for a while, I only bought some food for Aunt Li, and when I went back with the packed things, I saw Liang Jing standing at the door from a distance, talking to Aunt Li, and when I got closer, I heard that Liang Jing's tone was not good, and he sounded a little angry, and he was blaming Aunt Li.

I was stunned for a moment, then walked over and listened to him, I didn't say anything, just stood aside, I thought Aunt Li should tell him everything that happened, it must include the things that couldn't get through to me. While Liang Jing was silent, I handed the lunch box in my hand to Aunt Li, "You go to eat first, I'll tell Liang Jing about other things." ”

"What do you know? Do you know about Grandma's illness as Aunt Li?"

I took a deep breath and ignored Liang Jing's words, the expression on Aunt Li's face was also a little embarrassed, and she handed the things back to me and said, "It's better for you to go in and look at the old lady, I don't have much appetite to eat now." ”

"You also have to take care of people, so you don't have to be with you day and night, and you definitely can't eat, but fortunately, you are also old, no more than when you were young, you still eat a little, and then take a break, aren't there still us here." "I persuaded Aunt Li to go in after I talked about it.

When I pushed her into the room, there was a hint of worry in her eyes, I knew what she was worried about, but I just smiled at her, which was a silent relief that told her not to worry about me with extra thoughts. I patted the back of her hand and closed the door to the room.

Liang Jinghu snorted coldly, "What do you know?"

"If you really just want to know about your grandmother's condition, you should go to the doctor, not Aunt Li, I believe the doctor knows more about the situation than Aunt Li, isn't it?" I turned to look at him without fear.

When he didn't come, I was always worried and uncomfortable, afraid of what I was afraid of, but this will really appear in front of me, and the heart I have been carrying has been implemented, but the whole person is calm, and I am not afraid of him, anyway, I also want to evade responsibility.

He looked at me fixedly for a while, and before he came to ask me in person, I took the initiative to speak, "There was an accident in my own family that day, Gu Hui caught Zhu Zixiu betraying him, made a big fuss, and smashed the adulterer into the hospital." When my grandmother had an accident, I was in the hospital, and my phone was out of battery, so Aunt Li didn't call until the next day. ”

"It's that I didn't take good care of my grandmother, I didn't take my grandmother's illness seriously, and you are not a person. I didn't look him in the eye, I just turned away and sat down in the rest chair next to me.

"It's true, but I don't blame you, you go back to your family, you finally won this game, don't you? Liang Jing smiled, didn't say anything, didn't look at me more, and turned around and entered the ward.

The hospital was very quiet, and I could hear the sound of the ward door closing clearly, very soft, but for some reason this soft sound in my heart was even heavier than slamming the door, and it hit my heart straight on.

I moved my mouth to comfort myself and smiled, but finally collapsed, my stomach and stomach were cold, I lowered my head and covered my eyes with my hands, and soon I felt the wetness on the palms of my hands. Hey, why is it still so easy to be abused, I have such a heart, I still feel so uncomfortable, I really hate feelings, with feelings there are infinite bonds, countless can't.

I'm not a good person in the first place, so why should I force myself to be a good person.

Later, I sat in the corridor of the hospital for a night, and the nurse asked me to go, but I refused to go, and then they almost wanted to take me out, but Aunt Li came out and said it, and they took the list and came over to register. Liang Jing never came out, so I sat outside all night without closing my eyes.

The next day, the attending doctor came over, went in for a while, and when he came out again, Liang Jing came out with him, and the two seemed to be discussing something.

After the two finished speaking, when Liang Jing turned to meet me, he only glanced at me with his peripheral vision, and then walked past me silently and went in again.

Somehow, I suddenly felt like a heinous sinner, and I was going to die to atone for my sins!

In the afternoon, the person arranged by Liang Jing came over, and I also wanted to help, but unfortunately my hand had not touched my grandmother's body, so Liang Jing quickly beat me.

"You go out. "That's what he told me after the fight.

Damn, I'm too fragile, he didn't use a heavy tone, just three words, actually forced out my tears, I turned around sharply, carried them, quickly wiped the tears from my face, took a deep breath, and when I turned around again, they were already out of the ward.

At this time, everyone's attention is on my grandmother, and no one has time to pay attention to me.

When Liang Jing came back to get something, he ignored me so much, passed me over and came over again, and I finally couldn't help but grab his hand, and said a little impulsively: "What do you want me to do? Did I do it on purpose? Do you think I want my grandmother to be like this? Could it be that I want things to be like this? If I can, I hope that it is me who wrestles, and it doesn't matter if I am disabled!"

"I don't blame you, I blame myself, so don't get in my way now. My grandmother is the best person in this world for me, regardless of other people who are good to me. When it comes to work and grandma, I usually choose my grandma, you know?" he gave me a deep look, as if to tell me something vaguely.

I looked at him for a while, and then he said coldly, "Let go." ”

At this time, my mobile phone rang at an untimely time, and his eyebrows were slightly raised, and he said, "Do what you think is important." He tore my hand away and quickly walked out of the room, leaving me alone.

The spring color outside the window is just right, and the birds have no fragrance of flowers.

I took out my mobile phone and glanced at the phone screen, it was a call from Li Muzi, I stared at it for a long time and didn't pick it up, and after a while, when he hung up, I sat on the hospital bed and called back.

Li Zimu said that Sister-in-law Lin was looking for me and asked me to hurry over, I walked out of the ward and put Liang Jing, who I saw not far away, into the elevator, in fact, I didn't think much about it at the time, so I pushed Li Zimu and ran over quickly, fortunately, the action was fast enough, and before the elevator door closed, I rushed directly into the crowd.

A little anxious, the people I bumped into couldn't help frowning, and said something in a low voice, I didn't hear clearly, but it was certainly not a nice word, I stood in the middle and whispered 'I'm sorry'. Then he stood honestly, looked left and right, and saw Liang Jing standing in the corner of the back.

I squeezed back, this time is probably the peak of the flow of people, there are many people in the elevator, I moved like this, and was looked at again, and then I heard someone say: "Squeeze what squeeze, it will be there in a while, and squeeze." ”

In fact, I originally wanted to squeeze, but Liang Jing probably couldn't stand it anymore, so he said to me, "Stand there and don't move." "And then I really didn't move, I just got sideways and stuck there.

When I got out of the elevator, he walked very fast, with long legs or something, and I had to take two steps to catch up with him when he took one step. Although I have short legs, I can run fast and catch up with me.

Liang Jing drove by himself to the ambulance, Aunt Li got into the ambulance, I thought about who I should follow in a very short time, and when I was about to run to the ambulance, Liang Jing grabbed my clothes and stuffed me directly into his car.

Along the way, I didn't say a word, sat upright in the passenger seat, looked at him sideways countless times, thought about it for a long time, and said honestly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ignore the person you value the most, there will definitely be no next time, really." ”

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"Of course there won't be a next time, because I'm not going to tell you anything at all, unless I have a bubble in my head. He didn't look at me, his eyes fell on the front, and he said it seriously.

The day after my grandmother was transferred to the hospital, the hospital arranged surgery, which eventually had to be amputated, and the doctor told us to be fully prepared, this operation is very risky for the elderly. The night before the operation, Liang Jing went home, and Aunt Li finally couldn't support herself and fell asleep on the sofa, so I sat on the edge of my grandmother's bed, looking at her pale and bloodless face, with faint eyebrows wrinkled, and feeling very painful.

I gently took her skinny hand, gently stroked the back of her hand, and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't take care of you." ”

"It's okay...... People are old, they are all like this, and it has nothing to do with you young people. Grandma's voice was very soft, but I could hear it clearly, her closed eyes moved slightly, and then she opened a slit, looked at me, and hooked the corners of her lips, as if she was smiling at me, and after a while, closed her eyes again.

For the elderly, this kind of illness is really too torturous.

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