Whether fate has played with us, or whether life is cruel and we don't know it.

In the long years that followed, Xiaoli kept repeating the same nightmare, in which she was pushed away countless times, and her eyes were full of Qu Qing's sad eyes and Xing Mo's desperate and resentful face.

She was wrapped in gauze on her head, and accompanied by several people, she came to Momo's house, the white cloth in front of her was so shaky that she didn't dare to open her eyes, Chen Yan was by Xing Mo's side, her eyes pierced Xiaoli's heart, she knew Chen Yan's thoughts, the playboy Chen Yan fell in love with Xing Mo at first sight, but what Xing Mo liked in her heart was someone else, she also saw her father, and took a group of policemen to say something to Xing Mo's mother, who was crying.

She walked into the crowd, Zhang Tiancheng looked at her who was covered with injuries and was startled, Cheng Zimu and Doctor Lin followed her closely, Cheng Zimu's eyes were red, "Xing Mo, you, mourn." ”。

Xing Mo knelt on the ground, did not look up, her eyes were empty, as if she hadn't heard, like a shell without a soul, Xiao Li knelt down and looked at Xing Mo crying, but her Momo, from beginning to end, didn't look at her.

"Momo, you cry out, it will feel better to cry, I beg you, can you answer me, Momo. Xiao Li was out of breath crying.

Xing Mo suddenly stood up, took Xiao Li's hand and dragged it out of the door, Xiao Li's arm was a little injured, and she was easily dragged up, only to find that Xing Mo's strength was so terrifying, she almost dragged Xiao Li out of the door, and along the way, pushed away Cheng Zimu and Yang Minglang who wanted to stop it.

Xiao Li was pushed away by her, her body staggered and fell to the ground, her arm touched the ground, she burst into tears in pain, Cheng Zimu hugged her and helped her up, "Xing Mo!"

"I'm distressed? You feel sorry for this pain? Cheng Zimu, you all feel sorry for her, who will feel sorry for me?" Xing Mo smiled miserably.

Xiao Li looked at Xing Mo in front of her in disbelief, this was not the girl she knew, why, she looked at her eyes full of hatred?

"Zhang Xiaoli, let's go, my dad's funeral doesn't need you, you are here, he will die without turning a blind eye, from now on, we are not friends. Xing Mo spoke calmly, and her tone was full of coolness.

"Momo, why, what happened, why are you like this, Momo, I don't want it, you tell me, what's wrong, don't you even want me anymore?" Xiao Li looked at her with tears in her eyes, pushed away Cheng Zimu and grabbed her hand.

Xing Mo shook off her hand vigorously, "It's not that we don't want you anymore, it's that you abandoned us, what bullshit friendship, what girlfriends, what never separates, it's all a lie, you hurt Xiaoqing for a Chengzimu, and now you hurt me, don't you feel ashamed, you go, you go, I don't want to see you again." ”。

After speaking, she resolutely turned around, and Xiaoli couldn't see that her ruthless eyes were full of despair and sadness.

Xiaoli was thrown aside, sat in Cheng Zimu's arms, and before she could react, Xing Mo's mother ran out crying, and called Xiao Li with a broom, Cheng Zimu stood in front of her, and hit her hard, Xing Mo ran out and grabbed her mother, "Mom, Mom, don't fight, let her go, I don't want to see her again, Mom, let's go in, don't let Dad go uneasy." ”

Xiaoli was at a loss, her head began to hurt again, her arm seemed to be broken, she began to breathe heavily, as if she was suffocated, she desperately grabbed Cheng Zimu, opened her mouth with tears streaming down her face, but she couldn't speak, a drop of nosebleed squirted out of her nostrils, Cheng Zimu's voice trembled and panicked, and the fear that he had never felt before came, he shouted in a hoarse voice, "Uncle Zhang, Uncle Zhang, Doctor Lin, Yang Minglang, you call an ambulance, hurry!"

In a moment of confusion, Xiao Li saw Xing Mo running out in a trance, and a trace of worry flashed in her eyes, she thought it was her own delusion, because she saw that she only glanced at it, and then turned to leave.

Momo, you always felt the most sorry for me in the past, but now I'm so uncomfortable, how can you ignore me, Momo, I hurt so much, my head hurts, my arm hurts, I feel sorry, you look back at me, okay, you said I hurt your father, can you tell me, what's wrong, I always call him Uncle Xing, he is so good to me, why, he didn't even let me attend the funeral.

The sound of the ambulance roared, Xiao Li completely fainted, Zhang Tiancheng shed tears in distress, explained to his subordinates to leave the aftermath, holding Xiao Li's hand, covered with sweat.

Chen Yan watched with a worried look at Xiao Li being carried away, raised his feet, but stopped again, Xiao Ion, buddy, I can't accompany you today, you will be fine, Xing Mo needs someone to accompany you more than you, I'm sorry.

I don't know how long it took, my throat was dry and smoking, Xiaoli woke up slowly, looking at Cheng Zimu with bloodshot eyes and her tired father sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, she suddenly felt ridiculous, she went back to BJ again, going around and around, tossing back and forth, she still didn't understand, what happened.

She looked at Cheng Zimu with a solemn gaze, stubbornly refused to open her mouth to drink the water he fed, Cheng Zimu was anxious, she didn't care about Zhang Tiancheng and her grandparents, drank the water, and fed her directly with her mouth, choking her with tears in her eyes, Cheng Zimu hugged her, her voice choked, "Xiaoli, you are obedient, okay, let me tell you, don't toss yourself, I feel distressed." ”。

Xiao Li looked at his face, so thin, Cheng Zimu actually grew a beard, it really didn't look like before, Cheng Zimu, do you know, you are the prince in Momo's dream, you are like this, it's really not like.

Cheng Zimu said very tactfully, desperately explaining that it was an accident, but Xiaoli still heard the truth, and his face was stunned like ashes, without a trace of anger.

It was Chinese New Year's Eve again, and it was cold winter, she stubbornly waited for Xing Mo, urging her one by one, she knew that Xing Mo was soft-hearted, and always thought that she would come, but she didn't wait, not because she didn't come, but because she couldn't come.

Xing Mo was worried that Xiaoli was alone on the street, and finally decided to come out to see her after twelve o'clock, she knew that Xiaoli was stubborn, knew that she was guilty, if she didn't give a clear answer, she wouldn't give up, after midnight, no matter how lively the town was, she was not at ease, and begged her father to take her to see Xiaoli, but she couldn't get to Xiaoli.

The father took her to a shortcut, did not ride, because the road was a little potholed, just in that narrow alley, they met a few drunk men who were drunk, pulling and pulling to block their way, looking at such a lovely Xing Mo, Sexin squatted up and pressed her to the ground, the father desperately resisted in order to protect his daughter, but was pushed by them brute force and hit the wall, in the dark, no one saw his head broken and bleeding, Xing Mo was pressed to the ground by them, her clothes were torn, she desperately resisted, and was about to be * Xing Mo touched her father with scars, but she was no longer breathing, she called the police with her scarred body, but her scarred body called the police, but her father never came back.

Of course, Xiaoli doesn't know that Xing Mo is so calm today, not only because of her father's tragic death, but also because of the nightmare she experienced, such a fragile girl, the first time she faced such a *, even if, that group of people did not really * her, but she could never go back to the purity and beauty she once had.

Xiao Li didn't speak for a long time, and Cheng Zimu only hugged her tightly to stop her from trembling.

Xiaoli pushed him away, his eyes were empty, "Cheng Zimu, Momo is right, I hurt her and Xiaoqing, you say, in this world, who else deserves to die more than me." ”。

Suddenly, she slapped her face, and Zhang Tiancheng strode forward and hugged her in his arms, "Xiaoli, look at Dad, it will pass, Xiaoli." ”。

"Yes, it's all going to pass, but Xiaoqing can't come back, and Momo's father can't come back, Dad, what will I compensate them for." ”。

"I don't blame you, kid, I can't blame you entirely. Zhang Tiancheng shed tears.

"Grandpa, you take him away, I will finish high school well, I don't want to see him again, otherwise, I will drop out of school and go back to Qingmei Town. Xiao Li muttered.

Cheng Zimu's tears fell all of a sudden, "Xiaoli, don't push me away, you are like this, how can you push me away ruthlessly, you know I'm worried about you, don't ignore me, Xiaoli." ”

"Cheng Zimu, you know what? Momo her, like you, like for many years, since a long time ago, how can I bear it, you don't know, that night, I insisted on seeing her, just because I knew, I wanted to ask clear, but I didn't ask clearly, but pushed her into the abyss, grandpa They are right, we are not suitable to be together, you see, for you, for me, we are deeply sinful, and we can no longer make up for it, you go, go back to the army, I'm just a student, I really can't bear too much, just let me prepare for the college entrance examination with peace of mind, during this time, don't come to me, okay？”

Cheng Zimu, do you remember, when we were young, the five of us, holding hands in Qingmei Town, through the streets and alleys, I miss so much, miss how beautiful we were at that time, do you remember, we have made a promise, lifelong friends, not separated, now, maybe accidents, maybe fate, are more or less because of us, shattered such a beautiful past, shattered the dream of youth, stifled the most precious smile in our lives, that year you left, we rode to see you off, sweat and reluctance in the sun, our faces at that time, who else can return it。