I don't want to answer Jing Yao's question, because I don't know how to answer, I helped Gao Xu's mother because I saw a scene in her mother that I didn't want to see, that woman's life is too hard. Seeing that I didn't speak, Jing Yao continued to say to me: "Silently, you haven't changed, you haven't changed, you have a kind of kindness in your bones, you regret it after you do these things, right? Everything I do is I don't want you to have too much self-blame, and I'm not afraid to tell you that my father came forward to help protect Cheng Jia, so Cheng Jia won't have anything to do." ”

"Oh. I smiled bitterly and said: "I didn't expect you to use your father's relationship for Cheng Jia, didn't you come out of the detention center that day, you asked me to accompany you to see Dianchi Lake, and when you were in a daze when you saw Dianchi Lake, you had already made such a decision, right? Otherwise, how could you let your father come to pick you up and take you home?"

Jing Yao had tears on her face, nodded slightly, and said: "I figured out a lot of things that night, I knew that if I didn't ask my father for help, Cheng Jia's life would definitely be over, and let me destroy my 'Jin Year', but I spent a lot of money to help me build a second 'Jin Year' in France, which is undeniable." Silently, you are right, Cheng Jia is an unscrupulous person. I asked my dad to help Cheng Jia this time, whether you understand it or not, I did it, do you think I did the right thing?"

Is it right? How can there be so much right and wrong? Aren't I contradicting myself in a lot of things? I wish Cheng Jia and Ao Xu were both dead, but after Gao Xu became like this, didn't I try my best to help him? Am I doing this right or wrong?

Maybe we should all understand each other, Jing Yao is going back to France, and there may not be a chance to meet in the next few years, more than ten years, or even decades, why should we be so sad and sad with each other when we are separated?

I clumsily raised my hand, gently wiped the tears that slipped on Jing Yao's face, looked into her eyes and said: "Yaoyao, the sky is different, each of them should be cherished, the past is over, today I just want to ask the last question, will you be with Cheng Jia? In fact, you already have a clear answer, right? Can you tell me?"

Jing Yao shook her head and said, "No, I have already paid off the favor I owe to Cheng Jia, and everyone is fine." ”

I nodded and stepped back and said, "All right." ”

"Silently...... Jing Yao stopped me from retreating and said to me: "I will leave Kunming in a week, can you come and see me off? ”

I didn't answer Jing Yao, they were all separated, so why bother to meet again and make me sad? I went back to my car and started the engine, lit a cigarette for myself before leaving, and watched Jing Yao's figure gradually shrink in the rearview mirror until I couldn't see it...... And my tears fell silently.

If this is how we end up, I don't have any regrets, do I? But if I don't have regrets, why should I shed tears? Am I sorry for something?

A person drove the car to the edge of Dianchi Lake, sat quietly on the beach and watched the waves of Dianchi Lake lapping on the shore, wave after wave, many of the past were screened in front of him, and those belonged to the past. The once fantasized ending is not like this at all, not right at all!

I don't know how long Jing Yao struggled at the moment of giving up on our relationship, and I don't know how many times at night I woke up because I dreamed of her, and the years passed easily, and what was lost never came back.

The afternoon wind messed up my hair, not far away, a little boy and a little girl piled up the castle by the Dianchi Lake, piled up for a long, long time, the castle gradually took shape, and it was quite large, and then the two children were called back by the adults, and they reluctantly said goodbye to each other, and after they left, the castle was eroded by the waves again and again, and finally disappeared.

After that, who knew that there was once a beautiful castle here? At ten o'clock the little boy went back to play on the beach in the company of his family, and he stood on the beach and looked around, looking for the castle that had been built at noon, and finally found that the castle had become an ordinary sand dune, and he was a little depressed, and his mouth cracked, and he almost cried.

When the parents saw this, they came and asked the boy why he was crying? The boy said that the castle was gone, and then another family came to play with another little girl, and when they saw that there was a little boy of the same age, they persuaded them to play together, and the child seemed to be easily forgetful, and with a new companion, they soon began to build a new castle.

And I, the new castle has been piled up, and there is a beautiful princess in that castle - Lu Yuxin!

On the way home, I called Qin Mu and asked directly, "Mu Mu, I have something to say to you." ”

"Wait!" Qin Mu thought I was going to talk to her about Cheng Jia, and said to me: "I really didn't interfere with how the judge decided, and my father didn't interfere either......"

I interrupted Qin Mu's words and said, "It's not about this, I know what Cheng Jia's case is about, why it was sentenced like this, I don't care at all now, I just want to know where Yuxin is, can you tell me?"

"This......" Qin Mu was a little embarrassed, "I really don't want to tell you that Yuxin has been wronged too much recently, you better wait for your ex-girlfriend to return to France, and then you can get Yuxin back." ”

"Don't make a fuss, okay? I really want to see Yuxin, I miss her. ”

"Where are you? Why don't you go home first? Let's meet and talk? Seriously, Yuxin specifically instructed me not to tell you her whereabouts. ”

"I'll see you later. ”

I stepped on the accelerator to the end on the road around the lake, I just wanted to go home early to find Qin Mu, and the fundamental purpose of finding Qin Mu was to find Yuxin through Qin Mu.

When you have an obsession in your heart, you can give up all your distractions, about Yuxin, I never thought about doing anything to be sorry for her, our encounter is like the plot in the movie, if it wasn't for a takeaway on that rainy night, would the two of them have anything to intersect?

At a speed of 120 per hour, I rushed to the second ring road to rush home, and on the way back, I even fantasized about pushing open the door and seeing Yuxin was already there!

But when I went home, this surprise did not appear, and only Qin Mu sat cross-legged on the sofa and ate popsicles in the living room.

"You're back!" Qin Mu said to me with a smile: "Yu Hao is preparing dinner, we have a good time tonight, guess what he can do for the two of us?"

I don't care at all, I just want to know where Yuxin is!