Chapter 608: The Man Holding the Tombstone and Crying Bitterly
Donghai City, a public cemetery on the outskirts of Changshan District.
A man in a black suit with a white flower on his chest holding a bouquet of pure and flawless lilies walked up the steps step by step with extremely heavy steps.
I saw that he was wearing a pair of big black sunglasses on his face, his expression was solemn, and he couldn't feel the temperature at all.
When I came to a tombstone, I stopped walking and stood still, and the deep sad eyes hidden under the big sunglasses stared closely at the smiling photo on the tombstone.
The portrait attached to the tombstone is a girl with a sweet and bright smile, and you can see at a glance that the girl is innocent and kind, and her smile is not soaked in the dirt of the world at all, it is so fresh and lovely.
Below this portrait, a few big characters are neatly waved in regular script: The Tomb of the Morning Dawn of the Best Friend!
Here, it is a cemetery prepared by Xue Mier for Wan Chenxi, and the person buried here is Wan Chenxi, in the space below the tombstone, there is no Wan Chenxi's ashes, only a favorite orange dress that Wan Chenxi wore "before her death".
Usually Wan Chenxi regards it as a treasure, and basically never wears it out.
Xue Mi'er naturally knows why this orange dress is regarded as a treasure by Wan Chenxi, and why Wan Chenxi doesn't wear it often.
Because this was the first gift Shangguan Qiuhan gave her.
Although some unpleasant things happened when this gift was given, of course, the misunderstanding was solved afterwards, but it did not prevent it from becoming Wan Chenxi's most cherished skirt.
Fortunately, after those who framed Wan Chenxi broke into Wan Chenxi's home, although a lot of things were smashed and many of Wan Chenxi's things were destroyed, the orange dress was not damaged in the slightest, and it was still found intact by Xue Mi'er and buried in this tomb as the last trace left by Wan Chenxi.
I saw Wan Chenxi jump from the sightseeing cruise ship on Wensi Lake, jumped into the lake, and her figure was completely annihilated in the turbulent waves, and there was no trace of it, even the splashing waves were covered by the waves that the sightseeing cruise ship cut through the lake, leaving no trace.
After listening to the words of the bodyguard captain and others, Xue Mi'er knew that Wan Chenxi was afraid that there were no bones left, and she was very sad.
As a result, this orange dress became the last trace of Wan Chenxi left in the world and was buried in the cemetery.
Wan Chenxi fell in love with Shangguan Qiuhan before her death, but she couldn't be together forever, so let this favorite orange dress accompany her in the tomb, so that she can wear it beautifully in heaven.
The man put the white lilies in front of Wan Chenxi's tomb, his expression solemn and full of sadness.
With a "poof", the man knelt in front of Wan Chenxi's tomb, took out a delicate small gift box from his pocket, and put it next to the lily.
"Dawn, I'm here. ”
In a word, it seemed to overdraw the strength of his whole body and express all his sorrows.
After saying this, there was silence for a few minutes, and the man began to talk to himself again.
"Chenxi, I'm sorry, I'm so useless, watching you hurt by those people in front of me but I can't do anything, I'm afraid I once promised you, no matter when, I will protect you well and not let you be hurt in the slightest, but I didn't do it, and let you be in front of me, forced by those people to jump into the lake and commit suicide. ”
"I know, you don't want me to be hurt, and you don't want to be bullied by those people, but why did you choose such a cruel way to end your life, don't you know that there are still many people in this world who love you, and there are still many people who will not leave you no matter when?"
"However, you still left, and you still chose the strongest way to tell the world that you will never give in, why are you so stupid, why are you so stupid. ”
Speaking of this, the man's face was already overflowing with tears.
The man grabbed the clothes at the position of his heart with one hand, supported the ground with the other, leaned forward, and continued sadly: "Do you know, no matter who you are with, as long as you see you happy, as long as you can be happy, I will be happy, even if my heart hurts again, I will bless you, but you clearly said that you have found happiness, why do you have to suffer so much misfortune?"
Fate is so unfair to you, you are such a kind girl, why should you make you suffer so much, is there no good reward for good people? My heart hurts, it really hurts, it hurts so much that I am about to die, many times, I want to end myself and let me go down to accompany you, but I know that if you are still here, you will never agree to me doing this.
Over the years, I have been with you, I have been watching you work hard for your livelihood, but I never get tired of it, many times I want to say to you, let you not work so hard, I can help you, but every time I see you get that meager salary, the satisfied smile on your face, I know, I shouldn't do that, I shouldn't interfere in your life.
You are a girl with strong self-esteem, I will only make you disgusted with me by doing that, but I don't want you to work so hard, how many times my heart is full of contradictions, I want to confess my identity to you, and I am afraid that you will ignore me in the future, but I can't say it.
Actually, I know that you have known for a long time that my identity is not an ordinary student, but you don't debunk me, you really treat me as a good friend, a good brother, a good buddy, but you know what? I don't want to be your good buddy, good brother, I want you to be my girlfriend. ”
The man tugged at the position of his heart, and his body was already sitting next to the tombstone, leaning lightly on the tombstone, as if this was the way he could continue.
"I never thought that you would leave me so soon, did my appearance bring you such bad luck? If so, I would rather be hidden in the dark forever, never see you, but I really love you so much, since I was a child, I have been following you, I have always wanted to come to you, I don't want to care about the whole mess of the family, I just want to be with you, even if I can't be together, I can't be my girlfriend, at least I can still see you, I can see your smile. ”
"But now, it's all become a luxury, you still left, left this world, leave me forever, I really don't know what it means to live, I just want to be by your side forever, even if you haven't looked at me, I'm willing to protect you. ”
"If you don't be a lover, you can't be a lover, we can still be good friends, just like in the past, I will be your good brother, good buddy, when you encounter something unhappy, when you are sad, take me out, but why are you so stupid, why did you choose to commit suicide by jumping into the lake?"
"Didn't you say that you still have a lot of dreams left unfulfilled? Get up, I'll help you finish, I'll help you find your biological parents, I'll help you fulfill your dream of becoming the world's top jewelry designer, I'll help you take care of the children in the Sunflower Orphanage, I'll help you... Woo woo, ah, ah, you get up quickly, Chenxi, I can help you do whatever you want, as long as you can look at me again, and call me a little Xunzi again, you get up, you get up and look at me, I am your good brother, iron buddy. ”
"Have you forgotten? You said, when you make money, you want to invite me to a big dinner, eat KFC, McDonald's, Wallace, all over again, how can you talk doesn't count, don't you hate other people's words not counting, I want you to invite me to eat KFC, eat McDonald's, you get up and take me to eat." ”
"Ahhh
The man kept holding the tombstone with his hands, shaking it vigorously, as if what was in front of him was not a tombstone, but a living person, a beloved, a lover who broke his heart.
Tears are soaked with sadness, constantly sliding down on the man's face, constantly regrouping, how can the man still have the coldness that he was not close to when he first came, at this time, he only has the endless sadness of losing his good friends, losing his beloved girl, and losing his beloved.
At this time, as if the sky was not beautiful, even the heavens felt the sadness of the man, the clear sky gradually condensed the dark clouds, and in an instant, countless raindrops in the sky fell and poured on the man's face and body.
After a while, the man's whole body was soaked, but he seemed to be unconscious, but instead took off his valuable blazer and covered the tombstone, as if this would prevent the tombstone from getting wet.
"Chenxi, don't be afraid, I'm here, I know you've been afraid of thunder since you were a child, don't worry, I will protect you, I won't leave you, what makes you afraid, I will always be by your side." ”
I couldn't tell whether there were tears or rain on the man's face, maybe it was tears and rain mixed together.
In the whole cemetery, only the man stays here, and there are countless tombstones, under the erosion of the storm, it looks extremely eerie and terrifying, but the man has no sense of fear at all, at this time he no longer roars hoarsely, nor mutters to himself, just leans quietly next to the tombstone, tightly hugging the tombstone engraved with the name of Wan Chenxi, as if he really has Wan Chenxi at this moment.
This moment belongs to him, to him and Wan Chenxi.
I don't know how long it took, but the rain stopped when he said it would, but the man's eyes were still glazed and his eyes were blank.
As if sensing that the rain had stopped, the man gently stroked the tombstone, his movements were extremely gentle, as if he was caressing his lover's cheek, lest he would hurt the other party if he moved too much.
"Chenxi, I've been waiting for you for eleven years, I've loved you for eleven years, I don't know how many eleven years I have, but no matter how many eleven years have passed, you will always be my favorite person, no matter where I am, I will always be with you, you will be in my heart.
I will always remember that there was a simple and kind girl who once left the happiest time in my life, and your sweet smile was the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. ”
When the rain stopped, the sky had gradually darkened, the stars had shifted, and the black veil of the night had changed, and the cemetery was quiet, and a few soft whispers could be heard from time to time, which was the heartfelt heart of a lover, a friend's greetings, and an eternal promise.