Chapter 372: A Generation
The seven-year itch, this is the second time that Yiming has said it, and it is also the second time that Comrade Jianguo has heard his son mention this word.
In this conversation, it came a little unexpectedly, the first time I heard about it was in the Peace Hotel, Li Yiming seriously talked to Fu Wuyuan and Zhao Hongjun about the concept of the seven-year itch, at first it was still work, and later it became marriage, Li Jianguo still remembered Zhao Hongjun's embarrassed appearance at that time.
At that time, Comrade Jianguo, who was busy handing out cigarettes, didn't know whether this thing was scientific or not, and there were a lot of things in the stinky boy's head, some were right and some were wrong, wasn't the hidden gold half right and half wrong?
The brain is a good thing, but it is easy to change, and everyone knows this, but is there an objective law with a seven-year cycle......
I haven't heard any scientists and celebrities say it, so what no scientists and celebrities have said, is it true?
In China, the study of the brain has always been the work of political commissars and neighborhood committees, and as for scientists, Comrade Jianguo did not see in the newspapers and news that they had such research results.
So now Ichiming said it again.
"Well, what do you mean?"
"You count the time. ”
"Huh?" Li Jianguo frowned, and the Yan Strike came twice, the year before last, "You mean?"
Li Jianguo's voice softened: "You haven't talked about what the hell is going on." ”
"I don't know very well, the book doesn't say it, I judged it based on reasoning, and there are similar things in many countries later, so ......" Li Yiming suddenly beckoned.
Li Jianguo hurried closer, and it was rare to see his son so cautious.
Li Yiming leaned over and whispered in his father's ear: "Some bad things can't be said because some people will think that they are unchangeable, and some people will use these bad news to do bad things!"
Li Jianguo straightened up with a serious face, he immediately thought of his son's letter, although he exchanged it with Chinese cigarettes, but those teachers would not spread it everywhere, and then reach the ears of the enemy.
"Speaking of which, I didn't think much about the content of my letter at the time. Li Yiming was very annoyed, touching his face and muttering.
Li Jianguo looked at his son, Li Yiming looked at his father, and they all remembered the slap.
"Then you have to go back as soon as possible, and it shouldn't be difficult to go to the capital to meet people now. Li Jianguo persuaded in a low voice, and then looked at this side, "There are always suitable people who can do things here." ”
"I don't have the right people, and I can't leave at this time. Li Yiming shook his head, he was also a little annoyed, his Xiangjiang situation was far from stable and could operate well.
"How can there be no one in such a big country?" Li Jianguo didn't believe it.
Li Yiming's tone suddenly cooled: "I mean, if you send it now, it will definitely not be appropriate." ”
Li Jianguo frowned, and seemed to understand what his son meant.
"Society is changing, people are also changing, in seven years, the pressure of the environment is enough to change many people and things, adults have become bad, and children will also be taught bad......
In fact, I don't know if there are many good or bad people in society now, and how many of those cadres are there......
Even if you are here for me, I will not be reassured...... I've managed to do this, but what am I going to do if someone messes me up?"
Li Yiming held his chin and said softly.
Li Jianguo was very uncomfortable, he didn't expect that Yiming would consider the problem from this angle: "So this is the reason why you don't believe us adults? Including me? Don't forget how many adults are helping you along the way!"
"How much is the reason for helping? How much is it because of personal relationships? How much is it because I use misunderstandings and situations to pressure them to do things?"
Li Yiming's face was slightly red and he looked at Comrade Jianguo, and he was a little uncontrollable excited, "The logic of their motivation for doing things is not normal at all! Do you think I like this?! Corruption, vulgarity, and selfishness are ridiculous!"
Li Jianguo was stunned, this was the first time he faced the pressure of his son's words, in the past, he was watching his son put pressure on others, but now when it comes to him, he knows how heavy and sharp this is.
"The matter of Xiangjiang is very important, if I don't prove that I can do these things well, what is my opinion? Let me explain and send me back to school? I still have to change those backward education methods, who will listen to me? If you weren't my father, would you listen? Isn't it the same as them?"
Li Yiming looked at his father and asked him very seriously.
The father and son looked at each other for a few seconds, and Li Jianguo couldn't bear it anymore, pushed away the chair and stood up.
After pacing two steps, I looked out the window, but only a faint shadow was reflected on the glass.
During this period of time, irritability, nervousness, and powerlessness have been accumulating in Li Jianguo's heart, and the occasional excitement brought by his son's achievements has also been extinguished by his "recklessness".
Maybe Yiming can find a strong reason for what he did, but Li Jianguo still has a pimple in his heart, and it's not just one.
Li Jianguo took out the lighter and walked to the window, brushed and lit a cigarette.
In the light smoke rising, his heart was in turmoil.
Adults are bound to turn bad?
Children are bound to be taught badly?
In Yiming's eyes, I'm actually like that...... Even if I were his father, he would see me like that?
Maybe it's a fact, I really haven't taken care of him well in the past few years, just like other parents.
The things I do are also quite vulgar......
Li Jianguo exhaled heavily from his cigarette, watching himself in the smoke become blurry and dim, like everything that disappeared in time.
Those partners who carried large bags and small bags from the city, sang songs and rode the train, were scattered all over the motherland, and they were separated for decades.
Some of the songs always remind people of those faces, some of them forget their names, and some of them can't even remember their smiles.
In the reflection, I am depressed and lonely, I have long lost the vigor of the year, sweat will flow every day, but my youth is no longer there,......
So our generation, after all, is it useless?
"Dad, are you angry?" a voice came from behind him.
Li Jianguo shook his head, he didn't know if he was angry, but he was really sad, he felt that his life was a failure, maybe those fathers who were looked down on by their sons would feel this way.
I am not a competent father after all, Li Jianguo faced the wind and blew the surging heat cold.
On the glass, the son looked at himself:
"Some opportunities are missed and they don't come back, and I don't know ...... Will it always be like this......"
Li Jianguo sighed, that's right, that's why his son worked so hard to come to Xiangjiang, and in this, how much of his role he played, and how much of it was because of his father's identity.
Yiming does use people, but that's not because those people are easy to use, but because Yiming can use them, when he uses these methods, he hasn't considered the mood of a child in him, he may be happy when he uses the enemy, and what kind of mood will he feel when he uses his comrades?
The son in the reflection rubbed his head slightly.
"Headache?" Li Jianguo asked, turning around.
"It's a bit annoying. Li Yiming took a bottle of water and drank it in one go.
Li Jianguo sat back in the chair and looked directly into his son's eyes: "Yiming." ”
"Huh?"
"I think you have a misunderstanding about our generation, and you've seen only a few. Li Jianguo was very serious with suppressed excitement.
Li Yiming already knew what his father was going to say, and interrupted him in a bit of a panic: "Dad, I know, you don't have to say it." ”
"No, there's a lot you don't know, but we ...... It's not what you think," Li Jianguo's eyes were slightly red and insisted, these words must be said, "I know many people, many things, I haven't told you before!"