Prologue: Accession to the WTO Chapter 4: Dreams and Reality
On the way back, there were a lot of people, surrounded by a lot of people, and these people were talking and chatting about something.
There were blood stains on the ground, and there was the sound of an ambulance in the distance, and Zhou Zixuan knew that something should have happened here while he was painting.
When you are in a crowd, you may not know the facts, but the chats of the people around you can always help you restore this scene.
"Someone in the girls' dormitory jumped off the building and committed suicide. The one just now seems to be the president of the student union of our college. ”
"Is it the president of the student union of our college, the girl who always wears glasses and is very lively, what is it called, what is Lu and what is the rain?"
"It's called Lu Chaoyu, the one who got the first-class scholarship. ”
"Is it really her? Why did she kill herself? Usually she is very active, and she is also very popular with her classmates. It's not like someone who wants to commit suicide, is it because he's too busy and stressed?"
"If you want to commit suicide, you can still see that it can't be done, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, we are not familiar with him, who knows what she is for. ”
Listening to them, Zhou Zixuan was a little shocked in his heart, Lu Chaoyu, he also knew him, because they were from the same college, Lu Chaoyu was very kind, very hearty, and very popular, the boss of their dormitory, Song He, and she were both student union cadres, and they always mentioned this woman, and there was a vague meaning of admiration.
Zhou Zixuan sighed, he really couldn't bear to listen to these discussions, there were all kinds of them, and they were all watching the excitement with the intention of not caring about himself.
"I didn't kill myself after being so miserable, since I have the courage to jump, why don't I have the courage to face life?" Zhou Zixuan said to himself, he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't want to think about it anymore.
"Don't worry, you're doing very well now, and you'll be even worse when you enter society in the future. Li Liang was Zhou Zixuan's classmate, they stood very close, and when they heard him sigh, they came over to comfort him.
Zhou Zixuan wanted to kill him, is there such a comforting thing?
He can't speak, and every time he says it's very unpopular, but the original intention is good, probably good, after all, no one has dug out his heart and seen it.
In the past, Zhou Zixuan was still a little envious of the kind of people who were busy every day, and always felt that top students like Lu Chaoyu could be regarded as going to college, and he didn't want them to be as busy as they were eating and waiting for death every day, but this kind of thing happened suddenly, as if a tall goal in the distance suddenly collapsed, making him feel more and more confused, as if he had walked into a dead end, he didn't understand what such a student union president had gained by working hard for life and engaging in various school-level activities?
Zhou Zixuan didn't know what to do at all, what was the meaning of consuming every day, four years of college time, was it really just for that diploma? I always felt that if it was just for this, life would seem too perfunctory.
"Things have happened, we can't do anything, don't think about it, the deceased is great, may she die in a good life, and be happy from suffering." Someone said aloud and prayed.
Then everyone prayed for her, hoping that she would go all the way. Zhou Zixuan is the same, almost everyone is like this. There are many reasons for dying, but whether you know it or not, you always hope to be able to go in a good direction and die in bliss.
Only one person in the crowd watched it all coldly, her eyes were gray, like a dead person.
"I won't see ghosts, right" Zhou Zixuan shuddered, the clothes the girl was wearing were exactly the same as Lu Chaoyu in the photo he saw, she was younger, with a melon seed face, very beautiful, but there was no life, as if the heartbeat was still.
Zhou Zixuan walked in her direction, there were a lot of people, it was crowded, and when Zhou Zixuan crossed the sea of people and reached the other side, she was still standing there motionless, "Are you okay!" Zhou Zixuan grabbed the girl's hand, the temperature of the palm was cold, absolutely cold.
Zhou Zixuan hasn't done this yet, he just has an illusion, if he doesn't hold this girl, I'm afraid she will have an accident. That kind of look, he always felt that he had seen it somewhere, was a desperate look at life.
Is it her relative? Zhou Zixuan heard Song He, the head of the dormitory, say that Lu Chaoyu has a younger sister, no other relatives, only a younger sister, and their relationship is very good.
Zhou Zixuan didn't understand what was going on, he only felt that Lu Chaoyu was so cruel, and this kind of evasion was very cruel to the people who stayed.
The girl glanced at Zhou Zixuan, withdrew her hand, and left, ignoring Zhou Zixuan, nor paying attention to anyone, where did she come from, and where did she go back.
Zhou Zixuan looked at the sketchpad he was holding in his hand, threw it in the grass, and chased after him with the mentality that he would not be picked up.
"Where did I go, I won't be regarded as a tail madman," Zhou Zixuan searched everywhere.
Zhou Zixuan walked to the back street, this remote street is empty and empty during the day, only a few shops are open, but at night, the back street is the most prosperous place, the lights are red and green, red men and green women, noisy the whole Xiangnan.
When they were all thinking about giving up and going back, a few wild laughter stimulated Zhou Zixuan's mind.
"Oh, little girl, it's very strong!! I am not small, I like it, and I dare to ask us for an explanation. ”
A group of tattooed young men, dressed in non-mainstream clothes and dyed heads of various colors, surrounded a girl who had retreated into a corner, speaking obscene language.
And the girl was clinging to the wall, her fingers embedded in the dangerous wall behind her, not saying a word, not saying a word, but her body was trembling and could not hide the fear in her heart.
Zhou Zixuan couldn't see the girl's appearance clearly, the clothes were still recognizable, Zhou Zixuan was very excited, she really had the talent to walk in the tail, she really came here.
But now that she's in this situation, it's obviously not a good thing.
Zhou Zixuan didn't expect to see such a situation near his school, he picked up a stone at random and kicked it towards these people.
"Oops!" the man felt a pain in his back, and several people looked behind him, but there was no one behind him, only a huge stone lying quietly on the ground.
"Monkey, what's wrong?" said an older man.
"M, somebody hacked me with something. "The monkey is really skinny, and the person is really like a monkey as the name suggests.
"You're dreaming, aren't you too excited about what's coming, yes, I heard that this girl is still a chick. Several people laughed at him.
The monkey touched his head, and the pain in his back was still there, it shouldn't be an illusion, could it really be that he was too excited?
Looking at the men behind him, when he turned his head again to continue to look at the woman, he didn't expect that only one shoe and one leg came into view.
Zhou Zixuan's speed was very fast, and after kicking the stone, he quickly came around, kicked several people out with a side kick, and then took advantage of the situation to cover the woman behind him.
"Who are you?" the monkey was the first to get up from the ground and pointed at Zhou Zixuan with a very unconvinced look.
The other two also stood up one after another, approached Zhou Zixuan, and said, "What are you meddling with, she owes us money, is it wrong for us to get our money back?"
"Want a debt?" Zhou Zixuan was stunned, he thought that these people wanted to violate it because they saw that the girl was beautiful, but he didn't expect it to be a debt dispute.
"That's right, my father owes a lot of money. The girl nodded quietly.
Zhou Zixuan looked back at the past, and saw that the girl was sixteen or seventeen years old, very quiet and thin, but she did not show weakness and couldn't help it. Her complexion was very white, white as snow. With an oval face, black-rimmed eyes, a small pointed chin, a pair of large, bright eyes, and beautiful eyebrows, she is indeed a beautiful embryo.
Beauty is beautiful, but isn't it too sincere, can the girl tell a lie at this time, this makes it very embarrassing for a hero like him to save beauty, and he doesn't even have a legitimate reason.
Hearing what the girl said, several men began to laugh cheaply again, and laughed: "You see that she has admitted it, what should I do if I don't have money? ”
The girl shrank back, her face was normal, and only the slightly frowning brow and trembling calves could tell that she looked a little frightened, and said, "You killed her!"
"We're kidding!" Hongmao laughed, "Your gambler dad doesn't gamble, doesn't lose money, doesn't borrow money from us, we will be idle and anxious to find you to pay back? They also said that we killed her, open your eyes and tell nonsense, obviously you forced her to death!"
Lu Chaoyu works here at night, sells wine, sings to pay off debts, and she is beautiful, these people all know her, and some things have been known for a long time.
Zhou Zixuan breathed a long sigh of relief and sneered: "Heh, it's really a bad seed" Even if you know the reason, it's still very unpleasant to see these people so aggressive.
Since you're already unhappy, let's make a big fuss and let everyone be unhappy with you, maybe then you'll be happy.
So at this time, it's dry.
"What are you talking about?" A few people were also annoyed when they saw him still blocking in front of them, there was an office building being renovated nearby, and a few people picked up a few steel pipes from the side and walked towards the two.
"Whoever asks you to borrow money, who are you looking for to go, I really don't know shame in embarrassing a girl like this. "Zhou Zixuan is not afraid of these weak legs and feet.
"Oh, you still want to be strong, don't you? "They completely forgot who was kicked away just now, they are used to fighting, they only feel that there are four people on their side, and the other party is less than twenty years old, and it is not very easy.
Zhou Zixuan stretched out his finger and held up their people, "One." Two. Three. Four, just four of us? Let's go together!"
"Oh, it's enough to pretend to be a force!
The summer breeze was cold, sweeping a few people, no matter how many times they got up or how many times they resisted, as long as they got close to Zhou Zixuan, they were like a playback on a movie screen, lying down slowly towards the back.
He practiced martial arts with his father when he was a child, and he thought it was to strengthen his body, but he didn't expect it to be useful.
Zhou Zixuan didn't put too much weight on his hands, he was still soft-hearted in the end.
In fact, it's not that he is soft-hearted, he can't make a heavy hand, Zhou Zixuan has no strength again, his arms are soft, if these people pounce on him again, they will go from a group of people alone to a group of people beating one by one.
Fortunately, his initial violence scared these people away. Zhou Zixuan looked at his hands in a daze, he was really a real man in five seconds.
"Thank you. The girl was behind Zhou Zixuan, and said words of thanks in a wooden voice.
"Are you alright? Zhou Zixuan looked back and saw that her clothes were intact, and she didn't look like she had been injured somewhere.
"It's okay, it's always been a threat before, and it's the first time I've encountered something like this. It doesn't matter if you don't come, they can't kill me. ”
Zhou Zixuan felt that it was really not easy for her to be so calm, if ordinary people would have yelled and screamed, but blindly dragging it is not good for everyone, no one's money is blown by the wind. said: "I can help you this time, if you can, let your father try to repay the money, and then live a good life, don't let the deceased disappoint." ”
"Not yet. The girl's tone was still the same flat, as if there was no emotion.
Zhou Zixuan felt that their family was too inauthentic, when they needed money, they asked someone to borrow money, but when they wanted to pay it back, they didn't even talk about credit, and this girl, when she said this, she didn't even feel guilty, and her favorability dropped by half in an instant, and she said in a cold tone: "It's always wrong to owe money badly." What is the difference between borrowing the hard-earned money of others and getting it for nothing. ”
"Yes, what is the difference between borrowing the money that others have worked hard to earn and getting it for nothing. The girl left, repeating what Zhou Zixuan had said before leaving.
Zhou Zixuan doesn't understand the reason, she knows her own family affairs, and who can complain about her suffering.
Thinking of heaven and hell, this girl's eyes are not so gray, and she seems to have some nostalgia for the world.
At this age when I should have dreamed, I walked into reality in advance, and I have to say, it's really cruel.
Looking at the backs of the two girls in one day, everyone's life is not easy, they all have their own troubles, Zhou Zixuan doesn't know where to go, the time in college is very short, fleeting, he is very confused, and he is also eager for another opportunity to break out of the cocoon into a butterfly.
What does the life he want?
He couldn't tell.
That's not the case anyway.