To be honest, Lu Zian is still mentally prepared for this meeting.

Although they didn't spend much time together at that time, he felt that he knew something about Huo Shiya.

Advice that is too gentle is useless, and it is better to be tactful than to say it directly.

Huo Shiya was stunned, put her hand under the table and clenched it tightly, suppressed her emotions and said, "Break up...... I was just joking, didn't I tell you, it's fun......"

"It's not fun. Lu Zi was calm and not angry at all: "As far as I'm concerned, every time you say you break up, I actually want to agree directly many times, although you think it's fun, but in my opinion, it makes me very unhappy." ”

There had been explicit hints, but she didn't understand them.

Once or twice, at the beginning, he went to redeem it, and then after talking about breaking up, she basically continued to laugh with him every day or two as if nothing had happened.

It seems to be a tacit understanding, but it is actually exhaustion.

"I know, you're angry with me......" Huo Shiya looked at him sadly: "You also think about it from my standpoint, you worked so well at that time, and suddenly you had to come back, my mother didn't agree with me being with you, and she must be even more reluctant if you go......"

Seeing that Lu Zi'an didn't speak, she secretly clenched her fists, and her voice became softer: "And I didn't say it at the time, let you take your father over for treatment, it's you who don't want to, you come back suddenly, your job is gone, what do you eat and what do you use, you can't let me support you......"

After speaking, he pretended to wink at him playfully, but with such a little girl's expression on the makeup of the royal sister, how awkward it was.

Looking at her like this, Lu Zi'an was physically and mentally exhausted.

At that time, it was discussed that he had a deposit, but that money could not be moved casually.

At that time, he was planning to open a small studio after quitting his job, and use the money as start-up capital, with his skills at that time, it may not be possible to do large items, but it is still possible to do some restoration work, and naturally he will not be without money to live.

The consumption here in Changyan City is not as high as that in Yanghai City, and this money can support him not to worry about having no customers in three or five years.

can also take care of his father nearby, so that he can see hope, and he will not end up depressed and depressed.

However, Huo Shiya disagreed and insisted on using the money to make a down payment.

It's okay to make a down payment, but what is he going to do next? What about his dad?

She didn't even think about it, and after she knew that this money existed, she just because he refused to use it for the down payment, and there was endless trouble.

His heart was gradually fading, and this trouble was completely cold.

Later, after the breakup, he simply did not open a studio, and concentrated on studying his craft.

Mind was withdrawn from his memory, and Lu Zi'an considered the words: "The past has passed, there is no point in dwelling on this, you should remember the situation at that time, I have also analyzed the specific things with you, our personalities are not compatible, the three views are not the same, the breakup is actually good for each other, so it's all over, since you have nothing else to do, I'll leave first after dinner." ”

"How can you be like this!" Huo Shiya didn't expect his reaction to be exactly the same as what her mother said, and she was a little uneasy, but she still listened to her mother's words: "I have come all the way to this third-tier small city for you, can't you accompany me!"

Lu Zi'an paused lightly with his fingers on the table, and looked at her with a slight frown: "I don't have time, and ...... Shiya, we broke up. ”

He paused word by word, looked at her fixedly, pressed his fingertips on the table, and leaned over slightly: "I don't want to say it too thoroughly, it's boring Shiya, this trip, you shouldn't come." ”

"Why shouldn't I come?" Huo Shiya also frowned and looked at him: "You yourself were dishonest to me at the beginning, you yourself have hundreds of thousands of savings but you haven't said anything, if you bought a house as soon as I met you, how could my mother treat you like that?"

Lu Zi'an hooked his lips playfully, leaned into the seat, and said lightly: "That deposit was the inheritance left to me by my grandfather before he died, and I was reluctant to touch it myself." And why do I have to buy a house as soon as I know you?"

Huo Shiya blurted out: "To marry me!"

“……”

I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air.

Lu Zian said that he couldn't answer this.

When he saw the Huo family, he also thought about getting married, but then he was really chilled.

And Huo Shiya's face gradually turned pale after seeing his reaction: "Have you never thought of marrying me?"

"It doesn't make sense to say that. Seeing the waiter looking at him at the door with the food, Lu Zi'an raised his hand: "Come in." ”

Then he glanced at Huo Shiya: "Let's not contact each other in the future, and don't go to me, so as to leave a little good memory for each other." Since you are here, I will do my best as a landlord, and I will invite this meal. ”

Although, those memories can't be said to be very good.

As an ex-boyfriend, it can be regarded as benevolent.

In the past two years, Huo Shiya has not grown at all.

is still so selfish, I can't wait for people all over the world to revolve around her.

However, her temper has been restrained a little, and she is not as angry as before, at least now she doesn't dare to splash him in the face.

Seeing that someone came in, Huo Shiya lowered her eyes and sat down, silent.

During the meal, she wanted to stir up the topic several times to talk about the past, but Lu Zi'an avoided it with all his might.

After eating, it was time to leave, Lu Zi'an was checking out, Huo Shiya lowered her head and said, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

Obviously there was a bathroom in the box, but she ran outside.

Lu Zi'an also followed her, sitting in the seat and playing with his mobile phone.

As a result, not long after, someone pushed the door in, and it turned out to be Huo Ma, who had not seen her for a long time, followed by the aggrieved Huo Shiya, and her eyes were already red.

"Hey, Lu Zi'an, what's the matter with you, ah? You were the one who wanted to die or live and get married, and it was you who suddenly ran away without saying a word. Huo's mother was dressed up brightly, looking like a noblewoman, but her mouth exposed her bitterness: "I know, you have a little money now, so you can't look down on my family's poetry, right?"

Lu Zi'an didn't want to argue with her, so he stood up: "Since Auntie is here, then Shiya will be handed over to you, and I will leave first." ”

"Hey, you stop. Huo's mother remembered Lu Zi'an's identity now, and squeezed out a smile: "It's Auntie who just said it is serious, I am also anxious to see Shiya's grievances, I know, you are playing with other people, man, I understand, so let's do it, tonight Yuelai Hotel, you call your parents, let's have a meal together." ”

"What do you mean?" Lu Zi'an looked at her faintly.

"This ...... Before you get married, you still have to get engaged first, right? Your dad has a good hand, right? I just said, it's good to raise your hand when it is broken, why do you have to quit your job, hehe......"

Seeing Lu Zi'an looking at her expressionlessly, Huo Ma couldn't stop laughing.

Lu Zi'an finally knew how Huo Shiya's self-righteous and self-centered problem came about.

"Auntie, you misunderstood. Lu Zi'an looked at her calmly, and his voice was quiet: "Shiya and I, no, Miss Huo, we broke up two years ago, I hope you don't say this kind of thing again, I'll go first." ”

Huo's mother wanted to keep it, but she was stared at by him and didn't dare to speak, so she secretly pushed Huo Shiya.

Huo Shiya watched him leave silently, and suddenly felt that her heart was empty.

She suddenly remembered that from the beginning to the present, Lu Zi'an had not said goodbye.

Even if it was a final goodbye, he didn't say goodbye.

She suddenly understood Lu Zi'an's unfinished words.

Don't want to say goodbye because you don't have to.

She thought, this is probably the only time they have a tacit understanding.

Huo's mother pushed her: "You hurry up and chase him! what's the use of you crying with me, it's only useful to cry with him, did you talk to him as I said just now, if you did, you wouldn't be like this......"

"Don't go, I won't go, I'm just done listening to you, I shouldn't have come at all!" Huo Shiya closed her eyes and regretted it for the first time: "You were the one who wanted me to break up at the beginning, and now it's you who want me to get back together, don't you see that he doesn't love me at all? Mom, don't you care about me!"

"You damn girl...... Huo Ma was furious, and pushed her head with one finger: "Listen to what's wrong with me, you see that if you listen to me, Lu Zi'an will have a chance! As long as you chase it back, these are not all yours...... What are you crying about, I'm not crying for your good!"

If you have to break up, you can get a piece of his work, and she promised her old friend......

But seeing her daughter crying like this, she couldn't say the words anymore.

In the end, she was still distressed, she gently patted Huo Shiya's back: "Listen to Mom, I won't hurt you, just go to him again, his parents are still ashamed of you, if it weren't for him, you wouldn't have broken up, if you didn't do it, forget it......"

"Go back now! I won't come again!" Huo Shiya covered her face and cried bitterly: "If you really want to be good for me, don't force me anymore!"

She didn't care about the makeup, she just wanted to cry happily.

For Zi'an, but also for herself.

The acoustics of the box were excellent, and the empty singing voices floated back and forth.

I can follow you, sleepwalking like a shadow chasing the light, I can wait at this intersection, whether you pass by or not......

Every time I raise my head for you, even tears feel free, and some love is like a heavy rain, but it is still lost......

She felt her heart clenched until her throat was hoarse from crying.

Zi'an is right, she shouldn't have come this time.

She shouldn't have listened to her mother, remembering what she had just said pretentiously, she hated to travel back in time to before they met.

If she was given another chance, she would never listen to her mother again and embarrass him like that.

Perhaps, they will not come to this far.

Even if it is a breakup, she hopes to leave Zi'an with an elegant back.

Unfortunately, it was too late.

This time, she was sure that she had really lost Lu Zi'an.

The person who looked at her helplessly and smiled and tolerated her willfulness really became a dazzling existence in her distant galaxy that made people want to cry.

Walking out of the hotel, Lu Zi'an drove away directly.

The house was brightly lit, and he parked his car around a corner.

Turning off the fire and getting out of the car, he leaned on the side of the car and fumbled for a cigarette.

Empty your mind and think nothing.

In such a cold, silent night, for the past, for the youth, to make the last sacrifice.

A cigarette was quickly finished, and he looked at the night sky quietly, unable to tell what was feeling in his heart.

Suddenly he heard movement, and he turned his head.

Someone carried a lantern and walked against the light.

She was cautious with every step, slowly approaching him.

That scene became the most beautiful picture in Lu Zi's heart.

It's like in a long life, he walks alone, and she appears so lightly, bringing him warmth and hope.

The moment he saw her, Lu Zi'an's whole body suddenly relaxed.

He took two steps forward, and when she came to the front, he reached out and took her into his arms.

Needless to say.

Just be quiet, hug him.

Shen Mange hugged him obediently, and his hand gently caressed his back.

Neither of them said a word, but it was worth a thousand words.

Finding that he was cold, Shen Mange said with some concern: "Brother Zi'an......"

Why don't you go in......

She couldn't say a word about the rest of the sentence.

Because Lu Zi'an slowly let go of her, and kissed her gently in her surprised gaze.

It was her first kiss.

The starry sky was in the background, and all she could see was his eyes shining.