Chapter 449: Cynicism
Late at night, Natsuki Matsui still couldn't sleep. She was lying flat on the bed, covered with a quilt, and with her mobile phone in her hands, she was sending text messages to her hometown in Aomori and other places.
She told what happened to her that day as it was, and at the same time, she also expressed a feeling and true thoughts in her heart.
Natsuki Matsui's state of smirking from time to time can indeed give people a misunderstanding that he is in love. However, a thirty-year-old woman like her may have long lost that emotion.
The older a woman gets, the less lovable she becomes, the more realistic she becomes. Of course, the same goes for men. To be precise, the older a man gets, the worse he gets.
Natsuki's friends immediately began to give her all kinds of support. Some people say that since they have lived with their ex-first boyfriend, they should take advantage of the opportunity to rekindle their old love. Continue to write about the relationship between them that was not finalized at the beginning.
Some people also say that Miyazaki Ryui is now a successful person, a rich man, and an executive of a big-handed company.
Now, you're close to the water, so of course you're going to get the moon first. Don't be cowardly, don't hesitate, move forward with one word "on".
Some people even say that winning Miyazaki Ryujing means that you have a better start in life in the second half of your life. Life like today, you will be accustomed to in the future.
To love, or not to love, has become irrelevant. The important thing is that you can get a lot of real benefits from him. This is a venture that is well worth the risk again......
At the same time, Masayoshi Kishimoto in Nishiazabu's home in Minato-ku is like an opium addiction, yawning on the left and yawning on the right.
Even if I look like this, I won't go to bed. He knew that even if he went to bed and lay down, he would not be able to sleep.
"Are you so tired of being alone with me?" said Rie Sakai, dissatisfied with his appearance.
"What else do you mean by saying this? I've been watching you for so many years, almost every day, and my eyes are getting aesthetically tired.
No matter how beautiful you are, you can't do it with me. Kishimoto closed his eyes and rubbed his temples with both hands.
"Then why are you still marrying me?" asked Rie Sakai blurted out.
"I'm a man of integrity. Since I have a marriage contract with you, then I have to fulfill it. Kishimoto couldn't help but laugh.
"You don't have to push yourself at all. Why bother?" Sakai Rie knew that he was not right, and he was angry. She held the wine glass in her right hand and gently made a clockwise spin.
"If you really choose to leave me. Or, I'll give up on you. How are you going to live in the future? Have you never realized that the initiative is in my hands, not yours?"
Masayoshi Kishimoto opened his eyes and looked at the red wine glass she was holding. He knew that Rie Sakai not only knew how to enjoy it, but also gradually developed a lifestyle and habits.
Once such a privileged life is gone, she will inevitably be very uncomfortable. This is in line with the old Chinese saying, from simplicity to luxury, from luxury to frugality.
"I know you're obsessed with Chinese culture. Then I will answer you with a sentence from Chinese culture. Marry a chicken with a chicken, marry a dog with a dog.
If this is according to the principle of investment, you will not know that I am a venture capital success. The excess profits brought by the success of the venture capital should naturally be attributed to me. Rie Sakai said seriously.
"You won. Masayoshi Kishimoto leaned forward, stretched out his right hand, and said with the whiskey glass on the crystal coffee table in the small living room.
Rie Sakai said without a happy look on her face: "In the past, I won the battle with you like this, and I still have pleasure in my heart." Now, how can I be like a pool of stagnant water in my heart?"
"It means you're tired of me. You don't love me anymore. Kishimoto laughed.
Rie Sakai habitually rolled her eyes at him and said, "This shows that my heart is beginning to become more and more mature, and I am no longer as naïve as I used to be." ”
Masayoshi Kishimoto brought the whiskey glass to his mouth and took a sip as soon as he tilted his head. He did not deny Rie Sakai's statement. The four years that the two were together passed in a hurry.
The initial novelty between each other has gradually faded away. Their love is there. It's just that the love between the two is beginning to transform into family affection bit by bit.
"You're busy, and it's a result. Today, your company has made a name for itself. "Rie Sakai has a deep understanding of what it means to be a noble husband and a wife.
It is precisely because of Kishimoto's company that it has become bigger and stronger. I also got a lot of light. Just today, she received another invitation to an important event.
"Man is a collection of contradictions. When you're busy, you think in your head that you'll be fine when you're busy for a while.
Take a good rest at your own leisure. If people really let people be idle, this mind will keep coming up, what are people living for?
What is the meaning of human life? When you have such negative emotions in your emotions and thoughts, it is easy for people to be depressed.
So, if you look at why those rich people are prone to depression, that's because of that. Material abundance does not mean that the spiritual realm is also rich.
So, in order to find something to do, they will go on a trip around the world, buy and buy, and so on. This makes them tired of this materialistic lifestyle.
If you really want them to give up this rich life, they can't do it at all. Kishimoto said as he tapped his right index finger lightly on his whiskey glass.
"Is your thought existential or nihilistic?" asked Sakai thoughtfully.
Either way, it all shows that in the same way, human existence is meaningless. "Kishimoto said lightly.
"I see. You are cynicism. Rie Sakai said with a smile.
Kishimoto knows that she is a woman who can resonate with herself on an ideological level. At this point, Natsui Makoto can't do it at all.
He and Rie Sakai sat together like this, both for sake tasting and for philosophical conversations. It doesn't feel like there's nothing to say.
If I also stay with Natsui Makoto like this, then the topic will not involve philosophy. Even if it's your favorite literature, you won't talk about it.
First of all, she doesn't read much and focuses too much on the actual life of each day. In her opinion, living every day is better than anything else.