I sat at the head of the bed for a long time, and I didn't feel sleepy, so I got up lightly, went out of the room, walked up and down the stairs many times, and finally felt that I couldn't support it, so I sat on the steps of the stairs, and the surroundings were too quiet, and I heard a voice in my heart say to me over and over again: "Gu Qingcheng, you lost, you lost ......"

The sound grew louder and louder, and it stimulated my heart again and again, and I didn't know what I was going to do, and this emotion had been so pent-up for so long that I couldn't bear it anymore on such a night, and the whole thing collapsed. It was as if there were ants gnawing at my body, and it was very uncomfortable.

Tears fell involuntarily, without warning, because it was so uncomfortable, he was still there, but I don't know when, as soon as I opened my eyes, he was gone. It's really bad, it's so torturous, I'm used to him. Yes yes, I really can't afford to play emotional games, I'm too serious.

I covered my mouth with both hands very hard, I was really afraid that if I was not careful, I would cry uncontrollably, and then wake up the person in the room, I was really afraid that I would not be able to control it, so I ran over and grabbed the person on the bed and had a big fight with him. Spread everything out and let him hate me and say something nasty to hurt me, I think then I can get free.

I don't know how long I cried there, but I felt as if my head was being suffocated, and I couldn't resist the weight of my whole head.

"What are you doing sitting there when you don't sleep at night?"

In the dead of night, the villa was quiet, there were only me and Liang Jing in the whole villa, there would be no third person, his voice was a little hoarse, and it fell into my ears without warning, and I stopped crying all of a sudden, and my body stood up all of a sudden.

Immediately, I heard the slight sound of footsteps, and slowly approached, step by step down the steps, fortunately he did not turn on the light, otherwise I would not know how to explain the way I am now. I was a little sluggish, and when he approached, I still didn't react, until he pulled me up, and today I seemed to be very fragile, like glass, his hand just touched my arm, and my nose began to breathe again, and tears kept falling.

Thankfully, the night protected me and kept all my mess hidden, but my breathing was unsteady and I could easily hear something strange. He stood on the upper steps, looking at me condescendingly, and I couldn't make out the expression on his face in the dark.

He reached out and touched my cheek, then said, "Why are you crying?"

I sniffed hard, slapped his hand away, took a step up, and wiped the tears and snot on his clothes, he was a person with a slight cleanliness habit, he didn't say anything at first, and when I pulled his clothes and kept pinching my nose, he finally couldn't help it, and said, "Gu Qingcheng, don't go too far." ”

I laughed, and after laughing, I cried again, tugging at his clothes, and said, "Liang Jing, I just dreamed that my mother dreamed that she suddenly left me, and then my whole sky fell." Do you know what it's like for the sky to fall? You certainly won't know, because your sky won't fall, never will. In your life, you can live without anyone, and you can live a good life, maybe a better life. ”

I knew he couldn't see my face, and he couldn't see how sad I was right now. The businessman values profit over parting, and his feelings will definitely not take much weight in his heart, I can't compare with Su Meng, because she is a blood relative, and I can't compare with power and money, because that is his hard work and achievement.

And I, it's not good anywhere, I can't even give birth to children, it's useless. I think I spent all my luck and met Liang Jing, but I didn't have that luck anymore, and I went to the end with him.

"You're not me, how do you know if I'm alive or not. ”

"Isn't it good?" I sobbed softly.

He didn't answer me, he just stopped me upstairs, wiped the tears from my face, and put me to sleep. Later, I also fell asleep because he kept holding my hand and I couldn't do anything but sleep.

When I woke up the next day, my eyes were swollen like walnuts, and when Liang Jing saw me, he sighed twice and said, "It's so ugly." "I was so angry that I kicked him hard. That day, I called Zouping and didn't go to the company, and Liang Jing was entertained in this villa, there is a special fishing place in the villa, the environment is quiet, Liang Jing is like an old grandfather sitting there quietly fishing. I hated fishing, because it was so boring, so I crouched next to him, swollen eyes, and dozed off at the unwavering water.

He fished for half an hour, and there was not a single fish, and I finally got bored, so I got up and threw the pebbles to play, and if the pebbles could jump twice on the water, I could scream happily, anyway, there were only the two of us here. Liang Jing didn't say anything at first, just frowned and turned his head to look at me from time to time, and then quietly stayed away from me.

When he stayed away from me, I quietly moved closer to him, and so we moved from here to there, from that side to this side, and finally Liang Jing threw the fishing rod to the side and said, "Idiot!"

Of course, instead of throwing the rod and leaving, he picked a stone from the ground, flew it to the surface of the lake in a dashing manner, jumped several times, and then fell into the water. I always felt like I was going back to when I was a teenager that day, obviously boring, but childish for a long time, and I felt so happy.

Fortunately, there will be only me and Liang Jing, otherwise, I am afraid that I will be regarded as two brains. Brother Residence.

In the matter of loans, Fang Qin stopped the responsibility alone, so I was not implicated, but there were a few loans, and the bank still ordered them to be recovered, fortunately, Liang Jing made preparations in advance, there are so many banks, this one can't be done, not to mention that there are no private small loans on the market. After all, as long as money can solve the problem, it is not a problem. As a result, this incident did not have much impact on Zhengyuan, and all projects continued as usual.

I didn't expect Liang Jing to take me to the villa in the middle of the mountain for dinner, because I knew that Su Meng also lived there, and he accompanied his grandmother day and night, respecting filial piety. When Liang Jing said that he was going to take me there, I was startled and a little incredulous.

He informed me very calmly, but I couldn't agree calmly, I thought and thought, pondered and pondered, and finally couldn't help but ask, "Isn't my aunt still living in the villa, it's not good for me to go." ”

The expression on his face didn't change much, he only shrugged his shoulders and said, "It's Grandma who wants to see you." ”

In fact, when he said that he was going to take me back, I was full of anticipation for a moment, because it had been quiet recently, and I wondered if he had finally persuaded Su Meng. But when we went to the villa, I realized that I really thought too much, and when we went, Su Meng was not there, and I didn't ask why I wasn't there.

I haven't seen my grandmother for a long time, but my appearance hasn't changed much, when I see me, I can't close my mouth with a smile, and pull me over to sit, a pair of eyes just look at me, look at it for a while, even tears can be seen. He clasped my hand tightly and said, "I've wronged you." ”

I just smiled and didn't say anything, we didn't mention Su Meng, just gossiping, my grandmother was a lot more polite to me, how to say it, it just didn't have the feeling I had before, as if I only regarded me as a guest, but it wasn't so obvious. I think my grandmother probably thinks that it is impossible for the two of us to be together, and she doesn't even mention her great-grandson, so there is always a regret, regret, and a little guilt and sympathy in those eyes.

Actually, I don't like to be sympathized with people, so I seem weak.

My eyes always looked out from time to time, and when Liang Jing walked away, my grandmother sighed, and then seemed relieved, and said to me: "Don't worry, I told the dead girl, she won't come back for a while." I really can't do anything about her, and she never listens to me. Grandma said, sighing again and again.

But soon she laughed again, probably not wanting me to be too upset, and quickly changed the subject and said something else.

During the meal, they were very polite to me to pick up the food, I actually didn't have much appetite, but by my grandmother's enthusiasm, I also happily ate this meal, the smile on my face never fell, in order not to make my grandmother feel pitiful, I also told many jokes, to amuse them.

In the end, this atmosphere was still adjusted by me, grandma and Aunt Li were too cautious, to be honest, I was a little skeptical, whether Liang Jing wanted me to come to see my grandmother at the end, or whether my grandmother wanted to see me. Of course, no matter which one it is, it's also good, and it can be regarded as an explanation at the end, rather than being a stranger from now on.

Although I knew very well in my heart that it didn't matter at all, I wouldn't see my grandmother and them, and there was no possibility of meeting them on the street.

It's true, there is quite a posture of gathering and scattering. I just thought about it casually, and quickly put it behind me, and first of all, I was happy to spend this last time with my grandmother.

In fact, everything is very good, but no one thought that Su Meng would come back early, after the meal, a few of us watched TV and chatted on the sofa in the living room, just talking about happiness, the doorbell rang outside, Su Meng came back, there were a few more servants in the house, and soon someone went over to open the door.

The doorbell made our laughter stop abruptly, and only the sound of the TV was left in the room.