Zheng Xiaowen sat on the ground in front of the bookshelf, she was shocked and nervous, and she didn't stand up for a while. She eagerly stretched out her trembling hands, picked up the white piece of paper that had fallen to the ground, wiped her tears, and looked at the words on the piece of paper in a panic.

She saw that on the piece of paper was written with a pen, a little larger than a mung bean, a little dense blue characters:

Xiaowen, graduation is imminent, and they are approaching. I have something to tell you about a long time ago, but I am afraid of missing your and my studies, so I have not said anything for a long time. This matter is not said, it haunts my heart from time to time, and I hope you will read it well. Eager for a reply.

·"Remembering Jiangnan: A Letter": Don't be close, your thoughts are chaotic. The first love of the fourth autumn can you know?Today's book and words express my heart! Eager to hear back!

Qiao Xiang May 1983

Usually, Qiao Xiang is in front of Zheng Xiaowen, whether it is his eyes of love, tears of love, gentle language, and close contact, all of this cannot be said that Zheng Xiaowen is indifferent.

From Zheng Xiaowen's words and actions towards Qiao Xiang, it can be seen that she is looking forward to Qiao Xiang's love.

However, in Zheng Xiaowen's heart, she always didn't know Qiao Xiang so deeply and contacted Qiao Xiang, and always imposed her own subjective views and ideas on Qiao Xiang, so that the two of them never got real communication, so that the relationship between the two of them has always been floating and drifting at the level of classmates and close friends.

There are many times, when Zheng Xiaowen saw Qiao Xiang singing, Qiao Xiang was sad inside, and his eyes were red with love and sadness, Zheng Xiaowen would be sad for Qiao Xiang and sad for Qiao Xiang.

Moreover, no matter what environment she is in, as long as Zheng Xiaowen sees Qiao Xiang uncomfortable, she will feel uncomfortable, and she wants to cry. However, Zheng Xiaowen's feelings for Qiao Xiang were only her momentary and temporary, and the pain of her fur did not really enter her heart and bones.

Today, this small piece of letter, like a thousand catties of power, hit the depths of Zheng Xiaowen's heart, shocking her soul, which is useless in love! At the same time, it also shook her and Qiao Xiang, Qiao Xiang often looked at her with foolish eyes, but she was as stable as Mount Tai's spirit!

When Zheng Xiaowen picked up this small piece of paper, when her shocked soul, shocked heart, and shocked eyes saw the words on it, she tried her best to control her trembling hands, tried her best to endure the cry, her eyes were through tears, and she silently read the letter from the beginning, and she saw the shocking language on it: 'Eager to reply'!

After Zheng Xiaowen finished reading it, she looked at these shocking words and sentences again, these words suddenly prompted her, so that on the screen of her thoughts, Qiao Xiang's bitter love, hard waiting, hard waiting, hard work, tearful eyes and no reply, painful tears, painful tearful face image soon appeared......

Zheng Xiaowen At this moment, she has reached the point where she has no distractions, her whole heart is gathered on her thought screen, and she sees that the real images she has seen in reality continue to appear on her thought screen:

A group of her friends were at the party, at the song party, the songs that Qiao Xiang wrote for her and sang to her. When Qiao Xiang played and sang those songs, he couldn't control the sad image of bitter love and sadness and tears.

appeared on the afternoon before Yang Yilin's business trip, she had fun with Yang Yilin and Qiao Xiang in the East Garden, and Qiao Xiang sang the sad images of "I'm in Love with Her" and "Love is This".

appeared on the 30th of May, that round and bright moonlit night, in the moonlight of the East Garden, every word Qiao Xiang said to her. In the end, Qiao Xiang left her Zheng family with external and internal injuries.

On the day of the 'May Fourth' tour, on Sheepshead Mountain, Qiao Xiang cried for her, crying for her, and the tragic image that could move the world was moved.

In the past ten years, Qiao Xiang's beautiful eyelids are full of infatuation, and countless images of love have been poured out to her and conveyed love to her.

appeared tonight, when Qiao Xiang played and sang "Spiked Cactus", Qiao Xiang's bitter love for him was narrated from beginning to end, and Qiao Xiang's emotional sorrow for him cried from beginning to end. At the end of the song, Qiao Xiang's shouting to her Zheng Xiaowen can be heard in the sky......

At this moment, Zheng Xiaowen looked at this scene one by one, the infatuation, sadness, and pathos of Qiao Xiang that she had witnessed with her own eyes, and she had already memorized it well, every lyric in those songs written by Qiao Xiang was like an awl and a drill, piercing her heart!

She couldn't stand it, she couldn't help it, she couldn't control herself anymore, she couldn't care about her neighbors anymore, she didn't care if the neighbors would hear her cry, in her thought world, there was only one Qiao Xiang, she looked at Qiao Xiang's image, and cried loudly!

"Qiao Xiang! Qiao Xiang! I hurt you! Ah...... Yes...... Qiao Xiang! Qiao Xiang! I made you miserable, miserable!

"Ah...... Qiao Xiang! Qiao Xiang! I've been harmed for ten years at once!

"Ah...... Yes...... It's been ten years, ah...... Yes...... How can I make up for it!...... Yes...... How am I going to make it up!Oh my God! How am I going to make it up!...... Ah......h

Zheng Xiaowen cried and screamed too sadly, she didn't know that she was shouting and crying, her body had already turned to the side, if she hadn't leaned against the bookshelf, she would definitely have fallen to the ground......

Zheng's father and Zheng's mother heard the crying in the upper room, and they felt wrong, so they immediately went out of the upper room. The two stood in the courtyard to listen and look around, and when they saw the window of the study, and saw that the light in the study was still on, they panicked and entered the study with a cry.

When Zheng's father saw his daughter sitting on the ground crying and screaming, he was so shocked that he helped his daughter and asked, "Nini, Nini, what's wrong with you?"

Zheng's mother saw that her daughter's face was full of tears, and she looked like she was in pain, so frightened that she cried and asked, "Nini, what's wrong with you?" Hurry up and tell your father and mother, don't let your father and mother worry, okay? It's okay to say it, you can say it quickly!"

Zheng's mother said, she and Zheng's father helped Zheng Xiaowen up and let Zheng Xiaowen sit on the chair next to the piano.

Zheng Xiaowen sat on the chair, frowning, lowering his eyelids, and didn't say a word. She was still crying, but she was crying quietly, and she didn't scream anymore.

With his experience as a doctor, Zheng's father knew that his daughter was fine, so he reprimanded his daughter: "What's the use of crying when you have something to say! Look at what scared your mother in!"

Zheng Xiaowen was afraid of scaring his mother, so he stopped crying and sobbed.

At this moment, the cries of the younger siblings in the west came: "Third sister-in-law, third sister-in-law, third brother!"

Zheng's mother hurriedly opened the door of the study and promised to walk to the west wall.

I only heard the west neighbor say: "I'm asleep, it's Nini crying, what's wrong?"

Zheng's mother replied: "Nini climbed high to get a book and accidentally fell down. She said that the fall hurt so much that she couldn't help it and started crying. Your third brother has seen it, but he only broke a little skin, it's okay, don't worry. ”

The west neighbor said, "Oh, it's okay, I'm relieved if it's okay." ”

Mother Zheng listened to the footsteps on the west side of the neighborhood, and then turned around and went back to the study.

Zheng's father and Zheng's mother froze, only to find that their daughter was holding a small note with words in her hand. The two glanced at each other, coaxed and pushed, and helped their daughter to the west wing.

In the west wing, Zheng's father said to his daughter: "Nini, you remember, crying, it's not interesting at all, you have something on your mind, tell your mother, let your mother give you ideas, there is nothing that can't be solved." Go to bed early. Dad Zheng finished speaking and went back to the upper room.

Zheng's mother slept next to her daughter and asked in a low voice, "Nini, what happened to you just now?"

With just this question, Zheng Xiaowen turned his back to his mother and cried again.

Zheng's mother was angry: "What's the big deal, it's worth your crying like this! Crying is incompetent, and finding a way to solve the problem is the right reason!"

"Look at you, you're crying like this, and it's time for the resentment in your chest to come out. I can't cry anymore, I cry too much, it will hurt. Say, if there is something you can't solve, tell your mother, and your mother will give you ideas. ”

Zheng Xiaowen thought about it, or her mother was right, she really couldn't cry anymore. She stopped crying and turned around and said, "Mom, don't ask, I can solve this matter myself." ”

Zheng's mother raised her hand to comb her daughter's hair and said, "You tell your mother a little bit, your mother knows what is going on, isn't it boring, right?"

Zheng Xiaowen turned over and lay up, she let out a sigh of relief, and said, "This is a matter between me and Qiao Xiang, and it is also a secret that only Qiao Xiang and I know in this life."

"Qiao Xiang has been good to me for nine years, I don't know anything about this, and I only found out and found out about it just now. Mom, you get the idea. ”

Zheng's mother remembered the small note in her daughter's hand when she was in the study just now, and when her daughter said this, Zheng's mother just didn't know what was written on the note, and she guessed a few points. She said: "Since it is a secret between you, my mother will not ask any further." As long as your mind can calm down, don't let your father and mother worry about it. ”

When Zheng Xiaowen encountered such a big event for her, how could her mood calm down all of a sudden! At this moment, she was still panicked in her heart!

Zheng Xiaowen wanted to see Qiao Xiang immediately, she wanted to tell Qiao Xiang now, she saw the letter! However, it was late at night, and she was still panicking, she just called Qiao Xiang, maybe she would be even more panicked when she was on the phone, I was afraid that she would be so panicked that she couldn't even speak.

Zheng Xiaowen calmed down and said to his mother: "Mom, early tomorrow morning, you remember to call Qiao Xiang and ask him to come over quickly."

Don't think much about this matter, you and your father must not think about it, your daughter is already engaged, and she will always be a good daughter with decent self-respect and self-love. I asked Qiao Xiang to come over, I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to make the problem clear and calm down. ”