Chapter 321: Half-sentence misunderstanding
Zheng Xiaowen said this at the moment, she was the same as what Yang Yilin said about Qiao Xiang proudly last night, she was also saying this, and she had long forgotten about him!
Her 'other' is the diary she wrote last night: 'Mount Tai sits on the earth'!
Zheng Xiaowen's thoughts at this time, she is not 'proud', she has encountered a little obstacle that is not an obstacle to love, she put aside the love that is as stable as Mount Tai sitting on the earth! She is fascinated again, she is not the seven years old and eight years old who she is not afraid of at all! She can't find the direction of her love again!
Qiao Xiang is pitiful in love, and she Zheng Xiaowen is in love, she is also very pitiful if she is hurt by such a serious 'age difference'!
Qiao Xiang listened to the words that Zheng Xiaowen said later, his heart had been calm all night, and he couldn't help but churn feverishly at the moment. He knew that he couldn't toss and turn again and again in this major event in his life, so he quickly suppressed his heart, sorted out his thoughts, and thought:
Before Xiaowen got engaged, you Qiao Xiang could do whatever she wanted, but Xiaowen she was already engaged to Yilin! Now you Qiao Xiang and Yilin are both friends and brothers, as people, remember that the wife of a friend cannot be bullied, how can the wife of a brother be taken!
Qiao Xiang, the overall situation of your love 'battle' has been decided, in the past ten years, you have done a lot of wrong things, and now, you have clearly and truly seen the 'situation' in front of you, you can't do anything wrong anymore, change your mind and be firm!
When Qiao Xiang thought of this, he said in his heart:
Xiaowen, I want to be with you in my dreams, I've been dreaming for ten years, but now, my ephemeral dream has woken up! My sky has been rainy for ten years, the clouds have opened and the fog has cleared, I have seen the light, I can see it clearly!
I see that there is another person in this world who is more suitable for you than me, and I also clearly understand that compared to him, you love him! You two love each other, I should have quit a long time ago!
Qiao Xiang looked at Zheng Xiaowen, he calmed down, and said calmly: "Xiaowen, I can still accept what you said earlier, but this matter of going to the Civil Affairs Bureau, if you said that it was two months ago, I would definitely be so happy that I jumped up and made a hole in the ceiling, but now," he closed his lips and shook his head, and then said: "I don't think so." ”
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang stupidly and asked seriously, "Do you really not want to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau?"
"I really don't want to go, because I'm not as good as Yang Yilin. Qiao Xiang said.
Zheng Xiaowen couldn't guess Qiao Xiang's psychology, she looked at Qiao Xiang stupidly again, paused and said: "What you said is not right, what is it better than what, you two are in my heart, I have never weighed who is light and who is heavy." The two of you are the same, and there is no one to compare this with the other.
"I'll tell you the truth, I thought a lot about it the night I found your letter in the cover. I only think about who I can't live without me, and I choose whoever I choose......"
When Zheng Xiaowen said this, she couldn't hold back her tears. She wiped away her tears and said, "That night, I chose between the two of you, and when I first chosen, I gave up Ilyn and chose you. But I thought of Elin's pleas of life and death before me, and of the sickness he had suffered for me, and I ...... Who knows, I thought wrong and chose the wrong ......
"Qiao Xiang, you should know, I am kind to you in my heart, you make my heart hurt a lot, I came over yesterday with pain and suffering.
"This matter, no matter what you think in your heart, you have tossed your body like this because of me. Now, you are still pushing me to other people, your body is like this, can I feel better, how will you let me live in the future?!"
Zheng Xiaowen at this moment, although she said that she forgot her 'Mount Tai sitting on the earth' outside the clouds, but the words she said were also the truth in her heart.
When Qiao Xiang heard this, of course he was very excited in his heart, but he still endured it and didn't let the tears flow. He thought to himself:
Xiaowen, she chose me, but it was Yang Yilin's illness that made her give up her choice of me. Now because of my illness, she has to give up Yang Yilin to choose me. Xiaowen, kind girl, you are too kind!
As soon as he thought of this, he suddenly remembered that on Sheep's Head Mountain, Zheng Xiaowen pulled Yang Yilin's hand tightly without holding his hand, and he thought again:
Xiaowen, why don't you think about yourself, why don't you think about who he is in the bottom of your heart, and you made such a rash decision?
You should choose Yang Yilin, you are right to choose Yang Yilin! He is so diligent, he loves you so much, he can give you perfect love, he can give you all happiness!
Of course, I can learn from the advantages of Jolin Yang's cooking life, and I can care for you to the fullest, but I am not Jolin Yang after all, I can't replace Jolin Yang, and I can't give you the perfect love that you crave and need in the depths of your heart!
He thought about it again: Yes, Xiaowen can give up her true love for me, and go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me. For the sake of Xiaowen's happiness, I Qiao Xiang should be the same, and I should also let go of all the hardships of the past ten years!
He steadied himself, calmed himself, and said, "Xiaowen, don't worry, my body will get better soon." When I get better, I will definitely live a chic life. However, you have to remember that you must not have trouble with Elin. ”
When Zheng Xiaowen heard this, she was a little confused, and said, "Then, what do you mean by saying that half-cut at the beginning? You don't want to go to the people, the people...... What the hell are you trying to say to me?" she took the half of what Qiao Xiang said when she first opened as Qiao Xiang was going to the Civil Affairs Bureau with her!
Qiao Xiang said: "Last night, I also thought a lot, and I wanted to say to you early this morning: Tighten Yang Yilin, don't let go." These ten words, you must keep in mind and never change!"
Zheng Xiaowen suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and said in his heart:
Oh, it made me nervous for a long time, it turned out that Qiao Xiang he, he didn't want to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me, oops, it's not good!
I thought, on the way home last night, although Yilin said that he said something like Qiao Xiang, I knew in my heart that he hadn't done anything out of the ordinary, he didn't really go to find other girls, and I didn't find out that he was out of line. Forget it, I won't talk to Yilin about what he said about Qiao Xiang.
Now, listening to what Qiao Xiang meant when he said this, that is to say, the love he shouldn't have in the past ten years has been written off since then, and in the future, everyone should never think about it again.
Qiao Xiang, if he didn't think about his past, I, Zheng Xiaowen, wouldn't think about it. I'm going to take good care of him these days, and when his body recovers, everything will be fine!Ah, when I think about this, I feel so relaxed!
Zheng Xiaowen thought of this, her mood had just relaxed, she unconsciously thought back to a corner, and suddenly, she saw the image scene of Yang Yilin proudly saying Qiao Xiang's words, she couldn't help but raise her strength again, and said to Qiao Xiang: "You said let me remember those ten words, even if I remember them, then, what if we change?!"
Qiao Xiang also couldn't understand Zheng Xiaowen's thoughts at the moment, he said: "From my thoughts, I feel that you will not change. Speaking of Elin alone, although I can't promise you anything, I've seen Elin's heart go in the matter of the two of you in the past year. With my eyes and inference, Elin is not going to change.
"To be honest, don't look at my stupid mouth on this matter, but if I see it and feel it, Yang Yilin has a little bit of insincerity towards you, which will arouse my anger, I will fight with him, and I will fight for you. But he didn't, and I don't think he's going to change. He doesn't change, and neither can you. ”
At this time, Zheng Xiaowen's feelings for Qiao Xiang were more obvious, she felt that Qiao Xiang's thoughts were really not what they used to be, Qiao Xiang's mind had changed direction, and Qiao Xiang was about to start taking steps in a new direction. Her mind at this moment is really down-to-earth. She said in her heart:
On the day when I told Qiao Xiang about the 'letter', I thought that the big burden of Qiao Xiang on my shoulders had been put down, who knows, yesterday when I saw him sick like that, this big burden that was still on my shoulders, it was really sad that I didn't know the southeast and northwest, so I was worried for a day and a night!
With Qiao Xiang's words today, it's okay, now, I'm really putting down this big burden, hehe, hehe, it's so easy! She was happy in her thoughts, she was smiling in her heart, but she didn't bring it out on her face, she looked at Qiao Xiang and said:
"Qiao Xiang, if you think so that Yilin will not change, I also think you are right, then I will be sure in my heart. It's just that I still have something to say to you. As soon as I tell you what I have hidden for a long time, there will be no secrets in my heart anymore, and my heart will really be completely relaxed in the future. ”
"What secret?" Qiao Xiang hurriedly asked, "Tell me quickly." At this time, Qiao Xiang, he only has family affection for Zheng Xiaowen in his heart, and the bitterness of those ten years seems to be completely gone.
Zheng Xiaowen said: "If you want to hear it so much, then I'll say it from the beginning, and if you say it in detail, you will understand everything."
"When we were in school, you were kind to me, I knew in my heart, but I always thought you were a little boy, and I have always been like this. ”
"I'm two days older than you. Qiao Xiang answered, "How can I be a little boy? What do you think, where do you think! Your words make me think now, the boys in the college at that time, no wonder they didn't know what the girls were thinking in their minds!"
Zheng Xiaowen didn't think about the boys and girls at that time, she only said: "You were two days older than me, of course I know this." However, the feeling of a little boy you gave me has lasted for nine years. It wasn't until last year, when my aunt's brother and sister-in-law came to this house, that we found out that you had changed, and my feeling for you as a little boy slowly disappeared. ”
"I'm so tall, you actually feel like a little boy to me?" Qiao Xiang answered again, "It's really strange. Forget it, if you think about it, it's not surprising, you go on, I'll listen,"
Zheng Xiaowen continued: "When I was working in No. 9 Middle School, oh, I remember I told you about this. Then I went to the plastic factory and met Yang Yilin.
"I have a feeling," she said after a pause, skipping a subject, "that there has been a long road between the two of us to work since the day I met Ilyin, but he has to find an excuse to see me once or twice a day." People have feelings, and I'm no exception. ”
Zheng Xiaowen saw that Qiao Xiang was listening to her carefully, and she continued: "On the day of picking pomegranates last year, Yilin heard that my family was picking pomegranates, so he ran to help in a panic. You saw Yang Yilin and Qin Zixi that day, in fact, both of them came to my house for the first time.
"I never thought that you would come to help, and I was stunned when I opened the door and saw you...... Like most girls, I don't have the ability to chase boys, and I am waiting for the day when a boy I like says to me that he wants to be nice to me......
"One day, someone said this to me, and he was Yang Yilin, who was seven years younger than me. When she said these words, she was a little emotional, and what she didn't want to say was omitted.