I picked up Yuxin, kissed her on the forehead, comforted her and said, "You're drunk, don't think about it, okay?"

Yuxin is not noisy, let me pick her up, tears slipped down the corners of my eyes, I carried Yuxin into the elevator, returned home without changing shoes, went directly to the bedroom, put her on the bed, and then helped her take off her shoes, stockings, and short skirts...... I've never seen Yuxin drink so much alcohol and get drunk like this. I helped Yuxin change into pajamas, and I was relieved to see her lying on the bed and falling asleep quietly.

When I came to the living room and sat on the sofa in a daze, at this moment, my addiction to cigarettes was again, and I especially wanted to order one. On the coffee table was Lu Yuhao's usual smoke, the kind of 22 yuan a box, that box of cigarettes had a great attraction to me, stretched out his hand and held the cigarette box in his hand, but his heart ached inexplicably, as if all his efforts were in vain, and he was still obsessed with that familiar feeling.

I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and sniffed it, the familiar taste, the familiar feeling, I finally couldn't resist the temptation of the cigarette, took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, picked up the lighter on the table, and when I was about to light it, Jing Yao's figure appeared in front of me. In an instant, I understood why I felt an inexplicable pain when I was holding a cigarette.

It seems to be Jing Yao who I want to give up, knowing that the attachment in my heart is a mistake, but I still can't resist it, that kind of heart-wrenching feeling makes people feel painful.

I bit the cigarette with my teeth, grabbed my hair with both hands, supported my elbows on my knees, tears came out of my eyes, the cigarette in my mouth seemed to be my Jing Yao, I knew that I shouldn't have it, why couldn't I put it down?

I was in pain, I couldn't describe the pain, I slapped my palm on the side of my face, and I took the cigarette in my mouth in the palm of my hand, and tears of pain flowed down my face......

The next morning, the sun spilled in through the window, I lay on the sofa in the living room and opened my eyes, I saw that there was an extra blanket on my body, the bedroom door opened, I rubbed my eyes and got up, walked to the bedroom door and saw that Yuxin was no longer there, at that moment I panicked, thinking that Yuxin was in the bathroom, and walked into the bedroom to look into the bathroom...... Empty!

At this moment, it is even more uncomfortable!

Just as I was about to call Yuxin to look for her, Yuxin appeared behind me, she came out of the direction of the kitchen, stood behind me and whispered: "You wake up, I have cooked milk, there is bread in the bread maker, go wash up and eat breakfast first." ”

I turned around and held Yuxin in my arms, tears flowed down her cheeks, I don't know why I have so many tears in the past two days, anyway, accidentally it came.

Yu Xin, who was held in my arms, gently hugged my waist with both hands, put her face against my chin and said: "Silently, I won't put too much pressure on you, no matter what kind of choice you make in the end, I respect you, I envy her, I have known you since I was a teenager, the two of them went to school together, got out of school together, and walked through so many beautiful years together, Jing Yao loves you, she has paid so much for you, I can see it." If there is someone around you who loves you like this in the future, then I have no regrets, and it is also a comfort for me. ”

The mobile phone placed at the bedside rang, Jing Yao's name was displayed on the screen, I let go of Yuxin, kissed her on the forehead, looked at her and said, "Jing Yao's call, I'll answer it." ”

With that, I picked up my phone and swiped the screen and turned on the hands-free directly. On the other side of the phone, Jing Yao opened her mouth and asked, "Are you up silent?"

"Just woke up. ”

Jing Yao asked cautiously on the phone, "What did my father tell you yesterday...... Have you thought about it?"

"I've thought about it......," I said euphemistically, "I don't think I can adapt to life abroad, and my parents can't leave." ”

"Oh......" Jing Yao's voice was very long, and she could already hear the meaning of my euphemism, and she was silent for a few seconds before she continued: "I bought a ticket to fly to Shanghai today, and I will transfer to Paris tomorrow." ”

I don't know why, I was relieved to hear Jing Yao tell me the news, and then turned my eyes to Lu Yuxin, she didn't have any expression. I politely asked, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

Jing Yao was very frank and said to me: "You know, these things are too messy in my family, after this time, my father is still very worried, take advantage of the current limelight is over, send me out early, last night he told my mother that he didn't want to do this job, he felt cold, maybe it won't be long before my parents went to France, and ...... in the future Maybe it really won't come back. ”

"It's good. I stubbornly said: "France is very good, although I haven't been there, I think it's good......" Speaking of this, I didn't dare to continue to say anything, I was afraid that Jing Yao and Yuxin would hear my hoarse and choked voice.

Jing Yao asked on the other side of the phone: "Then are you free this morning? Can you come to the airport to send me one? There is a gift that I have been thinking of leaving for you at the end of the separation." ”

"Good. I took the phone and said, "I'll see you later." ”

"Half past ten, I'll be waiting for you at the airport. ”

Hanging up the phone, Yuxin took the lead in asking, "How do you feel?"

"What does it feel?" I thought about it, then hugged Yuxin in my arms again and said: "There is a very relaxed feeling, as if I have made a big decision, at this moment I seem to understand why Lao Zhou went to the county seat to find me, and must let me go to the airport to send Jing Yao." ”

"Huh?" Lu Yuxin looked at him suspiciously and asked, "Why?"

I explained seriously: "I have been running away before, and I dare not face the reality that Jing Yao is leaving, and I feel that as long as I survive these few days, she will be gone...... I can forget her as a matter of course, in fact, it's not like this, what I can't escape is my inner thoughts, I just promised to send Jing Yao to the airport, after making this decision, I feel that I am finally brave enough to face the fact that she is leaving, some people, after all, are leaving, I want to say goodbye with a calm attitude, to say goodbye to my past. ”

Yuxin's face showed a long-lost smile, her eyes were crooked and beautiful, she took my hand and asked, "So, then did you choose me in the end?"

"I feel that I choose happiness ......"

Yu Xin blushed in front of me for the first time, let go of my hand and said, "Hurry up and wash up and eat breakfast, after eating breakfast, you will go to the airport to send Jing Yao, remember to dress handsome." ”